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The visa to Switzerland was issued in two days, and Xia Huai and Yin Shun spent a few days in the nearby area.

These days, they are talking about religion and forgiveness.

In the coffee shop, Yin Shun talked about Xia Huai's views on forgiveness in Eastern religions that day: "Buddhism never says that a person is guilty, they only teach people how to get rid of suffering. All suffering stems from ignorance and attachment .Anyone who is too attached to something will be enslaved by it. They advise people not to hate, because it is very bitter to hate someone.”

Xia Huai stirred the bitter coffee and couldn't help laughing: "After all, these are compiled by humans who create religions. Humans always like to use their own subjective thoughts to regulate other people. Why do they think that 'no hate' is not bitter?"

"These are based on reality." Yin Shun explained, "When people say 'I hate you', their expressions are angry and painful, but when they say 'I love you', they are smiling."

"Really?"

"If you don't believe me, take a look."

Xia Huai looked up at Yin Shun who was sitting opposite. Yin Shun half got up, put his hands on the table, leaned over, put his face close to Xia Huai's, and looked deeply into Xia Huai's eyes.

"I love you." Gently, Yin Shun's words touched Xia Huai's ear like a feather.

Xia Huai suddenly felt that his heart, which had been stagnant for the past few days, hit his chest suddenly, and it seemed a little strange.He didn't notice that Yin Shun was smiling, he just felt that when Yin Shun said this, he was very solemn and serious, as if he was making an oath.

The corners of her lips could not help but Xia Huai said, "The one who said it didn't laugh, but the one who listened did."

Yin Shun sat back slowly and said, "Someone will laugh anyway."

"But isn't this very unfair to you? You are the one who said 'love', why is it the one who listens?" Xia Huai took a sip of coffee, frowning, with a disgusted expression.It's fucking bad.

Yin Shun's tone was always light: "I love you, why would you care about being fair to me? When you smile, I laugh."

"..." Xia Huai was speechless.He couldn't tell whether Yin Shun was speculating or confessing.

Just one day before the flight, Yin Shun and Xia Huai received the Swiss visa from the hotel.

From a subtropical monsoon climate to a temperate maritime climate, from a place where it never snows to a world of ice and snow, Xiahuai feels as if it has crossed a season.

Their topics changed from religious forgiveness to love and hate, and they couldn't detach themselves from human emotions in circles.

Whether walking on the streets of Zurich or on Lake Lucerne, Xia Huai was not very active in taking photos with amusement and passers-by, but talked seriously with Yin Shun about suffering and relief.

Xia Huai felt that Yin Shun really didn't look like Yin Shun.

Yin Shun had never instilled such thoughts of "forgiveness" and "love" in him for so long as recently.But Yin Shun can always say some very emotional words in a rational tone, making those emotional words seem reasonable.Sometimes, Xia Huai was almost confused by Yin Shun's "reason".

Xia Huai smiled and said: "In the past, it was obvious that speaking was the most annoying, but now it has begun to 'pursue all living beings'."

Yin Shun disagreed with Xia Huai's words: "I don't see any sentient beings, only you."

What can change him is not the world, but the word "Xia Huai", this person.

On the day of climbing the snow-capped mountain, wearing thick down jackets and carrying a large bag of supplies for climbing the snow-capped mountain, the two of them were as bulky as two penguins.

Before climbing the mountain, someone narrated their experience and gave them a communicator when they encountered danger.Without training, even climbing the safest and best snow-capped mountain in Switzerland seems a little difficult.

For Yin Shun, it was a little strenuous, but for Xia Huai who was physically and mentally exhausted, it was extremely strenuous.

Xia Huai stepped on the snow-covered black rock, panting and said to Yin Shun who was walking in front: "Come slowly!"

Yin Shun had no choice but to stop, turned around, and stretched out his hand to Xia Huai: "Give me your hand."

Xia Huai felt that Yin Shun was like his savior at the moment, so he handed over his hand without hesitation.

After climbing another long snow-capped mountain road, Xia Huai couldn't take it anymore, so she rested on her knees.

"I don't think I can make it up," he said, panting. "Let's just go down like this. The climb is enough."

"Physical strength has reached the limit?"

"Not yet."

"If you don't have one, keep climbing."

Yin Shun didn't allow him to refuse, took his hand and continued to walk to the top. Xia Huai sometimes felt that the young man's physical strength and perseverance were really scary.

With Yin Shun pulling his hand, Xia Huai suddenly asked, "What do you think if you suddenly encounter an avalanche?"

"How could such a thin snow avalanche?"

"What if?"

"Then we shall die together."

"Fuck, I'm still young, I don't want to die so early."

"Then I die and you live."

"You can't die either."

Yin Shun smiled helplessly: "In a catastrophe, everyone is alive. How can there be such a cheap thing in the world?"

Xia Huai thought for a while quietly, and said, "Yes. But the living are the most painful. I don't know who has benefited from this disaster."

I don't know how long I have been climbing, but there are already people skiing not far away.From time to time, a skier flies past, splashing snow like two dragons speeding past.

Xia Huai couldn't help but secretly surprised: I climbed to the top of the mountain so quickly and started skiing, what kind of gods are these?

