[Old Nine Gates] Jing Mo can't stop bleeding and love you

Jing Mo locked himself in the study for a day, and no one could get in.Just when the housekeeper and Luo Han couldn't resist breaking in, Jing Mo opened the door by himself, and the first thing he did after he came out was to eat.

"Ah Mo, are you okay?" Luo Han sat next to Jing Mo and asked her carefully.

"What can I do?" Jing Mo gave her a strange look, ignored her, and continued to gnaw on the chicken leg.

Luo Han saw Jing Mo's expression was calm, his eyes were only focused on the food, and he couldn't get rid of the strange feeling in his heart.

It's just strange that nothing happened!

Yesterday it was pear blossoms with rain, crying so depressingly.Both she and the housekeeper were worried that she would not be able to bear such a great pressure. She even made a plan last night. If Ah Mo was not happy here, she would take Ah Mo away and go back to her house.

The result?After shutting myself down for a day, now it seems like a normal person again!

She was worried that Ah Mo's calmness was not the strength of being ready to face everything, but the decadence of being broken.

But her ability is limited, and she really can't tell which kind of Ah Mo is!

What kind of trouble is this going to be!

After Jing Mo had eaten and drank enough, he held a cup of black tea and sipped it slowly.

After she cried and scolded Zhang Qishan for a long time yesterday, she suddenly understood why she had to work so hard for this dead man. Helping him take care of the Zhang family didn't mean she had to give up all her feelings for him.

She considers herself a calm person, since she knows that there is an abyss ahead of this relationship, why would she step into it.

She loves Zhang Qishan, but that doesn't mean she has to lose herself if she loves him.She couldn't stand being around a man every day, letting a man dominate her life—even if she loved him.

She can shed tears for the one she loves, can become strong for him, and face all kinds of dangers, but only if he is worth it.If love makes her live a miserable life but cannot make her happy, then she would rather not have love.

In love, two people can be clingy, they can be as enthusiastic as they want, they can fight and quarrel today, and they can reconcile tomorrow, and they can have a domineering president and a gentle and careless one.

But what marriage needs is respect and compromise. This is not a palace fight. You should not calculate each other in your life. Two people should have their own personal space. Both parties know each other, but on the basis of not affecting the relationship, respect each other and not be casual Intervention, that's life.

Instead of giving her a script he wrote like Zhang Qishan did, let her perform it.Even if the plot is very exciting, she dismisses it.

If Zhang Qishan really died, she would not necessarily leave the Zhang family, and she would never forget him in this life, but she would definitely not let Zhang Qishan affect the rest of her life, and she would play down this relationship and live her own life.

Love and bread, she can give up bread for love, as long as he is really worth it; she can also abandon love and earn bread by herself, once he is not worth it.

But she also knows that it is not easy to change a person.

Even if she gets angry, she has to admit that in this strange time and space, Zhang Qishan is really the most special and precious to her, so she wants to cherish this relationship.

This incident can be regarded as exposing the biggest hidden danger between the two of them.

Now that she has stopped loving, it depends on whether Zhang Qishan is willing to do that, making her feel that everything for him is worthwhile.

The premise is that he has to come back alive.

Therefore, last night, she did not get angry or shed tears as the housekeeper and Luo Han worried. Instead, in the closed room, she carefully read the history of the Zhang family and left Zhang Qishan to her. The file is locked.

She wanted to bet that Zhang Qishan would come back alive.

The dead are always insurmountable. If Zhang Qishan is dead, she will never forget him in this life. It is also possible that after his death, she will only remember him.If this is the case, it will go against her wish of "not wanting Zhang Qishan to affect the rest of her life".

Therefore, she would rather that he come back alive. In this way, no matter if they continue to live together, or if the talk breaks down and she leaves generously, it will be good.

Jing Mo turned his thoughts around, and saw that Luo Han was still hesitant to speak, he was clearly in a hurry but wanted to restrain himself from asking her, and couldn't help asking her in disgust: "What's wrong with you?"

Luo Han didn't hear the disgust in Jing Mo's words, seeing that Jing Mo finally paid attention to her, he hurried over.

"Amo, don't be sad, Zhang Qishan is a big bastard, don't be sad because of him, you come home with me! My parents must like you very much, really, and there are two older brothers, people They are all very good, I can introduce them to you, yes, so maybe you are my sister-in-law!"

Luo Han was a little worried at the beginning, but at the end, he couldn't help but beam with joy, and his eyes lit up all of a sudden. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that his suggestion was really good.Ah Mo became her sister-in-law, so she could see Ah Mo every day!

Aww!The more I think about it, the more I can't help but what to do!I really want to take Ah Mo home now!

Jing Mo couldn't laugh or cry, why couldn't this girl think of something practical.

"Okay, then Zhang Qishan will tie you up first, send you to the field hospital, and then take me home and restrict my movements. In this way, we won't see each other for a long time."

After listening to Jing Mo's cold words, Luo Han thought about Zhang Qishan's style... Damn, he would really do such a thing!Thinking of this, Luo Han immediately withered.

Jing Mo sighed silently, and patted Luo Han's head.

"It's okay, Xiaohan, don't worry about me."

Luo Han raised her head and saw that although Jing Mo's face was tired, but her eyes were firm, she couldn't help but feel relieved.

It's okay, she should trust Ah Mo, the big deal... just take Ah Mo home!

The author has something to say:

I think Jing Mo's current feeling should be "want to kill him but can't do it, can't help but give him another chance".

I don't know if I have written Jingmo's feeling of uncertainty and self-contradiction.

Wen Jingmo said that Zhang Qishan was not worth it before, but later she wanted Zhang Qishan to come back safely...

Maybe this is how it feels...

In the end, let Xiaohan calm down the tense atmosphere, after all, there will be a little abuse in the future~