Declare war on depression, against day and night

When some people are in danger, why don't they like to be rescued by superheroes?

Those dangers are so far away from me, or I have heard the news that the danger is spreading, but I haven't experienced the danger personally.Since the place where they are is safe, why do these superheroes have to save themselves and go to another safe place?

You are in a safe place!Your own life is safe!Why leave my familiar place for an area completely unfamiliar to me?Superheroes always like to rely on their omnipotence to forcibly change themselves, as well as certain people's lifestyles and living situations.

So they don't like superheroes.Because they feel safe, because they are not threatened by danger.

But that perception can change.

When you are forcibly taken away by a superhero, and you reluctantly turn your head to look at what you thought was a safe zone, you suddenly find a bomb right above it.When you see with your own eyes that the safe zone you have been stubbornly holding on to is destroyed by a huge force in the blink of an eye, you will fall in love with superheroes and be grateful to Dade.

The same is true for Bie Ming.

The next day, Bie Ming was woken up by the three people who had been on high until dawn.

Qi Ge originally wanted to wake Bie Ming up early in the morning, but he tiptoed open the door, only to see Mao Shishi lying on his side with his head propped on his arms, looking lovingly at Bie Ming who was sleeping soundly.

Mao Shishi waved his fist at Qi Ge, Qi Ge smiled and retreated knowingly.

Not long after, Mao Shishi came out of the room with a handsome expression and full of demeanor.He shook hands with Jiang Erge and Natsume Lizhou respectively in a good mood. While wishing them a happy New Year and a year of abundance, he did not forget to warn the three people who were full of energy after staying up all night not to disturb Bie Ming too early.Otherwise, don't blame him for letting them see blood during the New Year.

When Bie Ming woke up, his first reaction was to look for Mao Shishi.

He wanted to ask a question last night, originally he wanted to ask when the two of them hugged each other and said good night, but Bie Ming didn't even know when he fell asleep, so he couldn't ask in the end.

As soon as Bie Ming was woken up and opened his eyes, his head and bed were sprayed with ribbons and snowflakes by the three childish people, and he was stunned for a moment.

The singer Jiang Er held five red envelopes and shook them in front of Bie Ming's eyes, with a festive look on his face: "You are awake, for this red envelope draw, we have unanimously decided to let you, the homeowner, draw the first prize." The red packets of Qi Ge include different amounts of money, you draw first, and we will see who has the best luck this year."

"Oh..."

Bie Ming didn't even wake up, he hesitated for a while under their confused prodding and hints from various eyes, and took out a red envelope from it.

Mao Shishi was holding a cup of soy milk, yes, it was soy milk that did not contain any milk ingredients, it was a cup of soy milk that was specially poured into a glass in a very artificial way.Leaning on the door frame, he looked at the three who were making a fuss in front of the bed with a look of "I am the head of all of you", and suddenly met Bie Ming's gaze, and smiled at Bie Ming.Bie Ming's face immediately turned red, and he quickly shifted his gaze to the red envelope in his hand.

Jiang Erge asked: "Who will draw next?"

Qi Ge immediately raised his hand: "I slap, I slap, I slap!"

Mao Shishi knocked the glass on the bedside table, pushed Qi Ge's chubby, round belly and walked out: "I want to smoke you out."

"You have one too, and you take one too."

Mao Shishi took one out of the ginger singers, and locked them all out of the door.

On the first day of the new year, we will go to the homes of the elders to pay New Year’s greetings. Usually, at five or six o’clock in the morning, a group of juniors slowly gather together. Boys and girls are divided into two teams. Go door to door in order to pay New Year's greetings.

Bie Ming has never experienced such a lively Chinese New Year atmosphere.From the time I can remember, I haven't been with my parents for a year.For Bie Ming, the biggest advantage of Chinese New Year is that they can no longer hear the sound of parents arguing, because the sound of firecrackers outside all night will cover everything.For the New Year, he has no new clothes, no lucky money, and no memory of reunion dinner with his relatives.

So when Jiang Erge and the others broke into the door, shouted "Happy New Year" at him, and held up red envelopes for him to draw, Bie Ming was completely dumbfounded.Like last night, all of this is like a dream that can be broken with a poke.

Bie Ming stared blankly at the red envelope in his hand. He was 20 years old, and this was the first red envelope he received.

Mao Shishi sat on the edge of the bed, slowly stretched out his hand, inserted his five fingers into his messy hair, and combed him slowly, all the way to the back of his head, and forced him to lean against him. kiss.Holding Bie Ming's back with one hand, Mao Shishi pushed Bie Ming to lie down slowly, and covered him with a quilt very gentlemanly.

"Do you remember where your pajamas are?" Mao Shiyi raised his eyebrows and asked, "They dared to sit up naked, they all saw them all, don't you want integrity?"

Bie Ming touched himself subconsciously with his hands under the quilt, and looked at Mao Shiyi in disbelief.

Mao Shishi laughed: "I really like to see you without clothes, but in order to please me, you showed it to other people here, so you didn't consider my feelings? Is it too much for the loss? Maybe now They're outside, they're all talking about what happened to you and me yesterday."

