It has snowed for three days in a row in the capital, and the snow has piled up more than a foot high.As soon as autumn this year, Xuanming ordered to move all the winter plums from the small courtyard of the tea director to the courtyard of the Hall of Mental Cultivation. In winter, the plum blossoms will bloom as soon as the snow falls, so that Lin Daiyu can be accompanied by the fragrance of plums every lonely day and night. It is also really caring.

In the past few days, Lin Daiyu was just lazy, looking at the snowflakes and plum blossoms outside the window when she woke up, and dreaming all kinds of dreams when she was sleeping.She dreamed that when she was still in Jia's mansion that year, the old lady led the sisters in He's mansion to roast venison in the garden. It also snowed so heavily that day, and she went to pick a lot of plum blossoms and put them in vases.At that time, the sisters were all in their teens, and those things of fighting for favor, seeking wealth, and killing their lives were still far away from me. Counting that period of time, I still lived a very stable life, at least with the protection of the old lady.She also dreamed that she later moved to Lin's mansion's outer house, where she met Xuanming for the first time, and Zijuan joked about her appearance.I would dream of Xue Baochai again, she was frozen to death in the vast snow, the snow covered her layer by layer, and finally the world was white, so clean...

Xiaobai walked into the hall and said to himself: "Your Majesty opened the window again, and finally saved some heat." As he said, he added some red snail charcoal to the smoker cage, and brought white fox Mao's shaking wind was put on Lin Daiyu.Lin Daiyu just stood still, Xuanming's coldness these past few months was like a lingchi knife, cutting Lin Daiyu's flesh and blood every minute and every second.The little fetus in the womb can already move, Lin Daiyu felt its soft little body wriggling mischievously in the abdomen gently, perhaps felt that when the baby was moving, it was the only thing that supported Lin Daiyu to live a good life reason.

Lin Daiyu wrapped the fox in the wind, and it was really cold, so she ordered Xiaobai to close the window, and was about to warm up and go down to take a nap for a while, when she suddenly heard a message from the eunuch outside: "Emperor, please... arrive!"

This is a voice that I haven't heard for several months, or a voice that I have been dreaming of hearing for the past few months. For a while, Lin Daiyu thought it was a dream. Lin Daiyu felt more sad than she was happy. The poem I read before: "The white-headed palace ladies are here, sitting idle and talking about Xuanzong." But now I have a deep love for Xuanming, and Xuanming has put him in such a situation, which is more pitiful and pathetic than those white-headed palace ladies!

Xuanming was wearing a black dragon robe with five dragons coming out of the water. He hadn't seen him for a few months. He had aged a lot because of his haggardness. He was already standing in front of the door. The gift of the monarch and his ministers.

Xuan Ming's eyes were reddish, he came over and held Lin Daiyu's hand and said, "Yu'er, how are you these days?"

When Xiaobai saw the empress talking, he got up by himself, retreated and closed the door.

Lin Daiyu said with a slight smile: "Everything is fine with my concubine..." As she spoke, she pulled Xuan Ming's hand over and placed it on her abdomen as she spoke, and said softly: "The emperor doesn't come these days. It can already move inside...My child, this is your father, he came to see you, he finally came to see you..."

Lin Daiyu originally thought that Xuan Ming would be as happy as herself when she felt the baby's fetal movement, but she didn't expect Xuan Ming's hand to retract instantly, and her eyes looked elsewhere.

"Your Majesty... what's wrong with you? It's your child..." Lin Daiyu's voice trembled slightly. She originally thought that as long as Xuanming cherished the child in her stomach, the grievances she had suffered in the past few months would not be overwhelming. What is it, after all, being the king of a country has too much involuntary control.But what is Xuan Ming's reason for making this attitude now?Her heart ached as if being pecked by a vulture, her voice was not only trembling, but her eyes were full of sorrow and incomprehension.

"Yu'er... this child... I can't keep it!"

Lin Daiyu was dizzy for a while, but fortunately Xuan Ming helped her, so she didn't fall to the ground.Her tears finally burst out, "Your Majesty... what are you talking about? Did my concubine hear it wrong?"

Lin Daiyu's sad tears were like burning flames, and like polar ice, causing Xuanming's five inner wounds to hurt.Xuanming repeated loudly, heartbreakingly: "I said, this child cannot be kept!"

The world was bloody first, then black, a fishy sweetness gushed out from the five internal organs, Lin Daiyu was unconscious again.

