Green Bamboo Green - Blossoms on the Moshang

During the meeting, Fang Qingqing saw Cheng Jian's WeChat, and then her heart started to flutter. She knew that after Shen Xiaoya left, they would definitely have a good talk, but Cheng Jian ignored her, which still made her feel a little nervous.

In the following meeting, she tried her best to concentrate and agree on a few things.In the afternoon, I returned to the branch office and concentrated on the work accumulated during the vacation. I forgot to worry when I got busy.

After get off work, she still took the subway back to the city, and then Cheng Jian picked her up at the subway station.When she got in the car, she took a peek at Cheng Jian's face. There was nothing unusual about it, but Cheng Jian was not someone who would write happiness and anger on his face, which made it impossible for her to guess Cheng Jian's mood.

"What's for dinner?" Fang Qingqing asked carefully.

"It depends on what you do." Cheng Jian said lightly, looking ahead.

"What do you want to eat?" Fang Qingqing turned her whole body to the side, looked at her, and asked flatteringly.

"I want to eat you." Cheng Jian glanced at her and continued driving.

"Okay." Fang Qingqing replied with a smile, her voice was a little charming, she probably felt Cheng Jian's emotions, and she stopped worrying.

Cheng Jian couldn't help laughing, pinched her face, and said, "Sit down and talk about it when you get home."

In the evening, Fang Qingqing wanted to cook a good meal, but Cheng Jian felt that she was tired enough from cooking for the past two days, so the two of them should not bother too much. They cooked pasta together and settled the dinner simply.

After the meal, they washed the dishes together. Fang Qingqing washed the fruits and brought them to the living room, but Cheng Jian was not there. She looked around and found that Cheng Jian was on the phone in the study, so she sat on the sofa alone and ate the fruits without disturbing her.

When Cheng Jian came out of the study, Fang Qingqing looked up at her, wiped her hands, and waited for her to come and talk to her.

"Recently, there is an exchange plan. The joint venture company will select a few people to study in the German headquarters, including your branch." Cheng Jian sat down and said.

"Do I have a chance too?" Fang Qingqing asked in a daze.

"Well, there should be. After all, you have been involved since the introduction of the project, and now that you have entered the middle management, it's time for you to study further. Of course, it depends on the decision of the leaders of your joint venture company." Cheng Jian explained to her.

"How long are you going?"

"Three to six months, depending on the position, there will be differences."

Fang Qingqing lowered her head in thought, Cheng Jian glanced at her and said, "Don't hesitate, if I arrange for you to go, I will go and study, it's a good opportunity. If you don't have you, don't worry about it."

"Oh, okay." Fang Qingqing nodded.

After coming over for a while, seeing that Cheng Jian didn't bring up the topic of the day, Fang Qingqing mustered up her courage and said, "Thank you for these two days."

"Thank me for what?" Cheng Jian didn't even look at her, and tuned the TV channel in her hand.

"Let Shen Xiaoya and Emma come to live at home." Fang Qingqing replied honestly.

"That was decided by us together." Cheng Jian said lightly, seeing that Fang Qingqing was a little confused, he continued: "We are walking in one direction together, and all the decisions on the road are one, otherwise, it would not be 'we' ’, it becomes you and me, each going his own way. Do you understand?”

"That's because you accommodated me." Fang Qingqing understood that what she said made sense, but she also knew that if the two of them kept going in the same direction, someone must have made a compromise.

"I didn't accommodate you." Cheng Jian put down the remote control, looked at Fang Qingqing, and said seriously: "I just love you."

Fang Qingqing was taken aback by this sudden confession, but she completely let go of her worries for the past few days. This is her Cheng Jian, the best Cheng Jian.

"I love you too." Fang Qingqing threw herself into Cheng Jian's arms, as if she had found a place to release the tiredness of the past two days, so that she could finally catch her breath.

Cheng Jian let her hold her and patted her on the back lightly.

The two of them warmed up for a while, and Fang Qingqing slowly said: "When Emma was one year old, Shen Xiaoya divorced, she never told me, I only found out when Emma said her father had left. I haven't asked about it for a long time. Live her life, and don't want to know, I want her to live happily, but don't need to let me know. But now, I know, in fact, things are not always what we think. "

"Are you worried about her?" Cheng Jian asked softly.

"Well, I don't need to know if she's doing well, but if she's not doing well..." Fang Qingqing didn't know what to say.

"Are you blaming yourself?" Cheng Jian asked tentatively.

"It seems to be, I can't tell, but I will be sad anyway." Fang Qingqing may not have realized it herself. When she was facing Cheng Jian, it was easier for her to express her inner feelings.

"She is someone you once liked, and she is the most beautiful memory in your youth. If she has a bad life and you can still remain indifferent, then it is not the Fang Qingqing I know." Cheng Jian understands her feelings , but there is one more question, she asked slowly: "She is doing well, why don't you want to know?"

"Why should I know?" Fang Qingqing asked back.

"Don't you want to bless her?"

Fang Qingqing didn't speak, she had never faced this problem before.

"If you didn't give her happiness, you wouldn't be reconciled, would you?" Cheng Jian asked again.

"What exactly do you want to ask?" Fang Qingqing looked up at her with doubts and other emotions in her eyes.

Cheng Jian looked at her and suddenly wanted to give up, but she knew that this was a problem they couldn't avoid. She held Fang Qingqing's face, kissed her, and said softly: "I want to know, your love is everything. Did you give it all to me?"

Fang Qingqing suddenly understood that the question Cheng Jian wanted to ask was also a question she didn't want to think about for a long time: Does she still love Shen Xiaoya?

She loved Shen Xiaoya before, when she was young, she was ignorant but heartbroken.

She thought that she had let go of the nearly ten years of separation, living separately, the past and people had become dusty memories, she could think about it, but she didn't have to worry about it.

But, why didn't she want to ask Shen Xiaoya about the details of Shen Xiaoya's life like ordinary friends, and talk about each other's joys, sorrows, and joys? Did you give Cheng Jian all the love?

She looked at Cheng Jian, and Cheng Jian also looked at her.Fang Qingqing wanted to say something, but she couldn't give an answer, but she knew that she had to say something: "Cheng Jian, I..."

"Fang Qingqing." Cheng Jian interrupted her, looked her in the eyes and said, "I'll give you one chance. In this life, you can keep a secret. You don't need to tell me, but don't just lie to me."

Fang Qingqing burst into tears like rain, her vision blurred everything, her voice was blocked in her throat, Cheng Jian gently hugged her, letting her tears wet her skirt.