Dereliction of duty · 90 years in the new calendar

There is no frightening factor in the content of the dream, except for the only fall at the end that can make people's legs and feet feel cold.

After waking up (if able, rather than being stuck in the void for a long time), Mr. Sui will usually be around.

When I saw the dream for the first time and woke up from it, I was shocked for a short time because I didn't understand its meaning.

Then I received the rare and gentle care of Mr. Sui...

Flo accidentally claimed that his dream was terrible, and this ignorant lie has continued from the beginning to the present.

Sui: Really don't need to turn on the lights?

Flo: Hmm...

Just don't go, that's fine.

Sui: Do you mind, tell me what you saw?

Flo: ...

Can not remember.

Just remember, it felt... scary.

Whenever asked this question, Flo couldn't find a suitable excuse.

If you talk about making up verbally, he can still do it in the past.Since "after that", it was difficult for him to finish a complete sentence, let alone this kind of behavior of playing with words.

Sui: Would you like some water?

Asked, Mr. Sui stretched out his hand and touched his chest. Flo didn't know if he could feel his heart beating by doing this, but his hand, which was not warm but rather cold, did reassure him a little.

Hands all the way up, slowly, slowly.The disordered breathing became docile after a brief adjustment, and the waves caused by the agitation of the Adam's apple were easily blocked by the fingertips.Swallowing saliva, the feeling in the throat is also suppressed. Flo pushed the man a little irritably, and hummed twice in protest.

Flo: Not thirsty...

Don't mess around.

Sui: That's right.

Nights in mid-spring are quieter.Where they live, the surrounding environment is not so good.The hut is located a little far away from the Demon King's Palace alone. It is all barren sandy land, and it is difficult to find creatures other than dry land bugs.

The more quiet it is, the more we feel that each other's breathing is clear to the ears.

Flo: ... Mr. Sui.

Sui: Not feeling well?

Flo: No.

Just a little bit, remembering, the past.

The sudden tightening force forced him to bury his whole face in it. Mr. Sui's fingertip, which was originally stuck in his throat, also moved quickly, along the arc of his body. Flo couldn't keep his body from shaking under such stimulation.

Sui: How long ago?

Flo: ...not yet, when I met Mr. Sui.

Maybe, this is the place, the dream, wants me to remember.

Sui: ...Hello.

Flo: I'm listening.

Sui: You.

... still hate me?

Flo: Say what.

Amused by his words, Flo finally remembered to return the man's hug.

One arm is not easy to move due to posture, at least the left arm on the upper floor can go around behind him.Perhaps because of his unsightly movements, Flo inadvertently rubbed his clothes.

Luckily the pajamas were loose.

Flo: ...No.

Sui: Thank you.

Mr Sui seemed tense.

He tried his best to suppress it, but unfortunately he lost to the distance in the end.

It was obvious that he was the one who had the "nightmare", but in the end he looked even more pitiful... What is this?

Flo: Are you scared?

Hugging and sleeping is a position that the two of them often do, even so, it does not mean that under the endless tightening force, Flo will always be able to maintain a good breath.

Mr. Sui's body temperature is not high, so he won't feel hot so quickly after being locked up—in this respect, the quilt roll is more powerful—and psychological factors are also one of the reasons.

Sui: Kind of.

Mr. Sui was not such a frank person... On the contrary, most of the aspects of his "past" showed how bad his character was.

I don't know why, but since "after that", he has become particularly... stubborn.

Flo: It's okay, okay?

Patting him on the back with one hand, and lifting the clothes on the back of his neck to make him move out, Flo was able to reap the minimum air to keep his life alive.

"It's already passed." Such words, although they are just used everywhere, their effect is not inferior at all.

Sui: But...

It was me who caused you to become like this...

Flo: I don't think so.

Already, damn it.Being able to live till now is already, very satisfying.

That's right, Flo is a person who has died, but has come back to life.

He didn't have any memory of the experience during that time. When he woke up, the only thing he saw was... Mr. Sui's face mixed with tears and laughter.

At that time, it seemed to be in the basement of a certain building, surrounded by all kinds of strange, ritual-like, messy props.

I only know that this matter is inextricably linked to Mr. Sui, but he never asked.

I don't want to ask...or rather, I dare not.

Sui: Ah, am I too nervous?

really. Flo's ear had already been attached to his chest, and his increasingly rapid heartbeat could be heard endlessly, making even Flo, who was originally calm, feel agitated.

The reason for his nervousness seems to be in himself.Would it be inappropriate to be close to him?

With that in mind, Flo tried to stay away from him.

Wriggling and rubbing away, a sudden shout came from next to my ear:

Sui: Don't go!

Flo: Huh?

Shouting bombards a silent room.Like any fireworks, the uproar that lasted less than half a second was immediately covered by silence again.

Sui: Sorry, I shouldn't...

Good night?

Flo: What.

……

Good night, Sui.

I really don't know who had the nightmare.