Thinker in the entertainment industry

After Xu Suzhi's amazing opening, there was a simple interview with her by the host, during which An Xiyan's tears were also mentioned, which surprised Xu Suzhi a little.

Zheng Zhiyong remembered the day he met An Xiyan for the first time, what An Xiyan mentioned about her expectations for the development of her teammates.Ahn Hyo-jin is one of the best among female rappers and has a strong production ability, so if she shines a little later, the impact will not be that great.And Xu Suzhi, whose singing skills are top-notch among idols, finally ushered in her opportunity and firmly grasped it.

How great.

The relationship between Zheng Zhiyong and Xu Suzhi is still at the level of "knowledge", not even "familiarity", but at this moment, because of An Xiyan's comfort, he feels relieved.

"Also, the lead singer of beast, music DJ Sun Dongyun."

what!

After Xu Suzhi's opening, it was time to introduce the guests.But Zheng Zhiyong just stared at An Xiyan and didn't pay attention at all.It wasn't until the host read a familiar name that he finally came back to his senses.

Son Dong-woon is here too?

Zheng Zhiyong quickly scanned the guest seats with his eyes, and soon saw Sun Dongyun - he was actually sitting behind An Xiyan on the right, but Zheng Zhiyong hadn't noticed it before.

damn...

This oolong is like a pot of cold water, instantly extinguishing the pink bubbles floating around Zheng Zhiyong: Even the colleagues sitting behind didn't notice, how powerful is the dominance of emotions over him?

When the influence on himself and others has not reached a certain level, Zheng Zhiyong doesn't like to use his rational thinking very much. He is naturally prone to all kinds of emotions. If he doesn't do anything wrong because of this, there is nothing wrong with it.

But now, he can no longer allow himself to be dominated by his emotions, Zheng Zhiyong must face the reality.

Xu Suzhi gave an impressive opening to the first issue of the official version of "The King of Masked Singer". , will also get more attention because of this. After that, exid came back and also used the jazz version of "ahyeah" he arranged.And he has already made up his mind to participate in "showmethemoney", the audition is tentatively scheduled for early May, and "showmethemoney" is an important part to get what he wants when signing a brokerage company.Therefore, even for Zheng Zhiyong, who is good at rap and creation, has the ability to earn a living, and has a wealthy family, there is no opportunity that cannot be missed. In the next two months, for Zheng Zhiyong who has made up his mind to return to the entertainment circle For Zhiyong, it is also very important.Being carried away by love at a time like this doesn't seem like a good thing.

However, compared with another question, whether it is appropriate to be emotional at this time seems insignificant, and that question is: whether there is a possibility between him and An Xiyan.

The problem is not with him, what he wants to take is a road that doesn't care about public opinion, the problem is with An Xiyan.

Korean public opinion has always been harsh on public figures, and because of ideological patriarchy, women tend to bear higher pressure than men.

How can a female artist be blessed when her relationship is exposed?

She can't debut just now, otherwise she will be labeled as "talking about relationships while her career is still developing".She can't have a scandal, or someone will take the opportunity to say something bad.More importantly, the person she falls in love with should not be much older than her and cannot come from a wealthy family, otherwise he will be questioned for having other plans, and the conditions should not be too poor, otherwise he will be said to have no vision. It is best to be younger Those who are older and have a higher status are just a good match in traditional thinking, and they are said to be "golden boys and jade girls", so they are easy to be tolerated.

What would it be like for an up-and-coming female artist to fall in love with a rich second-generation man with a handicapped body and no great achievements?

Zheng Zhiyong didn't dare to think about it.Compared with other disabled people, his physical problems are not serious. Apart from some inconvenience in movement, it did not bring much hindrance to Zheng Zhiyong's life.But when he comes into the public eye, his handicap will inevitably be scrutinized by people and have various impacts. Even if he doesn't think his career will be dragged down by his body, he can't deny this.

Idols are human beings with seven emotions and six desires, so even if love is risky, artists will not remain emotionally insulated until they retire.However, for an object like Zheng Zhiyong, the risk is too high for An Xiyan—at least for now.

Not yet, Zheng Zhiyong is very clear about it.Not for himself, but for An Xiyan.When the consequences are only borne by oneself, naivety, childishness, capriciousness, and sentimentality don't matter. When others are involved, one must take responsibility.Because of his own emotions, he did not consider the situation of others. He had already made this mistake once in Li Taemin's case, and he could not make it again.The pain at that time was not an excuse to cover up mistakes, let alone the love now.

Besides, it's not completely impossible for him.

You have a chance, but not now, Zheng Zhiyong said to himself.Re-entering the entertainment industry, although I will not dream of killing the Quartet, I hope that the music I write will be recognized, but it is certain.If the public can verify that thinker Zheng Zhiyong is a talented guy, then the disadvantage he brings in public opinion can almost be offset.As for what An Xiyan thinks, that is her own business, even if she doesn't like being with a bad person, Zheng Zhiyong has nothing to say, he must first make sure that he has a clear conscience.

You have to restrain yourself for the time being, you can continue to get along with An Xiyan, you can become more familiar with her, you can let her know you more, and you can treat her well in your way, but don't start emotional ambiguity. Push and pull, don't bother her, when you can't take responsibility yet, until the right time comes.

