Declare war on depression, against day and night

Bie Ming never thought that someone would continue to be good friends with him after being by his side for so long, and he never thought that someone would sacrifice the only and closer relationship with him to get along with him.It's a fantasy, isn't it?

Jiang Erge got up and glanced outside: "Take you to a place."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and wrapped the back of Bie Ming's hand with his own.The sudden warmth caught Bie Ming by surprise, he almost subconsciously pulled his hand out of Jiang Erge's, and then realized his impoliteness, with one hand hanging in midair, neither advancing nor retreating No, the atmosphere was awkward for a while.Jiang Erge smiled, and reached out to hold Bie Ming's hand tightly again.

Probably it was this chasing action and firm eyes that made Bie Ming believe Jiang Erge's confession like a child's play, and also made him stand up with Jiang Erge's strength.His eyes looked at the back of his head and back, and his footsteps followed closely behind him, as if a clear, warm and bright guiding light suddenly appeared in his life without direction.

Bie Ming didn't ask Jiang Erge where he was going to take him, but where could he take him on campus?And this path... Take him to the separate bathroom outside the classroom?

Maybe talking in the bathroom is quieter than staying in chattering classrooms and hallways?

Jiang Erge took off his coat, put it on Bie Ming's school uniform, and asked him to wait at the toilet door with a smile.It's very cold, but anyone who is afraid of the cold will go to the toilet next to their classroom floor to go to the toilet. The toilet in a small building alone has lost the favor of thousands of people.

As soon as Jiang Erge left, Bie Ming was left alone in front of the toilet door.

Why did he fall in love with Bie Ming? Jiang Erge couldn't say well.Since junior high school, not to mention those who expressed their affection to him, but those who liked him openly and secretly, and those who came to see him specially in class and after class, there were as many as they wanted.So he began to think, why do these people like themselves?Because of my appearance, because of my grades, or for what?

It seems that sometimes, the word "like" is irrelevant.But sometimes, it’s not enough to ignore it.

The surprise prepared for Bie Ming is on the playground opposite the toilet.

When Jiang Erge was running towards the playground, because there was still one person in his heart, he turned his head to look at him.It doesn't matter if you look back, but the scenery in your eyes once again deeply imprinted in the hearts of the viewers.

There was a thin boy who looked what he looked like when he walked away, but now looking back, he is still the same, a motionless statue.

He was just so quiet, looking at himself with no sadness or expectation.

Those who are not Bie Ming's friends are talking about him behind his back, this and that, that and that.

However, Jiang Erge can always see Bie Ming entering the classroom from the outside, and then walking out from the classroom, carrying nothing, no backpack, all alone, scattered wind and scenery, and countless people who went in. The high school students who went out together walked on the three-point-one line and two-point-one line.

When I approached Bie Ming before, I wanted to understand the life of a person who was abandoned by my environment, and I wanted to use my excellence to prove everyone wrong.

It was such an extremely selfish idea, using Bie Ming to fulfill his legendary selfish behavior, but he saved a young man who was in the mud by accident.Not only that, but his shoes were stained with mud, and he became a companion of the boy in the mud.

The first is to show pity, and the second is to give love.

Jiang Erge took out the lighter in his pocket, and looked back at Bie Ming again.

Bie Ming was far away from him, as if blending into the night, only a small grain could be seen.

Jiang Erge breathed into the palm of his hand and rubbed the back of his hand.He was standing on the concrete floor in the middle of the playground, and there were countless young couples on the runway confiding in each other round and round.He ran away after lighting the fire. Anyway, he was a "single dog" and there were so many couples around him, so he would never find him.

Squat down to light the fire, and form a semicircle with your palms to protect the flames.He suddenly felt that Bie Ming was just this weak flame, which seemed so small and insignificant in the midst of clusters of passionately burning youthful flames, but he only loved this small cluster.Because such a small fire is enough to warm his hands, and he can warm himself for the rest.

The more he thought about it, the more Jiang Erge felt that Bie Ming needed his love.

A feather, gently, softly, tickled his throat and chest.

When the fireworks were lit, Jiang Erge ran away. He had to run faster than the core. He had to run to Bie Ming before the fireworks exploded into the sky. Don't hold her in your arms.

No other thoughts, return to Bie Ming as soon as possible.

He's been alone for too long, and I've been alone for too long.

However, things went contrary to expectations. When the first fireworks exploded in the air, and when the dark night was instantly turned into day by red and green spots of light, Jiang Erge was still running.He was very anxious, Bie Ming was right in front of him, but the sad thought of not being able to reach it came out for a while, and the spring warmed up quickly.

He saw Bie Ming's eyes were on him all the time, and the fireworks rose into the night sky one by one, and his eyes kept chasing him.

Bie Ming stretched out his right hand, exposing his slender wrist, and the only body temperature quickly spread around.

He holds out his hand.

Maybe it's because of the high school students, or maybe it's because the love between the two can't be announced in the class without telling the teacher, so I want to use a shocking way to secretly announce it to the world and become a real secret known to everyone on campus.It needs to be affectionate, it needs to be vigorous, it also needs eachother, and it needs the ends of the earth.

Jiang Erge ignored Bie Ming's outstretched right hand, because what he wanted now was a real hug.

Without hesitation, Jiang Erge only paused in front of Bie Ming, took a breath, and opened his hands to hug this person who had been alone for too long tightly into his arms.Only then did Bie Ming raise his eyes to see the fireworks that awakened the sky, red orange yellow green, naked sincerity and magnanimity.

