I'm dead again [quick time travel]

Li Chenzhou decided to bring Qiao Jiu back to spring.

"There are still two months left before leaving school," Li Chenzhou said, "It's good to go back and stay for a while."

Qiao Jiu didn't refuse.

I just found time to ask Li Chenzhou if it was okay for him to leave like this.

Qiao Jiu knew that Li Chenzhou started his own business, but he didn't know the development and scale.And when Li Chenzhou said that he would bring Qiao Jiu back to Chungui, he would definitely not be sending Qiao Jiu back to let Qiao Jiu stay in Chungui alone.

"It's okay," Li Chenzhou smiled, "I've made all the arrangements."

The beautiful mountains and clear waters of Chungui have carried Qiao Jiu’s memories for a long time. On the first night of Chungui, he dreamed of Mr. Qiao.

In the dream, Mr. Qiao stood on the podium, and there was only one student, Qiao Jiu, sitting under him.

The light yellow light fell on Mr. Qiao, as if adding a halo to him.

Mr. Qiao told Qiao Jiu the principles of dealing with people in a gentle voice. Unlike usual, this time Mr. Qiao was purely reasoning, but Qiao Jiu was not impatient.

He listened quietly to what Mr. Qiao said, without any impatience in his heart.

Mr. Qiao looked at him lovingly, and Qiao Jiu remembered what Mr. Qiao said a long time ago: You are the best gift I have received in this life.

In the end, Mr. Qiao looked at him, slowly gratified in his eyes.

He really wanted to tell Mr. Qiao that Qiao Jiu had grown up a long time ago, but he didn't say it. He knew that Mr. Qiao must have known it a long time ago.

Qiao Jiu, who was raised under the protection of Mr. Qiao and Li Chenzhou, is actually no longer a kid who knows nothing. He can do many things by himself, and he is already able to take charge of himself.

He lived in different worlds by himself, grew up by himself, and lived by himself. He learned how to cook, how to repair things, how to protect himself, and even, he was no longer afraid of ghosts.

In those worlds, no one came back to protect him, but that was okay, he was able to protect himself, he became his own hero.

He has become strong enough.

If he can ignore the pain and emptiness in his heart from time to time, it will be as if nothing really happened, and he will still be the happy Qiao Jiu.

But it's too difficult.

Qiao Jiu was in a dream, looking at Mr. Qiao with a hazy face, his face was full of smiles and tears.

He opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say anything. Mr. Qiao's gentle and somewhat hoarse voice was next to his ears. He told Qiao Jiu a lot of truths about how to behave in the world. But there are more that he has never mentioned, some that Qiao Jiu has heard of, but more that Qiao Jiu has never heard of.

Mr. Qiao seems to want to instill all the truths into Qiao Jiu in this hazy and beautiful dream, but the light is getting dimmer and everything around him is gradually becoming blurred, and Mr. Qiao's face is gradually hidden in the gradually dimming light , Qiao Jiu held back his mouth and bit his own mouth hard to prevent himself from crying.He and Mr. Qiao looked at each other, Mr. Qiao's eyes were so gentle, so Qiao Jiu also pulled out a smile with difficulty, he thought he must be smiling ugly.

The darkness eroded this space inch by inch, slowly submerging Mr. Qiao.Qiao Jiu grinned, and the corner of his mouth was still in a smile. He looked at the place where Mr. Qiao was standing, and it was already dark. Finally, he couldn't help it, and cried out loud.

This was the first time Qiao Jiu dreamed of Mr. Qiao since Mr. Qiao left.He woke up in the morning, lying on the bed in a daze, his eyes didn't know where he fell, and he didn't know how long after that, he heard a familiar voice calling his name.He turned his head and saw Li Chenzhou standing at the door.Li Chenzhou noticed his gaze, smiled at him, walked in, opened the curtains of the room, Qiao Jiu's eyes followed Li Chenzhou, he watched as soon as Li Chenzhou opened the curtains, a large piece of sunlight came through Come in, there is a large expanse of green outside the window, under the reflection of the sun, it is thick and dazzling, Qiao Jiu closed his eyes.

Thinking of that voice again, Qiao Jiu opened his eyes, looked along the source of the sound, and saw Equation standing in the green.

He was wearing green short sleeves, which almost merged with the green behind him.He waved at Qiao Jiu and called his name.

