The Fall of the Derived Text of the Ten Years I Loved You the Most

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If you meet 19-year-old He Zhishu, please tell him how much an asshole 31-year-old Jiang Wenxu is, but please also tell him how much 35-year-old Jiang Wenxu loves him...

The author has something to say: I forgot to click on the end of the last article, and I don’t know how to modify it, so I’ll just call it an end.

☆、The youth outside the episode

"Hi, what's the matter?" He Zhishu bit the straw, carefully looked at the person in front of him and asked, his teeth kept grinding the straw, revealing his nervousness.

Just now when he was playing with Jiang Wenxu, he accidentally twisted his foot. Jiang Wenxu carried him to this milk tea shop to buy bone-beating medicine. When he was drinking milk tea and was in a daze, the stranger in front of him suddenly sat across from him and looked at him hesitantly. Him, He Zhishu embarrassedly offered him a cup of coffee, and couldn't help asking.

"It's okay, just seeing you reminds me of when I was young, I can't help but take a few more glances." The man rubbed his fingers against the rim of the glass a few times, concealed the emotions in his eyes, and replied with a smile.

"Oh" He Zhishu smiled, the dimples on his cheeks made him very vivid, for some reason, although he didn't know this person, he had an innate sense of closeness to him.

The man in front of him looked only about 30 years old, gentle and handsome, and his facial features looked a bit like a middle-aged man, but his figure was thin and his face was unhealthy pale. Although he was smiling, he looked a little miserable. The two of them The temperament is completely different, very different.

"Is that your friend just now?" The man broke the calm,

"Yes." He Zhishu smiled shyly, and added: "A very good friend."

"He looks nervous about you".He Zhishu was a little taken aback by the man's flat statement, and couldn't help muttering: "Is it so obvious?",

The man smiled and said nothing.Taking a sip of coffee, he pinched his nose inadvertently, raised his head back and blinked quickly.

"Hey, why are your eyes red, and your eye sockets are still a little wet?" He Zhishu looked at his head down and wondered.

'It's okay, it's just that I was facing the sun and I got stabbed in the eye." The man said indifferently.

"Well," He Zhishu took a peek at him, and didn't expose the clumsy lies. Maybe there are many unspeakable difficulties in the adult world.

"I also have a gay man," the man said suddenly, with nostalgia in his eyes, and resentment, "I hate him very much."

He Zhishu was taken aback by his confession, and was at a loss for a while, not knowing how to reply.

The man pursed his lips and smiled to signal him to relax, with a sad voice: "But I love him too",

"We have known each other for 14 years and have been in love for ten years. He treats me very well, just like that boy treats you, with all his heart and soul.

But then I don’t know why, he started to stay out at night, lie, constantly changing people around him, taking my position, I am no longer his everything, and the saddest thing is that even though the old man’s heart has changed, he is still mine first time,

It's just that I still don't understand. At the beginning, it was agreed that I would be the only one for the rest of my life, but then I didn't want it anymore? "

After finishing speaking, the man looked at Zhishu He with pitiful eyes and said: "You don't know how difficult unsecured love is in this world. That person is not someone you can entrust to your whole life. You have to remember that you have to keep everything for yourself." If you can, don't give up anything for him."

He Zhishu recovered from the shock, and before he had time to comfort him, he couldn't help frowning when he heard the following words. He didn't like others to comment on his affairs the most.

Swallowing back the words she wanted to comfort, she replied coldly: "Thank you for your suggestion, but I have my own sense of how things are going, and I don't need other people's beaks. You can't deny others when you meet someone who is not good. You can live your whole life and depend on each other until death, instead of worrying about being afraid, it is better to live in the present, and, I believe him, he is not a person who starts in chaos and ends up abandoning."

"Is that so?" The man took a deep breath, forced a smile, how could he forget, the self in front of him was just a fledgling, high-spirited, how could he be swayed by other people's opinions, the youthful and similar faces, the same decision, he looked at Looking away from the opposite side, the already somewhat repelled boy sighed heavily in his heart,

Just as he was about to open his mouth to try to persuade him, his throat was blocked by Jiang Wenxu's figure who ran in suddenly. Under the opposite traffic light, Jiang Wenxu was standing in the sun profusely with sweat, his shirt was already soaked in sweat, and he was holding a bag in his arms. The things in the bag looked anxiously at the milk tea shop.

