Declare war on depression, against day and night

How to do?

There is no way to fight against the Internet, there is no way to fight against the plagiarist hiding behind the screen, there is no way to fight against thousands or even hundreds of thousands of people.what to do?What should I do?Should I give up my dream of writing a novel, or should I just stick to it in such a humiliating way, with a glimmer of hope of being discovered?

Hao Enxuan thought about these questions every day.

He put aside almost all the things that he needed to do every day, even the matter of three meals a day, which he could push off as he could, and was ranked behind these few questions.But even so, he didn't think of one, two, three, four. Instead, he thought of himself as a bit depressed.

Meeting Chong Yao was a turning point in Bie Ming's life. As for why he met Chong Yao, Hao Enxuan thought, it must be because he had suicidal thoughts.

That night, Hao Enxuan thought about those questions as usual, and couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning under the quilt.At this time, a thought suddenly popped into his head: can he write a suicide note, write down all his experience of being plagiarized in his novels, or start a live broadcast of suicide on a certain platform, Use your last consciousness and life to save yourself and your own novels, as well as countless novelists who have been plagiarized like yourself?

In the era they live in now, anyone who has some good looks, some talent, some personality, some voice, some strength and strengths, and is willing to show and perform, no matter what software or channel, the probability of wanting to be famous and The opportunity does not know how many times easier than before.

This could be a very brutal tactic.

Hao Enxuan felt that no matter whether he could finally see the "children" enter the public eye or not, and whether he could defeat the group of counterfeit and shoddy products, as long as his actions could make them regain their identity, he felt that his life worth it.If this is the only way to make netizens notice him and let netizens know which is true and which is false, Hao Enxuan will never regret it.

Hao Enxuan's thoughts were so strong that he even closed his eyes and began to think about the contents of the suicide note.

And at this time, a gentle and very soft light suddenly appeared in the night sky outside the window, like a long tail trailing behind a meteor.

Hao Enxuan saw it, and more or less remembered a piece of news from a long, long time ago in his mind, saying that a meteor shower in the constellation Andromeda seemed to be coming, but the time for it to come has long passed.He thought, is it possible that there is still such an abandoned meteor in the lonely and huge sky?Then this abandoned, forgotten and outdated shooting star must be me.

All thoughts of suicide were soothed and reduced at this moment.

This is destined to be a sleepless night.

Hao Enxuan put on pajama pants, and the night in early spring was still a bit cold. He opened the window with his upper body naked, and took the physical cold he received at this time as a kind of test.

Hao Enxuan does not believe that meteors can realize people's wishes, because the light of meteors is caused by friction with the atmosphere to generate heat, and the increasingly hot temperature causes combustion.If there is a connection between the burning of meteors and people's desires, it must be that meteors carry people's desires, use people's desires as fuel, burn, and finally burn out, or become meteorites Falling to the earth that gave birth to people's wishes.

They all say that they don't believe in gods and Buddhas before they reach the point of suffering.

Many times, people's concepts will change, and I don't know whether they change because of good aspects or because of bad influences.Hao Enxuan is like this.The moment he saw it, he didn't even have time to think about whether it was useful to make a wish on the shooting star. He had already stood in front of the window, closed his eyes and began to meditate on his wish.

However, the shooting star in Hao Enxuan's eyes did not flash past as he had imagined.On the contrary, not only did it not disappear in the distant sky, but the naked eye seemed to be getting closer and closer to itself.

"your name"?

Will the community where I live now become a crater where not a single plant grows?Will there be a girl in the elegant countryside who saw this disaster from somewhere decades later, will she have the same idea of ​​saving a city like them?Will he escape the incidental death caused by the falling meteor without knowing it?

Hao Enxuan looked at the meteor that was getting closer and closer, thinking wildly.

If I didn't do anything because of this meteor, and just died in such a wronged way, I would be very unwilling.

"That's a shooting star, right? You said the wish the master made, could it be that he can see us?"

"That's not a shooting star."

"It seems to be a collection of powerful forces. The tree elf I am in charge of has a wonderful resonance with that force, and I also feel a very warm force enveloping me."

"Little old man, are you bluffing us? You are a little Mishan land god, dragging a pair of tiny legs. The power related to you is the earth, big trees, and even running is strenuous , let alone fly like the one in the sky. I guess, that must be the source of strength for our birds."

"Hmph, you bad bird! If my land grandfather can't fly, then how did I report to the Heavenly Court?"

"Slightly slightly slightly."

"Look, the meteor is getting closer and closer to us."

"That's not a shooting star."

"Master, master, my little master, look at me quickly, a meteor is about to hit your face! Run, get out of here, and take us out of here quickly."

"How many times have we tried, the master can't see us, and can't hear what we say."

"How many times have I told you that it's not a shooting star..."

In fact, this "shooting star" was indeed aimed at Hao Enxuan.

