Gradually bright

Since returning from work at the company last time, Liu Shu has stayed at home all day without going out. In the past, when he was hungry, he would go to the nearby supermarket to buy noodles and cook or stir-fry them. Now, if he wants to eat, he calls to order takeout.

Before returning to the city, his grandmother gave him a card. It was the card that his biological mother sent money in every year. The money on the card was one million, enough for Liu Shu to buy a house similar to that of Chen Yu's family in G City. up.

What can I do after buying a house?Rent and buy, and always live alone.

I have been working hard all these years in the city, and in order to have a better future, I even enrolled in the college to study dubbing. I finally finished my part-time work and part-study. I paid off all the tuition fees a while ago, and suddenly there was such a sum of money. The goal of buying a house has been achieved, so what to do next?

I have been lying at home for nearly two months, because the door of the room has been closed tightly, and Chen Yushi still does not know that he is back, so Liu Shu has not communicated with anyone these days, but eats, sleeps, watches TV and plays alone in the room Dub.

The injury on the foot is almost recovered, but I still have to go to the hospital for observation.Willow turned off the TV, took her wallet and went out.As soon as I walked out of the door, I poked my head upstairs. Chen Yushi and his wife were often not at home, and I didn't know if they were there at this time. I was talking to myself for so long, and suddenly I seemed to be looking for someone to talk to and have a meal together. .

When I first arrived at the hospital for consultation, the middle-aged male doctor in charge was sitting at his desk working, and he couldn't help but praise when he saw the willow tree.

"You look pretty good, and you've been living well these days."

Liu Shu felt a little baffled when he heard it, and stretched out his hand to touch his face, as if he had grown a little flesh.

"Did the doctor say I'm fat?"

The doctor nodded and said with a smile: "But you still need to pay attention to your blood pressure."

Liu Shu stayed at home these days and didn't have the time to think about it at all. After the examination, standing on the weighing scale, Liu Shu completely regretted it.

"I've gained nearly twenty catties..." Liu Shu couldn't believe it was true. Since childhood, his weight has grown with his height. In the end, he only gained weight if he didn't work in the mountains for a week after the rain. One or two catties, unexpectedly, I gained twenty catties!

When I went back to the doctor, the doctor advised me not to make large movements for the foot injury in recent years, and to take a good rest is considered to be healed.It’s just that there is something wrong with the body. Liu Shu was overtired before, so his blood pressure was low. In the past two months, it suddenly increased by [-] pounds. The blood pressure has changed. The blood pressure is high, but it’s not serious. As long as the diet and exercise are normal, It's not a problem if you take good care of it.

"No wonder the pants feel tight. It turns out that I have gained twenty catties..." Everyone has a love for beauty. The willow tree in the village will always be a grass in the mountains. With outstanding figure and appearance, many people want to be with them As a relative, if Tan Meng hadn't always wanted Liu Shu to leave the mountain, he would probably have become a father by now.Although Liu Shu didn't pay much attention to his appearance, he was still a little sad for such a sudden change.

"Lose weight, just lose ten catties." Liu Shu clenched his hands tightly and nodded firmly.

Losing weight is a small goal, at least not so decadent.

After making up his mind, Liu Shu adjusted his diet and work and rest time. Instead of sleeping at home and watching TV after meals, he went around the community, or stood in front of the computer to practice breathing and learn a new vocal range.

Although I don't have the motivation to work for the time being, but in terms of hobbies, I have paid so much money and studied for more than three years, so I can't give up no matter what.During the period when I did not take a new job, although I made less money, I gained a lot of new knowledge.I was always busy making money before, and never experienced the rewards brought by sweat, but now I can enjoy it, and I can enjoy it too.

Enjoyed it, and it's boring again.

Standing on the electronic scale I just bought from the supermarket, I took a look at it. It was 150 catties, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief: "[-] catties less!"

Get off the scale and continue running to the living room to practice sit-ups.

I lay down tired after practicing, staring at the ceiling, thinking about what else to do next, and was at a loss again.

"Confused life, it would be nice to be able to go back to the past, at least to be able to farm, but I am afraid to go back, and what I see is ruins."

Eyes opened and closed, unconsciously fell asleep.

The season of near autumn is neither hot nor cold, and it is very comfortable to sleep without being disturbed by the outside world.

Liu Shu dreamed of her biological mother and the information about her that she found on the Internet a few days ago.

Liu Shu stood in the crowd and looked at the biological mother standing on the stage. She was very slender, wearing a long gold-pink cheongsam with three or four big red peonies embroidered on her waist and abdomen. Liu Shu approached to see her clearly in reality. I wanted to hear her voice, but no matter how close I got, I couldn't see her clearly, and her voice was gradually covered by the noise of the surrounding crowd.

Liu Shu reluctantly looked at the blurred figure of his biological mother standing on the stage, turned around and left the crowd in frustration, when Da Gen appeared.

Willow frowned, looked at Da Gen with a tearless expression, and scolded Da Gen severely.

"Can you be more manly! Her fans have the courage to call her by her name, and send her flowers and gifts. You don't even dare to approach her, just forget about this person."