Hugging is not enough, I want to be closer.

Jiang Erge thought so, and did the same.

With a little nervousness, he swallowed unnaturally, pinched Bie Ming's chin with his right hand, and covered his fiery lips on Bie Ming's cold lips as if going all out.Bie Ming shrank suddenly in Jiang Erge's arms, and his hands that had no place to rest began to push Jiang Erge's chest. Jiang Erge tightly hugged Bie Ming in his arms, took his steps forward a few steps, and pressed him on the ground. the wall.

Even though that's the toilet wall.

Tongue deftly and easily knocked Bie Ming's teeth open, Jiang Erge turned his head to the right side, hugged and kissed him more deeply and closely.Just like a baby's mouth has found the milk that provides juice, Jiang Erge's head is as blank as Bie Ming's, he just wants to suck with Bie Ming's tongue, just want to grab.

Jiang Erge stopped, and pressed his forehead against Bie Ming, the distance was very close, and he could look into the heart lake through his clear eyes just by looking.

Bie Ming was still so nervous that he closed his eyes.

Jiang Erge rubbed against his face, sprayed warm breath on his cheeks, and pecked his lips lightly twice without letting go.

"I still want to take you somewhere."

Bie Ming followed him again.

It was a tall ginkgo tree behind the first teaching building of the junior high school, and there were several cheap small light bulbs wrapped around the bare branches.Jiang Erge fumbled for the switch on the trunk that was fixed with tape, and pushed it up gently, and the ginkgo tree shone brightly again, like a bunch of silent fireworks frozen in the cold air.

"I've never chased anyone before, and I don't know what to prepare to confess to a boy like you," Jiang Erge looked at Bie Ming seriously, with an unnatural expression on his face, as if he was happy or pretending Serious, but in short, the smile is a bit forced, "But I think, even if you don't like this shiny and romantic thing, no one will hate it."

"I don't hate it." Bie Ming said.

He felt a sense of oppression. Jiang Erge's eyes always stayed on his face. He didn't know what kind of bear shape his face was reflected by the colorful and flickering lights. He turned his face and looked deeply. He lowered his head, which made him especially nervous.

Will everyone who confesses their love tonight kiss?

I don't know what the two people who just got together will do, will they kiss like them on the first day of mutual affection?

Jiang Erge looked at Bie Ming, but Bie Ming's gaze was always dodging.But these dots of light must make him look so good.He couldn't help squatting down slightly, with the same side face, but slightly raised his head, and kissed Bie Ming again.

No one sleeps tonight, only hugs forever, kisses forever.

Until Jiang Erge disappeared.

Bie Ming looked left and right nervously, as if someone had strangled his throat, the strength in that person's hand was getting heavier and heavier, and it was becoming more and more difficult for Bie Ming to inhale the air needed to sustain life.

While suffocating, Bie Ming also felt nauseous, his fragile stomach began to throb, and he wanted to send the dinner out of the esophagus.

Curled up in his room, in his most familiar posture.

It's so painful...Don't Ming thought vaguely.

Burning charcoal...so painful...death, so painful...

The world is already very painful, and it has already been scarred and painful. Why is death so painful?In this world, are there things that don't hurt, things that don't suffer?Why can't those sweetest pictures calm his pain less than the happiness that he refuses to extract as a last resort?Happy memories, memories that cannot bear to be profaned, are they meant to alleviate pain or aggravate pain?

Severe headaches, nausea, suffocation, and numbness all over his body tortured Bie Ming clearly when he was unconscious and unable to control himself.

Bie Ming wanted to struggle to get up, but he couldn't move.

Lying on the floor, as if asleep.

He wanted to pull back the heavy curtains that separated light and darkness, and open the floor-to-ceiling windows that had been closed for a long time. He had never had such a crazy desire to open his arms and breathe in fresh air like now.It would be best if the air was mixed with cold snowflakes and frost, so that it could pass through his nostrils, mouth, throat, etc., to draw out all the uneasiness and darkness that was stagnant in his chest and abdomen.

Even if it is bruised and blood-stained, even if it is icy and snowy, even if it is returning to darkness and full of loneliness...

Occasional warmth and sunshine will suffice.

Mao Shishi's bony hand holding the glass, his upper lip stained with milk, his light golden pupils of contempt for everything, the proud and confident smile that was inadvertently given to him from the air, his touching words and his right hand stretched out to him , the "we" that made him burst into tears.

someone help me... someone... help me...

People and non-humans who live here heard a loud "bang". It was Mao Shiyi who raised his leg, forgot his spell in a hurry, and kicked the door open with brute force. door.

Luo Zhuang and Han Chaomu walked out of the room and looked towards the second floor. When Luo Zhuang came out, he still closed the door gently.Then I saw Mao Shiyi running out with the sleeping Bie Ming in his arms, Mao Shiyi shouted: "Open the door!"

No one knew what happened, Luo Zhuang opened the door in a daze.

Mao Shishi ran out with Bie Ming in his arms, and unbuttoned the first button of Bie Ming's pajamas in the empty artificial lawn.Because he didn't know how to save the poisoned person in the human world, he was so anxious that he cast spells on him from the heart and lungs, trying to force out the poison, as if using magic power to cure snake venom.

Jiang Erge ran out with a blanket in his arms, covered Bie Ming, and yelled at Mao Shishi with red eyes: "Do you want to freeze him to death?!"

Mao Shiyi also shouted: "Get out!"

"I called an ambulance!" Jiang Erge trembled his hands, his heart was full of panic, but he refused to let go, "Idiot!"