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In Hao Mei's impression, his elder brother was always strong, calm, and calm. Back then, he wanted so much to get into the imperial capital, and in a certain way, he also wanted to keep up with his elder brother's pace.No one knew that under the shining light of his brother, he also had times when he felt inferior.He wants to prove that he is as good as him, and even wants to surpass him.

However, on this day, he saw panic, surprise, and a trace of inexplicable expectation and joy from his brother's expression.

On the other hand, Dr. Jiang, on the surface, he is no different from usual. Seeing his brother is like meeting an ordinary old classmate. If there is any difference, it is probably because the smile is too bright.

Brother, and Dr. Jiang...

Jiang Shao had been smiling brightly ever since he entered this room. He approached Hao Ren affectionately and joked, "Hey, why are you so surprised to see an old classmate like seeing a ghost?"

"Are you classmates?" This time, it was Hao Mei who was surprised.

"Yeah, we are in the same class in high school and the same school in college, so it's seven years of friendship." Dr. Jiang leaned almost on Hao Ren's shoulder, tilting his head, "Isn't it, Hao Ren? You didn't even mention me to your brother." There was a bit of pity in the conversation.

"You know me?"

"Of course." Dr. Jiang nodded and spread his hands, "The most common thing your brother did at that time was to tell me what stupid things his cute buns did. Ah, yes, I have seen you The picture of taking a bath when I was a child, it has grown so big in a blink of an eye."

Hao Mei was instantly angry, is this her real brother?Is there a real brother who cheats his brother so much?

Ah, no, "Since you know me, why do you still..." He pointed at ko, then at himself.

"It's fun." Doctor Jiang said fearlessly.

Hao Mei was about to explode, but Ko quickly stopped him, winked at him, and shook his head slightly.Hao Meixin said: Brother, what kind of bad classmates are you, do you owe him some debt, so you want him, the younger brother, to pay it back?

And from the beginning to the end, Brother Hao didn't say a word.He just stared blankly at a certain familiar face that was close at hand, and then wandered in the corridor of memory on his own.

Brother, it's really strange...

"Hey, old classmate, treat you to a meal, will you be honored?" Dr. Jiang suddenly turned his head, startling Hao Ren who was in deep thought.He nodded and followed out obediently, not even in the mood to ask Hao Mei if she would eat.

Only Hao Mei and KO were left in the room looking at each other.

"My brother, Dr. Jiang, seems to have a story?" Hao Mei sighed hesitantly.

"Ah."

"I'm a little worried. My brother, he's not behaving normally."

"It's okay." Ko reassured him, "I believe they will handle it."

"Okay." Hao Mei sighed, "I'm sorry, my brother just now..."

"It's okay, I know he's doing it for your own good."

"Thank you." Hao Mei said, and changed the subject, "Are you hungry?"

Ko shook his head: "What about you?"

"I'm not hungry either." Hao Mei smiled.

Ko's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it, so he could only calm down in the end.

But Hao Mei saw it: "What do you want to say?"

"Hao Mei, are you sure? In fact, what your brother said is what I want to ask you. I don't want you to just misunderstand 'fear of losing' as love. You know, this kind of life-and-death moment, although you can Let people see some problems clearly, but it is also easy for people to make some impulsive decisions, I..."

"That's not true." Before Ko could finish speaking, Hao Mei refuted loudly, "Ever since I knew you had someone you liked, I felt that something was wrong with me, but I thought it was just that I was used to having you." life, but afraid of losing. But then I found that I couldn’t even imagine you getting married and having children. At that time, I didn’t realize it, and I was just hypnotizing myself. Do you want to rewrite the trajectory? The night before you came to G Province, I even did it..." Hao Mei stuttered and evasively said: "I had a ridiculous dream, I have never had such thoughts before , but I really couldn't accept things like liking men for a while, so I deliberately avoided them, and even some thoughts that suddenly flashed because of this were all denied by me. Yes, I pretended to be stupid, seeing Jiang When the doctor got on the plane with you, I pretended to be stupid. When I saw you shopping together, I pretended to be stupid. When I saw you went back to your hometown together, I pretended to be stupid again. But when I thought you were going to have an accident, I pretended to be stupid. I really feel like I lost my soul, I don’t know what I’m doing, I just want to see you, I just want to find you, I don’t want to see you all the time, I want to be with you all the time. I don’t even Dare to imagine, if something really happened to you..."

Before she finished speaking, Hao Mei was hugged by KO.He put his head on ko's shoulder and said quietly: "What should I do if something happens to you? ko, do you think this is love?"

"sorry."

"I want to be with you, even if there will be many, many difficulties in the future, I still want to be with you. Because, compared with those difficulties that can be overcome, I find that losing you is the most terrible thing in the world. "

"I'm sorry, thank you."

Hao Mei felt a bit of coolness dipping into his neck, he was startled suddenly, it was ko's tears.

"It's okay, thank you too."

They just hugged each other like this, as if this moment is forever.

When Hao's elder brother came back, he was drenched and lost his mind.Hao Mei was shocked, and called him a few times before getting a weak smile from him.

"It's okay, I'll take a shower."

When Hao Ren came out, Ko had already disappeared spontaneously, leaving only Hao Mei in the room.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" He asked with concern.

"It's okay, it's just raining. I haven't had such a good time in many years." Hao Ren said, then took the hair dryer and went into the bathroom.

The air was dull and only the humming roar of the hair dryer remained.

Until bedtime, Hao Ren behaved normally, however, Hao Mei could easily sense the difference in him.

Brother him, seems very sad.

Just like when he was a child, he quietly climbed onto his bed, causing Hao Ren to smile with disgust: "You are so big, you still cling to your brother."

Hao Mei snorted, didn't speak, but pressed her foot heavily on him.

The two brothers fell asleep so peacefully. In a daze, Hao Mei seemed to hear Hao Ren's sigh: "Baozi, you are braver than brother."

When checking out the next day, everyone discovered that Dr. Jiang had disappeared.After making a phone call, I found out that the man had something to do and left on an early flight.Hao Mei clearly sensed his brother's loss.

In the end, he decided to go back to the imperial capital with ko, but surprisingly, the elder brother who had been clamoring to take him home didn't say a word about it, but told him to be safe when he was alone outside, um , especially beware of someone who has "ulterior motives and intentions".

Uh, I don't know how my brother would react if he found out that they had actually "lived together" for a long time?Hao Mei wisely chose to shut up.

They parted at the airport.

When Hao Ren's plane was gradually taking off, Hao Mei suddenly grabbed ko's hand tightly.

"We're going home." He smiled at him.

"Yeah." We're going home.

After the storm, the sun, which I hadn't seen for a long time, finally showed its smiling face, and everything in the world seemed to be coated with bright light because of it.

Just like, all the thrills will put on indestructible armor for us after suffering.

As long as we've been together this way.