When I woke up, my surroundings were shaking in a dazed way, and the wall hit my face like a mountain, but when it landed on my body, I only had a splitting headache.His throat was warm, and his mouth was full of the rusty, iron-sweet taste. Yu Yuqing leaned over with difficulty, barely able to see the candlestick on the table go out, and the burning wax covered the table; he couldn't lift his hands, Just moving his head, he first felt a slight pain from being pulled, and when he looked down, the person he was thinking about day and night was close at hand: Wang Qiao fell asleep lying on the bed, his face was pale, and he was still clutching his hand. He had a lock of hair; his wrist was tied up with a sackcloth, and bloodstains were still oozing from it.

Among the elements of the human body, the yang energy in the blood is the most prosperous.What's more, it was Wudang who practiced Zhiyang Pure Dao; in order to save his life, Wang Qiao cut his wrist and fed his blood overnight.

Yu Yuqing's strength came from nowhere, forcing himself to straighten up, "...Xue San,..." He shouted, his voice was like a broken chime, as hoarse as a sharpening stone, "—— Xue San He hit the ground with his feet and rolled off the bed, which woke Wang Qiao up and jumped up to help him: "Xue Laosan went up to the third street and said to buy some medicine, you..." Wang Qiao Qiao stretched out his hand to hug him up, "I'll help you with what you want. Do you want to drink water, why is it uncomfortable?"

It was uncomfortable everywhere, half of my body seemed to be floating in the sky, half of my body was buried in the ground, one end was burned in ice water, and the other end was roasted in oil pan.But he couldn't say, he pushed Wang Qiao away hard, and staggered towards the door, "I'm fine...I'm leaving."

"Where are you going?!" Wang Qiao stood in front of the door in a panic. He also lost a lot of blood, and he was also limping. Okay." He put his arm in front of him, Yu Yuqing pushed it away cruelly, and reached for the long sword leaning against the door; Wang Qiao was weak, his arm was full of wounds and he couldn't use his strength, so he pushed him down , standing unstable and about to fall, Yu Yuqing hastily stretched out his hand to pull, he himself is not the master who can support others now, he can't use his strength, instead he was brought down and fell, and rolled with Wang Qiao On the ground, both of them couldn't struggle for a while.

Wang Qiao laughed and said, "Don't sleep on the bed, but you have to sleep on the floor. Do you know that you are almost unable to recover? Stop making trouble, take a good rest for a few days, and then talk about—"

"I can't keep it well." Yu Yuqing said, "They can find out my own faults, don't I know?" He looked at the dried blood dripping on the ground, as if his whole body was twisted together, "You How much blood can I have, and how many days can I drink? I can't... I can't..." The mottled roots and valleys on his face have been reduced due to the hot blood entering his stomach, revealing the true color of extremely pale skin.Wang Qiao hadn't seen his original appearance for a long time. For a while, he just stared blankly at his haggard face, saw him stretch out his hands to support his body, and said anxiously: "I have a lot of blood. It's nothing. Besides, it can always be Figured out a way... What can you do now that you are like this?"

"There are sixteen more people." He said, as if a dark fire flashed in his eyes, "The principal and accomplices involved in the case back then, there are sixteen more people..."

"Yu Yuqing!" Wang Qiao was in a hurry, calling him all over the place, "You've already killed more than 20 people, that's enough! You're just torturing yourself now, sending you to death... It's all in the past It's over, you let them have a life, and you also let yourself have a life," he looked at his face, and couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief, "OK?"

Yu Yuqing looked at him with a pale face, moved his lips, and said softly: "Wang Qiao... Can this matter be passed? With you, can this matter be 'passed'?"

He couldn't hear the answer, but there was a self-deprecating smile, "I know, you are kind and generous, and you can afford it and let it go. But is this something that can be let go? Well, you don't want to worry about it, When you close your eyes, you can enjoy the breeze and the moon, and it will last forever. There is no difference between life and death; I can't. It doesn't have to dirty the young master's hands; it's what I should do."

"Then if you kill these sixteen people, can this matter be over?" Wang Qiao asked, "Wouldn't their descendants, lovers and relatives, come to kill you to avenge you? This life-and-death situation is repeated round after round. Now that the bet is over, who wins? Who loses? We are like robbers on the chessboard, going on round after round of robbery, where is the end?"

