Thinker in the entertainment industry

"Some people want to keep the beast, and control the beast, but I can't control it," Zhang Xiansheng gave him the answer, "The previous approach is considered to have not brought enough deterrence, do you understand?"

"Where's Representative Hong?"

"His strength is not that strong." Zhang Xiansheng said.

Zheng Zhiyong was speechless.

What can he say?Zhang Xiansheng clearly recognizes the facts, but stubbornly refuses to bow his head. Zheng Zhiyong and the other members of beast basically have the same purpose, but their motivations are different. The biggest thing in common is the fluke mentality, not realizing the cruelty of power struggle, hurting the enemy It is not a good thing to lose one thousand to eight hundred, but if you can hold on to your authority, what can you not do?

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Zheng Zhiyong would never have imagined that Cube's current management would do this to "kill chickens and monkeys".

"Is there no other way?" Zheng Zhiyong was still unwilling, "You tell the truth."

"The truth is there's no precedent for an artist to go head-to-head against a company's success, and ... it's just bringing forward what would otherwise have happened."

It also changed from the expected military service, going their separate ways and breaking up peacefully, to the unhappy breakup that happened when the contract had not yet expired, and anyone could see it as a problem.

"Let's meet, brother."

The Zhang Xiansheng that Zheng Zhiyong saw with his own eyes was not as calm and calm as he was on the phone. His eye circles were black and blue when he shut himself at home, and there were thin bloodshot eyes in his eyes, which were not small at all, and he was even a little frighteningly haggard.Zheng Zhiyong's condition is also not much better, his spirit is wandering, his eyes are slack, his footsteps are vacant, like a wandering soul with a physical image in the world, Zhang Xiansheng even feels that the Zheng Zhiyong he saw at the police station that day is not in such a bad state, Such thoughts made him feel ridiculous, but he couldn't deny it.

The other party was Zheng Zhiyong, and he didn't hide it: "Your condition looks very bad."

"I'm afraid I won't be able to see anyone these two days. I'm ready."

"I also want to adjust it and update the ins."

"As usual?"

Zhang Xiansheng nodded: "Do I have to say anything about this incident?"

"Brother won't say it." Zhang Xiansheng is not a person who is willing to speak out, Zheng Zhiyong has to admit this.

"I have not been very frank with you, you have already seen it." Zhang Xiansheng poured a glass of water for himself and Zheng Zhiyong, then returned to the sofa and sat down, drooping his head, looking like he didn't want to move at all. "I have concerns about the same thing as you. I am angry or simply stubborn. You seem to be not trusting enough. Let me make a random guess. Is it because it is not a personal experience, so I feel more sad?"

"Ah?" Zheng Zhiyong knew that Zhang Xiansheng was talking about his extraordinary bad state at this time, but he didn't quite understand what Zhang Xiansheng said at the end.

"I found out about you at the police station that day. I was very uncomfortable and felt wronged and worried for you, but you seemed to be just tired." Zhang Xiansheng said.

"Yes, the sad time has long passed, and I'm used to it," Zheng Zhiyong admitted, "But I still can't accept the sudden disintegration of some old things that I have feelings for. At the end of 2014, I and mq I made their last full-body album, wrote "you don't know", it was recognized by all members, and it was regarded as a good end by them and fans. This is all the intersection between me and them, but to see their farewell concert Yes, I still feel a little sad."

"You have a lot of emotions," Zhang Xiansheng looked at Zheng Zhiyong and said dryly, "I'm sorry, I can't empathize with you."Zhang Xiansheng has long admitted that his empathy is weak, and he doesn't want to hide it.

"Thank you for understanding, I have never dared to say... No, it should be that I only dare to talk about my emotions in general and have a lot of tears, and I dare not be specific enough that I will be sad for the separation of a group like fans. "Zheng Zhiyong said.

Zhang Xiansheng squeezed out a smile: "Aren't you worried about what I will face next?"

"And the changes I'm going to face next."

If the beast is still there, no matter who is in power in Cube, Zheng Zhiyong can continue to cooperate with them, but now Park Zhongmin has cheated Zhang Xiansheng, and Zheng Zhiyong will have a lot of trouble dealing with him in the future. serious psychological disorder.Jay Park has pointed out Zheng Zhiyong's excessive attachment to "loyalty", but Zheng Zhiyong doesn't want to change at all. There are very, very few people who can be trusted by him as "completely harmless", and he doesn't think there is anything special about it. wrong.

