Declare war on depression, against day and night

Bie Ming's appetite has always been bad, and Mao Shiyi said that his stomach is about the size of a little sparrow's, and as delicate as a human's eyeball.But he looked at the sky full of stars, and silently ate an entire oversized sushi.

Mao Shishi took two bags of milk and said he was going to the kitchen to warm it up.

Bie Ming volunteered to stack the plates of the four of them, and followed Mao Shishi to the kitchen.

Originally, he wanted to wash it by himself, but Natsume Ruzhou happened to be washing the cutting board with his sleeves rolled up, so he took the plate from Bie Ming's hand, and asked while washing, "How does it taste? Do you have a good wish?"

Bie Ming's face was slightly red, and he glanced at the bubbling milk pot of "Gudu Gudu", nodded, and asked, "Does this sushi have a name?"

"Yes." Natsume put the plate into the cupboard above his head, "It's called Huifang roll. Huifang refers to the location of the god of fortune in that year, which is the direction of luck for this year. I put many kinds of rolls in the sushi. The ingredients that symbolize auspiciousness in Japan represent the seven gods of good luck, as long as you eat them sincerely according to the agreement, you will really get good luck for a whole year."

"Then will my wish come true?"

Natsume Lizhou replied: "It will come true. However, one's wishes cannot be blindly relied on the gods. Even though the gods will help kind and pious people, one's own wishes can only be obtained by one's own efforts. The gods respect dreamer."

Bie Ming likes to talk to Natsume Ruzhou very much, because this person feels like a clear and sweet lake in summer, without wind and waves, only small and slow ripples.The voice and the arc of the smile are very gentle, and the gestures are very well-bred, and even those watery eyes are full of pure kindness.

He smiled at Natsume Lizhou, and wanted to say a few words to Natsume, but Mao Shishi looked at him with a dark face, thought about it and shut up.

Mao Shishi held a small pot of hot milk in his left hand, grabbed Bie Ming's wrist with his right hand, and half pulled and half pulled him away from the kitchen.

Bie Ming obediently followed behind Mao Shishi, but said inadvertently, "I still have something to say to him".

Mao Shishi rolled his eyes with disdain, and took Bie Ming's words as a complaint against him.Seeming to be jealous, Mao Shishi snorted, paused for a while, and said to Bie Ming angrily: "What do you have to tell him? You can't just tell me? He has known you for a long time or I have known you." How long have you been?"

"I don't have to tell Natsume."

"Then tell me."

"I forgot about you making such a mess. I'll tell you when I remember it."

Even Bie Ming didn't know whether his recent changes were good or bad. He began to learn to refuse, very tactful, very tactful rejection, just like now, a rejection that makes people feel no rejection.He wouldn't do this before, even if he made up a white lie now, he wouldn't say no to it.

However, this change has certain limitations.

Because he would only reject certain unreasonable requests from Mao Shiyi.

It seems that in the bottom of my heart, I have a long-lost sense of security towards Mao Shiyi, and I feel that even if I am a little, not too willful in front of this person, this person will not have psychological feelings for me because of the occasional willfulness. gap.He gradually believed that the person beside him would really be by his side all the time, and would not be provoked by a few words.

But Mao Shishi seemed very angry, and he shook off Bie Ming's hand nonchalantly: "Hmph. If you don't want to tell me, just hold back."

Bie Ming: "..."

Although he believed that Mao Shishi would be by his side, he still had to be careful in managing the relationship between the two.

Based on the analysis of this situation, it seems that I said something wrong to make Mao Shishi angry, but what did I say that was inappropriate?Bie Ming seldom suffers from headaches because of interpersonal relationships, but sometimes, he quite likes this feeling of being unpredictable.

Mao Shishi pushed open the door, turned on the light in the room, and poured the hot milk from the small pot into the glass on the bedside table.Passed one cup to Bie Ming, and drank the other cup by himself, and drank up the rest of the pot by the way.

"Master Cat, Mr. Bie Ming." Gong Wen was closing the poker cards in his hand, and waved to the two of them, "I have discussed something with Senior Duan Fang Jian, and I want to tell you."

Bie Ming asked, "What's the matter?"

Gong Wenzheng smiled and said, "When you and Master Mao went out just now, Senior Duan and I had already made a decision. We decided not to bother you anymore, and then the two of us went out to take a good look around this unfamiliar world."

Mao Shishi licked the milk stains on his lips and said nothing, but Bie Ming asked worriedly, "But where can you go?"

Duan Fangjian put the cards in his hand upside down on the table, and smiled helplessly: "But we can't do anything here. We can't find a way to return to the world we live in. The only thing that living here will bring you is It’s just troublesome. The room is so small, it’s just right for the two of you, plus us, it’s very crowded, right?”

"But don't you all sleep in Eleven's earrings? Besides, there's nothing wrong with us living together, and it doesn't cause me any trouble. I'd love to live with you...and I should, I should I like it very much..." Bie Ming's breathing gradually became heavy, like a big stone was pressed on his chest, and he couldn't finish a sentence intermittently.

