[Jianwang 3 + Qin Shimingyue] Grumpy Qin father beats people online

Wen Yu didn't know how much time had passed in the outside world, she quietly suspended in front of her own memories, watching the battle of the night watch over and over again with cold eyes.

She was still young when she guarded the isolated city at night, and she did not witness what the war was like. She only heard it told by the surviving elders of the same sect who guarded the city. I have seen it with my own eyes.

But she clearly understands that all the things happening in front of her eyes are not real, but just illusions in her heart.The more weak and fearful you are, the more your inner demons will breed infinitely.Once the magic of fire charm finds the weakness of the human heart, it can destroy a person's consciousness.

But that's only for people with weak minds. Wen Yu asked herself that other studies in her life were only mediocre, but she was still very confident in the four words of determination.The fire charm technique has long been broken by her, but she wants to use it to examine herself.

For example, although these are just illusions, they have happened before, and now when I watch them again, my mood is not the same as before.

When I was young, I just thought that I made a wrong choice in practicing exercises, and I couldn't save my parents.After studying with Zhang Jiuling when he was a little older, he understood the impermanence of the officialdom, and knew that it was Xuanzong who was paralyzed and trusting treacherous officials, which caused chaos in the world.During the war, the emperor abandoned the mountains and rivers and the people, and fled to Shu for refuge; the war situation improved slightly, but Xuanzong, the prince, and Yongwang couldn't wait to take power, which was extremely ridiculous.

Those in power are like this, who are the loyal soldiers and righteous men who were besieged by Shi Siming in Taiyuan and did not wait for the reinforcements to die?What country did you report?In the eyes of those in power, the people in the rivers and mountains they risked their lives to protect are not as important as the power they hold in their hands.

Therefore, the unwillingness in his heart became more and more intense, and when his anger was almost uncontrollable, Wen Yu angrily wrote a poem to satirize the authorities.Naturally, on the surface, she is no different from ordinary people, and she can even be said to be able to hide Zhang Jiuling quietly. Only Li Bai, who knows her best, has a glimpse of the truth.

In Datang, she kept looking for a solution to her doubts, but not only did she not find it, but the fire in her heart intensified, almost burning out of her bones.Wen Yu even suspected that if she was confused like this for a few more years, the fire would burn herself to death.

Until, by chance, I came here—in this period of turbulent times and heroes.

In Xiaoshengxianzhuang, in Xinzheng, because she didn't grow up here, she can look at this period of history from the perspective of a bystander.The answers that could not be obtained in Datang in the past seem to have some clues here.

When she was in the Tang Dynasty, she was never willing to use the sword of knowing each other because of thorns in her heart.And here.Because I was alone and had to take advantage of the situation, I had no choice but to use this exercise.After treating Duan Murong of the Mo family, I realized that even if I devoted myself to practicing mutual understanding, I could not save my parents.To use not choosing the right exercise as the reason for regret is just to escape from hating oneself for being powerless.

She understood this truth, and the doubts in her heart not only did not decrease, but increased.Countless thoughts collided in my mind, but I couldn't figure out the most critical point.

Since she was a child, although she mainly studied Confucian classics, she also studied the studies of a hundred schools of thought.In the process of learning, not only did he not form the idea of ​​loyalty to the emperor, but he was even very deviant.Of course, this deviant is not shown to ordinary people.Since she was a child, she has learned the art of not expressing emotions and anger, so in the eyes of outsiders, she is still the No. 1 of the young generation of Changgemen-the most orthodox disciple of Confucianism.

But in her eyes, the family, country and world mentioned in the Confucian classics are nothing more than mediocre, it is just a means for the ruler to control the wisdom of the people.The Confucian sage's words, in the hands of the royal family, have evolved into Confucianism, and Confucianism is used to manage the world.

