[Full-time master] chasing the wind

2. The last sentence, Yun Zhifan's original sentence to Jiang Binliu should be: "Later, my elder brother said to me: I can't wait any longer. If you wait any longer, you will grow old."

Happy Chinese New Year, and auspicious Year of the Dog!I finally fulfilled my long-cherished wish to release the ending on the first day of the Lunar New Year (x)

Afterwards, there will be two extra episodes, which will be released one after another within a week, so look forward to x

☆、Zhou Zekai Extra Story: Kataba Yoshimitsu

The Cheng Junni in Zhou Zekai's memory was at an age between a girl and a young girl. Like all the girls in Qizhong at that age, she wore a red and pink school uniform like a sack, with no makeup on her plain face, and her long hair honestly It was tied up, revealing only a smooth forehead.

Memories are too far away, and parting is so light.This face is too ordinary, if you don't think about it hard, I'm afraid it will be easily forgotten.

Zhou Zekai also took some effort to remember her.

Although Zhou Zekai's temperament is introverted and calm, he also considers himself a person who accepts death.For mortals and everything, if you recognize it at a glance, it will be difficult to change it.This is true for Glory, and it is also true for Lin Qing.Apart from these two, no matter how prosperous life is, in Zhou Zekai's eyes, it has become an irrelevant idle matter.

Cheng Junni was just such an idler from beginning to end.

When Zhou Zekai saw Cheng Junni again, five or six years had passed since he last saw her.At first, he just thought that these faces looked familiar and seemed familiar. After thinking about it carefully, that specific person slowly emerged in his mind with memories.Zhou Zekai remembered that they had been at the same table for several years, had watched several Glory games together, and had several meals together.She has good grades, and Zhou Zekai often borrows her homework for reference and correction.

——This is all he can remember, all the fronts.

Zhou Zekai only remembered that Cheng Junni's Chinese scores were really good, but he also forgot how well she wrote Chinese compositions.Therefore, when he saw the news that Cheng Junni had become a young writer through Zheng Xisheng's circle of friends, he was still surprised.

Although Zhou Zekai's circle of friends is as taciturn as himself, he still pays attention to other people's activities on weekdays.Zheng Xisheng was his alumnus for nine years, not to mention his obvious thoughts about Lin Qing, how could Zhou Zekai not know, naturally he paid more attention to Zheng Xisheng than ordinary people.On this day, Zheng Xisheng reposted a special interview launched by the official account of a literary magazine.The subject is a young writer whose name is composed of three literary and beautiful characters.Zhou Zekai didn't know this writer, but he recognized her from the photo the moment he clicked on the interview.

Cheng Junni put on a little makeup, but there was only a touch of makeup on the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, Zhou Zekai still recognized her through her round smiling cheeks.Zhou Zekai's thumb moved down slowly, a newcomer in S city, a leading post-00s writer, it really was her.Although Zhou Zekai couldn't think of her name clearly for a while, he really remembered this person.

In the interview, Cheng Junni was praised and praised without hesitation, but between the lines that were exaggerated, some traces of the past can be seen.Cheng Junni likes to talk about junior high school, but Zhou Zekai feels strange about the junior high school days she said and described in her words—are those really the times they witnessed together?Zhou Zekai couldn't remember anymore.Maybe he forgot, maybe he didn't bother to remember at all.

She said that she used to be the head of the wind band, oh, there seems to be such a thing as a wind band, but Zhou Zekai really didn’t remember who the head of the sound was; Went smoothly into Guangyuan Middle School, which is well-known in the whole district and the city. Zhou Zekai vaguely remembered that there was such a thing as an excellent promotion in the class, but he had long forgotten who got the excellent promotion; Competing to read books together, in the second year of junior high school, I won the first composition competition award for a post-reading review, and was even praised in front of the whole school—well, Zhou Zekai doesn’t remember, I don’t remember this at all up.

Zhou Zekai looked at this full interview, but it was like looking at a hazy stranger from the other side.

At the end of the interview, I attached a trial reading of Cheng Junni's latest work, called "The Daughter of Time", which will be included in a forthcoming novel collection.

This novel begins with this sentence——

"When I met him, he was at an age between a boy and a teenager. He was wearing a red and pink school uniform like a sack like all the boys in X Middle School at that age, but he was different from them."

Zhou Zekai twitched his eyelashes.Cheng Junni, the girl with the neat ponytail, got up from the lake of memory so wetly, and returned to him to wander.

At the age of thirteen or fourteen, it was the age when love first started. In Qizhong, a small campus, Zhou Zekai was once the white moonlight and cinnabar mole in the hearts of many girls.He and Cheng Junni were able to be at the same table for three years, and had several rather personal friendships, based on one premise - she didn't like him.

While other girls started to grow bangs out of love for beauty, and tried their best to dress up their red and pink school uniforms, Cheng Junni was still no different from elementary school students, honestly wearing a ponytail and showing a big forehead. There are a lot of clothes stuffed into the school uniform that is one size bigger.

