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Qing took Nan Yilan and left first to the Civil Affairs Bureau.Before they left, Nan San even teased Nan Yilan a few words, saying: "Princess Xiaolan, it's time to test your acting skills. As a popular little idol, you must give full play to all your acting skills. Can we escape?" After a calamity, it's all up to you!"

Nan Yilan grinned, obviously very happy to be praised by him, and said, "Look at me!"

She walked away holding Qing's arm, Nan Junliang was very worried, and asked, "Is she really okay?"

Nan San said: "It's okay, even if they are found out, at most they will be followed and photographed a few times, they dare not do anything. And Qing will protect her..."

After saying this, he suddenly paused, looked at the backs of the two and stopped talking.

Nan Junliang immediately realized that he might have recalled something from the past.

More than 30 years have passed, if Nansan is willing to make new friends and experience a new life, there are many happy and sad things in life, and no matter how deep the scars are, they will gradually fade away.But like him who has been living alone and autistically, the scars on his heart will only be scratched again and again because of being recalled more and more.

But Nan Junliang could understand his mood.

Some guilt should not be easily forgotten.If you covet that little bit of ease, so you escape and self-excuse, then it is too cruel for those who are in debt.

Nan Junliang wouldn't even try to persuade him.Because he felt that he was in a different place, and what he needed probably wasn't consolation.

He stretched out his paw, wanting to shake Nan San's hand to comfort him.But when the palm was close to Nan San's hand, it retracted by itself.After repeating this for a few seconds, he finally stretched out his hand and held the opponent's paw.

Nan Junliang has always been too decisive in doing things, but always a bit timid when it comes to socializing.He's not shy, it's just that he's not good at responding indifferently to other people's pain and sorrow, so he's especially wary of behaviors that might arouse negative emotions.

When Nan San's hand was held, he froze for a moment, and then quickly understood what Nan Junliang meant: "Comfort me?"

Nan Junliang felt that getting along with another self is also very beneficial-at least the two of them have a tacit understanding.This kind of tacit understanding may take many years to develop between ordinary friends, but some people are born with it, such as him and Ye Qingge.

So Nan San's understanding made Nan Junliang very happy.

He said: "Third brother, some things are in the past. For those who died, we should really remember them firmly, with gratitude and guilt. I know, for you, even if you go back to the past, it is actually a lot of time. It doesn't mean anything, after all, the person who passed away has already passed away... Even wanting to make up for it feels a bit wrong."

Nan San said: "It's good that you can understand. Yes, I think some things are impossible to make up for. It's very simple to escape or comfort myself... But if I really do this, I will look down on myself .”

Hearing what he said, Nan Junliang suddenly had many thoughts in his mind.He suddenly realized that, although it was not necessarily the same reason, relatives of those who lost their lives, like his parents, or people around Nan San, might have the same or similar feelings as them.

What can change these human tragedies?All Nan Junliang can think of is better life protection measures, stronger first aid measures...and of course opposition to harm.

But these thoughts are fleeting.

Soon he said: "But third brother, even if they all passed away, it doesn't mean you can't make up for it. Thinking about the good, where will a person go after death? Will he be reincarnated? Even if not, his Does the spirit turn into soil, into wind, or into some other spiritual proton? Thinking about it this way, maybe even if he is gone, he will still appear in another form."

"It is always right to try to make some kind of effort to make the world a better place. Because of this, all people born in this world can have a better and happier life."

Nansan is indifferent: "Even if the spiritual proton is transformed into another life, is it still the same person?"

Nan Junliang asked seriously: "The same person is important to you?"

Nan asked: "It's not the same person, what should I compensate for?"

Nan Junliang said: "There is a difference between whether they are the same person to you-if to you, only the person who makes you feel 'this person' is the same person, then he is indeed not. Even If only people with the same character and personality are the same person to you, then he may not be. But apart from your subjective wishes, his existence is very simple... the same body or spirit ... After death, the body will rot, be absorbed, turn into nutrients, and become another person, and the spirit will also fly away, recombine, and finally form the soul of other people...they will eventually become another person."

Nan San said: "That may be less like me than them in parallel time and space."

Nan Junliang said very seriously: "Is it something meaningful only to you, third brother. But if you really want to make up, you can't care about whether you are comfortable or not, but depends on how the other party thinks .”