She has read the books for more than ten years, and to say something outrageous, the three cardinal principles and five constant rules are all regarded as false to her.At a young age, what she has learned is different from that of ordinary women.In terms of general rules, she was the first to fail.On a bigger scale, as long as the Hu people don't rule the Central Plains, she doesn't really care who the Han people are on the throne.

Therefore, she has no reverence for Xuan, Su Erzong, Yongwang and others.

Thinking of this aimlessly, the night guard city in front of me is still going back and forth over and over again.Wen Yu looked a little impatient, and waved his hand casually to break up the scene.The water waves scattered in mid-air with a "crash", and the water droplets reflected her reflection.

What she didn't expect was that these drops of water were broken up and reorganized, slowly forming a man's appearance.

The man was dressed in a green shirt, with black hair falling to his shoulders.His face is clear and handsome, yet unrestrained, like a bright moon and green pine trees, people can't help but admire the demeanor of a high scholar when they see it.

Zhang Liang.

Zhang Liang didn't smile as usual, instead his face was expressionless, his dark eyes fixed on Wen Yu, but he didn't say a word.

Wen Yu's rare hesitation, consciousness space is a mysterious place, the sudden appearance of this illusion can also be said to be the projection of the deepest desire in the heart, but he doesn't know what the meaning of this illusion appears.

Zhang Liang looked at her for a moment, and she slowly raised her eyes and looked back at each other.

After staring at each other for a long time, Zhang Liang had no other reaction.Wen Yuxiu frowned, not knowing whether the person in front of her was conscious or not, she tentatively touched Zhang Liang's cheek with her hand.As soon as he stretched it out, he hadn't reached Zhang Liang's eyes, but unexpectedly, his hand was even faster, and he grabbed her palm in an instant and placed it on the side of her cheek.

This turn of events was unexpected for Wen Yu, she was held tightly in Zhang Liang's palm, unable to break free, subconsciously said: "What are you doing?"

Zhang Liang said lightly; "Isn't this what you always wanted to do?"

Wen Yu: "..."

The palm that Zhang Liang held her was not warm, but rather icy cold. Wen Yu maintained the posture of touching his cheek, looked up at him slightly, and laughed: "Isn't this what you want to do?"

Zhang Liang was not moved by her words, and suddenly let go of her hand: "You are right, and this is indeed what I want to do. And my appearance here is just the projection of the deepest desire in your heart." come out."

"Oh?" Wen Yu asked back.

His eyes became deep and unspeakable, "Who am I standing here in your eyes?"

The smile on Wen Yu's face disappeared, and her gaze became like a sharp sword: "Who is it? Zhang Liang!" She flicked her sleeves coldly, "Otherwise, who else could it be?"

Zhang Liang didn't seem to be able to see her face, he put his right hand behind his back and said, "No, I'm just an illusion in your heart now."

"What about illusions? Your appearance is just because I follow my heart!"

Zhang Liang smiled with deep meaning: "If you followed your heart, why did you leave me when you were in Xiaoshengxian Village?"

"Leaving you? What is leaving you?" Wen Yu repeated this sentence, and she straightened her back inch by inch: "If I don't leave, I won't be able to meet you again."

When these words came out, there was a trace of uncertainty in her eyes, which was caught by Zhang Liang keenly, "Don't you yourself doubt the authenticity of this?"

Wen Yu said word by word: "I don't."

"Excuse!" Zhang Liang yelled, "It was you who miscalculated Zhao Gao and fell into a dead end. You can only restrain him by falling off the cliff! This game has already failed, and you are just doing your best to make up for it!"

Wen Yu was startled, unable to refute.

"You become anxious about things that are beyond your control. It's like you fell in love with me, which is an unspeakable accident to you. You can't control this emotion, you don't know where it comes from, But you were afraid inside. So you acted extremely strong and wanted to bring this matter under your control, but you failed."

Wen Yu pursed the corners of his lips tightly, while Zhang Liang continued: "You can't restrain yourself, you can only settle for the next best thing and accept it, and try your best to make this matter your advantage instead of your weakness."

