[Old Nine Gates] Jing Mo can't stop bleeding and love you

"You, what are you laughing at?" Jing Mo was about to put in more effort to finish feeding the porridge quickly, when he accidentally saw Zhang Qishan laughing suddenly, it was not the usual polite and almost non-existent smile, but a brilliant one. I knew that his very happy smile dazzled Jing Mo's eyes.When Jing Mo calmed down, before he could figure out the enigmatic smile, he saw Buddha's teasing gaze, and the smile on his face didn't go away, making Jing Mo's face turn red instantly, and the words in his mouth were somewhat concealed, He also asked subconsciously. Of course, after asking, Jing Mo felt his face turn redder.

"Cough!" Zhang Qishan was afraid that the little girl would be scared away by him, so he quickly changed the subject: "Before the old eighth said that it is different to have a woman in the family, and even this mansion is no longer cold. Sure enough, no one has ever done it for me before. Porridge or feed me, but this feeling... is not bad!"

"Pfft!" Hearing Zhang Qishan's soft and deep voice, Jing Mo gradually calmed down, but when he heard the content of his words, even if he was a little shy, he couldn't help but find it funny, and couldn't help teasing him: "You Zhang Qishan Lack of women, it's not easy to find someone who knows the cold and the hot!"

Jing Mo wanted to make a joke with Foye, and it was considered revenge for his actions just now, but unexpectedly, Zhang Qishan gradually lost his smile.

"As a member of the Zhang family, I am poor, and I am doomed to a difficult life. I don't want to drag others down." A few simple words, although not very clear, but Jing Mo felt a little sad and distressed.Zhang Qishan's words were very plain, not the kind of indifference, but rather... It's a matter of course knowing that his fate is doomed.

It is natural to have a bad life, it is natural to suffer, it is natural...no happiness.

Jing Mo didn't know what to say, she didn't know anything, and she shouldn't know, but she didn't want to see Buddha like this.Obviously just looking at it, but felt like a big stone was pressed against his heart, he could breathe, but he felt that it would be better not to breathe, at least...it wouldn't hurt.

Jing Mo hesitated for a moment, and still put his hand on Zhang Qishan's, not daring to raise his head, but said softly: "No one's fate is certain, just like me, I always thought that I would finish my studies in a mediocre way and find a stable job. work, live a relaxed life, maybe in the future I will get married, maybe I won’t, but there won’t be any big changes in this life. But I came here, met Buddha, you, met Baye I met different people with Master Jiu. I don't know where my future is, and maybe one day I will disappear, but I am willing to follow my heart, make friends with people here, and see what's going on here."

Jing Mo paused for a moment, seeing that his hand was held in the palm of the Buddha, shaking uncontrollably, but he didn't pull it away, "I believe that everything that happens in this world makes sense. I have been thinking before, I I don’t want to understand why I’m here, but it doesn’t hinder my life. I believe there must be an answer in the dark. Before that, just accept it if you are happy or unhappy. If I cry happily, I still have to move forward. If I am destined to be unlucky in the future, then I will live up to the life God gave me if I don’t walk happily.

I don't know what the Buddha is carrying, and I don't know the Zhang family. Maybe it's funny to say these words, but I still hope that the Buddha will not abandon yourself. You can do it for the Zhang family, for Changsha, for the country, for the nation, but in the end please Don't forget to do it for yourself.Those who are willing to follow the Buddha, be friends with the Buddha, and stay by the Buddha's side, I believe that these people are happy even if they are sad for the Buddha. If the Buddha rejects these people, it would be too pitiful... ..."

Jingmo woke up at dawn the next day. Looking back on what happened last night, she didn't know what she said. She only clearly remembered that her hand was trembling in the palm of the Buddha. Let go.

I can't even remember how to get back to the room, I just feel that I won't be able to meet people today.Ah ah ah ah ah!What the hell did I say!Does the Buddha feel that he is self-righteous?Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!Jing Mo buried himself in the quilt and rolled around, the sudden knock on the door startled Jing Mo to sit up immediately.

"Miss, are you awake? Adjutant Zhang has something to look for you." Jing Mo heaved a sigh of relief, straightened his messy hair, and stepped forward to open the door.

"what happened?"

"Miss, Adjutant Zhang has something to ask you for, it seems to be about Buddha." I'll go!I really want to come here!Jing Mo complained in his heart, but he didn't dare to slow down. Although he was embarrassed to see Buddha, what's the problem if it was Buddha's injury?Just to be on the safe side, check it out.

From a distance, I saw Adjutant Zhang pacing in front of the Buddha's gate. His expression was not good, so something must have happened.Jing Mo was startled, and hurriedly asked him: "What's wrong? It's Buddha's injury..."

"Miss, you are finally here! Lord Buddha, he refuses to eat!"

"what?"

The author has something to say:

I am so tired of writing...

I don’t know if this is the right way to write it, but I feel that the role of Buddha is very difficult to grasp...