[Love and Producer] Black and White

damage.

peel off.

What a terrible word.

Although Wang Zhu didn't fully explain her evol, Lin Ruoxuan could already feel that her evol would hurt other people.

Without thinking, Lin Ruoxuan immediately let go of Bai Qi's wrist, his fingertips trembling slightly.She took a few steps back to distance herself from Bai Qi and Wang Zhu.

It would be nice if he could retreat to an area where neither of them could see, maybe then his own evol wouldn't take effect, and they wouldn't be hurt.

Thinking of this, she backed all the way, until her back hit the wall and there was no way to retreat, she stopped.

With her back against the cold and hard wall, Bai Qi and Wang Zhu stood a few meters away, and she suddenly felt relieved.

The morbid sense of security reappeared.

Wang Zhu, who is over half a century old, has more life experience after all, and he guessed eight or nine points of Lin Ruoxuan's mind at a glance.He sighed, walked towards her, and pulled her back to Bai Qi.

"Don't worry, your evol should be able to work through touch." He explained to Lin Ruoxuan, "If your evol didn't have any conditional constraints and just played its role wantonly, Bai Qi's evol would have been riddled with holes long ago .”

"I see."

Lin Ruoxuan responded, but still kept a certain distance from Bai Qi.Bai Qi felt sad for a while, but considering her thoughts, he didn't dare to approach her easily.

In fact, Wang Zhu's words have not been finished yet.He recalled what he said just now, cleared his throat, and continued: "Destruction and deprivation of evol, this is what happens when you touch others, but it seems to be only for evolvers. For non-evolvers, maybe your evol ...Will it work? I haven't explored this part carefully, so I don't dare to jump to conclusions."

"Then why did the plate shatter? And the paper cups...they are all dead things, right?" Lin Ruoxuan asked.

"Because you still can't control your evol, and the power hidden in your evol is terrifyingly huge, and the power that has nowhere to vent will 'escape', so you will destroy dead things." Wang Zhu paused and continued. Said, "You don't need to be too depressed, this is a common problem that all people who cannot control the destruction system evol will have. As long as you can learn how to control it, this situation will not happen again."

Wang Zhu's words did not reassure Lin Ruoxuan much.

God knows if she can really control her evol, and no one can tell her exactly how long this process will take.

She's not a pessimist, but she can't help but think the worst.

If she's out of control for the rest of her life, does she need to put on layers of protective clothing to prevent her from hurting anyone?

That might look a lot like Chekhov's man in a trap.

Lifeless, afraid of everything, sinking into the fear cage created by oneself, never feeling the beautiful existence in the world...

She never wanted to live like that.

But what could she do if that happened?

Can not be done……

Don't be like that.

"Ruoxuan... Ruoxuan!"

Bai Qi patted her on the shoulder, Lin Ruoxuan woke up from deep thinking.

"what happened?"

"Have you been in a daze for a long time?" Bai Qi sighed, "What are you thinking? You can tell me."

Bai Qi's brows and eyes were full of worry, and Lin Ruoxuan always felt a little guilty when he looked at it.

It was she who added to Bai Qi's worries.

Lin Ruoxuan shook her head and forced a smile: "It's nothing." After that, she turned to Wang Zhu and asked, "Professor, what did you say just now? I'm sorry, I accidentally lost my mind and didn't hear it."

"I said, I suspect that your evol is contagious—or to use a more accurate word, aggressive." Wang Zhu slowed down, and patiently repeated for Lin Ruoxuan, "Those boys who went to C City to perform missions , they have never seen you, but they also have damaged evol. Let's assume that something is eroding evol. According to my guess, Bai Qi may pass the thing that erodes evol to the group through physical contact boys..."

"It's like a virus, right?" Lin Ruoxuan interrupted him.

Wang Zhu was at a loss for words for a while, and found that this metaphor was surprisingly apt.

"But for the time being, the erosion caused by your evol will gradually disappear over time without causing irreversible permanent damage. In this regard, it is still a little different from a virus."

Lin Ruoxuan did not answer Wang Zhu.His words did not give Lin Ruoxuan any comfort.

A dead silence permeated the three of them.

Bai Qi spoke first to break the silence.

"Then is there any way to control evol? If it is always out of control, it will affect life to some extent."

"Uh..." Wang Zhu pondered for a while, and then replied, "First of all, you need to stabilize your mind. If your emotions fluctuate greatly, it will lead to a worsening of the out-of-control situation. Secondly, you can distract your attention and stop thinking about evol. It won't be long before we can gradually control evol."

For every newly promoted evolver who cannot control evol, Wang Zhu will tell them these words, it seems that this method is a panacea.

Lin Ruoxuan nodded: "I understand. Do you have anything else to do?"

"It seems that there is nothing to say."