"Mao Shishi!" Bie Ming finally learned an idiom in his lifetime, which is called anger from embarrassment.

"I won't make trouble with you. Seriously, do you feel particularly uncomfortable on your body?"

Bie Ming shook his head, looked at the red envelope in his hand, and suddenly remembered the question he hadn't asked last night: "Eleven, I have something to ask you, can you answer me truthfully? As long as you tell me the truth , I can accept any result and any answer.”

Mao Shishi rubbed Bie Ming's face with the back of his hand and said, "Why are you getting serious? Just ask if you have anything."

In fact, when I was doing it last night, Bie Ming had a lot of thoughts in his mind.

Before Mao Shiyi entered the castle where he was alone, Bie Ming’s motivation to live was to write novels, to create a unique and strange world by himself, and then to create countless people with distinctive personalities, or "very special" people".In order to write a novel, of course Bie Ming also read it.In the novels he has read, there are countless examples of love between humans and gods, humans and demons, and humans and demons, but there are few happy endings.

Why is the love between human beings and non-human beings always opposed by people around? Don't need others to remind you, you understand it very well.

And why, knowing the reason in my heart, I still want to be with Mao Shiyi.

"Eleven, are you a monster? Or a fairy?"

Mao Shishi kissed Bie Ming's forehead: "Unfortunately, I have let you down. I am a nine-tailed cat on Fuchun Mountain. Qi Ge is my own brother and also a cat demon."

Don't Ming nodded, he already had the answer in his heart, what he wanted was Mao Shiyi's personal confirmation.

Actually speaking, I was not very disappointed.In terms of getting along, what is the difference between humans and monsters in life?

He lived with Mao Shiyi, and it was Mao Shiyi who held his hand and led him back to the most daily track of life.Don't be disappointed that it's not the monster in front of him, he only has love and admiration for this monster who does as the Romans do.Don't be disappointed, it's yourself.He originally thought that he could finally coexist peacefully with people like him, but in the end the mystery was revealed. The few closest to him, except for Jiang Erge, were all monsters.

"What's wrong?" Mao Shishi saw that something was wrong with Bie Ming, so he simply took off his shoes and went to bed, and sat cross-legged beside Bie Ming, "You know I'm a monster, what are you thinking? Are you planning to find some excuse to break up with me? I said, you are a great person, do you know that your behavior is called fairy jumping? You are whoring for nothing."

Listening to Mao Shiyi's tone, it seemed to be joking, but also seemed to be serious. Don't be able to tell the difference for a while, so he sat up and explained to Mao Shiyi: "No, no, that's not what I meant. I just want to say, I, He De He Neng, I met you. I don't care if you are a monster or a god, whether you are Bi Mawen or the Monkey King, I will follow you."

Regardless of whether Bie Ming's words were true or not, Mao Shiyi felt different just hearing his tone when he said these words.

How should I describe it, as if suddenly hardened.

Bie Ming's "hard-hearted" face was suddenly covered with a thin layer of red, and he instantly returned to the soft and soft appearance that Mao Shiyi was familiar with. He turned his head, deliberately not to meet Mao Shiyi's eyes, he touched Touching his nose, he asked with a little embarrassment, "Eleven, can you live thousands of years?"

Mao Shishi didn't understand what Bie Ming was thinking, and he only regarded his longevity as capital to show off, and raised his chin and said, "Ang."

Bie Ming took the initiative to hold Mao Shiyi's hand, held his hand against his chest, frowned, and said seriously and seriously: "If you can love me forever, love me for ten years, and accompany me I am ten years. Ten years later, I will be 30 years old. Wherever you like to go, what you like to do, don’t worry about me, and don’t think about me.”

"Huh?" Mao Shiyi obviously didn't follow Bie Ming's train of thought, "Why?"

"I met you at the best age, you pulled me out of the darkness, I am very grateful, and I fell in love with you too. But shemale is different after all, ten years is nothing to you, maybe A wrinkle will not grow, but for me, the age of 20 to 30 is the best time in my life. In these ten years, I must live a good life, live happily, and try to watch it with you The whole world is beautiful. I may be old after thirty, just leave me alone, I will definitely not go back to seek death. So, even if you change your mind or something, just give me ten years as a charity. Anyway, ten years is right If you want to talk about it, it’s just a snap of your fingers.”

Mao Shishi's face turned pale and white for a while: "What do you mean? Are you saying that my feelings for you are not true, or do you mean something?"

"No, that's not what I meant!" Bie Ming was so anxious that he wanted to cry again, what should he say to make Mao Shiyi understand his heart?

He just doesn't want to tie him down.

He just didn't want to delay Mao Shi's thousand-year-old demon life because of a mere human who couldn't even live for a hundred years.How can I be so good, I met a Jiang Erge, I met a Natsume Lizhou, and finally fell in love with this person in front of me.If time could be repeated, he would still be willing to bear all the depression and pain in order to wait for Mao Shiyi's arrival.

Bie Ming lowered his head slowly, looking at the hands they held.

No, no, it's not that I don't want to restrain him, on the contrary, it can be said that I really want to lock him by my side.

But I'm just a mere human who can't even live a hundred years...

In any case, it can't be compared with the nine-tailed cat demon...