Gradually bright

After washing, Liu Shu climbed up on the kang to read novels early, Qin Yi returned to the room late, and saw Liu Shu lying on the kang, his head was covered with a quilt, only two feet were exposed, and he couldn't say a word today.

Qin Yi climbed onto the kang, closed his eyes and fell asleep, two hours later, Liu Shu suddenly turned over, and Qin Yi opened his eyes.

There was a sudden burst of slight laughter from Willow's quilt, and not long after the laughter stopped, Willow's low sighs and laughing and cursing came from the quilt again.

"Why am I so stupid..." Liu Shu turned off the phone, and just as he closed his eyes, he stretched out his hand to massage his eyes, when Qin Yi's voice came from behind him.

"You're not stupid, you're just stupid. Lying under the covers and looking at your phone, your eyes are waiting to be useless."

Liu Shu was terrified, opened his eyes and mouth, slowly turned around to look at Qin Yi, his eyes were dark, and it was impossible to see Qin Yi's expression.

"Woke you up?" Liu Shu only asked Qin Yi politely, because he had obviously suppressed his emotions during the reading of the novel, so as not to disturb Qin Yi's sleep with his movements and voice, and he just turned around just now. , It was just a few words, he didn't believe it would wake Qin Yi up.

But Qin Yi has been lying on the kang for two hours, what are you doing if you don't sleep?play cell phone?It's impossible to play with a mobile phone by yourself, so shameless and say that your eyes are going to be useless.

Could it be... something on your mind?

Qin Yi gave a "hmm" and didn't speak any more. Liu Shu just listened to the movement on Qin Yi's side so quietly, hugged the pillow, leaned his head on the pillow, and looked sideways at Qin Yi's direction.

Qin Yi replied "Yes", which was equivalent to waking him up. Hearing Qin Yi's answer like this, Liu Shu didn't dare to make any big moves, so he quietly listened to Qin Yi's breathing, and closed his eyes unconsciously. Eyes, gradually falling asleep.

The next night, Liu Shu brought back the movements taught by Tan Rong in the morning and taught them to Qin Yi. After soaking his feet, he closed the door and lay down on the kang to read a novel. At the same time and position, Liu Shu turned off his mobile phone on time, and couldn't help expressing the sigh in his heart. , mourning for the characters in the book, Qin Yi's voice came from behind him.

"I will lament the fate of the characters in the book. Why don't you take yourself seriously? Your own conditions are good, but you haven't made much progress in so many years. Knowing your conditions, there are people helping you, but you indulge yourself again and again. You like this What's the point of living?"

Liu Shu was silent, and after some reflection, a hint of anger grew in his low-pitched eyes, and he suddenly lifted the quilt to look at Qin Yi.

"I just don't like to blend into this circle. Dubbing is already the best career for me. I am very satisfied and have made some achievements. I know better than you whether life is interesting or not!"

"If you don't like this circle, why come to filming? Since it's for money, shouldn't you try your best to reach the highest point, so that you can make more money?"

"I'm not doing it for money!" Momentarily stunned by Qin Yi's words, he retorted emotionally to Qin Yi, until Qin Yi asked him why he came to the mountain, he couldn't refute it all at once.

Since I went up the mountain, my heart has always been contradictory. Occasionally, I have a reason to convince myself to calm down and persevere. Occasionally, I feel that everything is meaningless at all, and I have the thought of giving up several times.

"Have you always been a passive person? Looking at you like this, you are simply a child who has lost the guidance of his elders and is at a loss. He doesn't know how to go on." Qin Yi said with great certainty, "You have Heart, but you don't have motivation, you don't have that kind of force that keeps you going."

Willow opened his mouth to refute, but his throat was blocked, and tears fell on the back of his hands. He had no choice but to stop his movements and cover himself with the quilt.

He obviously didn't intend to cry, nor was he in that kind of mood, but the tears fell involuntarily. Liu Shu closed his eyes and muttered "go to sleep, go to sleep" in his heart, and scolded himself for being so useless, how many times he was told Just a word is a shame.

This time, there is no need for others to say that he is not a man, Liu Shu even looks down on him.

Qin Yi didn't hear Liu Shu's rebuttal, so he acquiesced in his heart that he was right, there was no movement on the other side, closed his eyes, and continued to sleep.

On the third night, Liu Shu turned off his phone on time.

This time, he made a sound on purpose, the sound was very soft. Liu Shu heard that there was no movement on Qin Yi's end, and suddenly felt his feet were cold, so he got up and pulled the quilt to cover his feet, and then there was a sound of turning over from Qin Yi's end.

Liu Shu suddenly turned around and looked at Qin Yi, and now he was sure that Qin Yi was really light sleeper.

