Thinker in the entertainment industry

Having said so much, Zheng Zhiyong seemed to have stood for too long, and he was sure that Jin Jaejoong would not do anything to him, so he sat on the floor with a calm expression, and put his knees together in front of him.

"Too much emotion will bring a more deadly problem. I don't have enough ambition. I don't think that's bad. I'm not a person who can squeeze to the top, whether it's in nature or ability."

"ability?"

"The memory here is good, but the efficiency of logic is too low, especially in terms of numbers." Zheng Zhiyong pointed to his head again, "but memory is usually only useful during exams. For long-term development, if you don't know, you can look it up. I can't think of a way, there's no way to solve it."

"However, I don't think I'm a bad person. My ability and quality are not at the top. My hobbies... are a little different, but what's the matter?" Zheng Zhiyong's photo is always printed with "I'm a good boy" At this time, there was a little rebellion in the calm, "I don't think that I should be belittled because of my different personality. I have never delayed what I should do."

"Then you should have a good life in SM", Kim Jaejoong said, "These problems you have are not considered problems for an artist or an idol."Zheng Zhiyong's hobbies that are a bit different are nothing if they are covered by the status of "idol".

Zheng Zhiyong nodded: "Yes, and...dancing really gives me a sense of accomplishment. When I was young, I wanted to learn painting or playing musical instruments."

"Then?" That's normal, Zheng Zhiyong loves art, and it's not that his family can't afford the training class.

"Hands are disabled, my fingers and brain are extremely uncoordinated, and I can't write very well now. I have practiced for a long time."

Jin Zaizhong's face twitched, it was so miserable, he silently lit a piece of wax for Zheng Zhiyong.

"I always feel that if there is one thing that I want to do well, I can definitely stick to it, but I have never encountered it. Sometimes I wonder if this kind of thinking is making excuses for myself." Zheng Zhiyong smiled He said, "I found it now, dance, my innate conditions did not hold me back, I like him because he dances very handsomely, I want to do well, do it desperately, and then succeed, no one can deny my level , my progress, and my efforts, this feeling is very fresh."

"I get it, but I don't understand it," Kim Jaejoong said.I can understand the words, but why do you think so much at such a young age and go to become a trainee for this?

"The environment is different. There are too many children from other people's families around me, but I am an ordinary person who thinks a lot. If my starting point is lower, it will be completely different now." Zheng Zhiyong smiled.

Jin Jaejoong feels a little tired, ordinary people or something—is the standard you set different from what I thought?

But he already knew what he wanted to know, and the fire in his heart had cooled down. Jin Jaejoong didn't intend to embarrass Zheng Zhiyong anymore. He stood up with his crutches: "I remind you of one thing."

"Huh?" Zheng Zhiyong also stood up in a hurry.

"If you don't intend to confront the senior who is making trouble for you, it's better to behave a little embarrassed." Kim Jaejoong sighed, "Senior, I speak from my experience."

"Thank you", Zheng Zhiyong walked over to open the door for Kim Jaejoong, "What I lack is experience...Senior?"

He was petrified.

Kim Heechul raised his hands at the door: "It's my fault for not knocking on the door, but you guys didn't notice me for so long—"

"How long have you been here?" Jin Zaizhong, whose face was as dark as the bottom of the pot, interrupted him.

"I have always been fearless, but at that time I was afraid that I would be silenced by the two of you." After many years, Kim Heechul still felt lingering fear when he recalled it.

"Even if you are Mr. Kim Heechul who is the only one in heaven and earth, eavesdropping is not good." Jin Jaejoong laughed.

"But if I don't eavesdrop, I wouldn't know that our hero Jaejoong would actually..." Seeing that Jin Jaejoong's eyes became more and more dangerous, Kim Heechul shut his mouth sharply, "Don't look at me like that, you have already said goodbye to that time up".

"Yes." Jin Zaizhong's anger was straightened out by these words, and he put away the murderous gaze just now, and he sighed.