"I want to too, but is it possible! What is her status now, I think I can't get close, what will happen after I go back, maybe it will only bring trouble to her."

"It's just that you have no guts, what are you looking for so many excuses for, you coward!"

Willow stared at Dagen with wide eyes, and was about to refute, when he stretched out his hand to grab Dagen, but when he caught nothing, he woke up.

"What's going on..." Liu Shu pressed his face against the cold ground, stood up abruptly and rubbed his face, the more he thought about it, the more terrifying he felt. "Why did you dream of Dagen at this time?"

Willow hurriedly picked up the phone and dialed Dagen's number.

Dagen on the other end of the phone was instructing the new clerk in the store when he suddenly felt the phone in his pocket rang. He picked it up and saw that it was Liu Shu calling. He hurriedly told the new clerk, took the phone and ran to the office to answer the call.

"Willow?" Da Gen asked softly, closing the window, afraid that he would not hear the voice of Willow on the other end of the phone.

"Da Gen, I dreamed about you just now, and you scolded me..." Although Liu Shu's voice was not as clear as before, it was not so deep.

Dagen turned on the speaker and turned the sound to the loudest.

"Why scold you if I have nothing to do? Have you been filming or dubbing recently?" Da Gen also found out about such a big incident in Liu Shu's house recently from his younger brother. He went downstairs to find Chen Yushi, but he was not there. , I have been silent for more than three months, and I didn't expect to call suddenly.

Willow shook his head, knowing that Dagen would ask these questions: "No..."

"It's okay to take a break for a while, but don't be useless, since you're out, be serious."

Listening to Da Gen's speech, I had been brewing in my heart for a long time, and finally got up the courage to say it: "Da Gen, do you know that I was adopted?"

Dagen was silent for nearly ten seconds before speaking: "I only found out recently."

"Do you know who my biological mother is?"

"do not know."

"Do you think I should go to her?"

"Why can't I go find you? My dad said you were just being fostered in the mountains, not giving someone away, and she also sent money to your family to prove that she has you in her heart. She must have been looking forward to your return home, maybe because of There is something unspeakable, so I didn't take you back."

"I know she has difficulties, but, I'm such an adult now, why do I still need her?" Liu Shu went to the living room, fell on the sofa, hugged the pillow, and sighed heavily.

"Even if it's an illegitimate child, it's okay to go back to see her secretly. You have to try everything. If you don't try, how will you know? At least ask, why haven't you come to see you these years, and just contact you." Dagen grew up He has never seen his mother, knowing that Liu Shu's parents are gone, and there is a biological mother, he is really envious, but, can one biological mother really be worth two people who have raised him for more than [-] years?

Nothing can make up for it.

"Willow, you don't have any grievances after all. If you really understand her difficulties, you should be able to understand her feelings. She was able to give birth to you, and she must hope that there will be a day when she will be reunited with you."

"Then why don't you give me a call..." Willow moved the phone to the side and listened to what Dagen said.

"Where do you have a phone at home? Isn't it because of your parents and your own personality that you refused to go out of the mountain before you left the city? Why didn't your parents tell you about this before, and they only said it after they died. Aren't they just afraid that you will be lonely?" You don't wonder what kind of person that person is?"

"Why am I lonely, I don't need it at all." Liu Shu lowered his voice, trying to be brave even when he was poked at a pain point.

"In the future, you still have to marry a wife. What will your children think when the whole family returns to their hometown without an old man during the Chinese New Year?"

"Impossible..." Willow buried his head deeper.

Dagen plucked his ears, and spoke more naturally, unlike when he was always worried that Liu Shu would lose control of his emotions at the beginning.

"What's impossible?" Dagen thought that Liu Shu was worried that people would look down on him, so he quickly said, "We're not afraid, if she doesn't recognize you, you can recognize my father, and we will be brothers from now on. Take the child home and call me uncle."

Willow shook his head, frowning even deeper.

Sorry, I just can't help myself.

"Dagen, I seem...to be unable to like women." With that said, the two were silent for a long time.

Dagen was indeed frightened, but he couldn't scold him at this time. It was already very painful to lose his family, so I scolded him at this time, lest he would be overwhelmed.

Dagen stared wide-eyed and quickly replied: "At least he is a person who has walked out of the mountains. I, Wang Shuogen, are not so conservative in my thinking! It doesn't matter if the woman can't be brought home, let's bring a man home."

Liu Shu turned his face to the TV in the living room, raised the corners of his mouth, and sighed.

"Is it possible? When I walk on the road and see the man I like, I will turn my head and look back. If he finds out, I will be stared at. I will go to her. After she finds out, can she still accept me?"

"Then we don't want her. What right does she have to accuse you. She gave birth to you and didn't educate you. She didn't kill or break the law. Why should she despise you?"

"Okay, if you don't have this mother, then you will be my big brother." Liu Shu raised his teary eyes, fearing that Dagen would hear his cry next, so he had to fool him with a few words, hung up the phone, got up and went to the dubbing room to start computer.