I'm dead again [quick time travel]

"Hello?" The boy's sweet voice sounded: "Who are you looking for?"

The other end of the phone seemed to say something, the boy nodded, and called in the direction of the study: "Shen Zhou, someone is looking for you."

After a while, a figure walked out of the study, wearing simple home clothes, with his hair combed back gently, handsome and majestic, he walked to the phone, did not answer the phone directly, but first lowered his head and kissed the young man's forehead, watching After the boy smiled sweetly, he reached out to answer the phone.

As soon as he answered the phone, he heard a sneer on the other end of the phone.

Li Chenzhou seemed to be walking in the sun, but was poured a bucket of ice water directly from his head, and his heart was instantly cold.

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and reached out to touch his hair. The hair was dry and there was no water.

The voice from the other end of the phone was cold: "It really doesn't look like it."

It is obviously with a smile, but it makes people feel that they are in the polar region.

Li Chenzhou's mood was a little unstable. He turned his head, looked at the young man beside him, and said softly, "Go and play first."

"Who is it?" The boy looked at him worriedly: "If you don't like it, just hang up."

"It's okay." Li Chenzhou smiled, and his voice became more gentle: "You go."

Seeing that Li Chenzhou really didn't intend to hang up the phone, the young man turned around and left, looking at Li Chenzhou with nostalgia in his eyes.

Li Chenzhou gently looked at the young man's back, and only looked away when he was completely gone. His originally gentle gaze suddenly became cold, and he said respectfully, "What are your orders?"

"Don't talk like that," the voice on the other side was light, as if there was no emotion at all, it was really not like he said such bad things before: "Li Chenzhou shouldn't talk like that."

Li Chenzhou only felt aggrieved for a while, holding his breath in his heart, unable to move up and down: "Okay."

...

Qiao Jiu opened his eyes, and all he saw was a piece of white. He froze for a moment, then looked around and found that it was his own room.

The round-faced little nurse, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, was sitting on a chair beside her, her head nodding. Qiao Jiu didn't want to wake her up, so she didn't make a sound. She was going to think about what happened before she fell into a coma, but My head hurts just thinking about it, Qiao Jiu struggled for a while, then gave up.

The curtains were not drawn, and Qiao Jiu could clearly see the outside. Today's weather is not very good, it is cloudy, the dark clouds are suppressed low, and the rain seems to be falling in a second.

Qiao Jiu saw the strong man catching bugs under the tree outside, saw some sick people playing house, and saw a man in a wheelchair.

The wind was very strong, and they ran around recklessly, blowing branches, dust, and tears.

Qiao Jiu lowered his head and covered his mouth and nose, but the choked sound still leaked out from between his fingers.

There was no reason, Qiao Jiu couldn't control his emotions, he huddled into a ball, hid between the bed and the bedside table, buried his head in his knees, tears dripped down his blue striped trousers dizzily.

The scene I just saw was constantly revolving in my mind, the thick dark clouds, the raging wind, the crowd playing in the wind as if they would fly away with the wind in the next second, and sitting there like a statue without knowing where they are. Figure of what to think.

It was slow at first, and scenes passed through Qiao Jiu's mind one by one, but gradually, those pictures changed faster and faster, and soon became like a flying horse, and Qiao Jiu's crying became more and more loud. The more I can't control it.

He didn't know why he was crying, why he was crying.

But it was too uncomfortable, as if the heart had been soaked in some poisonous water, it hurt and itched, Qiao Jiu wished to be separated from it.

So sad.

Qiao Jiu's crying gradually became louder, and the despair in his heart gradually spread.

He told Mu Zhixu before that he is crazy anyway, and it doesn't matter what he does, but it's not what he really said.

He always thought he was normal.

Even if I am in a mental hospital, even if my current appearance is indeed neither human nor ghost, even if I have lost a lot of memories and gained a lot of memories.But in my opinion, these are not important, my thoughts are clear, my logic is clear, and I won't get sick, that's enough.

But now, Qiao Jiu bit his hand while crying, he was not sure.

He wasn't sure if he was normal anymore.

...

Mu Zhixu went outside and squinted at the people sitting there.