Yu Yuqing's scalp was numb from his yelling, and he also became annoyed: "I posted that post just to make them come to take revenge on me!! Can I live long enough in this body? I'm dead, Isn't their revenge just revenge? All this is really over, what are you dissatisfied with?! Do you want Zheng'er to guard those tablets for the rest of his life?!"

"--shut up!"

The two have been together for more than ten years, and Yu Yuqing has never seen Wang Qiao get angry seriously.Now that he had seen it, he suddenly felt inexplicably happy and refreshed.While Wang Qiao was still holding his breath and couldn't calm down in his chest, he slowed down and said:

"If you saved those sixteen people, can this matter go away? What is the Taoist going to do next, to educate all these people to reform their evil ways, to become good people like you, to see through the mortal world, and to leave everything behind and become a monk?"

Wang Qiao looked at him fixedly: "If I really let go of everything, would I still be here now?"

Yu Yuqing cast aside his eyes, and finished the sentence by himself: "I know, you want to repay grievances with virtue and save the world. Then why are you saving me? The sword is there, the knife is there, and if you kill me, everything will be over. , maybe you can also slay demons and eliminate demons, and achieve a positive result."

Wang Qiao was so angry that he couldn't fight anywhere. "What kind of fruit do I want? Is it because I became a monk to become a Taoist and cultivate immortals? You are usually so smart about everything, why don't you understand when you come here?!"

Of course Yu Yuqing understands, but the more he understands, the more he realizes that he has ruined his third brother's life, and a breath of foul breath stuck in his throat, which was difficult to overcome, and suddenly knelt down to him: "I owe you, I owe you my whole life." There are too many people in the Wang family...just wait for the revenge to be repaid, and I will not waste the past few years. The kindness of the young master... can only be repaid in the next life."

But Wang Qiao seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, and poured out all the words in his stomach like beans: "Get up!! Did you kill those enemies or I killed them? What's the difference? Others will not guess, I will not guess Arrived? You are dead, leave me... What should I do? Am I going to avenge you? Then Zheng'er will seek revenge on the person who killed me in the future?...People like us will be trapped in the circle for the rest of our lives. Inside, there are only leaving home and becoming a monk, so is it impossible to go home forever?"

Yu Yuqing was robbed by him, and he was silent. Of course, he had thought about it, but of course there is a home in the current high school compound, but it is not a place for him to stand.The third brother has a wife, a maidservant, and a child, so he naturally has a place to go back to.And him?He didn't care about Wang Qiao telling him to get up, Subaru kowtowed hard, stood up and supported himself with his sword, but when he reached the door, he couldn't lift his feet, and was hugged by Wang Qiao from behind.He warmed up and pressed against him, and the bones in his body fell straight down as if they had melted into water. His body was in pain, and it felt like thousands of ants were biting him. Unexpectedly, he grabbed him over his knees, picked him up and smashed it. Back on the bed, he took the rope from the side, and tied his hands and feet; his eyes widened in shock, and he heard Wang Qiao say without style: "I'm too lazy to reason with you... I see where are you going? "

This house was rented by Xue San from a farm hunter. The ropes hanging on the wall were tools for hunting. The old one was tightly entangled at this time, and there was still a piece left. Wang Qiao wrapped it around his wrist, and He tied it in one place; seeing his face covered with fine sweat again, he only thought that he was in great pain after all this tossing, so he immediately pulled out the dagger, and would cut it open again if he changed another wrist; Yu Yuqing hated him Unreasonable, stupid and stupid, because he couldn't move his arms and legs, let alone had no strength in his body, so he had to roll over and struggle. The two wrists were wrapped in ropes, and Wang Qiao was dragged onto the bed violently. The wrist holding the knife knocked against the edge of the bed, and the knife fell to the ground; the two hugged and rolled together, and the long hunting rope looped around each other twice.Wang Qiao was annoyed: "What is this little blood?! As long as you can feel better, you can even eat my flesh--" He suddenly choked up, and the two were bound together, looking into each other's eyes for a moment.

