Green Bamboo Green - Blossoms on the Moshang

Fang Qingqing wanted to leave the hotel lobby as soon as possible, she was a little embarrassed just now.She took Shen Xiaoya and Emma to the private restaurant that Wen Mo took her to, where there were relatively few people at noon.After handing over the menu, Shen Xiaoya let Fang Qingqing decide. When the dishes came, Shen Xiaoya smiled softly. Fang Qingqing still remembered what she liked to eat.

Emma was less than three years old, and she could barely eat with a spoon. Shen Xiaoya helped her put some food in the bowl, and then let her eat by herself.

Fang Qingqing looked at their mother and daughter's question and answer interaction, and thought it was cute, but also felt a little distant. Shen Xiaoya's life was very different from hers. Apart from the memories of the past, the two of them don't know what else to talk about now.

Just like Emma, ​​Fang Qingqing really doesn't know much about children, and her limited contact is when Shao Yuan and her little niece were young, and they didn't see each other twice a year.She really doesn't know what to say if someone brings up the subject of children.

For example, her lover, she doesn't want to know what kind of person Shen Xiaoya is married to, as if she doesn't know, she will believe that there is someone who is really worthy of her and treats her best.

And her own lover, if they talk about Cheng Jian, they will have to think of their past, what can they say, it's a pity?Or didn't meet at the right time?

Fang Qingqing smiled and looked at the other side, her heart gradually calmed down, she thought, her tears, her grievances, were actually given by 20-year-old Fang Qingqing to 20-year-old Shen Xiaoya.

"You look fine." Shen Xiaoya said with a smile, she settled Emma, ​​and looked at the smiling but distracted person opposite.

"You too." Fang Qingqing also said with a smile.

"How do you tell?" Shen Xiaoya suddenly asked with a mischievous smile.

Fang Qingqing was a little surprised, it seemed that the conversation between the two of them in college could be casually joked, without barriers or formalities.

Fang Qingqing was a little stunned, but Shen Xiaoya didn't intend to change the subject, she smiled and looked at the person opposite, as if waiting for an answer.

"Isn't that the life you want?" Fang Qingqing looked at her and said softly.

Shen Xiaoya was still smiling, she put the vegetables in the bowl, but she didn't eat, she raised her head and asked, "How about you?"

"Fortunately, everything is going well." Shen Xiaoya asked vaguely, and what Fang Qingqing said was not very clear.

Shen Xiaoya probably didn't understand Fang Qingqing's true feelings when they first met, but now it seems that everything has returned to their state in recent years, frank but alienated.She just didn't know that Fang Qingqing's heart had been tossed and turned several times.

Both of them were silent. At this time, Emma put down the spoon, got up and sat next to Fang Qingqing, raised her head, and looked at Fang Qingqing with bright eyes, full of curiosity.

Fang Qingqing smiled and let her look at her. Seeing food sticking to the corner of her mouth, she picked up a tissue to help her wipe it off, and Emma obediently let her wipe it off.

"Qingqing." Emma called her as if tentatively.

"Emma." Fang Qingqing also called her name with a smile.

Emma turned her head and smiled at her mother, as happy as if she had accomplished something.

"You should be called Aunt Qingqing." Shen Xiaoya said softly to Emma.

Emma looked at Fang Qingqing, but did not change her words. Fang Qingqing didn't mind, touched her little hand, and said softly, "You can also be called Qingqing, do you know who I am?"

"You are Qingqing." Emma answered clearly.

Both Fang Qingqing and Shen Xiaoya laughed, and Emma didn't know that they were laughing at herself, so she also laughed.

"She has seen your photos since she was very young. I told her your name, and she remembered it, and would look through it often. This time I said I would come to see you, and she was very happy." Shen Xiaoya whispered softly explained.

Fang Qingqing thought that maybe Shen Xiaoya just took out the photo by accident, and Emma saw it. She also smiled and said to Emma: "I have seen the photos of you when you were young, you are very cute."

"I'm cute now too." Emma said seriously.

Fang Qingqing really laughed happily, looked at her and said, "Well, you are cute now, and you are getting cuter."

Shen Xiaoya saw the back and forth conversation between the two, she didn't speak, just smiled.

"Qingqing, do you have a baby at home?" Emma asked curiously.

"Emma, ​​Aunt Qingqing is not married yet." Shen Xiaoya said to her daughter, she probably didn't want Qingqing to be embarrassed.

"I don't have a baby yet, but I have a cat at home." Fang Qingqing didn't mind and said with a smile.

