Thinker in the entertainment industry

There are fewer "asexual" groups than homosexuals. An Xiyan doesn't know what's going on, but it's better to have no sexual interest than to have sexual interest in men, right?

Unlike An Xiyan's guess, Zheng Zhiyong's face was a little embarrassed, and the embarrassment became more and more: "I lied to them at this point, in order to avoid more difficult things to say."

"Should I not ask?"

Zheng Zhiyong shook his head, but did not answer directly: "I can tell you - can you listen?"

He used "can".

"I think... I can't guarantee it," An Xiyan said, "My response will be the kind you want to see... I'm sorry."

"Don't think too much about it. For someone I trust, it's not a very difficult thing to say. It's just timing that I'm not sure about."

"Timing?" An Xiyan was puzzled.

Zheng Zhiyong remained silent.

An Xiyan doesn't have a clue now, and when I think about it carefully, I'm afraid I can guess some of the situation, but Zheng Zhiyong said it himself... If An Xiyan is not the object of his feelings for men and women, but just a simple opposite sex My friend, Zheng Zhiyong will not be so embarrassed.

"I don't know what you're worried about." Seeing that Zheng Zhiyong was silent, An Xiyan had no choice but to say, "It will be very hard to think too much about others."

"Because I victimized innocent people, it is even more difficult for me, and this time I am thinking about myself," Zheng Zhiyong finally said, "I am also very conflicted."

When I was calm, I told myself that An Xiyan and Kim Junsu just broke up and kept it secret from the outside world. It was really not the time to start a new relationship. What I should do was boil frogs in warm water. While deepening our understanding of each other with An Xiyan, I waited for the right time .That is in line with Zheng Zhiyong's principles.But...but...

Zheng Zhiyong recalled that a few hours ago, he left aomg with mixed feelings, returned home, fidgeted, and found reasons for himself to contact An Xiyan.

——After all, he is not a naturally calm person. He can be calm and calm, but he has become accustomed to it or learned to restrain himself.

Now that you've been impulsive, let's just be impulsive again.

"I'll see you in 10 minutes, is it convenient for you?"

"Ah?" An Xiyan was stunned for a moment, "Yes."

Isn't it just that I'm in a bad mood and find a trustworthy person to talk to? Although I haven't fully figured out what's going on yet, evasion is definitely not acceptable.

What's more...An Xiyan had a vague feeling that there were not so many people included in the category of "trust" by Zheng Zhiyong.

Putting aside the inexplicable premonitions in her heart for a while, An Xiyan waited for Zheng Zhiyong to "finish the matter at hand" before contacting her with the mood of "how can a friend stand by and do nothing when he is in trouble?"

Twenty minutes later, Zheng Zhiyong did contact her again, but the content surprised An Xiyan:

"Would you like another coffee shop date?"

In order to promote the comeback, exid held a guerrilla event in Dongdaemun this afternoon. First, they announced the news on the vapp live broadcast. Fans who received the news rushed to a coffee shop endorsed by exid in Gwanghwamun and found exid's support signs from it. , the top five fans can have a "one-on-one date" with five people from exid.

Zheng Zhiyong sent the address to An Xiyan, and said: "If you have time tonight, it doesn't matter if it's a little later, I can wait, no problem."

An Xiyan, who was taken aback by Zheng Zhiyong's first words, became calm again when she saw the back, although running over to meet people in the middle of the video chat was more sudden than the last "delivery" Others are very considerate about this point.

"I'll change clothes and go." An Xiyan agreed straight away. Although Exid will return on June 6st, the day after tomorrow, there is no rule that if you return the day after tomorrow, you can't go to the company to meet friends.

It's already night, and there aren't too many people in the coffee shop. Zheng Zhiyong chose a place that is hidden and has partitions. An Xiyan feels that she doesn't have to worry about the dispatch that has cast a shadow on her: " How did you find out that there is such a place? I didn't even know there was such a suitable place to meet near the company."

"That's because you didn't pay attention. I also know that this store allows you to bring your own drinks." Under the soft lighting in the store, Zheng Zhiyong's cheeks were slightly flushed. It was obvious that he had just rushed over from home. On the table in front of him There was also a cup of coffee, wrapped in a plastic bag, with a straw stuck in it, "Is the coffee in the store you endorsed not good, or is the iced Americano bad?"

"Ah, do you think the iced Americano is terrible?" An Xiyan took a closer look and found that it was indeed the product they endorsed, which is the product of the company where the "date" event was held this afternoon, "I think it's okay."

"The taste is different." Zheng Zhiyong said sullenly.

"Give it to me if you don't think it tastes good. I'm just sleepy. I'll go ask for a straw."

"No."

Zheng Zhiyong's eyes fell on An Xiyan's abdomen, and An Xiyan didn't think about it at all: "Don't worry about my stomach, just touch it, the coffee is not very cold."

Zheng Zhiyong, who failed to find a reason: ...

One reason is not good, and there is another: "You don't need to control your weight before returning?" Most of the coffee delivered to takeaway has no less sugar.

An Xiyan: "Zheng Zhiyong, don't tell me that you called me to the coffee shop to buy me plain water."

Zheng Zhiyong shook his shoulders, lowered his head and took out a card from his pocket, put it on the table, and closed his eyes: "Take it for yourself, I don't see anything."

An Xiyan finally couldn't hold it back, and laughed "poof": "You just don't want to stand in the position of being 'responsible', right?"

"It's possible, but for the sake of selfishness, I still have to bear some responsibilities." Zheng Zhiyong raised the corners of his mouth slightly, but the hand on the table was curled up into a fist, revealing his nervousness at the moment , "Otherwise I wouldn't come here to find you two days before your return."