Nine years ago, Kim Jaejoong still felt worried and fearful.His dislike for Zheng Zhiyong at that time had nothing to do with jealousy, but the perfection shown by Zheng Zhiyong made him worry whether people with high starting points also have inherent better talents and better qualities than others. Because of the stronger will of ordinary people, I worry about whether my own hard work, which has fallen too far behind in the initial stage, can make up for the distance left behind.

But nine years later, as a member of TVXQ, he reached the top of the music industry after all the twists and turns, and left SM with two teammates due to contract disputes. Kim Jaejoong, who has not stopped writing new chapters in the fields of acting, writing, and directing, no longer feels afraid.

And nine years passed in the blink of an eye.

"By the way, what happened to Zheng Zhiyong?"

When Zheng Zhiyong was still a small bean, he unknowingly made the young Kim Jaejoong worry about him. Later, he got closer to him by accident, but Kim Jaejoong found that his previous cognition was far from the truth. .In addition to Zheng Zhiyong's excellent memory, his natural IQ and EQ are only a little better than ordinary people. As for his personality, as he himself said, he is too emotional.Fortunately, Zheng Zhiyong's background enabled him to receive a high-level education, and Zheng Zhiyong's brain is clear enough to distinguish what should be done and what should not be done, and resolutely do what he thinks he should do. Things to do.

Wait... It's good enough to do what you think you should do.Although Zheng Zhiyong's sensibility makes him sometimes not so efficient when making choices, such as running SM as a trainee because of "like" and "sense of accomplishment", in general, Zheng Zhiyong is still He is very sensible, Jin Zaijoong has never seen him commit any stupidity.

Kim Jaejoong is looking forward to what Zheng Zhiyong will develop into after his debut as an artist.

2007, winter.

"Are you going to start selecting people?"

As he approached the gate of SM, the warm wind blowing against his face made Jin Jaejoong's nerves relax a lot unconsciously. He stretched out his hands and let out a sigh of relief. Zhiyong spoke.

"Yes", compared to the 22-year-old "old man" Kim Jae-joong, the 16-year-old Zheng Zhiyong is obviously full of energy. If he hadn't taken care of the dangling Kim Jae-joong's speed, he would have rushed to the practice room, "It should be said that the first One round has been filtered, and the next is the difficult time."

"What position are you fighting for?"

When Jin Zaizhong asked such a question, Zheng Zhiyong's mouth drooped immediately: "The lead dancer."

Isn't that great?Jin Jaejoong resisted not asking, stopped and thought for a while, and finally understood: "Are you a competitor with Li Taemin?"

correct answer.

Zheng Zhiyong had a sad face: "I think I can try to show it."

"You can't be short on the outside," Kim Jaejoong rubbed Zheng Zhiyong's hair proudly, feeling condescending, "But is your 1.7m tall okay?"

"I'm only a little old, and I've been growing during this period of time, and I will grow again in the future." Zheng Zhiyong doesn't like height problems, "My family is not short, and the eldest sister is 1.7 meters five. Don't think it's my turn to have a genetic mutation."

"Hahaha", Jin Jaejoong had enough of laughing, and looked at Zheng Zhiyong from top to bottom and from bottom to top again, "Fortunately, your development has caught up, and your height is easy to say. This time you are pushing a new group, and at the beginning you said you would leave The line of the younger brother next door, if your voice change period is delayed for another month or two, the selection will be delayed."

Zheng Zhiyong deeply agrees with this point, as evidenced by his lingering fear, "Yeah, it finally ended in time", Zheng Zhiyong reached out and touched his throat, "The new voice sounds pretty good, It's just that I'm not used to it, and I always feel awkward when I speak."

"What about singing?"

"It's okay, that's what others say, I... I'm not used to it yet."

"I'm going to Japan on the plane at night, and I'll come back from Japan in a few days. Let me listen to it. I haven't heard it after your voice-changing period is over."

"Okay, let me guide you by the way."