Obviously only half a year has passed, but he is much older than before.

Of course, it is not appropriate to use the word old at his age, but Mu Zhixu had this feeling in his heart when he first saw him. Perhaps this is not just a change in appearance and aging, but more , it is spiritually, the kind of feeling that you don't have any energy at first glance.

Mu Zhixu didn't make a sound, and the person over there didn't look back, but just said lightly: "Look at this world, isn't it beautiful?"

His words were not questions, even though he had reached this level, he still seemed not in a hurry.

"You..." Mu Zhixu said, "You plan to hand over everything to him?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he was interrupted by a voice not far away. The voice was loud, who was crying.

...

The round-faced little nurse was woken up by Qiao Jiu's crying.

She opened her eyes in a daze and looked around. There was no one on the bed, no one in front of the window, and no one anywhere she could see. She woke up instantly.

Only then did she hear crying not far away.

She stood up, walked towards the source of the sound, and saw Qiao Jiu who was crying silently.

Qiao Jiu kept crying quietly, his hand was already bleeding from his own bite, his mouth was covered with bright red blood, mixed with tears, he looked horrified, embarrassed, and pitiful.

Before the round-faced nurse could react, she heard crying from the door. The sound was getting closer and closer. The round-faced nurse turned around and found that it was another patient who was wailing and crying continuously. down.

She was one head and two big, and hurriedly rang the bell on Qiao Jiu's bedside. After a while, several strong nurses came and dragged away the patient who was squatting at the door crying. The round-faced little nurse was just about to Going to appease Qiao Jiu, he saw Mu Zhixu walking towards him.

"Doctor Mu," she said with a sigh of relief, "come and see what's wrong with Mr. Qiao."

Mu Zhixu walked up to Qiao Jiu, knelt down, and gently called his name: "Qiao Jiu."

Qiao Jiu exposed half of his head, his eyes were looking at the bottom plate, and tears kept falling down.

"Qiao Jiu," Mu Zhixu stretched out his hand towards him, "Come on, it's cold on the ground, get up first."

"Oh, you..." came the voice of the round-faced little nurse.

Qiao Jiu blinked his eyes, raised his head in a strange way, the door was not closed, he only saw the empty corridor.

...

Li Chenzhou stood at the entrance of the hospital, smoking one cigarette after another in his hand. It was very cold, and his hands were already red from the cold. After a while, he took out his mobile phone and made a call. The phone rang again and again. , but no one answered, he took back his phone irritably, stood up, but saw a familiar car.

The car drove past him slowly without stopping, only honking its horn.

Li Chenzhou clenched his right hand and watched the car leave.

He stood there for a long time, as if he had made a decision, he walked into the hospital.

The hospital is very quiet, probably because of the weather, except for a few patients who like to be lively and fight around, everyone else stays quietly indoors.

Li Chenzhou looked at those patients wearing blue stripes, with a slight disgust in his eyes, but he hid it very deeply.The nurse in white showed him the way respectfully, saying that Dr. Mu was communicating with the patient.

They walked towards the meeting room, passing Qiao Jiu's ward, and during that section of the walk, Li Chenzhou heard Mu Zhixu's voice, which was very low and gentle, accompanied by a small cry.

Li Chenzhou turned his head and saw Qiao Jiu at a glance. He saw the child huddled into a ball, revealing most of his face, staring fixedly at the door, not knowing what he was looking at, while Mu Zhixu squatted beside him , comforting him softly.

It's a child, Li Chenzhou thought, he looks really too small.

When Li Chenzhou thought this way, he bumped into the child's gaze, which was not the rigid, nearly dull gaze from before, but a kind of warm gaze. When he saw Li Chenzhou, he looked quite Surprised look.

Li Chenzhou didn't know how he could see clearly from such a distance, he even felt that the child's eyes were like fireworks exploding, sparkling and beautiful.

A strange feeling flashed in Li Chenzhou's heart, but it was only for a moment. He habitually showed a gentle smile, and he saw the child's surprised and pleasant expression.

He didn't notice, he didn't even notice Mu Zhixu who was in front of Qiao Jiu when he turned around.

...