"Then I shall take my leave. I will trouble you today, Professor."

Lin Ruoxuan bowed to Wang Zhu, turned and left, and Bai Qi followed her.

"I'll take you back."

"No need." Lin Ruoxuan smiled wryly, "I shouldn't be in any danger, after all, I've become like this."

There was a subtle distance between the two.Bai Qi wanted to get closer to her, but whenever he approached, Lin Ruoxuan would take a step ahead of him to distance himself.In the end, she could barely walk against the wall.

"I'm sorry." Lin Ruoxuan said suddenly, "If I had told you about the injection earlier, if I hadn't always forgotten, if I had been more careful... I'm sorry for causing you trouble and hurt."

"It's not your fault. You didn't do anything wrong and you didn't cause any trouble."

"...Really?" Lin Ruoxuan was a little uncertain.

To be honest, she felt that Bai Qi was just trying to trick her with nice words.

Bai Qi stretched out his hand and rubbed her head: "I won't lie to you."

The sudden touch made Lin Ruoxuan unable to react for a while.Ordinarily at this time, she should find a way to keep Bai Qi from touching herself, but the inexplicable sense of stability made her feel at ease.Lin Ruoxuan wiped away tears silently as his eyes blurred instantly.

It's good to have him around.

"Crying again." Bai Qi wiped away her tears with his hands, and sighed silently, "It's not that bad, don't worry."

"I know I know……"

Although I know it in my heart, I still can't help but think about what the worst ending will look like.

Bai Qi insisted on sending Lin Ruoxuan home, but was unable to do so because Liang Cha called him to the office.

If possible, he really wanted to get rid of Liang Cha.

He was a little worried about Lin Ruoxuan.

Bai Qi knew her character too well.She can handle small setbacks with ease.If something big happens and she can't handle it alone, most of the time she will try to be brave and say that she is fine.In fact, she had already panicked in her heart, but she still had to show that everything was under control.

Sooner or later, this mentality is going to be a big mistake.

Bai Qi wanted to talk to her so that she would not always bear the burden alone, but he didn't know how to bring up this topic naturally.

All in all, let's start with a lot of communication.

"Bai Qi, I'm talking to you, don't be distracted."

Liang Cha knocked hard on the table with a stern tone.

Bai Qi immediately stopped his wandering thoughts and apologized to Liang Cha.

Lin Ruoxuan, who managed to avoid the crowds in the evening rush hour, returned home without touching anyone.

She took out the key and was about to open the door when she suddenly thought of the possibility that the key might be broken into scrap iron in her hand.

If it really comes true, it would be too sad.

To avoid confronting this tragic situation head-on, she tried to distract herself by forcing herself to recall scenes from the movie she watched today.However, she always unconsciously thinks of her evol and what Wang Zhu said.

Take it easy, take it easy.she told herself so.

With a click, the lock spring popped open, and Lin Ruoxuan felt relieved for a while.She let out a foul breath, pulled out the key, opened the door and entered the house.

Now even being able to open the door of his own house has become a probabilistic event, Lin Ruoxuan wanted to laugh a little.

Throwing the bag on the table casually, Lin Ruoxuan collapsed on the sofa.The house was in a mess, and she was in a hurry to go out in the morning, so she didn't clean it up seriously.

She doesn't like messy surroundings.But before she started to clean up, she first sent a text message to Bai Qi.She felt that with Bai Qi's old mother's character, if she didn't report her safety now, the next thing waiting for her might be a series of fatal calls.

Bai Qi was probably obsessed with something, and he didn't reply for a long time.Lin Ruoxuan pouted, and decided to do the housework first, not paying attention to waiting for Bai Qi's reply.

Housework is always very tiring, not to mention that Lin Ruoxuan's previous injury has not yet healed, and his exhaustion has doubled.But the soreness wandering somewhere in her body distracted her attention naturally, and she briefly forgot about the evol.

Dabing meowed and walked up and down at her feet, getting in the way.There was still a lot of cat food left in the food bowl, Lin Ruoxuan knew that it was not because of hunger, but because it was bored and wanted to play with her.

But Lin Ruoxuan is not free right now.She leaned down and pushed the pie away.However, Dabing's desire to play was not easily dispelled, and she approached her again, which brought great trouble to her work.

"Little guy who is in the way, I will play with you later, don't come and disturb me now."

Lin Ruoxuan said, pushing it away again.

Just as her hand touched the soft cat fur, Dabing suddenly let out a miserable howl and jumped back violently.It huddled and trembled.

It opened a wound about three centimeters long on its side, and its bright red muscles were slightly turned outwards.It silently licked the wound, its face stained with blood.

Lin Ruoxuan looked at the blood on his finger, his mind went blank.

She thought that she would not harm any living things.