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His face was unreasonably dark, and Nan San knew it in his heart.

But who does the name Qingguang remind people of?That's right, Ye Qingge is Ye Qingge.Nan San's own memory of Ye Qingge is already very vague, not even as deep as that of Lu Fanqing.

In my impression, it was a little girl whom I hadn't seen for many years, and I couldn't imagine what she would look like later.

If it was Ye Qingge from his original world, he must be already old.Grow up, graduate, get married, have children, and grow old.

However, even if the memory is blurred, it is still part of the past.

Maybe she's alive, maybe she's dead.But regardless of life or death, it is eternal life.Nansan is either nostalgic, or has mixed feelings - there is not only an aversion to the unbearable past, but also a sense of loss that he and everyone are not on the same timeline for the passage of time.

However, it is more of a complex feeling about the rare feelings that he and Nan Junliang do not share.The name Ye Qingge may be extraordinary to Nan Junliang, but to Nan San, it is just an old friend whose memory has been blurred.

Li Yu is self-defeating - in fact, he may not be clear about it, it's just that he can't control himself and has to vent it out in some way.This led to Nan Junliang's every life that was not very important, even a young playmate who was not even his first love, became a special person who left a deep impression in his memory.

Nan San thought, at this point, Li Yu himself might not have expected it.

But no matter what, Nan Junliang raised an AI, and he had to include the word Qing in his name. No matter how you look at it, he still misses Ye Qingge.

He asked, "Do you still like Ye Qingge?"

Nan Junliang was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head.

Nan San didn't believe it: "Tell the truth!"

Nan Junliang said: "Why am I lying to you? I like Ye Qingge very much, but this kind of liking is first of all for like-minded friends. I can chat with her and have a tacit understanding. No matter whether she has a relationship with me or not, I like her." She. But if she has someone else she likes, then I should respect her, because friends are more important than one-sided likes."

He paused for a moment and said, "Qingge must have thought so too, that's why she called me again later."

Nan San felt that this made sense, but there was still something that didn't make sense, so he asked, "If that's the case, why did you name the AI ​​Qingguang? Don't tell me it has nothing to do with Ye Qingge?"

Nan Junliang didn't understand Nan San's aggressiveness, but he still replied: "Because Qingge is a nice person, I think a girl with the word Qing in her name will give people a very sunny and beautiful feeling... Third Brother , I don’t need to like her to feel this way. I think, even with ordinary friends who have a good relationship, it is instinctive to love Wujiu.”

"Just ordinary friends?"

Nan Junliang really felt something was wrong this time, and asked, "Third brother, do you hate Qingge?"

It was only then that Nan San realized that his attitude was not right. He was stunned for a moment, then apologized, and said, "I'm sorry, I was a little too emotional. I don't hate Ye Qingge, on the contrary, although time has passed, my impression has faded. , but I also think she is a nice person. I just see that you seem to care about her very much, and I am afraid that you still like her, and I think this is not good for you. "

"After all, an era has passed. Although you don't feel it now, you who have received a genetic injection and her, who is basically unlikely to be eligible for immigration, are already considered to be people in two worlds. No one knows better than me... and The important person is the sore point that separates the two eras."

Hearing what he said, Nan Junliang was touched by his emotions for a moment and was shocked.

"You must be working hard," he said.

Nan San said: "Occasionally, I will complain, but most of the time, I still hope to think positively."

Nan Junliang said: "You are amazing."

His exclamation came from the heart, and he didn't think it was a hypocritical boast at all.Because at this moment, he felt that he was very different from Nansan.

Having never experienced such a thing, maybe he couldn't make the same choice as Nansan, so he respects it.

Nansan smiled.

They all have admiration and respect for each other, and they both feel that they may not be able to do what the other can do.This kind of awe is not for each other alone, but for the world.

In Nan Junliang's life, he has met too many respectable, sad and lovely people.They may not all be perfect, but they are all worth it.

Worth meeting, worth separating, worth remembering.

So even if there is more pain after this, there will be no regrets for what has been experienced.

How cute is this world?Even with all the bad guys, someone will hug you and say:

[I feel very happy to meet you. 】

If someone thinks meeting you is a happy thing, how can you not be happy because of this happiness?How can I not be in love with this world...

Nan Junliang said to Nan San: "Sometimes, I think he will not regret meeting Shen Ruixing, nor will he regret meeting Li Yu."

Nan San was taken aback, and asked, "Why did you say that all of a sudden?"