"The experience of a lead singer may not be applicable to non-lead singers," Kim Jaejoong said coldly, and then he couldn't help laughing when he saw Zheng Zhiyong's breath stuck in his throat, " Alright, let's go to practice, and by the way, think about how to be the youngest in the group in the future, I don't want to see another Changmin."

Zheng Zhiyong was stunned for a moment, and looked at Jin Zaizhong blankly, but Jin Zaizhong looked calm.

Soon, the blankness on Zheng Zhiyong's face disappeared, replaced by a smile, a little bit embarrassed, but also joy and ambition that couldn't be concealed: "I know, but it seems that Senior Changmin and Kyuhyun's route is good. ——I don’t have a bad tongue but if I have to choose between it and acting like a baby…” The subtext, it’s still a rebellion.

"Then I can only sympathize with your brothers first," Kim Jaejoong said, "Although your lethality should...not be great."

Why is he still expecting Zheng Zhiyong to play tricks?

Who will save him!

"I don't know either," Zheng Zhiyong said with a smile, "Brother Zai Zhong, goodbye?" After speaking, his nose twitched uncontrollably, and he turned his head and sneezed.

Jin Zaizhong nodded: "Goodbye, and, critical period, be careful of catching a cold."

"Understood." Zheng Zhiyong said goodbye, turned around and trotted up the stairs all the way - the practice room he is currently using is upstairs.

"Young man." Jin Zaizhong sighed "old-fashioned".

Is it because they were restrained too much in the past, or is the new boy group taking a very, very lively route?Why does he feel that Zheng Zhiyong is happier than before?

Is it in a good mood?

As if this is the truth.

After all, Kim Jaejoong never heard the effect of Zheng Zhiyong singing with his changed voice. In the winter of 2007, when SM was selecting members for the newly launched boy group, Zheng Zhiyong disappeared.

As juniors who can’t meet several times a month, the relationship between Kim Jaejoong and Zheng Zhiyong is closer than other people in this state due to various reasons, but if you really say "very dear brother" "very dear brother" "That kind of word must be a cliché for the media.After Zheng Zhiyong disappeared suddenly, Kim Jaejoong was curious, worried, and tried to inquire about it, but apart from the simple "physical reason" that Zheng Zhiyong's family used when they terminated the trainee contract, everyone did not inquire about anything else. , Facing the result of "getting nothing", he finally sealed Zheng Zhiyong in his memory.

Until he heard Zheng Zhiyong's name again from Kim Heechul's mouth.

Memory also shook the dust off his body, and came to the door again.

"He." Facing Kim Jaejoong's inquiries, Kim Heechul, who often put on a proud face, showed an expression of "unexplainable", "I seem to know why he suddenly disappeared at that time."

"Why?" Jin asked in a low voice.He actually felt a little uneasy for no reason—his intuition told him that what Kim Heechul said was not a good thing.

"The reason is my guess, but I think it shouldn't be too far behind," Kim Heechul said, "Jung Jiyong probably couldn't make his debut at that time."

Unable to debut?

Until Jin Zaizhong sat in his luxury car, his mind was still a little messed up.

Kim Heechul said it was "guessing", but it's not that Kim Jaejoong doesn't have his own ability to judge. He thought about it based on what he already knew, and he quickly came to a conclusion.Kim Heechul's guess is 99% likely to be true.

But what Kim Jaejoong wants to happen is the remaining 1%, because the other possibility is kind of...

Jin Zaizhong shook his head, not letting himself think about it, instead of starting the car, he took out his mobile phone, connected it to the car stereo, and started flipping through the playlist again.

After a while, he found what he wanted.

"The bottom of the valley without light, the unstoppable tears that flowed, it still bitters my heart, reminding of eternal loss."

In the background is Heo Solji's hoarse and sad voice, and Kim Jaejoong looks down at the phone screen.

Xu Suzhi; &le (exid) "Tears".

Words: thinker, le.Song: thinker.Composer: thinker.