Declare war on depression, against day and night

The fact is just like what Mao Shiyi worried about.

Bie Ming was lying on the bed, his face pale, and he had already lost consciousness.Tombstone straddled Bie Ming's body, holding his two wrists with both hands and pressing them above his head.The tombstone bowed deeply in Bie Ming's neck, and its sharp teeth pierced the skin, sucking fresh blood that exudes a seductive fragrance at the edge of greed and control.

When Mao Shiyi hurried back to Bie Ming's room, he saw this irritating and bloody scene.After he entered the door without saying a word, he kicked the tombstone away, almost kicking him under the bed.

Sitting cross-legged on the edge of the bed, Tombstone looked at Mao Shishi with his head held high and a smile on his face, and licked the tips of his teeth in a deliberate demonstration: "Kicking people and faces on Shishi is unrighteous, you kicked my nose crooked." gone."

"Yo, why didn't I kick my teeth away just now?"

After Mao Shishi kicked the tombstone off Bie Ming's body, he didn't even bother to give him time to roll his eyes, and immediately checked the wound on Bie Ming's neck.Two small blood holes, two blood marks, probably because of my own recklessness, kicked him away when the fangs of the tombstone were still in his neck, widening Bie Ming's wound.

The tombstone was so lively that it didn't bother Mao Shiyi: "Mao Shiyi, you are not benevolent, but I have to be righteous. For your sake, I didn't bite his main artery, I just tried something new."

"Fortunately, you still have a little self-knowledge, otherwise you will be careful and I will peel your skin." Mao Shishi used magic to heal Bie Ming's wound, then turned around and pointed his middle finger at the tombstone, he glanced at Bie Ming again and said , "Okay, I don't intend to blame you this time."

"Strange, you don't blame me?"

Mao Shishi cursed in a low voice, "Bastard bastard", shook his head, and turned back into that small and cute gray and white mime, sitting on Bie Ming's pillow and licking his paws: "It's inconvenient for me to appear in human form now In front of him, you still come to get along with him, but I will keep an eye on you. Be careful of the guy who fills your stomach."

The tombstone was stunned, and felt that the world view he had established following Mao Shiyi's life on Fuchun Mountain for more than 100 years had collapsed...

In his mind, Mao Shiyi will always be a dull and boring horse.If it's simpler and more straightforward, it's that heartless cat like Pittsburgh!How come the gender changes in the human world? !And brother, isn't your original form a handsome cat two or three meters tall? !what about you now ? ?What's the matter with a bigger slap? !

How can there be so many cute ones...

With ambiguous eyes, covering his mouth with one hand, the tombstone stared at the little cat on the side of the pillow, blushing for a while, and slowly crawled back into the bed, staring dryly, not daring to come out.

The world suddenly fell silent, and at this moment, the atmosphere was terrifyingly harmonious.

"Master...Master...the equality between humans and demons that you have been pursuing and working hard for, the peaceful coexistence and love between humans, humans and demons, demons and demons that you have been looking forward to, The blueprint of that great world, on the day you leave the world, on the day you leave me, will be annihilated like a sand building, broken like stars..."

Bie Ming was enchanted by the tombstone, and fell into a deep sleep, as if he was pressed by a huge and heavy nightmare, unable to move, and felt no pain.

In his dark but empty dreamland, accompanied by a deep and hoarse male voice, countless fireflies gradually emerged in the darkness, finally forming a galaxy of colorful streamers.

Although Bie Ming was still asleep in the real world, he was surprisingly awake in the dream.He knew that everything he saw and felt in his dreams came from shadows.Is it because of my subconscious bond with Ying's story, or is it that Ying who disappeared without a trace in Yang Xie's house is attached to him at this moment?

Don't know, but it doesn't matter either.

"Shadow, you are always in the dark, can you tell me the world in your eyes? Can you see colors? Can you distinguish between snow mountains and white clouds, sea and sky? Then you can tell me, I am in your eyes In your eyes, what does it look like?"

"Before I met you, the world was colorful, but it was so tacky and boring. The moment I met you, my world was eclipsed because of you, and finally because of you, the stars sparkled in a variety of colors. In my eyes, you are a snow mountain , is the white clouds, the sea, and the sky. You are my hope and can't be reached, you are my follow-up and never-forget."

"But, Ying, you know that our lifespans are different. My life is just a moment when you blink and wave your fingers. What I want is not what you want, and what you want is not what I want."

"What do you want? I can give it to you, and I can find it for you in thousands of mountains and rivers."

"The more I like being with you, the more I feel that life is short, and 100 years is really not enough. The more I think about it, the more I feel regretful. I just want to cry because of regret. Because of regret in life, my wish becomes very simple. The status is prominent, and I don’t ask for gold or jewelry. I just want to join hands with someone who truly loves me for a hundred years, with blue hair and silver hair. What kind of monsters, ghosts, I can forget them all.”

It's cold and hot, day and night come and go, I'm responsible for creating a warm destination for you at home, adding clothes when it's cold, and playing a fan when it's hot.You are responsible for finding surprises for me on the way home every day, sometimes hugging, sometimes kissing.Just such a vulgar life.

As the bright galaxy fades away, Bie Ming faintly sees a white pear blossom forest, which makes people feel sacred for no reason.

And in this sacred pear forest, there is a small wooden villa without any decoration, primitive and simple.

The sweet-looking girl embraced a big long-haired dog, sitting on the corridor outside the villa, and a group of dark shadows with irregular shapes stood beside her.In addition to Ying, there are two Shikigami beside Yinmao.One was a woman with dark green wavy long hair. She was pale and had no facial features.There is also a handsome and naughty middle-aged man, with long legs cocked, lying on the corridor lazily, with a piece of dog's tail grass in his mouth.