It's time to get down to business, and An Xiyan's heart tightened; "If you have any questions, just speak up, if you treat me as a friend."

"What if I consider you more than just a friend?"

"what?"

"A year ago, you suggested me to participate in "showmethemoney". Since then, I have had an idea and made a lot of preparations for "showmethemoney". Later, I went to "Infinity Challenge" and encountered some accidents in the middle of the competition. I managed to deal with it. But without Zico, the manager who made me so angry that I lost control, cknut used my military service issue to diss Song Minho, and I would not have the citizenship and freedom I have now."

"For a person like me who suffers from serious procrastination, there are two main things that determine life, preparations and attempts over a long period of time, and accidents that were born due to the outside world or myself." An Xiyan's body in front of her Leaning forward, focusing his eyes, Zheng Zhiyong said, "It's the same for you."

"For me..." An Xiyan's mind turned extraordinarily fast, "What are you preparing and trying, and what is it by chance?"

"I have more affection for you than a friend."

"You..." An Xiyan's eyes widened, while Zheng Zhiyong on the opposite side kept his original posture motionless, only subconsciously pursing his lips to reflect a little fluctuation in his heart.

"An Xiyan", his voice is gentle and affectionate, and at the same time there is no intentional ambiguity or pretending to be close, "I don't want to bring you trouble, but I also have selfish intentions. You are not suitable for starting a new relationship now, so I want to take it slowly. Let me know you better, and you know me better."

"Yes...you are different from those in front of the camera in private, and you are deliberately showing this difference." An Xiyan murmured.

She has already been in a relationship. After the retrograde of "Up and Down", her popularity has been rising all the way, and she has received a lot of various confessions. Zheng Zhiyong's sudden return has not scared her to the point where she can't take care of herself.It didn't take long for her to start to think about it.An Xiyan even remembered that when she supported Zheng Zhiyong and starred in the mv of "The First Love of the Twenty Generations", judging from the later news and news, even Zheng Zhiyong's familiar friends during underground activities were all I don't know the specific physical condition of Zheng Zhiyong, but Zheng Zhiyong told her this.

An Xiyan's heart moved, and then she tried to stop herself from thinking about it: "Thank you for your hard work."

What exactly did Zheng Zhiyong do? An Xiyan didn't have time to figure it out now. She only knew that this friend of the same age in front of her had never caused her any trouble. On the contrary, she had tried her best to help her when she needed it. She, An Xiyan, can't casually send good person cards to people. Even if people she doesn't know well, she has to be as considerate as possible, but people who are really good to her have nothing to fear. Is that plausible?I haven't done much for each other before.

"If you can't tell me with certainty now that we have nothing in the past, present, or future, then don't express your opinion. I'm telling you this, not asking you to give me a 'yes' or a 'no' here Zheng Zhiyong said, "'No' I don't want it, and 'Yes' I can't afford it now."

"I must admit that after hearing your words, I felt a little more relaxed," An Xiyan smiled wryly, "What do I need to do?"

"I'm here to confess, not to make a request. Didn't I say it before, an 'accident' happened today."

"explain?"

"Today's incident is just a cause," Zheng Zhiyong said slowly, "I don't easily establish very close relationships with people, my sexual needs are very light, and I respect the orientation of sexual minorities. If these are made public, what kind of rumors will arise ?”

"Miss Xiaozhen told me something about you when you were underground", An Xiyan understood, "Some people say they want to diss you..." Girls generally have a low ability to accept swear words, An Xiyan momentarily It got stuck.

"fuckyourass—the Korean version of this sentence." Seeing An Xiyan nodding hard, Zheng Zhiyong smiled and continued, "And I am 25 years old and have never been in a relationship. If I am an idol, I can use The 'mother-fetal-single' setting, I'm not, so it just leads to misunderstandings, and being misunderstood doesn't make me ashamed, but it can get me in trouble, especially - when I have someone I like."

He had been calmly expounding the facts and his own psychology before, and finally saw An Xiyan say something that almost made An Xiyan who had just adjusted to a serious state: "You...don't flirt now!"

"Have you been an artist for so long, haven't you gotten used to it..." Zheng Zhiyong lowered his head and looked at the table in a very aggrieved tone.

Knowing that Zheng Zhiyong's grievances were a deliberate joke, An Xiyan still softened her heart, "So you will tell me these things, maybe you have to test my thoughts, it's okay", she almost patted her chest to promise, "For me, you don't have to worry about this... But if you can clarify it to the outside world, let's clarify it. In the future, you may also meet a girl you like."

Zheng Zhiyong smiled relievedly, obviously the intersection between him and An Xiyan is not very deep, but An Xiyan's response always meets his expectations, what he likes is this sense of tacit understanding.

While secretly enjoying the tacit understanding, he still had to continue to explain, which made him feel a little frustrated: "Then you asked me if I was asexual."

"Ah... what's the problem here? Are you lying?"

Zheng Zhiyong shook his head with a serious expression: "Tell me, what did you think of after hearing my answer?"

An Xiyan didn't think much at first, but when she heard what Zheng Zhiyong said, she recalled their conversation half an hour ago, and then her expression gradually became strange.

"You thought of it." Zheng Zhiyong said.

An Xiyan was startled by this sentence, almost biting her own tongue, looking at Zheng Zhiyong on the other side who was still calmly observing the texture of the tabletop, she couldn't help but feel depressed: "You...you have never made me so embarrassed. "

Forget it, it seems more difficult for Zheng Zhiyong to say this kind of words.An Xiyan gritted her teeth and decided to be a "wicked person" herself. However, when she spoke, anxiety and caution poured into her voice without any money, almost overflowing:

"In that accident, your leg was seriously injured, and your waist is not very good. In the middle..."