"I should go." The man's voice was a little hoarse. He took a deep look at He Zhishu, and finally advised him seriously: "Xiaoshu, you must protect your parents and yourself. Jiang Wenxu is not a good man. You Don't regret it like I did!"

He Zhishu was startled by his small book, looked at him full of wariness, and asked, "Why do you know our names, and who are you?"

"Me." The man's eyes were sad, and he couldn't hold it back. He wanted to laugh but finally shed tears, "I'm Zhishu He too, and it's you who will be embarrassed 15 years later."

Without waiting for Zhishu He to react, he turned and opened the door to leave, Zhishu He stood up abruptly and wanted to hold him back, but got caught because of his foot injury, and could only watch helplessly as he disappeared into the crowd.

"Xiao Shu, why are you standing up?" Jiang Wenxu opened the store door and saw He Zhishu standing there, and hurriedly stepped forward to help him sit down, and reprimanded him: "Why are you disobedient when you are told to sit, what if you get hurt again? ",

While talking, he knelt down beside him on one knee, put He Zhishu's foot on his lap, saw the swollen high ankle and said, "I'm sorry baby, it's my fault, it hurts, right?"

"Fortunately." He Zhishu wanted to withdraw his feet uncomfortably, this posture in public was really awkward.

"Don't move", Jiang Wenxu pulled his leg to keep it from moving, patiently opened the place where the ice had just been applied, dried it with a paper towel, and massaged it carefully: "It's too hot outside now, you took painkillers, I'll give you an ice pack first, and I'll take you to the doctor later at night when the sun goes down."

Wrapped the ice pack again, seeing no one around, kissed lightly on the injured part.

"Don't..." He Zhishu's face turned red, and he quickly retracted his legs, "There are many people, don't be like this."

Jiang Wenxu smiled slyly, not only did not hold back, but whispered into his ear and said: "I kiss my own wife, they don't care." He Zhishu stared at him and stopped talking.

Jiang Wenxu took a few sips of ice water and finally dissipated the heat. He rubbed He Zhishu's hair and asked, "Who was that man just now? Why was he sitting opposite you?"

"It's just a stranger, just sitting across from each other and chatting for a while." He Zhishu was a little disappointed, the words of that person just now echoed in his ears, and he looked at Jiang Wenxu complicatedly and said: "That person also has a fellow. They stayed together for 15 years and ended up with nothing but money, will you let me do this?"

Jiang Wenxu was so angry that he tapped him on the head, and said viciously: "He Zhishu, I can give you my life if you want it anytime, don't think about something messy, okay?",

The eyes that hate iron but not steel are full of disdain, "I just glanced at him a few times, his complexion is pale, skinny, and he looks like he has suffered a lot. A man who made his lover become like this is either a coward or an asshole. It doesn't matter if a man doesn't want it, why bother to torture yourself like this for someone who doesn't deserve it."

He Zhishu bit his lower lip, and asked persistently, "What if you treat me like that in the future?"

Jiang Wenxu held his hand tightly and kissed him: "There will be no ifs. Just thinking about it makes me feel so distressed. If you make you endure such a life, you might as well kill me."

He Zhishu's nose was sore, he said: "Jiang Wenxu, we should never be separated, will I be the only one in this life?".

Jiang Wenxu's eyes lit up, and he kissed and kissed his hand like a pug in disbelief: "Really? ,baby".

The sun shines on the two of them through the window, and the air conditioner in the room is fully turned on, and it will feel warm. The shadows on the ground cover and intertwine regardless of you and me, like a black photo of a single person, standing alone and secretly lonely, and It's like being melted and chewed by each other, and they stay together for a lifetime in the next second.

The author has something to say: I thought that if there were 18 people in the collection, I would start writing. I opened it this morning, and it happened to be 18 people.

While I'm not busy, I'll add a side story: Youth──If it's just like seeing you for the first time...