Floating like a dream · Chasing the heart

Zhanying didn't eat or stop all the way, either because he wasn't hungry, but because he forgot to be hungry.Fell asleep, woke up, slept again, woke up again, until the coachman shouted "here" outside, Zhanying opened his eyes in a daze, and thought: I am quite talented, even without a teacher After more than ten days of fasting, even Lazard was spared. I don't know if Kunlun will accept disciples. Guangyao Menlini must be more hopeful than Lu Yao.

Unfortunately, when he got to the foot of the mountain, he found that his imagination was too beautiful.Looking up at the bottomless mountain ladder, my legs started to tremble after I hadn't eaten for more than ten days before I could take a step.

There was no hope for the carriage, and he didn't want the driver's thick hands to touch Lu Yao's body. At this time, Zhanying began to regret his past. If he had known today, he would follow his master to learn how to fly over walls with both hands.However, how did he know that he would meet Lu Yao at the beginning, and how could he have thought that one day he would watch a person he should have never met die for him.

Fate, sometimes it's a fucking joke.

Standing at the foot of the mountain, I began to panic again uncontrollably.Even if he went to Kunlun Mountain and entered Yunmeng Temple, would Lu Yao really wake up?

What if you can't wake up?

What should he do?

How to do?

Lu Yao······

"Young master, you haven't eaten for more than ten days. Why don't you eat some dry food I brought to fill up? It will take a long time to go up the mountain. How can I do it if I don't have any energy..." The coachman held a The bag of biscuits said behind him.

Zhan Ying wanted to say he wasn't hungry, but he really didn't feel hungry, probably too hungry.But he still took a biscuit and swallowed it.Carrying Lu Yao on his back from the car, he walked up the mountain step by step.

Not long after walking, Zhanying felt that he couldn't breathe. This time, his legs really seemed to have been separated from his body. In fact, his body had lost much feeling. Only his back could vaguely feel the cold temperature. Lu Yao temperature.

The terrain of Kunlun Mountain is much higher than other places, and it is about to enter winter, and the mountain is already as cold as the twelfth lunar month, and the wind is biting.Zhanying carefully put Lu Yao on the steps, found some dead branches and dry grass nearby, piled them up at Lu Yao's feet, lit the fire with shaking hands that were blue with cold, sat down beside Lu Yao, and put Lu Yao on the ground. Yao hugged her into her arms and kept rubbing Lu Yao's hands.

"Is it warmer?" Zhanying rubbed for a while, then raised his hand to touch Lu Yao's face, it was still soft, but still cold and without warmth. "Blame me, I didn't inquire clearly, I'll put on some more clothes for you, bear with it, and I'll go back to Yunmeng Temple soon..."

The choking voice echoed on the empty mountainside, and disappeared without a trace when the wind blew.

Zhan Ying never knew that his tears were so rich, it seemed that all the tears in his life had been shed in front of Lu Yao, and he couldn't stop every time.It's a real embarrassment.

I still remember that when Li Zhu lost his daughter-in-law and made a fuss in court, he secretly slandered Li Zhu as a bitch, but now it seems that he is worse than a bitch.

He saw Xuan Su who was not far or near, who had been following behind him. There were several times when Xuan Su wanted to step forward. It was probably because his expression was not very kind because he hadn't eaten much for more than ten days. His Highness didn't dare to get close easily, so he hung so far behind.

Zhan Ying just pretended not to see it.Although Xuan Su didn't say anything, he could guess what Xuan Su was hiding from him.It is impossible to say that there is no resentment.

Hateful so what?

Lu Yao was still cold.

The fire was gradually extinguished, and a cake obviously didn't have any effect, and my whole body was still weak, oh no, it was still a little cold, and my hands and feet were stiff from the cold.If you continue to sit down, you may be frozen into a popsicle before you go up the mountain.

Gritting her teeth, she picked up Lu Yao again and continued to climb up.

is to climb.

Because he couldn't move anymore.

And I don't know if it was disturbed by the formation, no matter how I climbed, I couldn't climb to the top, as if there was no end in sight.

Xuansu finally couldn't stand it any longer, and rushed up to hold him back.

"Don't worry about it anymore! Lu Yao is already dead! It is impossible to come back to life!" Xuan Su shouted hoarsely.

Zhan Ying wanted to scold him for farting, but when he opened his mouth, nothing came out except for a big gasp.But because of that pull, the whole person fell down and knocked his head on the stone steps.

It doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt, because it's already numb.

But he still got up quickly, hugged Lu Yao who was tilted to the side, and examined carefully with shaking hands.Fortunately, it didn't fall anywhere, only the cyan Taoist robe was stained with a little dust.Lu Yao is a poor and fastidious person, no matter what time she always cleans herself up, like a fairy who has been refined from vulgarity, she won't even get a drop of blood in a fight.

If Lu Yao was awake at this moment, she would frown when she saw her body so dirty.Zhan Ying found that he still liked to see Lu Yao frown. Lu Yao frowns and raises her eyebrows. They are all good-looking, and they can make people feel a little bit of fireworks.

But now Lu Yao is very quiet, her black and beautiful eyebrows are motionless.

"Get out!" Zhanying finally shouted with reddened eyes, and frantically slapped the dust on Lu Yao's body, but the more he slapped it, the dirtier it became, and the black fingerprints were printed on the blue Taoist robe like ghosts.Only then did Zhanying realize that his hands were even dirtier.