There is so little motivation, I want to go to the top of the mountain to see the gathering place of gods.

After climbing the first two sections, Xia Huai could already see some natural wonders.In addition to the brown-gray exposed rocks and thin snow, you can vaguely see the small town full of sunshine by the green grass lake at the foot of the mountain.A fairyland on earth is probably nothing more than this.

"There's only a little left, let's finish climbing in one go." Yin Shun persuaded.

"Okay." Xia Huai gritted her teeth, and went up with Yin Shun in one go.

They started climbing at eight o'clock in the morning, and now they reached the summit, it was already one o'clock in the noon.The sun is plentiful and everything is flourishing.

The scenery at the top is completely different from that along the road.The Green Grass Lake and the small town style are only a little small at the moment, and what was thought to be the most beautiful scenery has now become the least important part.Away from the human world, everything becomes nothingness.The world is so vast that the noisy sounds of the world cannot affect the immovable mountains and glaciers at all.

Xia Huai felt that climbing to this height and seeing such a magnificent view was like completing a feat.

"Look, we climbed up." Yin Shun stood at the best position overlooking the scenery, and said, "It's not as hard as I imagined. It looks like a mountain, but it's just a hurdle. Just lift your feet and go over. gone."

The profound physical exhaustion caused Xia Huai to sit paralyzed on the snow. He looked at the towering glaciers, the majestic snow-capped mountains, black rocks and white snow, and misty mountains.

Instant memories emerged, and he remembered the conversation with Xia Nan in the teahouse.

Xia Nan was talking about where she would go with a walking prosthesis in the future, and she, who had never left the island, yearned for the outside world very much.She talked about many countries and cities, and said that she must go to the places written by prose writers.

"It would be even better if I could climb snow-capped mountains, but unfortunately my legs can't climb. If there is that opportunity in the future, you must go for me." At that time, when she talked about this place, her bright eyes suddenly turned slightly. He looked darker and quieter, pulled the corner of La Xiahuai's clothes and begged, "You must go. Remember to help me see if there is anyone there who will repent to all things and the mistakes she has made. If Yes, you can say for me, 'Xia Nan was too ignorant when I was a child, now I know I was wrong'. Or you can put it more simply, you say, 'Xia Nan knows I was wrong'."

Thinking of this, Xia Huai suddenly smiled and shed tears.Slowly, I burst into tears, and the emotions that had been smoldering for so many days finally poured out.

Going back to the hotel room at night, Xia Huai was so tired that she looked like a doll falling apart, and without taking off her clothes, she fell on the bed with her eyes closed, motionless.

Yin Shun unburdened himself, went to help Xia Huai take off his shoes and jacket, went to the bathroom to get a hot towel to help him wipe his face, and finally helped him adjust his sleeping position.

Xia Huai half opened her eyelids, and called out softly, "Yin Shun."

Yin Shun hesitated for a moment.Xia Huai put her arms around his neck and said softly, "Thank you."

After the scar on Yin Shun's cheek healed, there was still a little shallow mark, which was left by Yin Shun protecting Xia Huai from the bullet that day.

Xia Huai stared at the shallow mark, and said again: "Thank you."

"Why do you say it twice?"

"I don't know, maybe it's because I love you." Xia Huai smiled lightly and said, "It turns out that I can really laugh when I say this."

The light at the head of the bed was dim, and the ambiguity that circulated between the two increased sharply in a kiss.

Xia Huai's little physical strength was depleted again tonight.

After venting on the snowy mountain and having a good time last night, Xia Huai's mood improved significantly.

Going out to play during the day has become more active, and finally he will talk and laugh with Yin Shun naturally.In this open-minded country, they will always be infected by the emotions of the people around them and kiss in the beauty of nature.

Yin Shun didn't know whether Xia Huai "forgave" Xia Nan in his heart, but he could feel that Xia Huai had crossed this hurdle.He came out of the predicament and no longer surrounded himself.

Today I went crazy in the playground and had a great time playing water fights with foreign children.Xia Huai was wet from head to tail, and there was no dry place.

After returning to the hotel, Xia Huai took off her sunglasses, dragged the suitcase and quickly stuffed the messy clothes on the bed and chairs into the suitcase, and at the same time frantically urged Yin Shun: "I have to go to other cities in the afternoon, and I will go to another city in a while." I have to check out, pack your luggage quickly. Hurry up, hurry up!"

The roles of the two seemed to be reversed at the beginning, and Xia Huai's enthusiasm for fun increased desperately during the few days before leaving Europe, as if she wanted to get back all the unpleasant feelings before.

Yin Shun glanced at the clock, and said unhurriedly: "There is still time, you change your clothes first."

"Is it really too late?"

"It's too late to do anything."

Xia Huai paused, as if he had an idea.Immediately, he ruthlessly kicked the suitcase aside, walked up to Yin Shun wearing the clothes that had been sprayed wet by the water gun in the playground, put his hands on Yin Shun's shoulders, and deliberately teased: "I'm sure I can do everything in time." ?”

"..."

The curtains of the room were drawn, and they wanted to leave the last memorial before leaving the city.