In the past, grandparents often quarreled with Tan Meng in the world, and Liu Dazhuang was sometimes disobedient and often caused troubles in the village. Tan Meng was troubled by them, so he couldn't sleep well at night, and a few mice slipped into the house at night. was woken up.The current situation of Qin Yi and Tan Meng is the same, but they don't understand why he is like this.

People like Qin Yi don't have many friends, have few people to talk to, and have an annoying personality. If they have any troubles, they should just hide and hold back and not tell others.Liu Shu didn't like to keep words in his heart, knowing the unspeakable feeling of pain and troubles, he immediately forgot the identity of the person in front of him, and took the initiative to express his concern for him.

"You sleep so lightly, is it because you have too many worries?" Willow asked in a low voice, and Qin Yi responded without accident.

"Because I'm too greedy." Qin Yi sighed, turned over again, and faced the direction of the willow tree. In the dark, he couldn't see the willow tree. Hearing the voice, he should also be facing himself.

After Liu Shu listened to Qin Yi's answer, it took a long time to understand Qin Yi's meaning.

Qin Yi is indeed a bit greedy, although he is not a person who is eager for success, but there are too many things he wants to accomplish, sometimes the time is too short, otherwise his body can't bear it.

"I heard that you haven't signed any company, so there shouldn't be much time constraints. Moreover, you don't appear in public for at least half a year, and you have plenty of time to rest. Why should you Are you that harsh on yourself?"

Qin Yi reached out to turn on the desk lamp beside the bed, and looked at the willow tree in disbelief. Although there was a trace of surprise in his eyes, his speech was still as plain as ever.

"It seems that you pay close attention to me." When Qin Yi said this, Liu Shu looked at Qin Yi with a contemptuous expression, completely ignoring whether this would offend him.

Seeing Liu Shu's behavior like this, Qin Yi lamented that Liu Shu's attitude towards him had not changed, and was also happy that Liu Shu finally felt less restrained in front of him.

"I'm too playful and take things too seriously."

"Are you an actor just for fun?" Liu Shu was very envious. He just played around casually, and he had the achievements he has today. Sure enough, success depends on perseverance and hard work.

Qin Yi persisted for so many years, just for fun?Liu Shu didn't know his true thoughts, maybe he was telling the truth, but it must be true to be able to give so much, like and love.

"It's not entirely true. At the beginning, I only learned to act because I thought it was fun. I wanted to experience what it was like to act. Then, I fell in love with it as soon as I took the film."

"Have you ever thought about leaving?"

"Yes, when someone affects my life, I get a little tired of this circle, because they are destroying my original intention of filming."

Beginning...

When it comes to dubbing, Liu Shu vaguely remembers that he secretly studied dubbing for several years just to surprise his parents, hoping that one day his parents could hear his own voice on TV.

But, it will never come true...

"You work so hard, why do you have so few friends?"

"How many friends do you need?" Qin Yi looked at the willow tree. He really wanted to know how many people had asked him this question in his life, but he didn't understand what kind of relationship can be regarded as a friend. , eat and chat together?

It was a bit difficult for Liu Shu to be asked by Qin Yi, and he didn't know how many friends were enough.

"At least you can't always be alone. When you encounter an interesting or sad thing, don't you think about sharing your feelings with others and venting your heart?" Talking to himself, he didn't want people to mistake him for a fool, but he didn't come out to work for fun, so who could always be by his side.

Qin Yi seriously thought about it, it seemed that there was a time, but it was all in his heart, and it passed after thinking about it.

"Did you tell your parents about your situation outside, tell them what movies you filmed and what rankings you won?" Willow asked naggingly.

Suddenly I remembered that when I used to help people in the village or did some good deeds, I would go home and tell Tan Meng that she would always praise him, saying that he would be very happy when he grew up, so if I had something in my heart or any idea, I would just Everyone must say something, but only when there is something to be happy about.Because once when he told Tan Meng that he hated his grandparents, he was severely scolded, and he realized that there are some things that cannot be said, so from then on, whenever he has something on his mind, he must say happy words to everyone, and sad words Only when he couldn't bear it did he tell Liu Dazhuang.

Thinking of his parents makes him sad, and suddenly he envies Qin Yi very much. Unlike himself, he can't do without people around him.

When Liu Shu asked him this, Qin Yi couldn't help laughing.It was the first time I saw Qin Yi smiling so happily, and I envied him even more. His smiling like this, presumably his parents often feel honored to have such a son.

"I'm not saying that they want to beat me to death, let alone report to them."

Killed?

Liu Shu always thought that the word beating to death was only associated with himself, but he didn't expect that Qin Yi's parents would sometimes want to beat him to death.

"My mother always blames me for not living up to expectations. You work so hard, how could you..." Liu Shu looked at Qin Yi in disbelief. If he had a son like Qin Yi, who was serious about things, would endure hardships, and be self-motivated.You can wake up happily even in your dreams, and it's too late to love him, so how could you be willing to kill him.