When Lin Daiyu woke up, it was already dark.The maids warmed up the warmth of the smoke in the store, the smell of dragon birthday incense that had not been burned for a long time spread in the air, and the red candle mixed with rose petals swayed quietly, Lin Daiyu felt that her cold hands were being tightly held by a pair of big hands with.She raised her head slightly, only to see that Xuan Ming's eyes were still blue and red, and the bloodshot eyes were shocking.Seeing Lin Daiyu wake up, he said softly: "Yu'er, you have to trust me...everything I do is for you..."

Lin Daiyu only felt that her throat was dry and hoarse, and she couldn't speak. It may be because of the excessive fragrance of Longdan, and her whole body lost strength.Suddenly, Lin Daiyu smelled a bitter smell, which made her nauseous, but she didn't have the strength to spit it out.Xuan Ming was holding an exquisite agate bowl in his hand, which shone dots of light against the candlelight. The brown-red liquid in the bowl was like blood...it was a bowl of medicine!

The medicine in the bowl has long been cold, but it still exudes an unbearable bitter taste.

"Yu'er, you trust me, we don't want children, you can reincarnate safely. Just drink it, trust me..."

Xuanming's deep and hoarse voice was hesitating about the call of the Yama King of Hell.Lin Daiyu knew it was a bowl of miscarriage medicine.Lin Daiyu's lifespan is destined to be short. The fetus in her womb is the only child in her life. How can she bear to let go of this child?

"Xuanming, I beg you not to do this, I don't need to be a queen, I can also leave the palace, leave you, but I can't live without this child..."

Lin Daiyu was so weak that she could only say these few words, and then she collapsed on the bed, unable to move her limbs any more.She watched Xuan Ming put the bowl of black liquid into her mouth, and finally there was not a drop left in the agate bowl.She couldn't speak, she could only cry dryly, Ren Xuanming hugged herself tightly until dawn, she shed a large amount of blood, the child was gone.

For seven days in a row, Lin Daiyu was unconscious on the bed, wishing to die.

On the eighth day, Shi Xiangyun brought Xuanming's Xuanlong jade pendant to visit him at the bedside.Xiaobai and Xiaomo knew that the Xuanlong jade pendant was Xuanming's personal belonging, and that Shi Xiangyun's visit must have been at Xuanming's favor, so they left the bed in peace and left Shi Xiangyun and Lin Daiyu alone.

"Lin Daiyu, today is your retribution?" Hearing Shi Xiangyun's misty voice, Lin Daiyu opened her eyes with all her strength and saw that the man was wearing a red satin dress with gold threads and butterflies and flowers, and it was tied with beads. Hanging the beaded hairpin with Chaoyang and five phoenixes, and a cold smile on her charming face, it's not Shi Xiangyun, whoever it is.

Lin Daiyu also slightly raised the corner of her mouth, smiled, and said: "I have never done anything harmful to nature, if I have to use the life of the child in my womb to pay for it, then the retribution will be too heavy, forgive me, it is really unbearable... ..."

Seeing her awake, Shi Xiangyun smiled even brighter, and said: "I know you want to die now, but it's a pity that you have to be strong for a lifetime, but you still lost in the end. If I were you, I would definitely not give up like this. Xuanming originally loved You are like fate, there must be a reason for such a sudden change of temperament. Even if you die, you must know why he is so heartless. Isn't it? "

"These are not important anymore, my baby is gone, everything is meaningless... Sister Yun, I know your kindness, thank you for coming to comfort me..." After saying that, Lin Daiyu closed her eyes and stopped talking.

In her sleep, she dreamed about what happened before she traveled to the Dream of Red Mansions. She dreamed that she was acting in Gongdouju. It's ridiculous to think about the pain.She dreamed of her adoptive father again, and suddenly her adoptive father changed his attire and became the first emperor!

"Lin Daiyu, you promised me to support Xuanming, do you just want to give up like this? I exchanged the life of the real dragon emperor for your rebirth, but you don't pay attention to it like this. It really wasted my sacrifice for you." !" The first emperor questioned Lin Daiyu in a majestic voice, causing Lin Daiyu to fight coldly.

"Father... the first emperor... what should I do? Now that my body is almost exhausted and there are no dragon heirs in my belly, what else can I do?" Lin Daiyu asked incoherently.

"Alive..." Lin Daiyu saw the first emperor utter these two words clearly and heavily, after which the nightmare dissipated.

After dawn, Lin Daiyu took Xiaobai's hand and drank some white rice soup. The warm current flowed into the limbs and bones that had been hurting for many days, but the pain became more painful.Lin Daiyu said to herself, since it is too easy for me to live, I just need to leave this palace, otherwise I will never have a peaceful day here.

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