Declare war on depression, against day and night

"The sakura color gradually fades with the spring rain, and the face can no longer be full of worries."

Yesterday was another day when Mao Shiyi was not around. I wonder if Mao Shiyi will come back today?

In the few days Mao Shiyi had just left, Bie Ming still deeply remembered that the day he was living was the first few days Mao Shiyi had left home, but time flies, and the sun and the moon fly by.When Mao Shixi left Bie Ming for more than ten days, the number of days in Bie Ming's head became confused.

Hey... Today is the tenth day, today is the No. 20th day, is today the tenth day?

Can't remember, really can't remember.

I just remember that he has been away from me for a long time, so long that I can't count how many days he has been away from me.

After returning home from Hao Enxuan, Shen Rang, who had already obtained half of the nine square gemstones, seemed to be more confident than him. He always dangled in front of Bie Ming's eyes, and mentioned from time to time, the gem in your eyes, the gem in your eyes, The jewel in your eye...

Bie Ming said: "You have to make an inch, this is my home."

Shen Rang said: "What's wrong with making an inch of it, return the gem to me."

Bie Ming is sometimes surprised by his own changes.Looking at myself now, and then thinking about my past self, it's as bizarre as watching a science fiction movie.Mao Shiyi is not around, and my daily life can be as if Mao Shiyi is by his side every day. I really miss Mao Shiyi. Such a long-term and obvious change, but what about my first girlfriend and Jiang Erge in high school?

After much deliberation, Bie Ming thought that Mao Shiyi must have brought him the sense of security and trust that filled the world.

Everyone told him that depression is not good, you should go out more and see the colorful world outside, so that you will not want to hide in a small room.But depression will not be cured just because of an optimistic word from others, and Bie Ming will not really put on his clothes and take his belongings for a walk just because of the sentence "You should go out for a walk more".

Over time, when everyone was unwilling to comfort him, Jiang Erge appeared.Jiang Erge told him that this world is not perfect, only you and my love are perfect.Therefore, there is no need to believe the nonsense of going out to see the world, you just need to be yourself, and you don’t need to go anywhere.Bie Ming became more and more isolated from the world in the seemingly beautiful love.

In the end, Bie Ming gradually realized this world bit by bit. This world is not perfect, and many boring things will happen.But despite this, when Bie Ming walked in this world with Mao Shiyi who took his hand and took him to this world, he deeply felt the beauty of this world.

They all told Bie Ming that you can't cry, you have to laugh, you can't be upset, and you have to learn to relieve your emotions.

But what Mao Shiyi taught him is to do whatever you want, laugh when you are happy, cry when you are sad, the louder and harder you cry, after a while, you will forget why you are And cried.

Bie Ming recalled the most difficult few days when he attempted suicide. He felt physically uncomfortable and psychologically even more uncomfortable. He thought that if he pulled out the needle in his hand, he would die again like this.

Mao Shishi had learned many interesting stories from some psychiatrist, and he would tell them when Bie Ming was giving the injection, and he would stop at the end of each time with a mysterious expression on his face.

Don't ask him, why didn't you continue talking?

Mao Shishi replied: "You know the story of "Arabian Nights", you are the king in it, and I am the concubine who tells the story in it. I don't tell the ending, just to leave a suspense, let you get an injection the next day I still want to hear it when I’m in bed, so you won’t be afraid of getting an injection, and you’ll look forward to getting an injection every day anyway because of my story.”

"But the story you tell is not very attractive. Snow White meets the prince, the tortoise and the hare win the race, the snake bites the farmer, the daughter of the sea turns into foam, and the tin soldier melts..."

The stories that Mao Shishi told Bie Ming all came from the fairy tales that accompanied every Chinese child growing up, and anyone who caught anyone from the street could almost recite them backwards.And a certain uncle cat complacently thought that the whole world was kept in the dark and only he knew.

Why was Bie Ming alive at that time?

I want to hear which old-fashioned story Mao Shiyi will tell tomorrow.

Why is Bie Ming alive at this time?

Maybe he wants to meet Mao Shishi again.

After a shower, the half-open balcony could already smell the faint earthy smell of damp soil, followed by continuous drizzle.Wherever the wind blows, there is a little dampness. The wind, rain, and clouds in early summer are lazy and tired, making people drowsy. Like a swallow flying low with its wings dipped in water, it can’t always be motivated Come.

One day in the middle of the night, Bie Ming had been asleep for a long time, but suddenly heard a knock on the door with the feeling of wet rain.

Before he even had time to put on his slippers, the first knock on the door sounded, and Bie Ming's sleepy consciousness instantly woke up more crisply than usual.He jumped out of bed and ran to the door with bare feet to open it, thinking that his Mao Shiyi had finally returned.

Once Mao Shiyi left, Bie Ming had no way to contact Mao Shiyi, let alone know Mao Shiyi's whereabouts and what he was doing now.He originally thought that Mao Shishi would occasionally come to see him at home, talk to him, and then leave.Unexpectedly, Mao Shishi never came back once.

Doesn't he miss himself?When you see him, you must ask him carefully, don't think about it.