All the quarrels, anger, and earth-shattering truths were all thrown away, and the mouth was completely blocked by the thin lips that were still covered with salty sweat and blood, and the long-awaited taste suddenly hit the teeth , a light touch is like a dragonfly touching water, disturbing a wave; followed by someone who opened his mouth to bite first, lingering and stirring up the saliva and heart, wishing to swallow each other into the stomach.

After the kiss, no one dared to close their eyes.

The two of them just stared at each other, they had never had such a serious fight in their life, but they also never had such a time of staring at each other; when you saw something that couldn't be hidden in his eyes, there was no need to say anything, they just looked at it like this I couldn't speak anymore, so I had to kiss again, as if my lips and tongue were pressed against thousands of words, and they were entangled in endless disputes as they turned over and over, mixed with so many unspeakable thoughts that were painful, heart-to-heart and heart-to-heart, and swallowed together. inside.

Yu Yuqing said softly: "Untie it for me." Wang Qiao suddenly jumped up as if he was being burned, and hurriedly pulled the rope loose. He didn't feel anything just now, but now his face was burned thoroughly, as if he had done something. Something shady and bad, but I don't know why.Yu Yuqing sat up reluctantly, and said, "Third brother, there is something, I want to say it straight." He paused as he spoke, and took off his clothes one by one as if determined to reveal the mottled skin underneath come out.In fact, Wang Qiao had seen him naked before, but he was always afraid that he would be cold, and also afraid that he would be tempted, so he always hurriedly put it on for him. Seeing that he took it off openly, he finally saw clearly. The one on the chest is almost half of the body occupied by Gu, as if a cannonball was fired at the heart, densely packed, now the rhizome has shrunk, and the rest are spider web-like scars.But on those skins that were still intact, there were scars and bloodstains, but they were cut with a knife blade, and they opened on his excessively fair skin, like wintersweet mottled in the snow.

Where Wang Qiao's gaze swept over, the skin felt like an electric pain, as if something was jumping in the blood, screaming and urging the outside to shudder layer by layer.Yu Yuqing suppressed his trembling breath, and said, "Third brother, if I could forget you, I wouldn't have to suffer such a crime. But I can't forget, and I can't bear it any longer. You are so close to me, always How can I forget what I said? I am not a heartless person, and I want to live even if I struggle, but you see, Mrs. Mei and those other Gu mothers... were all killed by me, Because this thing lives by cannibalism... You gave me blood that is full of yang energy to save me today, what about tomorrow? I drank all the blood on your body, and you turned into a mummy like Mrs. Mei, then Whose blood will I drink when I come down? At that time, I survived, but am I still a person? Or is it really just a monster that everyone can kill? Third brother, I know that I am half human and half ghost now, but I I want to die like a human being. Every time I take a breath, every time I make a decision, I am fighting with that thing. Even if I kill my enemies, I will kill them, and I cannot be killed by it... If it wants to eat, it will eat it Just leave me alone, if I die, it will die in my body too..." He slowed down and said, "I don't want to lose to it again. I can't give it a chance to let him Get into my head, occupy my most precious things... I will remember you until I die, remember all this, remember when we were children lying side by side watching the clouds, and remember how you kissed today I."

He still wanted to say something, but was hugged tightly by Wang Qiao, listening to his hot heartbeat, gurgling, as if fighting a big battle.

"In this case, I also have something to say directly." His young master pressed against his ear, breathing hot, and said the most ordinary sentence, but he would rather look far away in ordinary years, but he still couldn't say it:

"I have admired and loved you since I was 16 years old, and you have always been the only one in my heart."

Yu Yuqing was as stiff as a rock, unable to move for a long time; Wang Qiao turned his shoulders to look at him, saw that someone had bitten his chin so white that he couldn't stop the tears from falling, so he couldn't help stretching out his thumb to rub his lips. Slightly pry it open, stick it on to iron the lips soft, and pass the tip of the tongue over for lingering.As soon as he lost his jaw, tears burst down like a dike, and Wang Qiao tasted the bitterness and saltiness when he kissed him.

"Why are you crying again?" Wang Qiao couldn't understand at all, "I just said that because I knew you were happy too. I planned to rot in my stomach for the rest of my life..."

"You should rot in your stomach!...Is this just nonsense?..." Yu Yuqing said in a choked voice, "...you have a wife..."

"...I am a monk....You don't know why I want to become a monk at this point, right?"