Qiao Jiu lay obediently on the bed, his eyes were already swollen, but his pupils were very clear, and he looked at Li Chenzhou who was peeling apples in front of him with satisfaction and a smile.

Li Chenzhou's hands are beautiful, and his posture of peeling apples is also very beautiful. He concentrates on peeling the fruit in his hand with his eyes downcast, and looks up at Qiao Jiu from time to time. Every time at this time, Qiao Jiu will show him a big smile. .

The round-faced little nurse felt that the atmosphere here was a bit strange, but she seemed to be the only one who felt that way. She looked at Li Chenzhou who was concentrating on peeling apples, Qiao Jiu who was smiling again, and then Mu Zhixu who was sitting by the side looking mournful. Know what to say is better.

In fact, Qiao Jiu didn't say anything since he saw Li Chenzhou, but he stopped crying and kept following Li Chenzhou.

Seeing him like this, there was something Mu Zhixu didn't understand, so he resigned himself to calling Li Chenzhou in.

Qiao Jiu was already tired after such a fuss today. If he hadn’t seen Li Chenzhou, he would have fallen asleep a long time ago. Even so, he still fell asleep quietly after eating the apple that Li Chenzhou gave him. .

The round-faced little nurse took a look at Mu Zhixu: "Mr. Qiao didn't take any medicine today."

"No need," Mu Zhixu waved his hand: "Don't let him drink medicine recently."

"it is good."

"Keep an eye on him and call me if you need anything."

"it is good."

Mu Zhixu walked towards the door, and when he reached the door, he turned his head to look at Li Chenzhou, and motioned to him.

Li Chenzhou also walked out.

He was quite interested in this little patient, and what surprised him even more was Mu Zhixu's attitude towards him. He even connected the car that he left not long ago with this person.

They walked to the grassland not far away, the grassland that could be seen from the window of Qiao Jiu's ward.

"Tell me," Mu Zhixu said, "what are you doing here?"

"I'll come to see you." Li Chenzhou said with a gentle smile on his lips.

"Don't come here again."

"Why?" Li Chenzhou said, "Because of that child?"

Mu Zhixu didn't accept the offer, but instead asked him, "How is Ke Yuan?"

Speaking of Ke Yuan, Li Chenzhou smiled more gently: "He is very good."

"When are you going to get married?"

Li Chenzhou fell into silence.

Mu Zhixu sighed: "You don't have to, anyway, those things are all yours in the end..."

"It's different," Li Chenzhou said, "I've never paid much attention to what he gave."

"So you're going to steal, to rob?" Mu Zhixu said lightly, "Isn't this still his thing?"

"Shut up!" Li Chenzhou's forehead burst out with blue veins, and he clenched his fists: "What do you know?!"

"Yes, I don't understand," Mu Zhixu looked at him, "Go your own way. I know what your purpose is for coming today, but I'm not interested in this matter. If you want it, you can do it yourself." Go get it, don't think about dragging others, especially me."

"Are you willing?" Li Chenzhou couldn't believe it: "Will you stay in this mental hospital all the time?"

"It's nothing to be reconciled to, I like it here very much."

Li Chenzhou paused: "Because of that child?"

Mu Zhixu didn't expect Li Chenzhou to ask such a question, so he couldn't help laughing, shaking his head while laughing: "It has nothing to do with him."

"By the way," Mu Zhixu asked Li Chenzhou with a serious expression, "You really don't know him?"

From that day on, Li Chenzhou would visit Qiao Jiu at the hospital every few days.

He kept thinking about what Mu Zhixu asked him that day. The expression on Mu Zhixu's face at that time was not so much a question, but a questioning one.

After he went back, he thought for a long time, and he was sure that he had never met Qiao Jiu before, but Qiao Jiu didn't look like a fake, but he looked like he knew him, knew his name was Li Chenzhou, and knew his birthday.

When he came for the fourth time, Qiao Jiu finally spoke to him. His voice was a little hoarse and low, as if a handful of sand had been stuffed in his throat. It didn't sound very comfortable, but Li Chenzhou didn't notice it. .

Qiao Jiu looked at him and smiled happily——

"Li Chenzhou," he said, "I found you."

Li Chenzhou was in a trance for a moment.