Zhan Ying fell on the steps, covering his eyes with the back of his hands.

Xuan Su stared at him stubbornly, and shouted as if finally unbearable: "Do you know what you are doing now! He is not worthy of you at all! You don't remember, then let me tell you, you It's Xuanjizi, Mo Lan's reincarnation, and he is Cangwu, Mozun, the one who has abandoned you and hurt you the most! Those specious memories are just because you have his heart in your body, so you can't tell them apart Who the hell is he? He deserved all of this! Lu Yao? What is Lu Yao? It’s just a container created by the elders to revive you, and it will never come back to life!”

"Shut up!" Zhanying sat up abruptly, staring at Xuansu with cracked eyes, "Whether it's Cangwu or Mozun, so what!"

So what?I just need to know that he is Lu Yao.

What is the previous life?He doesn't remember any past life for a long time, and what does the past life have to do with his Zhanying?So what is owed to whom?

He is Zhan Ying, he is Lu Yao, that's all.

Yes, that's all.

"Then what about me! What am I?" Xuan Su grabbed his shoulder with all his strength, and his bones seemed to be cracked when his fingers were pinched. "When you were in the heaven, you had Cangwu in your eyes and in your heart. I accompanied you to the lower realms, abandoned my fairyland and turned into a fox, and spent decades with Kunlun Mountain. You still miss him, just to prove that he has you in his heart. So I gave up everything and died at the risk of death. I have endured all this, but you personally promised on the other side of the river that if I can find you in this life, you will allow me to be by your side. How about you, when did you take a look at me? Is there any shadow of me in my eyes? Have I been just a joke for the past few hundred years!"

Zhan Ying stared at him blankly, suddenly didn't know what to say, and found it very difficult to make an expression.

"...I'm sorry." Zhan Ying lowered his eyes.

Xuansu's eyes were scarlet, and he suddenly let go.He didn't want to see Zhanying like this, whether it was Mo Lan, Xuanjizi, or Zhanying who had lived for 19 years in this life, he had always been unrestrained, arrogant, unrestrained, happy in life, and determined to die. Persevere.But now Zhanying made him feel uneasy, the kind of inferiority and decadence he had never felt before, made him feel that this living person would disappear from his eyes in the next moment.

He is afraid, afraid that even if there is no obstruction from anyone in this life, he will still be unable to grasp this person.

He wasn't telling the truth, he lied to him anyway, he had been, and he still is.He has always known that Cang Wu liked Mo Lan back then, a love that went deep into his bone marrow, a love that made him mad with jealousy.Even though he had fallen into a demon and lost his consciousness and memory, he still fell in love with Xuanjizi after Mo Lan's reincarnation, and never gave up on him. He even took out his heart for Xuanjizi and tore his soul to pieces.Just like in this life, Lu Yao also chose to trade herself for Zhan Ying's chance of survival.

He couldn't compare, never could compare, he was afraid of death, afraid that he would never be able to meet this person again after death, that's why he went mad with jealousy, resentment, unwillingness, wishing that Cang Wu would disappear from this world completely.

Cangwu finally died, he was really dead, he would never be resurrected and reincarnated, his soul was completely gone, and no one could stand between them, but why, why he still couldn't get even the slightest favor from him looking back ?

why!

sorry?

He doesn't want to hear it!

Xuan Su took a step back abruptly.

Zhanying raised his head, as if thinking of something, a gleam of light burst out of his dull eyes, and suddenly grabbed his hand, "Xuansu, Xuansu, you have a way, right? You just said that you were also in Kunlun You must know how to go up the mountain, right? Help me, I want to take him up, can you help me? I really have no choice, I can't go up... I beg you Can you help me..."

The sobbing and trembling crying pierced into my heart one by one like steel needles, the pain was so painful that I didn't know how to feel it, Xuansu wanted to shake off that hand, cover his ears, and say "no", but the words of refusal came to his mouth But he couldn't say anything.He could only stare at Zhan Ying who was cruelly poking a needle in his heart, crying like a hopeless little beggar who lost his last copper coin.

"Okay." Xuansu lowered his hands, looked at him calmly, and said, "But I tell you clearly, this is just an empty shell formed by Cang Wu's last obsession. Lu Yao is dead, even if It is impossible to be resurrected after going up. If you can promise me that no matter what the end result is, you will live well, and I will take you up."

Xuansu finally broke the formation and took Zhanying to the top of Kunlun Mountain.

I don't know if Zhan Ying's arrival had been expected, all the Kunlun disciples lined up outside the mountain gate early on, and the leading elders with white hair and white beards said leisurely, "Welcome to the return of Master Xuanji!" Bow down, shout out.

Xuanjizi, oh yes, Xuansu said he is Xuanjizi.

But it doesn't matter.

If Lu Yao can be rescued, he will be able to clean Kunlun Mountain.

Zhanying ignored the pious disciples all over the floor, hugged Lu Yao tightly and rushed to those elders who seemed to be very respectable.Standing among those white-haired and white-bearded elders was a black-haired old man with a kind face. Zhan Ying knew that the only old man who looked younger was Lu Yao's master, the current head teacher Wang Chen. .

Zhan Ying's goal is to forget the dust.