Chongyao once had the most glorious and busiest era, and it was loved and admired by thousands of people. With the rapid development of people's medical skills and technology, the role of Chongyao in the long history has gradually become ineffective. .Without souls to cross, without the accumulation of souls longing for happiness, Chong Yao will eventually disappear in the wind.

Regardless of whether worshiping demons is good or bad, it may be the instinctive choice of most people to do what they can to survive.

The same is true of Chong Yao.

In order to prevent himself from disappearing due to losing his "job", even though Chongyao itself does not have the ability to think deeply and make careful strategies, it still found a place with a strong sense of peerlessness and hatred under the guidance of the nine-square gem that it obtained by chance. Hao Enxuan.This is not the choice of cultivating demons, but the choice of survival instinct.

Because of this miraculous encounter that night, Hao Enxuan obtained the Nine-Face Gem that originally belonged to Chong Yao.He was able to talk with Chong Yao, that is to say, he could understand Chong Yao's flute, because of this half of the nine-square gem.

Also because of this magical encounter that night, Hao Enxuan and Chong Yao made a pact.Chong Yao gave Hao Enxuan the blessing of sorcery and helped him see all his wishes. After that, Hao Enxuan's soul was owned by Chong Yao, whether it was eaten or followed later, it can be disposed of no matter what.

Because of the nine gems, Hao Enxuan's life has completely changed. The most gratifying thing for him is that he can see the children born from his hands.

Originally born with the naked eye, Rouge, Parrot and other characters born from various novels can see Hao Enxuan and stay by his side all the time, but Hao Enxuan can neither see nor hear.Now I can finally see, in my room, in the living room, and even in the kitchen, there are elves who have come out of my fantasy novels.Life gets crowded and good.

Hao Enxuan proposed to his parents that he would go back to his hometown to live, because the environment upstairs was very noisy, and he wanted to go to a quieter place to read and study.

Because Hao Enxuan has always been quiet and honest, and because of "study", Hao Enxuan's parents readily agreed.The next day, the two brought bedding, daily necessities, etc., and helped Hao Enxuan clean out the old house that had not been lived for many years.

The book demons on the side lined up, cheering for the three busy people in the family.

At the beginning, life in the old house was very comfortable, and there was a kind of family happiness when he retired and his children and grandchildren were around his knees, which gave Hao Enxuan the illusion of retiring after success.

In this quiet small courtyard, with the help of Chong Yao and Jiufang Gem, Hao Enxuan tried to form an formation and summon characters in other people's novels to serve him.

He wanted to find a character who could obey his orders and possess a talent for killing. The best thing he could summon was a professional assassin who handed over cash and killed.

Because Hao Enxuan can't determine where the summoned person will be transported from the novel to the real world by this magic circle, every time he finishes summoning, he still needs the nine-square gem to determine the location of the summoned person.Then he goes to talk to the summoned person in person to see if he is willing to serve himself.

However, this is extremely inefficient, and no one is willing to serve him at all.

Work hard and work hard.

Later, Hao Enxuan turned his attention to his children.

The reason why he didn't want the children to complete the murder was because he didn't want the blood of that bitch to stain their hands.

Hao Enxuan thought more than once that if there was no that bitch, he and his child would have a good relationship with each other now.Although he couldn't see them as real people, their appearance, clothing and personality had already been deeply engraved in his mind.

He didn't want to meet his children in this way.

But there is no way, things have developed to this point.

Hao Enxuan began to discuss with Yanzhi and others, hoping that they could listen to their poor master, and hope that they could fulfill their only wish.

"kill?"

"Little master, isn't this bad? Killing people is the kind that really bleeds? It's not like in the novel you wrote, how can you resurrect..."

"Master, I know you hate that person, but his fault is not enough to be punished by us to the point of death." Rouge is the most understanding big world in Hao Enxuan's writing, she thought for a while, and also refused Hao Enxuan's request, "Master, as long as we are by your side, as long as you continue to hold the pen, I don't think we have anything to be afraid of. Everything can start again. Other people's words and things are just floating clouds Flowing water. It is you who really created us, we only listen to you alone. Master, killing people is not the only way to solve the problem, I hope you can think twice."

Hao Enxuan smiled, the kind of disdainful laughter: "What did you say that I am the one who created you, and you only listen to me. In the end, aren't your words opposed to me? What I said, Have you heard one sentence? My wish, have you ever wanted to go to me to realize it? It’s a grand-sounding statement, what’s the use of it?”

"Master, we don't want you to do something that you will regret in the future. It's actually not a big deal. We stand in front of you without any loss or injury. This is the best ending."

Hao Enxuan found that while writing Rouge too empathetic, he also wrote her too rationally and with her own independent opinions.He doesn't need people who give him advice now, he just needs people who unconditionally support and help him.

He stood up, went to the unused kitchen, then returned to Rouge and the others and said, "All of you, get the hell out of that room, I don't want to see any of you right now. Unless that People want to help me fulfill my wishes."