But when he opened the door happily, he found that standing at the door was Natsume Tanuki, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Although the appearance in front of him disappointed Bie Ming a little, but a friend came from afar, not to mention that for Bie Ming, Natsume Ruzhou is a very important friend in his life.Even if Mao Shishi is not the one who came back now, Bie Ming is not disheartened, he is in a very good emotional state now, and he is becoming more and more positive and sunny.He comforted himself that it wasn't Mao Shiyi this time, and it would definitely be next time, because the people who left this house were rushing home one by one.

However, the situation of Natsume Tanukiu does not seem to be very good.

"Mr. Ming..."

Natsume Lizhou seemed to have traveled for a long time, and did not stop even in the wind and rain.With his left hand tightly clutching his right upper arm, he was leaning against the door frame with a tired face. There were scratches on his face and neck that looked like tiny blades. The deep mouth was not very deep, but it was densely spread all over the skin.

Bie Ming hurriedly took the thick clothes hanging by the entrance and put them on Natsume Ruzhou, then helped him by the shoulders and took him in.While Bie Ming asked what happened, he poured him a cup of boiling water and put it in his hand, and ran to the bathroom to put hot water for Natsume Ruzhou's bath.

Natsume Ruzhou's mood was extremely restless, and the glass cup he held tightly in both hands kept shaking: "Ming-kun, you don't have to busy me, I'm here because I want you to help me keep something more important than my own life. Things. I will go back soon, to Lord Fengshen's side."

Bie Ming sat on the single sofa next to him, feeling a little chill from the rainy night in early summer: "What's going on? And you left before, without any reason."

Natsume Lizhou took out a delicate and detailed small box from his arms, which faintly exuded a white light, and the fine lines depicted the Fengshen Temple, as well as the famous scenery and immortals in the palace.Open the box, inside is covered with a piece of red velvet, a gem like glass, lying quietly inside.

"This is the gem of the Fengshen. The Temple of the Fengshen was surrounded by a group of people, and it was in danger. The Fengshen ordered me to take this gem and run away quickly. He told me countless times to protect the safety of this gem even if it cost me my life. I don't worry. Regardless of Fengshen, besides gems, the second goal of those people is him. So, Mr. Ming, I will hand over a gem that is ten thousand times more important than life to you. No matter what, you must keep it well until I I'll come to you next time. Don't... don't let outsiders find you."

Bie Ming felt familiar the first time he saw that jewel.

Whether it's the half of the gemstone of the mountain god in Shen Rang's hand, or the gemstone of the spring god that Bie Ming has only seen once, they all exude the same feeling of light as the gemstone of the spring god in Natsume Ruzhou's hand.

Should Shen Rang be told about this?

Bie Ming was a little worried: "I'm just an unarmed ordinary person. Even if I have the consciousness to exchange my life for gems, I don't have the strength to fight against those who want to fight for him. You can't beat me, let alone me. This gem I can't accept it, and I can't afford to lose it. I'm sorry, it's not that I don't want to help you, it's that I really don't have the ability."

Natsume Lizhou was so anxious that he was about to cry, obviously still thinking about the battle over there: "I have no one to turn to except you. I'm not saying that you must give up your life for it, I'm just telling you It's important, so important that it affects the balance of the entire world. I just don't want you to take it lightly, but if it is really, really taken away, I will never blame you."

Bie Ming hesitated and didn't dare to answer the words, and he didn't dare to look at Natsume Lizhou, thinking about something messy in his head.

The one who thinks the most is Mao Shishi.

Before Bie Ming could react, Natsume Ruzhou quickly stuffed the gem box into Bie Ming's hand, both hands tightly wrapped Bie Ming's hand, and at the same time tightly wrapped the gem box in Bie Ming's hand .

"No...I really..."

Natsume Lizhou shook his head: "Mr. Ming, to be honest, don't refuse anymore. This is the end of the matter, you are the only person I trust, and I can trust you. Regardless of the fate of the future Fengshen, your fate and mine Whatever happens to this jewel, I will not regret it."

"But I really can't promise..."

"I don't need your guarantee. There is no [-]% success or [-]% failure in everything. I have to hurry back. I want to fight side by side with Lord Fengshen. Even if there are mountains of swords and seas of fire, even if the end of the road is dead, I will never regret it."

Bie Ming stared at the Fengshen gemstones emitting a bright white light for a while, marveling at how gentle the light of each gemstone was, at the same time, he raised his hand and touched his right eye.He already believed that he had the remaining half of the gem in his eye, and some goblin's Ninth Tail.

Bie Ming made up his mind, and he asked, "Can you feel where Mao Shiyi is?"

Natsume Lizhou nodded: "I am the wind, and I can smell all kinds of smells brought by the distant wind. If I want to find Mao Shiyi, this Mao Shiyi is still in this world, and I can find him."

"Please take me to him."

The author has something to say: "The cherry blossoms gradually disappear with the spring rain, and it is difficult for the face to be full of worries."

From "Inuyasha: The End Chapter", Kanmusen Kagura is what he said.