In addition, the relationship between Zheng Zhiyong and other people in Beast, especially Long Junheng, may also change.Parting ways is a consensus that has been reached. Now that the time has moved forward two years, Zhang Xiansheng has no intention of confronting the company with pebbles, and the attitude of the other five must be similar.Zheng Zhiyong didn't think there was anything wrong with them, nor did he think there was anything wrong with the awkwardness in his heart.

They can no longer get along as naturally as before, this is something Zheng Zhiyong can be sure of.

Maybe Zhang Xiansheng hasn't thought of this level yet, maybe he has thought of it, but he didn't say it out loud. "You're already like this, I don't know what the fans will think," he said in a low voice, "I don't know when they will understand that there will be such fundamental differences among the members of a group at the end. Just thinking about going solo and disbanding, we only found out what is relatively the best after working hard, and this may be the reason why I, as the person involved, am in a better state than you."

"Brother, how are you doing now?"

"When it really comes, there will be a little..." Zheng Zhiyong, who has always given a "frank" image to the outside world, is so difficult to say what is in his heart. It is even more difficult to ask Zhang Xiansheng to be frank. The current time is special and the occasion is special. Zheng Zhiyong said that he said a little bit more, "I also miss it, when we first debuted, but whether it is reality or people's thoughts, we can't go back to the past."

In the seven years since their debut, playing songs, signing sales, fanmeeting, and concerts have become daily life. It is normal for idols to not remember their own itinerary as clearly as fans.Now that Zhang Xiansheng recalled these seven years, many things are not clear, and most of the things he can clearly remember are relatively long-term events, such as the deep throbbing in his heart when he saw the sea of ​​roses for the first time.He doesn't miss the sea of ​​roses and lights, he misses himself who would throb at that time.

Zheng Zhiyong said that he was not frank, but Zhang Xiansheng didn't bother to tell lies, how much of his true feelings could he say?He didn't stand on stage for the sake of fans, because some of the expectations of the fans felt very powerless, and the gap between him and his teammates was getting deeper and deeper. Can he say this?

"I saw the problem, and because it was uncomfortable to forcibly change my habitual style, I chose to let it go. They didn't do anything wrong, and they were troubled by my existence." Zhang Xiansheng continued, "However, the beginning is my idea. Deviated from my teammates, and did not perform for the sake of superficial harmony, now you read the comments, the responsibility is all on me, the bad comments are all mine, even the fans can say that Cube is shameless, the incident is caused by me , I will bear the price, and I am not particularly sorry for them, right?"

Zhang Xiansheng finally raised his head, looked at Zheng Zhiyong and said.The sense of isolation caused by his stubbornness and unique thinking has faded away completely, but Zheng Zhiyong's throat is sore because of his complete sincerity: "The result should not be like this..." After the time for military service is up A peaceful breakup is a good thing for everyone. It is precisely because a consensus has been reached before and he thinks it can be achieved, Zheng Zhiyong is so hard to accept now.

"There is nothing that shouldn't happen, any kind of accident can happen, or you can think about it in another way, I can't always be an idol, now it's just two years ahead of schedule." Zhang Xiansheng said.

Zheng Zhiyong felt the air around him getting heavier: "I'm sorry, nothing can be done."

"No, you comfort me to some extent. I am not the only one who thinks differently, but you are there. Although I don't quite agree with your thoughts, you seem to be the same to me." Zhang Xiansheng can't always do a good job. His senior or elder brother, but always subconsciously maintain a posture, his mind is not as open as Zheng Zhiyong, "I can trust you, right?"

"Yes", Zheng Zhiyong's previous voice was erratic and full of pain and confusion, but now he became a bit resolute, "I am the same for my brother".

"Trust me in what?"

"I won't think my ideas are ridiculous and spread them around, and I won't extract benefits from me," Zheng Zhiyong said, "So, brother, is there anything you want to do now?"