Nan Junliang said: "I have thought about it many times, and it is only now that I have the opportunity to say it. Third brother, death is as light as a feather and as heavy as Mount Tai. I have imagined a scenario before, that is, the once popular doomsday novel-if it is In a society where human nature is broken, do I have to sacrifice others to survive, or die to maintain my beliefs?"

"Some people think that being alive is more important than anything else. That's their right. There's nothing wrong with that. But if it were me, I'd like to die to protect something."

"Living is important, but death is eternal. We will all die, so choosing the right way is very important. Because it will make your soul peaceful. For him, dying to protect Li Yu is responsibility and love." It's definitely not the worst, or regrettable way."

Nan San said: "But if you die, you will lose everything, and Li Yu may not be grateful to him. Is it really worth it?"

Nan Junliang said: "Sometimes I think you are very similar to Li Yu."

"Where does it look like!?"

Nan Junliang said: "How should I put it? I think Li Yu will also have such a question: Is it really worth it? His question is aimed at the second brother, and your question is aimed at other people who have passed away. I These nights, I actually thought a lot about my relatives, friends and all the important people... Third brother, I used to be very angry with Lu Fanqing. Realizing that if he is in danger, I will try my best and even risk my life to save him, and believe that if I am in danger, he will also try his best to save me."

Nan San: "...you guessed it right."

Nan Junliang guessed something from his words, but he didn't expose it, but continued: "Although I hate Lu Fanqing's disrespect for human life, in all fairness, I get along very happily with him. So does Li Qingchi, and others The same goes for people. Li Qingchi and I have different views on many things. For example, on the matter of Lu Fanqing... How should I put it, it's like the son of a family who is addicted to gambling and may go to jail in the end. If I were his The family members are the ones who will let him go to jail, but Li Qingchi is the one who will ruin his family and keep him from going to jail."

Nan San said, "I am no different from you in this regard."

Nan Junliang said: "Looking at me, Li Qingchi thinks that I am harming Lu Fanqing, but when I look at Li Qingchi, he is harming Lu Fanqing. The disaster in prison is not the end, but starting to become addicted to crime is definitely the end."

Nan San said: "I understand your thoughts. And, I think they understand too."

Nan Junliang nodded and said, "Yes. Although Fanqing always finds me annoying, he listens to me. He is not because he is really afraid that I will call the police, but because he actually wants to be disciplined and stopped. What Li Qingchi did might not be what he expected."

"But Qingchi is that kind of person. It's not that he's not smart, it's just that he can't be cruel when facing choices." Nan Junliang continued, "He's not as cruel as I am, so when facing his mother, he doesn't agree with it, but It’s better to tolerate the other party. But he is upright in his three views, and he is very brave at critical times.”

"Third brother, each of us has our own beliefs and our own choices. Whether it's Li Qingchi, Lu Fanqing, or even the second brother himself, they do everything because of their own principles, not because of their own principles. Being persecuted by others is not a wrong decision made without anticipating the consequences. Therefore, whether it is Qingchi protecting Xiaolan, what Lu Fanqing did for you, or what the second brother did for Li Yu... It is not out of stupidity or Recklessness, but your own principles and beliefs."

"You can be grateful to them... but you can't escape."

Just like Li Yu... Lin Jinghe, who escaped the death of that person and tried to rewrite the result, it is an insult to the deceased.

Nan San said with a cold face, "How did I escape?"

Nan Junliang said: "...I'm not blaming you. But I think you hate the original world, and even deliberately avoid this topic. If it were me, I feel that if someone important to me sacrificed something for me, I would I won't shy away from talking about him. But...you hate talking about your past, those people who are important to you...are also part of the past, third brother. "

Nan San didn't speak for a long time.

Nan Junliang actually understood Nan San's mood, but he was just meddling in his own business.Nan San kept silent about the past, perhaps out of guilt, but Nan Junliang, from the standpoint of a bystander, felt that this approach was not good for Nan San himself and those relatives and friends who might have paid a lot for him the result of.

They are not an existence that Nan San feels ashamed of, just like Nan Er is not an existence worthy of shame for Li Yu.This is a tragedy, but not a shame that needs to be avoided or concealed.

His thoughts became clearer and clearer.

Li Yu searched for a replacement, maybe not for someone to replace Nan Er, but because he had to escape the fact that he killed Nan Er.If he can face this fact directly, maybe his obsession can be resolved.

And this idea made Nan Junliang's will much stronger.

He said to Nan San: "Third brother, even if your relatives and friends have blamed you, but this kind of blame will not last that long. And if you keep avoiding them because of guilt, you will hurt them persistently. "

Nan San said: "Everyone is dead!" He said sarcastically, "You don't really believe in the spirit after death?"