Yinmao closed his eyes, raised his slightly childish face towards the sun, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was quiet and beautiful.

If it weren't for the countless small animals walking, running, and jumping around in the courtyard and in the woods, Bie Ming would have felt that what he saw in his dream was a scene that could make the viewer feel like he was there. long scroll.

They seem to be the most beautiful screenshots of time.

Yinmao's body gradually crooked, leaning toward the woman. The woman stretched out her hands to gently support her back, and slowly, slowly knelt down on the floor.The middle-aged man sat up cross-legged, put his hands on his knees, and looked at Yinmao.

Whether this scene happened in real life, or if Ying imagined it himself, Bie Ming doesn't know, because he hasn't read the novel "Yin Yang Contrasting" from beginning to end.Then let's just treat it as a certain unknown paradise in the real world.

"Shadow, you can see this world, so can you touch him? His spring is a new bud, his summer is a field of flowers in full bloom, his autumn is the morning dew, and his winter is the ephemeral snowflakes."

"You can only see beauty but not touch it. It is really the cruelest punishment this world will give you. Ying, what kind of mistakes did you make in your last life to make this gentle and kind world so cruel?" Set your mind to wait for you?"

In fact, I don’t feel much pain. Whether I can’t see the colors of this world or feel the warmth of this world on my fingertips, I really don’t have much regret about it.If you really want me to say it, as your shikigami and your second shadow, the biggest regret is not being able to join hands with you for a hundred years, with blue silk and silver hair, because my existence is divided into demons and ghosts.

"Well, Ying, for the rest of the day, I will give you my body, and you can possess me. Hahaha... What is there to say? You can feel it through my fingertips. I'll give you this chance, don't wait until it expires."

"I am attached to you, but I will not snatch your will. You will guide me, just like commanding me to fight on the battlefield, and tell me what to touch to understand the beauty of this world?"

"Yes, Shadow, I will guide you."

"it is good."

The shadow possessed Yinmao, and the moment he opened his eyes, he was amazed by the world in Yinmao's eyes.

In my own eyes, the same red flowers, willow greens, sky blue and snowy white, in Yinmao's eyes, the colors are more distinct and beautiful... Maybe it is the black and white pupils of human beings who can see the colors of the world more clearly.

"Shadow, when you have a real body, the first thing is, what do you want to do?"

If I have a real body, first thing, why bother?

Under Ying's control, Yinmao's hand trembled slightly, and his cold fingertips touched his warm cheek.Yinmao didn't make a sound to stop him.Then, Ying stroked the soft long hair, and finally covered Yinmao's face with his entire palm.

After a while, Yinmao asked, "Is there anything else you want to do?"

"Death without regrets." Ying answered irrelevantly.

"Then I'll take you around casually, and take you to feel the beautiful things that I want to touch all my life."

"it is good."

Long, long ago, I fell in love with someone who was full of love for every creature in the world, even every drop of rain.Her eyes are always clear and clean, black and white, her smile is always sweet, beautiful and quiet.Of course, she would also cry, crying about the injustice of the world, crying about resentment and killing, and crying about her powerlessness.If she dies, I will be sad for the rest of my life.

After a long, long time, I can no longer give up on this person. Her love is broad and eternal, and it seems that her heart will never be exhausted.But I know that she just took out her share of loving herself, hid the dagger in her heart, and distributed her love to the world.She really loves this world.If she dies, I will bury her.

That day was the closest I felt to the master, not only in distance, but also in spirit.Her voice is right next to my ears, I can feel her warmth easily, and I can touch what she likes with my own hands.At that time, I was thinking, is this the kind of feeling she likes to travel with her?

The person you like is by your side, it's as simple as turning your head to see it, reaching out your hand to hold it, and leaving it for a lifetime.

The two stood side by side, flowers falling like rain, both vulgar and enthusiastic.

Yinmao... Is it as long as the two of us stand in this pear forest for long enough, is it because the white pear petals fall enough on our hair and shoulders, is it as long as I hold my left hand tightly enough with my right hand , we can join hands for a hundred years, blue silk and silver hair?

In the dream, Bie Ming stood in the memory corridor of the shadow, a piece of memory that he couldn't bear to give up.They are like train carriages driving towards the distance, only two lines of blurred shadows remain.

Yinmao's voice gradually faded away, and Yinmao's back gradually faded.

Mr. Bie Ming, I am honored to meet you and watch my whole life in your dream.A world without Yin Mao is not worthy of my nostalgia, but I also don't want to die.Because Yinmao said that the world is huge, and she has only seen one thousandth, or even one ten thousandth, of the world in so many years. She wants me to take a look instead of her, and it doesn't matter if I can't touch it.

Mr. Bie Ming, thank you for the Spiderman doll you brought out from Yang Xie's house.From now on, I will be attached to it, please be sure to hang it on your most commonly used backpack, or somewhere else.When you go out, please be sure to take me with you, and please don't miss me.

The last words, I want to say to my lover, Yinmao...

You buried the mud in the spring to sell your bones, and I sent the world full of snow. ①

I can't do anything for you anymore, so let me be in this little doll, to touch the world instead of you.Touch the new buds in spring, the blooming flower fields in summer, the dewdrops in autumn morning, and the perishable snowflakes in winter.

I have never told you that I love you, but I love you, I have said this to you countless times in my heart.

I love you.I love you.I love you.

I love you.

I love you...

The author has something to say: ① "You buried the mud in the spring to sell your bones, and I sent the snow to the world." It comes from Bai Juyi's "Meng Weizhi".

I think that your dead bones in Jiuquan have been turned into sand, and I am still temporarily living in the world with white hair all over my head.