how dare it be too late

Open the window, fresh air comes in through the window with the smell of sunshine, and the white gauze curtains flutter slightly with the wind.

The person on the bed opened her sleepy eyes and stared at the wall silently for a few seconds. She sat up, her long hair covered her eyes in a mess, and when she saw her mother standing by the window, she showed a cute smile , Kissing mother's cheek passionately under the bed.

"Good morning, Mommy."

Mother smiled, and stretched out her hand to brush the shattered hair covering her eyes behind her ears. She dodged without a trace, held her mother's hand, then lowered her head to tidy up the snow-white sheets, and by the way, looked at the clock on the bedside table, it was six ten point.

"Sorry Mommy, I got up late."

"It's okay." Mom smiled gently and said, "Shall I make you a cup of coffee for breakfast?"

"Thank you, Mommy." She smiled sweetly, the corners of her mouth curved into a beautiful and well-behaved arc, and her mother looked at her lovingly, and after nodding, she was ready to go out.

She stared at her mother's back, still smiling, and gently touched the baby bear's bald head on the bed with her left hand.

"By the way, Kapok." Mom seemed to think of something, and suddenly turned her head with a serious look.

She echoed her mother, opened her eyes slightly in surprise and suspicion, withdrew her left hand, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong, Mommy?"

"Do you remember him?" Mom's voice was full of concern, observing her expression.

"I don't remember." She answered quickly, in a light tone, so casually, with a sweet and perfect smile on her face.

Mom let out a sigh of relief: "I heard he came to England."

Seeing that there was no special expression on her face, mother opened the door and walked out of the room with confidence.

The door closed, and at that moment, the smile stopped abruptly, and all the cute and innocent disguises fell off her face, tears poured down wildly, and the messy hair on her forehead could block the redness and swelling from crying last night The unbearable eyes, but they can't cover the teardrops that keep sliding down.

She was trembling all over, and she turned her head to see the dilapidated baby bear on the bedside, crying from suppressed sobbing, big tears rolling down from her eyes, after the mask was torn, she was helpless like a lost kids...

This year, she is 21 years old and has been away from him for five years.

At the age of six, she painted his books with crayons. When he saw his colorful books and made up his mind to teach her a lesson, she grabbed his pant legs and cried pitifully. He hugged her tenderly and wiped her. Wipe her weeping little face.

"Mumu stopped crying."

"Give me this book with pictures."

"...I still need it for school tomorrow."

"Then I still cry!"

"…………Give."

At the age of ten, she climbed onto his back, humming an out-of-tune song, while he scribbled on his homework while swaying his body to deal with her.

"Brother, I want to buy a new schoolbag and doll."

"Didn't you buy a doll last week?"

"That doll is not pretty, I want to buy a new one."

"Wait until it breaks before buying a new one."

"I told Auntie that you secretly had a girlfriend."

"...Where can I buy it?"

At the age of 12, she waited at the door of the SM company with a group of big sisters biting a lollipop. When artists came out or went in, they rushed over excitedly, surrounded from head to tail, only she squatted on the ground motionless until they Coming out of the company, she walked out of the quiet crowd, grabbed his arm and shook it gently.

He was covered in sweat, and he bent down slightly. She stepped on the steps and threw herself on his back.

Even though he was really tired, he still carried her on the side of the road without any complaints, just like for several years.

In the quiet alley, the street lights were dim, and the shadows of the two were stretched obliquely by the light.

"Did you write your homework? Did you take the exam? What's your score this time? Did your aunt scold you?"

"nagging."

"Did you fail again?"

"Yeah." She was caught by the braid, and hugged his neck tightly with a smile, "I hid it well, Auntie doesn't know yet."

"The teacher wants to invite parents?"

"My brother is so smart."

"…………understood."

Until, she was about to enter high school and he was about to debut.

"I want to skip class and go out to find you." She faced the wall, bowed her head and kicked the pebbles on the playground, holding her mobile phone, and kept muttering, "Teacher, she always scolds me."

"If you are obedient, why would the teacher scold you?" Jin Junmian was so tired that he was out of breath. He turned off the music and couldn't open the mineral water with one hand. Hold the mineral water in front of the members who are about to debut.

The member unscrewed the water bottle for him, and couldn't help complaining: "Drinking water is not as important as listening to my sister complaining."

Jin Junmian smiled, and didn't have time to tease him, her murmuring soft voice filled her ears.

"I'm going to take an exam, you don't care about me." She curled her lips and kicked the stones under her feet.

Jin Junmian was sweating profusely, his legs were trembling due to non-stop dancing practice, but there was still a smile on his face, coaxing her: "I'm practicing, be obedient."

"But..." Mumu whimpered, suddenly a naughty boy ran over and grabbed her ponytail, she turned her head, frowned and shouted angrily, "Ah!!! You're looking for death!! !!!”