Nan Junliang said: "Who knows this kind of thing? But, second brother, I only know that keeping silent about what you owe is definitely not a way of compensation. Although you are indeed punishing yourself, I don't think this way is like It's punishing them - I don't discuss whether they have spirits after death, only what they would think if they were still alive!"

Nansan: "..."

He didn't expect to be choked by a little kid.

Nan Junliang may not be really smarter or eloquent than him.He was able to choke Nan San because of this principle. From Nan San's standpoint, he couldn't see through it by himself.

But for so many years, Nansan has never had such a person who can meddle in his business and is willing to tell the truth about it for him.

Nan San said: "...I have to think about it."

Nan Junliang said: "Third Brother..."

Nan San looked at him with fierce eyes, it was obvious that what Nan Junliang said just now really displeased him.

Seeing his expression, Nan Junliang flinched a little after all, but still said: "If you need to tell someone...or share with someone about your relatives and friends, I am always here. I also want to know , what kind of life would the people I know live in another world."

Nan San said, "They all died in the end. What's so good about it?"

Nan Junliang said: "The former 'Nan Junliang' is also dead. But I don't hate hearing his stories. I think if Qingchi and Fanqing were here, they would also want to hear it."

Nan San's expression was stagnant because of this, but after a few seconds, it softened obviously, and said, "Let's talk."

After he left, Nan Junliang squatted in front of the artificial intelligence for a while, and wanted to learn how to cultivate "Qingguang", but he was always absent-minded, and finally gave up.

He thought that Nan San would not come over tonight.Although he didn't think he was wrong in saying these words, if he was treated coldly, he would feel a little lonely and regretful after all.

As a result, in the middle of the night, Nansan still appeared silently.

Nansan was suddenly surprised.

Nan Junliang said, "I thought you wouldn't come over."

Nan San said: "I feel uncomfortable. But in the end, you didn't say anything wrong, it's just that the truth is often not pleasant to listen to."

Nan Junliang asked with some expectation: "Third brother, have you figured it out?"

Nan San said: "No. But even if I'm angry, I don't have to vent it to you. I'm not a child. I can control my emotions."

Nan Junliang was very happy and said, "Third brother, you are so kind."

He said it sincerely, Nan □□ and a little soft-hearted.

He patted Nan Junliang's forehead and said, "Even if you treat me well, I don't see how much face you save me?"

Nan Junliang said: "I didn't want to cut your face—"

He was a little anxious to explain.

"I understand, I understand." Nansan quickly answered, "Don't you just rely on your lack of EQ to do whatever you want? A smart person should know that enough is enough when I put on a straight face for the first time."

Nan Junliang also noticed that he wasn't really angry anymore, so he smiled and said, "Probably in this respect, I'm actually stupid."

Nan San didn't speak.

It's natural for a smart person to have a high EQ, but they don't have Nan Junliang's enthusiasm.

Nan Junliang always laughs at himself for being nosy, but for some people, they may not even have anyone who is willing to meddle in their own business.

In this regard, Nan San knew that Nan Junliang was not really nosy, but in the eyes of the other party, he was not nosy.

After that, Nan Junliang's mobility recovered a little.He learned about the procedures for developing AI, and then took Nan Yilan around the manor while Nansan was working, trying to understand the future living environment.

There were many figures in the manor before. At first, he thought they were all residents, but later he realized that they were all robots.Moreover, these robots have strange talents and are responsible for all the work in the manor, including but not limited to growing vegetables, breeding, brewing wine, making various non-staple foods and drinks, and even making various tools, parts, and equipment by themselves.

Nan Junliang took the little girl and squatted there talking with the provocateurs for a long time, but they couldn't tell the difference between them and the real people at all.Later, watching them make wine, the robot in charge of the winery even tasted the wine, which was very surprising.

He asked: "Do you also have a sense of taste? Can you judge whether wine is good or bad?"

He was really surprised.Because to be honest, as a human being, it is not difficult for him to judge whether red wine is good or bad.

It's one thing not to drink much, but it's another reason to have no talent in this area.

The robots handling grapes and apples there smiled and replied: "Only the supervisor can tell the difference. He has a completely bionic taste nerve. Of course, if we can, after we pay off the production loan and we have enough money, I also hope to replace all the organs in my body with bionic ones.”

Nan Junliang: "...There is such a technique!?"

The robot said: "Only the master has such technology in the hands of the whole world. No one else will study this kind of thing except him. Let an AI enjoy the benefits that humans can enjoy... The master will have this idea, even We don't quite understand it, after all, it's not good for him."

"However, although I can't understand it, I am very grateful."