"You have a family!! You have a place to go back to! There are people waiting for you at home... Wang Qiao, now you are the only blood in the family...I beg you to go back...otherwise I...after I close my eyes, what will I do? Face to see the master...you let me...how do you want me to be...?..."

Wang Qiao looked at him intently, "Ah Qing, you have to focus on what you do while you are alive. For me, a place without you is not a real home. Wherever I go, I always go outside."

"...Absurd! Those true kings on top of your head will strike you with five lightnings..."

"I thought about something even more absurd." Wang Qiao said slowly, "I knelt in the ancestral hall for three days and told them that I would not bring other people to worship them; I identified a person, This life has to be him. I know it can't be done... What's more, that man is a cart-thrower, and the people he likes can be lined up from East Street to West Street; the letters he receives in private, There is a smell of powder under the bed. I can't see him being good with others, and I don't want to spoil his happiness in this life. I like to see him smile the most, although he always cries for me, but I like the way he smiles the most..." He wiped away the tears from the corners of Yu Yuqing's eyes, but his own eyes couldn't help but feel sore and reddened, "I can't give him three letters and six gifts, each other , and at least want to keep his smile for the rest of his life, until he grows old. I had a good idea: I have no ambitions or thoughts in this life anyway... As long as he lives well, I will drink mountains and seas, and I will be content."

Yu Yuqing was so tightly hugged by him that he almost couldn't breathe, the coating on his tongue was so bitter that his stomach felt nauseous, after swallowing it, he woke up again, as if he was suffering from a serious illness repeatedly. "...Third brother, I am your servant... Whatever you want from me, I will give it to you...Why do you have to torture yourself...You can go earlier...Why didn't you say it earlier! There is no fool like you... What else do I have now? What else can I give you?"

"God can't give what I want, only you can give it. I'm afraid you can't remember it. The first time we met that year, you just could walk, and you couldn't speak well, so your father brought you here , I was just a child of Shangfang Jiewa at that time, and your father kowtowed to me according to you, asking you to recognize me as the master. In this life, except today, we have never seriously quarreled or blushed. I know it's because you let me go. I don't want you to give me your heart too...then you're not the one I like. "

He held Yu Yuqing's shoulders and pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed without any doubt; he stepped back two steps and suddenly knelt down.

"You kowtowed my head back then, and I kowtowed back to you. I don't want you to be my servant...I want you to be my..." His lips trembled, but he couldn't say a word; Yu Yuqing struggled Standing up, his legs couldn't support his body, and he knelt down in front of him with a plop, "Third brother!! You—" Before he could finish speaking, Wang Qiao had already knocked down heavily, Yu Yuqing couldn't stand him This gift can only be knocked back quickly; the forehead was knocked on the slate mud, surrounded by a dilapidated house, the thatched roof rustled slightly in the north wind, and the knock sound seemed to leak out accidentally. heartbeat.

No one got up first, touched the other party's hand on the ground in the turmoil of the mind, and raised his face after clenching it tightly, his eyes touched slightly, but suddenly felt a sudden surge of never before in this situation. If you have a state of mind, why should heaven and earth be the guide, and the world be the matchmaker?The mortal rules, crucified dogmas, the eyes of the world, and etiquette on paper are all unbearable, so what is there to care about?If there is a person in this world who loves you so much, then the world of mortals is nothing more than a fleeting cloud, and the days and nights are just a snail's head; those who can say what they can say are exhaustive, and they all float in the air. On the top, it disperses as soon as it blows.

They straightened up slowly, holding hands until they knelt down again, and bowed again; the tears were swaying pearl flowers, the scars were painted gold embroidered phoenixes, and the gray and white Taoist robes were used as wedding clothes.

"I want you to be mine, too."

Yu Yuqing said in a low voice, he laughed and raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Wang Qiao's eyes, "Third Brother, I'm so happy."

Wang Qiao also burst out laughing. "Once again." He said, "I don't worship heaven and earth, I only worship you."

They wrinkled their faces and clenched each other's hot and trembling hands, and kowtowed deeply.

There is such a skill, it is the strongest force in the world, and it is also the gentlest shackle, it cannot be snatched away, nor can it be learned. Abandon the self, and then find the self from each other; it cannot be written as a secret book, and it can't tell the tricks, it is a wordless book.

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