A bitterness filled Zheng Zhiyong's mouth.He doesn't think it's wrong to be in love with An Xiyan, aside from emotional factors, An Xiyan is also a very good girl.But the timing when he fell in love with An Xiyan... This is not the timing.

Zheng Zhiyong raised his head again and looked at An Xiyan's position.She had recovered from the excitement just now, quietly listening to the duet of "Leaving Home Lion" and "Spicy White Cat" wearing a mask on the stage.And Zheng Zhiyong looked at her, and thought of An Xiyan's tears mixed with joy and emotion just now.

You can't let her take unnecessary risks when you have a better way.

You just need to wait, need to wait.

Waiting is nothing, it's good for everyone, the worst case is just before your time comes, she meets...

Zheng Zhiyong bit his lip, trying to stop himself from thinking about it with pain, but failed.

Well, she may have met someone she's attracted to before your time comes.

But that's still not a reason.

A bitter smile slowly appeared on Zheng Zhiyong's face.

Sweet and painful, this kind of complicated mood, he actually really felt it now.

Zheng Zhiyong did not continue to stay in the studio, his mood fluctuated too much, and he was worried that he would lose his composure.After coming out with Xu Suzhi, he didn't continue to walk with her, and left alone on the pretext that he had new inspirations that needed to be digested.

He was right, Zheng Zhiyong did have a new inspiration.In the past, I used love songs to express my other emotions and even thoughts, but this time I wrote a real love song.

firstloveof20th, also known as "the first love of the twentieth generation".There is the beauty and impulse of first love, but also the sobriety of an adult.As for the genre, the rhythm is strong, but it feels... sad.

Why mourn?After finishing the whole song in one go, Zheng Zhiyong lay down on the table and thought about this question.The answer should be - he also wants to like it like a normal first love, just like everything and doesn't care about his reality.

But he can't.

"You don't know, you don't know.

My love, it won't bother you. "

Zheng Zhiyong looked at the handwriting on the back of the paper and nodded.

Right, that is it.Zheng Zhiyong convinced himself, and immediately felt much better.Turning out the tablet, I plan to use the composition software inside to run through the numbered notation I just wrote.

However, Long Junheng called at this time: "Where are you?"

"At home, what's the matter?" Zheng Zhiyong said subconsciously.

"Dong Yun just said in the kakao group that when he was recording "The King of Masked Singer", he saw a person who looked a bit like you." "The King of Masked Singer" was cut and broadcast for almost three hours. For the second broadcast, the recording time is not short, and it is still necessary to have a few minutes in between for the guests, audience and even the players to go to the bathroom.Sun Dongyun, who found a person who resembled Zheng Zhiyong, told his teammates in the group about his discovery in this gap.

As soon as Long Junhyung mentioned "The King of Masked Singer", Zheng Zhiyong's heart skipped a beat, because he hadn't fully adjusted, and he didn't want others to know about the fact that he was attracted to An Xiyan: "Ah, that's me. , Aren’t I working with exid these days? After the recording, they said they were going to record "The King of Masked Singer", so I followed suit."

"I heard it started well."

"Well, it's not bad," Zheng Zhiyong said, "I'm a little more confident."

"Then congratulations." Exid's comeback news has been released, and the broadcast of "The King of Masked Singer" is only a few days away. It is indeed a good thing for a composer to be able to write songs for a singer who has attracted a lot of attention. , "Do you have time, I have some news for you".

"what?"

Yong Junhyung is looking for Zheng Jiyong for a serious matter, about the solo activities of the Beast members.They talked about this matter a month ago, but at that time it was not even decided whether there would be a solo, but now there is some clues - the person who wants to solo is Zhang Xiansheng.

Zhang Xiansheng...

"I know you are not very familiar with him." Long Junheng said what Zheng Zhiyong was thinking, "Xiansheng is just a stubborn thinker who can't turn a corner, and he is not very good at talking. He is not an unreasonable person. You are fine. , if it doesn’t work, isn’t there me?”

That's right, I can work with people I didn't know before, at least I know Zhang Xiansheng, and with Long Junheng here, there is nothing to worry about.

It is better to focus on the business: "When will it be released, how long will it be publicized, and what route will it take?"

"Now it's just agreed that he will play solo. The time is probably in May. At that time, we have a trip to Japan, and the activities should not be long." Long Junhyung said, "It's not easy to get a solo this time."

Zheng Zhiyong could hear Long Junheng's dissatisfaction from it.If Hong Shengcheng is still around and Cube’s decision-making is quite wise, even if it disagrees with the company’s ideas, the artist will be obedient and obedient.However, in recent years, Cube management’s planning level has been declining, and the group beast that Long Junheng belongs to has also gone downhill. Thinking that the biggest difficulty for an artist is only three years of military service, it is difficult for Long Junheng to maintain patience.

"May...the big stick will come back at that time", Zheng Zhiyong thought of this, and suddenly understood, "What about the route? Is it decided? Or does Xian Shengxi have any ideas?"

"No, but for Hyun Seung, he likes r&b and hip-hop styles, so you should be fine with that."

Zheng Zhiyong lowered his head, looked at "first love of 20th" on the table, and thought: "Well, I have a song that suits his voice."

"Then you sort it out first, we'll go talk to the company then." Long Junheng said.