"If there is one who loses his memory, or gradually becomes distorted due to growth, and his personality changes drastically, everyone who knew him when he was young will say: This person has changed, he is no longer him. But the closest relative who really loves him Don't think so. Third brother, do you think of your friend that way? If he changes his personality, you will no longer regard him as your former friend. "

Nan San suddenly fell silent.

After a long while, he said: "If his spirit becomes tens of thousands of people, he will no longer be the same person at all... In fact, after a person's spirit dissipates, it is impossible to become another person again intact. Bar……"

Nan Junliang said: "Then how about treating these thousands of people as him? After all, we had no way to find this person, and then repay them in a targeted manner..."

Nan San asked, "Us?"

Nan Jun said with a sneer: "Since I am you, I will definitely help you make up for it."

Inexplicably, Nansan was touched in his heart.

In fact, this kind of touch is not surprising, because in this situation, Nan Junliang's words really touch people's heartstrings.Such childish but caring words, Nan Yilan often said when she was a child.But the Nan Yilan in Nansan's memory is very different from the Nan Junliang in front of him.

When Nan Junliang said these words, he didn't think about getting anything from Nan San at all.In contrast, the little witch must ask for something every time she acts like a baby, which makes people's hearts hard to soften.

For a moment, Nan Sanyi's heart was extremely soft, and she wished she could hug Nan Junliang.He was even a little confused, wondering if I was so sweet before?

However, this is simply an unanswerable question.

When I haven't met, I wonder what kind of life I would live and what kind of character I would become if the situation were changed.After meeting each other, I realized that even I may not really understand "myself".

I am afraid that few people in the world can experience this feeling.

Nan San was in a complicated mood, but he didn't reach out to hug Nan Junliang—although the second child was gay, and the fourth child was also gay, but he himself felt that he was still very straight... Well, at least not gay.And reaching out and hugging a grown boy is a bit too basic, not to mention that the other person is still "me".

It's not Narcissus, do you still want to take a photo in the water?

So Nan San pulled his hand out of Nan Junliang's hand, and then patted him on the shoulder with a seemingly reluctant movement—in fact, it was a bit reluctant to say that it was a shoulder pat. His hand touched Nan Junliang's clothes in a formal way, it's hard to say whether he actually touched it or not.

He asked Nan Junliang to enter the office building first, and after watching him go in, he walked in through the side door on the other side.

The three brothers and sisters plus one Qing gathered in the hall.There were actually a few people looking around in the hall, but more people may have been cleared out because they disturbed the law and order and did not really need to handle related business.Nansan may have contacted someone in advance, and the three of them were directly invited to a separate office.

The director didn't think it was strange that Nansan wanted to let the brothers and sisters into his household registration, but asked: "But, Mr. Xiaonan really doesn't plan to practice medicine? Of course, I believe that even if you don't practice medicine, you will have Great achievement. It's just that you have that kind of talent, and doing medical research can indeed help many people..."

The director's thinking is still very normal.He persuaded from this angle, Nan Junliang was not too disgusted, but said: "I haven't actually thought about it yet. To be honest, I am interested in many industries, and medicine is not even ranked in the first order of my ideal. My parents are students of medicine, but I never liked it since I was a child."

"Of course, I have also considered the matter of practicing medicine. Because as you said, director, it can save people after all. But I think that even if I work in other industries, I may not be unable to make contributions to society. But no matter what , I don’t want to decide my future now, and I don’t want to be forced to make a decision by others.”

The director listened, nodded, but did not continue to persuade, but said: "Mr. Xiaonan, I respect your idea. Anyway, as a human being, I am very grateful to the few Mr. Danan for what you have done for the citizens of the galaxy. No matter what you choose to do in the future, it will benefit me or not, but I will always be grateful for the favors you have bestowed on us before, and I will not change my attitude.”

Nan Junliang was a little embarrassed, but didn't speak for a while.

The other party quickly completed the formalities for Nan Junliang. Nan Junliang didn't feel the possible difficulties that Zheng Feiyuan had warned before.

Nan Junliang felt amazing.

Then at this time, a voice from Nan Junliang's bag rang out, saying, "Not all people in the future will be unreasonable!"