"Get up," Li Chenzhou said with a smile, "Feng has come to play with you."

Even though he said so, Qiao Jiu still ate breakfast and ran out with Fang Fang at Li Chenzhou's request.Counting it, Qiao Jiu has not seen Equation for more than a year. Equation was originally in the same year as him, but Qiao Jiu delayed it for a year. Equation should be the end of his freshman year. It has only been a while, and Equation seems to be going up again Jumping a bit, he was almost half a head taller than Qiao Jiu.

He bit a piece of grass in his mouth, and his words were vague: "You really can..."

The two of them are now on a large grass field. Qiao Jiu simply lay down on the ground. He saw Fang Fang's back and his thin arms, and the wind poured in from his short sleeves: "Oh, are you thin? gone?"

"Is there?" Fang Fang turned his head, the sun was in his direction, Qiao Jiu could see it directly from his side, the light was dazzling, Qiao Jiu couldn't help but close his eyes.

"Yes." Qiao Jiu closed his eyes, "Look at your thin arms."

"Cut," Fang Fang said disdainfully: "You have the nerve to talk about me, why don't you look at yourself?"

Joe didn't speak for a long time.

He changed the subject: "Are you coming back alone this year?"

"Otherwise?" Fang asked back.

As soon as Qiao Jiu heard it, he knew that he didn't understand. Sure enough, he heard Fang Fang say again: "Otherwise, you still want my parents to accompany me back for the summer vacation?"

"No," Qiao Jiu said, "Where are Yuwei and Gu Qingyan? Have you gone out to play?"

Qiao Jiu heard a chuckle, he raised his head, looked at Fang Fang, Fang Fang was about to lie down, but after hearing Qiao Jiu's words, his movements obviously paused, I don't know if it was because of the glare of the sun or because Qiao Jiu was too Tired, the voice of the equation was a bit vague, he thought of the chuckle of the equation, it seemed to contain a lot of things, but Qiao Jiu didn't know what it contained.

With that thought in his mind, Equation had already laid down.He lay beside Qiao Jiu: "Tell me, why are there so many partings?"

Qiao didn't answer him for a long time, he was wondering where Fang Yuwei had gone.

The equation didn't seem to want Qiao Jiu to answer, so he continued on his own: "I've been thinking all this year, did I do something wrong? Where did I do it wrong? What did I do wrong? But after thinking about it Go, I didn't think of anything, I don't know where I was wrong, I just fell in love with a girl, I liked him, I ran after her, and then I knew she liked my brother...but everything How did it become like this, as if in an instant, everything changed."

"Perhaps," said the equation at last, "I'm doing it all wrong."

He didn't speak any more, and Qiao Jiu didn't open his mouth either.When Fang Fang said these words, there was a deep sadness in his voice. Qiao Jiu listened to him almost in a daze. He didn't think about what kind of story would be contained in these few words. He thought of himself, Mr. Qiao, Thinking of Li Chenzhou.

What did I do wrong, what did Mr. Qiao do wrong, and what did Li Chenzhou do wrong?

Everything seemed wrong.

Mr. Qiao married Ke Qingyu and met Li Gu. The two families are like a family. He and Li Chenzhou grew up together and have a close relationship. All these seem to be wrong.

But everything seems to be right.

If Mr. Qiao hadn’t come to Chungui and married Ke Qingyu, Qiao Jiu would not have been born. If Mr. Qiao hadn’t met Ke Qingyu, maybe Li Gu would have married Ke Qingyu, then there would have been no Li Chenzhou, and there would have been no later ones. everything.

So right or wrong, who can tell?

Qiao Jiu and Fang Fang were lying on the lawn, the breeze was blowing, and the sun was moving slowly. Hearing the soft breathing sound from his ears, he seemed to return to his childhood for a moment.Also on this lawn, there is Qiao Jiu's equation with joy, Li Chenzhou with a smile on his face, Gu Qingyan with a slow and expressionless face, and the little girl Fang Yuwei who is bouncing around.They were playing on the grass, and Mr. Qiao was sitting on the side to greet them. Occasionally, he ran up to pick up a child and ran away, and the rest chased after him. From a long distance, he could hear the excitement of the little girl in Mr. Qiao's arms. scream.

Qiao Jiu closed his eyes, his eye sockets were a little moist.