"Is there a cat? A real cat?" Emma's eyes widened, she looked at Fang Qingqing, and then turned to look at her mother, as if asking for proof.

"A real cat. It's called Unknown, and it's also very cute." Fang Qingqing replied.

"What is the unknown?" Emma was curious about the cat.

"Uh, it's just a number that I don't know, a number that needs to be solved." Fang Qingqing didn't know if Emma could understand, and looked at Shen Xiaoya for help.

Shen Xiaoya didn't intend to save her, looked at her and smiled, and suddenly asked, "Why is it called Unknown?"

Fang Qingqing looked at her, and suddenly thought, why did they become like others, talking around the bush?Seeing Shen Xiaoya still smiling at her gently, she didn't want to let down the innocence and beauty of her youth.

"My lover, her name is Cheng Jian, Fang, Cheng, unknown." Fang Qingqing's concise answer finally tore apart the barrier that had entangled the two of them all afternoon, broke the nine-year silence that separated them, and walked into each other's current lives.

Shen Xiaoya came over for a while before asking: "Cheng Jian, what is the woman's name?"

"Yes." Fang Qingqing looked at her and stopped avoiding her.

Shen Xiaoya was still smiling. Of the two of them, after all, one of them got the life he wanted, which is very good.

"What kind of person is she?" Shen Xiaoya asked again, she didn't evade, and she didn't have any more emotions, she just cared about an old friend, and asked about the life of the other party within an appropriate distance.

Fang Qingqing thought, Shen Xiaoya was the one who really let go of that person, unlike her, who would only run away.

"She's very nice, she's an engineer, she's very good at her job, and she's very nice to me." Fang Qingqing only said on the one hand, she thinks that Cheng Jian has too many advantages, such as being beautiful, smart, sensible, handsome, and gentle. , But these, it seems to be showing off, she doesn't want to describe Cheng Jian to Shen Xiaoya like this.

"Do you have any photos?" Shen Xiaoya asked with a smile, she was not asking about Cheng Jian's job.

Fang Qingqing thought for a while, turned on the phone, found a photo of the two of them, and wanted to pass it to Shen Xiaoya, but Emma grabbed her hand first, wanting to see the photo on the phone.

"This is Qingqing." Emma pointed to the photo and said, then pointed to Cheng Jian and asked, "Who is this?"

"This is Cheng Jian." Fang Qingqing said with a smile while holding her mobile phone. She wanted to wait for Emma to finish reading it before handing it to Shen Xiaoya, but she saw that Shen Xiaoya also walked by, sitting next to Emma, ​​leaning her head over to watch together with photos.

The photo was taken when they were in Australia. The two of them were sitting on the beach, the setting sun dyed everything around them orange, and the smiles on their faces looked so harmonious, warm and sweet.

"She is very beautiful." Shen Xiaoya said softly while looking at the photo.

"En." Fang Qingqing responded simply, she didn't know what to say.

"You are very happy."

"Ah."

"Qingqing?"

"Ok?"

"To continue to be happy."

"it is good."

Fang Qingqing finally came out with Emma in her arms, because the child was a little sleepy in the afternoon.Shen Xiaoya said to hold it by herself, the child is very heavy, and she has already exercised it.Fang Qingqing said it was fine, she could hug her.

Emma fell asleep in her arms, maybe because of fate, this child liked to be close to her since he saw her, shed tears when he watched her cry, liked to stare at her, liked to sit on her lap Over there, listen to her talking to her mother.

Fang Qingqing sent the two of them back to the hotel, put Emma on the bed, straightened her waist, and realized that she was covered in sweat.The weather was already getting hotter, and I added a small stove in my arms.

"Want to take a shower?" Shen Xiaoya asked looking at the sweat on her forehead.

"No, I have to go back to the company." It's not convenient to stay here to take a shower. Although they are both girls and friends, she still tries not to leave room for misunderstanding. She has always paid attention to the boundaries with others, regardless of gender. .

Fang Qingqing looked at the sweet little person sleeping on the bed, and felt a little reluctant. She looked at Shen Xiaoya, and asked softly, "What time is the flight tomorrow? I'll see you off."

"It's okay, you still have to go to work, I'll just call a car."

"That's good, have a safe trip." Fang Qingqing thought about it for a while, and didn't force it. After speaking, she was ready to turn and leave.

"Qingqing." Shen Xiaoya called her to stop.

"Huh?" Fang Qingqing looked back at her.

Shen Xiaoya looked at Fang Qingqing, as if she wanted to ask something in her heart, but she knew she couldn't ask, many things, without assumptions, without ifs, lost is lost.

"We will keep in touch in the future."

"it is good."