With a "tsk" sound, Mao Shishi walked to Bie Ming's side, stretched out his right hand, put it on Bie Ming's shoulder from behind in a hugging position, and covered his mouth.

Bie Ming's tension eased a lot, and he subconsciously put his own weight on Mao Shiyi's body.His eyes were red, and he stared hard to keep the tears from flowing out. Bie Ming turned his head to look at Mao Shiyi. The aggrieved expression made Mao Shiyi sigh and rubbed the messy hair on top of his head.

Gong Wenzheng immediately stood up and held Bie Ming's hands: "We've been bothering you here for too long, and the most important thing is that we can't help you at all. Waiting for your news in the room idly, this feeling is really too much." It’s bad. Besides, I always live in that small space, nothing new, it’s boring.”

He does not mean that.

Bie Ming's heart sank when he heard Gong Wenzheng's words, and suddenly realized his self-indulgence.

Not everyone can be like him, who regards a nearly closed, dimly lit small room as his comfort zone, or even the whole world.It’s not that everyone doesn’t need to socialize, and they all feel that being alone is the safest way of life, and not everyone is as afraid of the world outside the window as they are, so that they have to draw heavy blackout curtains all day long.

Just like Mao Shiyi can accept himself now, he should also learn to accept the way of life of different people.

after all...

There is no never-ending feast...

It has been too long since I have attended a banquet, so I have long forgotten that there is still such a thing as "separation" in the world.Now with the help of Mao Shiyi, he finally joined the multi-person banquet.The cheerful and peaceful atmosphere of being together has not been maintained for too long, and the pain of separation is about to be endured, which makes Bie Ming once again taste the uncontrollability of life.

"Then where do you want to go?"

Where can I go?

If you don't live in my house, where can you live?

In this world, no one can see you except me, can you?

"There is no place to go, maybe it is because of this that we want to walk around in this place where no one can see us, without a destination," Duan Fangjian suddenly sneered, "Like an exiled ghost. "

"That's right, wandering around with Senior Duan aimlessly." Gong Wen was smiling flatteringly at Duan Fangjian, "In the original environment, we, especially big stars like Senior Duan, didn't have the time and the conditions to care for ourselves. Wherever I want to go, even when I go back to my own residence, I will be followed by paparazzi, and there is no free private time at all. Since no one can see us here, why not take this opportunity to relax completely."

This is a good thing, Bie Ming knew he shouldn't be sad, but he couldn't smile, so he could only lean into Mao Shiyi's arms.

Duan Fangjian added: "You don't have to worry about our affairs in the future, just think that we have returned to the original world. We will be able to go back sooner or later."

Mao Shishi asked, "When are you leaving?"

"Leave after breakfast tomorrow."

"Are you coming back?"

"Mr. Bie Ming, thank you for taking care of me so patiently for so many days, and for helping me find Senior Duan, there is nothing I can repay you. This time we are going to wander from the stream, whatever, maybe when we suddenly return to our own world It may be true. There is no way to repay, but only verbal thanks." Gong Wen bowed solemnly, "Sir, don't mind."

Bie Ming said: "I just won't come back."

Mao Shishi hugged Bie Ming tightly, then patted him on the shoulder, moved his hand to his back and pushed him towards the bed: "Never mind, drink the milk and go to bed."

"Eleven, people who aren't mine, can't you keep them?"

As long as your castle is not being forcibly breached, there is nothing to worry about.Don't worry about what kind of tempered person you will face tomorrow, and don't worry that the person you like will leave you. Of course, you will never meet such lovely friends as them.Familiar and unfamiliar, after passing by, no one will always stand by their side.

This world is never as beautiful as I imagined.

When Bie Ming lay on the bed and slowly sat up on his elbows, there was still the unfinished deck of poker on the table at the corner of the bed, and Gong Wenzheng and Duan Fangjian had disappeared.There is a sticky hook in the shape of a cat on the window, and on the upturned tail hang two silver earrings with a soft glow.

How can someone who is so hard to meet be separated so easily?

"Lie down," Mao Shiyi yawned, and patted Bie Ming's pillow, "I'd rather have a good night's sleep if I worry about them, I'm so sleepy."

Bie Ming lay back and covered the quilt, turned sideways towards Mao Shishi, looked at him as if he had something to say, stared at him for a while, then slowly lowered his head, reached out and grabbed the neckline of the pajamas, kneading it into crumpled A ball, curled up and curled up.

Mao Shiyi belongs to the person who can sleep until dark as soon as he touches the pillow...ah no...a cat, but no matter what he does, he can vaguely notice Bie Ming's gaze.Mao Shishi put his hand behind Bie Ming's shoulder and patted it lightly, he didn't even bother to open his eyes, he was very sleepy: "Huh?"

Bie Ming sniffed, and carefully looked into Mao Shiyi's eyes, but he didn't get the usual gentle response.Slowly moving his eyes down, it was Mao Shiyi's Adam's apple.

"I... I'm a little scared."

Mao Shishi finally opened his eyes half-deadly, twisted his body and leaned towards Bie Ming, supported his mind with one hand, stretched out his hand, and let Bie Ming rest on his arm: "I'm here, are you still here?" What are you afraid of?"