Not only was the boy running away in fright, but even the members around Jin Junmian were shocked by the rough sound, and looked at Jin Junmian in horror.

"This is your sister...?"

Jin Junmian rubbed his stinging ears, with a helpless and helpless expression on his face, and for some reason, his smile continued unabated: "She is like this, she will only be good in front of me."

In the quiet room, only one desk lamp was turned on, and Jin Junmian was lying on the bed reading a book. After a while, someone broke this exclusive peace and comfort.

Mumu limped into his room and threw her schoolbag on the desk. Seeing him looking at her, she sprained impromptuly again, her legs became even more limping, and she crawled onto his bed .

Putting her legs on Jin Junmian's, Mu Mu looked bitter and bitter: "Rub."

Jin Junmian put down the book, pinched her calf gently, and gently brushed away the broken hair that was blocking her eyes with one hand, revealing his eyes, and he smiled with satisfaction.

She threw herself into Jin Junmian's arms, like a kitten washing her face, and kept rubbing her face against his chest. He was used to it, and she had enough of touching the back of her head.

"The teacher punished you again?" Seeing her buried in his arms, he asked with a smile, "Did the teacher see the beating?"

"Even so, the teacher can't let me do fifty squats!" She complained aggrievedly, lying on Jin Junmian's lap, looking at the ceiling, her limbs jumped up suddenly, and she muttered resentfully, "It's too inhuman !"

Jin Junmian picked up the book with a smile, and turned to the page he was reading just now, "Have you played with your classmates after school?"

"Hmm..." Mumu buried her face in Jin Junmian's warm chest, and lay quietly for a long time, perhaps because she was too tired from playing, she fell asleep on his lap after a while.

In the warm and quiet room, there were only the sound of his flipping the book between his fingers, and her even and long breathing.

"Mumu." When he looked up and saw that it was almost twelve o'clock, Jin Junmian realized that it was very late. He patted her shoulder lightly, bent down, put his lips close to her ear, and whispered softly, "Mumu ..."

Mumu opened her eyes blankly, looking at Jin Junmian in front of her, before he could speak, she threw herself into his quilt, closed her eyes and resumed her dream.

Jin Junmian lay down beside her, brushed the broken hair on her forehead, she lazily leaned against his chest, and fell asleep peacefully.

He looked down at her in his arms, with a smile in his eyes, and reached out to turn off the desk lamp.

In the darkness, her soft voice sounded: "Brother, sing me a song."

Jin Junmian sighed, she did not fall asleep so easily.

He patted her on the back, from nursery rhymes to love songs, he sang to her for almost ten years.

"I'm late! Hurry up! Where's the schoolbag! Didn't you finish your homework yesterday?"

Because Mu Mulai got up late, Jin Junmian had a very frustrating morning, but the person involved took a bite of bread leisurely, completely ignoring the busy people in front of him, and even dragging his feet... …

"Send me to school!" Patting the bread crumbs on her hands, she grabbed Jin Junmian's waist and followed wherever she went, "Send me to school."

Jin Junmian was changing clothes, she hugged his waist tightly, put on the casual shirt from top to bottom, buried her little head in the clothes, wrapped her arms around Jin Junmian, and followed him step by step in the dark.

"Send me to school, send me to school."

Jin Junmian picked up the milk on the table and took several sips, patted her holding his hand, and motioned her to get out of his clothes.

She let go and stood up straight. He picked up her schoolbag and pushed the bicycle outside.

Mu Mule happily sat in the back seat, leaning on Jin Junmian's back, humming an out-of-tune tune to ravage his ears.

The bicycle stopped at the school gate, and Jin Junmian handed the heavy schoolbag to Mumu, and wanted to give some instructions, but Mumu thought he was nagging, so she covered his mouth with her hand.

"Stop talking, I will listen to the teacher."

Then she obediently stretched out her palm in front of him, and he understood, took out his wallet and gave her pocket money.

"I'm going in." Mumu smiled happily, and walked into the school gate together with the students in school uniforms.

Jin Junmian didn't ride away until he couldn't see Mumu's back.

"Hey! Mumu! Your brother is getting more and more handsome!" A girl suddenly came over and raised her eyebrows at Mumu in a nympho.

"Really?" Mumu touched her chin and said with a strange expression, "Why didn't I notice."

The girl couldn't help asking: "Does your brother have a girlfriend?"

Mumu shook her head: "No. No? I don't know..."

"Hey, are you kidding me? Don't you know if your brother has a girlfriend?"

"I really don't know. He didn't tell, I didn't ask." Mumu's eyes suddenly lit up, "By the way, do you know that there is a new ice cream shop opposite the school, which is very delicious."

"Will it be expensive?" The girl worried that she would not be able to buy ice cream after buying stationery with her pocket money.

Mumu patted her on the shoulder comfortingly: "Don't worry, my brother is rich anyway."