Wen Yu's expression became indifferent, as hard as jade, and said: "I don't need weaknesses, if the weaknesses can't turn into advantages, then I will cut them off with my own hands."

Zhang Liang smiled slightly, Wen Yu's cruel words seemed to be unable to shake him at all, and the next moment, he threw out his heart-breaking words: "You took the initiative to get acquainted with me because you wanted to find the return from me. Datang's method. But you didn't expect that people's hearts are complicated, human nature is complicated, and somewhere, there are things that cannot be controlled by reason."

Wen Yu's eyes suddenly turned red: "What did you say?"

"You came here with a hollow heart, and forced your reason to suppress your anxiety. But as time passed, you gradually accepted the fact that you might not be able to go back, and you became angry and panicked. At this time, you need something to divert your anxiety. attention, and I showed up just at the right time."

Wen Yu suddenly raised her head and said, "Enough! If I can't go back, and without you, there will be no one else to make me fall in love with! Do you think there are enough good people?"

Xu Shi realized that his tone was too harsh, Wen Yu slowed down, and said: "Secondly, so what if the hole in my heart is big? If I am swallowed, it is just my bad luck, and it has nothing to do with anyone."

There was a little pity in Zhang Liang's eyes, but he didn't answer.He stared deeply at Wen Yu, and said: "I only ask you one question now, if you can go back, will you give up everything here, including me." He didn't use a questioning tone, but an affirmative tone .

Wen Yu was silent, the color of the red eye sockets slowly faded, and the fingers were unconsciously clenched together, and the grip was painful before they were slowly released.For a long time, as if after a difficult trade-off and choice, she spoke awkwardly, as if answering Zhang Liang, and as if answering herself, "Yes, I will give up. This is the most genuine choice in my heart. I don't want to give up." willing to deceive you."

After saying these words, she even felt a lot more relaxed, and the fog in front of her heart suddenly dissipated.The heartbeat is true, and it is true that she wants to get him, but she does not put love first.If she really can't go back, maybe she and Zhang Liang will really get married when the world is settled.But if she could go back, she would give up, no matter if she hesitated or reluctantly gave up, she would really give up.

She is herself first and considers others second.Maybe this is not fair to Zhang Liang, but her appearance means it is not fair.

There is no absolute fairness in this world.

"I understand." The smile on Zhang Liangqing's face was like a ray of spring breeze blowing, warming the ice, "You still have many problems that have not been resolved, but you have learned to ask your own heart. Even if you leave Seems unfair to me, but—”

He took a step forward, and the skirt of his clothes fluttered and made a rustling sound, which was the small sound of cloth rubbing against each other.Wen Yu was startled, and gently fell into his embrace.Unlike the coldness before, this is a gentle hug like the sun.

He leaned against her ear and whispered a word, which disappeared as soon as the wind blew, but she still heard clearly, every word entered her ears and heart.

He whispered: "But——I will still hug you."

Because, when I hug you, you hug yourself.

The author has something to say:

That's right, Wen Yu and Zhang Liang are the same people in a certain way, like love is never the first priority.For example, in the days when Wen Yu is not around, Zhang Liang will not indulge in sadness, but will carry out his ideals. In the days when she is not around, there are too many things that are more important than recalling the past.

Wen Yu is more straightforward. She thinks that the most important person is always herself. Emmmmm has a humanism in it. Why she has such a character is because she feels that if her parents stick to Taiyuan for the sake of loyalty to the emperor, then it is true. It's too uncomfortable, she can't accept this kind of foolish loyalty that abandons herself, although Wen Yu doesn't know that her parents are not foolish and loyal to guard Taiyuan.

And the way she was educated also shows that she definitely doesn't put love first...

Zhang Liang hugged her at the end, which also hugged herself on behalf of herself. She accepted her imperfections frankly and faced her heart squarely.

This chapter comes out and I feel that this goo is going to lose a lot of fans