"I can't think of it for the time being, there will be a lot of changes soon, and I don't have to do anything right away." Zhang Xiansheng knew that Zheng Zhiyong was looking for psychological comfort, and he didn't want to hit him. "My longest dream is to keep jumping. You will It's my last layer of support, how about this?" With a pure heart and as few desires as Zhang Xiansheng, this goal is already ambitious enough.

"it is good."

Feeling Zheng Zhiyong's determination, Zhang Xiansheng finally smiled sincerely.

There was nothing wrong with comforting the child, and he himself was comforted.

After meeting Zhang Xiansheng, Zheng Zhiyong felt much better.People are creatures that need to communicate and communicate, especially in the current situation, without Zhang Xiansheng's previous explanations and subsequent "requests", it would be difficult for Zheng Zhiyong to comfort himself.Just like if Li Taemin did not forgive Zheng Zhiyong for choosing to remain silent because of venting his anger when he clearly knew about it, it would become a long-lasting thorn in Zheng Zhiyong's heart.

Compared with the sudden and uncontrollable emotions, Zheng Zhiyong has nothing to do with guilt.

Fang Jihe had nothing to do with his artist. After asking around, he probably guessed the reason for Zheng Zhiyong's strange state, and then his head grew bigger.

A 25-year-old man who quit the team for a member of the group is out of state, and it makes people laugh out loud. It is no secret that Cube is in chaos and that Zhang Xiansheng is estranged from other members of Beast. Fans of Zhang Xiansheng leaving Beast may not be as sad as Zheng Zhiyong.But thinking about Zheng Zhiyong's gaffe at the Seoul Music Awards, Fang Jihyuk felt that this time was not bad, and Zheng Zhiyong would lose the chain after explaining to him.

It's okay...it's a ghost!

Fang Jihe also knew that compared with the dividends he got, he didn't have a lot to do. If he were to choose other agents in the subsidiary company, he would definitely rush to come over, but with a very reasonable and incomprehensible Dealing with a genius of thinking, the difficulty is really incomprehensible to outsiders.

Things that he can't understand, others will have ideas if they don't keep them in order. Just thinking about how to cover Zheng Zhiyong's abnormal state, Fang Jihe drained his brain cells.

In the end, he anxiously sent Zheng Zhiyong a message: "Are you pretending to be sick? You have a cold and a fever and your throat is hoarse."

Zheng Zhiyong replied to him: "Retreat and create."

Are you sure that if you say this reason, others will not think of you?Forget it, it should be fine after these two days, Fang Jihe comforted himself.

What made him even more fortunate was that after Li Xicheng's incident, Zheng Zhiyong was already in a relatively closed state. Others were not sure about Zheng Zhiyong's actual situation, so they would go to Fang Jihe first if something happened. , rather than directly disturbing the person.

The first person who wanted to contact Zheng Zhiyong was actually An Xiyan: "The sixth season of "Game of Thrones" will start broadcasting on April 4. I want to ask thinker when the song will be released, but his kakao is not online. It's closed, is there something wrong?"

Fang Ki-hyuk, who felt that he could feel a bit of concern from An Xiyan's words, twitched his lips, and replied with professionalism as a manager: "It's also April 4th, and "Dawn Comes" as an episode is not in the second episode. Appear? The time is right." Zheng Zhiyong's song and mv will be released on April 24th, the popularity will definitely not be low, and there may be some "hype" and other discussions accompanying it. At this time, "Dawn Comes" Appeared in American TV series, perfect.

"It's very suitable." An Xiyan had similar thoughts, but she still remembered Zheng Zhiyong's abnormality, "But... thinker, what's the matter?"

It's a blessing, not a curse, and it's a disaster that can't be avoided. "He's creating, he's very sensitive...I've never seen him like that."

"Oh——" An Xiyan's reaction was not very unexpected, "He and his music are very special, I seem to be looking forward to it again."

Fang Jihyuk:!

Leaving aside whether An Xiyan was sincere or polite, he understood Zheng Zhiyong's intentions.

As soon as he thought about it, he was worried again.

"Hanixi, I would like to ask a question." Fang Jihe said carefully, "Dispatch and they understand the overall situation, and it is not ruled out that there will be unscrupulous media for the sake of popularity. In terms of your relationship recently, can you be sure that there will be no new news?"