Dereliction of duty · 90 years in the new calendar

Sui: ...

Master Xus.

Xus: Huh?

Want to go back early?ok.

Sui: No!

What kind of image do I have in your eyes!

It's not even halfway through the morning.

Xus: Eh.

So what's the matter?

Flo went to pick up things elsewhere, seeing the opportunity to be alone with the boss, Sui tried to ask a question.

Before the exit, he felt a little awkward, and felt that the next question was a bit subtle.

Sui: It's just...uh.

What kind of person were you before?

Sure enough, Master Xus frowned, his expression full of bewilderment.

It took him a few seconds to breathe a sigh of relief, and after thinking clearly, he replied with a half smile:

Xus: Which aspect do you want to ask?

If it is "personality", it is the kind of guy who is so gloomy that strangers should not enter.

If you ask about "experience", it is probably the kind that is easy to see on the stage. You can click on the top of any miserable life experience, and there are a lot of poor characters in adversity.

Sui: Yes, yes.

I can't see it at all.

What made you change so much?

Xus: Hmm... Let me think about it, how should I put it.

Because it touched the "sun".

Sui: ...haha.

O sun... wonderful metaphor.

How did you and Master Zolf meet?

This word sounds... dazzling, and Sui couldn't help but think of that person's face.Unfortunately, in his impression, the first thought that Zolf left him was just "annoying God".

The truth is, not only do I think so, but sometimes when he comes to visit, the reaction of Master Xus is basically impatience and resistance, okay?

Xus: There's no harm in talking.

Before that, let me make sure.

— what happened?It doesn't sound like you're the type to care about other people.

Sui: So... in your heart, what kind of person am I?

It sounds weird.Yesterday, it was... Flo, he had a nightmare.

I asked him what the dream was about, and he wasn't going to tell me at all.

Xus: Hmm... So, unwillingness and worry, which one are you?

Sui: ...

do not know.

Maybe both... maybe neither?I don't understand it myself.

Not reconciled, but indeed, when Flo was hiding something from himself, he seemed to have stepped on the ground, but halfway through the fall, he managed to catch the clothesline.

Speaking of worry... especially when he saw Flo's painful but unable to wake up because of the nightmare, he simply felt that he didn't deserve to have a beating heart.

However, in addition to this, there are also some inexplicable complex emotions, some of which are a bit similar to anger, but I can't get angry.Slightly sad, but unable to cry.

Xus: Anyway, anyway.

Human beings, once confused, will indeed be confused.

Do you want to try it and say it directly to him, saying "I'm worried about you, please don't hide it anymore."?

Although most of them will not have a good answer, it is better than holding back all the time.

Sui: I asked... I must have asked.

You don't need to suggest this kind of thing.

Xus: So.

Did you tell him directly that you were worried about it?

Sui: This...

At his mention, Sui narrowed his eyes and fell into deep thought.

Leaving aside, let's just say that this morning... really not, it seems.

Xus: Let's see.

You all know each other very well, and you can understand some things without saying it directly.

However, it is not enough to just understand. If you miss the opportunity to speak because you are familiar with it, it is better not to be familiar with it.

Sui: ...Thanks, I'll think about it.

How about you, Master Xus?There must have been similar situations.

Doesn't it mean that the two of you will also be haunted by a nightmare for several months for no reason, that... quarrel, there will always be some?

Xus: Same og-

Cough, yes, there are all kinds of big and small things.

It was basically because of my anger at the time, after a while I calmed down and figured out who was right and who was wrong, and we made up by nodding each other.

Occasionally, there will be a cold war for several days, and if it develops like that, it is basically... not a "purely private matter", I hope you understand what I mean.

After all, there is such a strange palace of the devil to manage... Sui lowered his head slightly, his eyelids twitching for some reason.

It's too bad to fall asleep at a time like this, and he shook his head repeatedly trying to regain consciousness.

Consciousness came back, but this action would naturally cause Master Xus to misunderstand.

Xus: ...I had a cold war with him last time.

He hid the death of a child from me.

The same is being concealed, I think the taste is similar.Very worried and regretful.There is another reason for this feeling.

Sui: Huh?

Xus: Because "notices".

That's something to hide, if the other party hides it well, there won't be such a thing at all, right?

You're also upset because you saw Flo being haunted by nightmares.If you're a heavy sleeper, or if you're in a separate room, you won't have to worry about it.

Sui: ...that makes sense.

Room split?

Master Xus should have just mentioned it casually, he probably didn't expect that he would actually start thinking about this possibility.

I don't know if Flo will accept this proposal... Usually, as long as he is a little more certain, he will never refuse.

Sui didn't even notice when the man came back to his desk.