Sitting beside Zhou Zekai, Cheng Junni always likes to pile up large and small textbooks, homework books and test papers into a towering tower.A little girl who is usually gentle and gentle, but when she is sitting at the desk, she is fierce and aggressive.Zhou Zekai once used a word in the glossary to describe Lin Qing—ambitious; but for Cheng Junni, this kind of aggressiveness is more superficial, and aggressive can only be used to describe it.

Zhou Zekai likes to use her homework as a reference, she can always get high marks in various subjects, and her test papers are always so clean and tidy, even the annotations on the red pen marks are clear, as if it is for someone to see Finely carved artwork.

In Zhou Zekai's heart, Cheng Junni is such an image.There is no gender, and the personality is ambiguous, but the subconscious makes people feel dependable and trustworthy, like an almighty superman.Zhou Zekai always has some admiration and gratitude for her in his heart.

Cheng Junni can also play the saxophone.One or two days a week, Zhou Zekai would bump into Cheng Junni carrying a saxophone case to the band room on the sixth floor for training.Cheng Junni is very short, not even 1.6 meters tall, but the saxophone box in her hand is not small.Cheng Junni leaned over, struggled to hold the saxophone, and walked all the way through the corridor in small steps.Once, Zhou Zekai saw Cheng Junni passing by two senior boys, and the two naughty boys didn't come forward to help her, but pointed at her: "Look at the way that woman walks! It's funny!" ?” What followed was roaring laughter.Cheng Junni's movements paused, obviously hearing the ridicule, but she didn't stop to argue with him without grievance.Zhou Zekai was angry, he believed that the resentment in Cheng Junni's heart was greater than his own.But both Zhou Zekai and Cheng Junni knew: that was a boy from a bad class, and he would go to a vocational school in the future, so there was no need to argue with them about the gain or loss of words.

But Zhou Zekai remembered this scene in his heart - the back of the almighty superman Cheng Junni crooked and going away, in his eyes, was as thin as a piece of paper.

On Monday of the following week, Zhou Zekai woke up very early.Walking to the school gate, I happened to bump into Cheng Junni carrying a saxophone case.From that day on, it became an unwritten practice to carry Cheng Junni's suitcase up to the sixth floor every Monday.Zhou Zekai didn't think too much, he just raised his hand to repay Cheng Junni's help in homework all the time.If Zheng Xisheng or someone else encountered such a predicament, Zhou Zekai would be willing to help.Cheng Junni is not too special - she is not special at all.

The box was really heavy, but it was hard for Cheng Junni.

The appearance of her carrying the suitcase was not funny to Zhou Zekai, not funny at all.

But he really didn't expect Cheng Junni to take this matter to heart.

Zhou Zekai pulled to the last line of the article. This is just a trial reading of the article. The content presented is less than one-tenth, but it is enough to bring back his thin memories related to Cheng Junni in the past years.Between the lines, it is full of affection that he has never understood and that he has failed to live up to.So deep in love, it's a bit shocking.

This article has not yet been published, and the full manuscript cannot be found online, but the publishing house that included the short story collection of this article looks very familiar.Zhou Zekai glanced at his address book, and sure enough, he did have some contact with the editor in charge of this publishing house due to work reasons.He opened the other party's dialogue box, hesitated for a long time, and finally typed a question slowly.

Zhou Zekai almost never took the initiative to contact people other than Glory, and the responsible editor was really flattered to receive Zhou Zekai's inquiry this time.She quickly helped Zhou Zekai contact and arranged everything, and the sample booklet of the short story collection will be sent to the Samsara Club through SF Express tomorrow.

The next day Zhou Zekai arrived at the club early in the morning and received the courier. On the bright red and beaming cover, the word "Catching the Wind" written in thin Song typeface seemed too thin.Zhou Zekai unpacked it, and turned to the catalog, the fifth chapter, "The Daughter of Time".Zhou Zekai was a little surprised that Cheng Junni did not use her pen name in this book.

——but "Jun Ni".A name he is familiar with.

Oh yes, that's right - she should be called Jun Ni.So what is her last name?Zhou Zekai squinted his eyes——Li?leaf?List? ...or something else? ... He really couldn't remember for a while.

Following the guidance of the catalog, Zhou Zekai found this article, calmed down, and immersed his thoughts in the exquisite words.How long has it been since I read a book seriously?Three or four years, or five or six years?Zhou Zekai closed his eyes, as if he could still smell the lingering aroma of books and ink in the community library through the tip of his nose.

Of course Zhou Zekai remembered Lin Qing's book list, how could he forget?

For so many years, Zhou Zekai understands these tender and fragile emotions better than anyone else, from spying carefully and contacting like walking on thin ice.He read the books that Lin Qing had read, and wanted to discover Lin Qing from the centuries-old ink marks.He knew that Zheng Xisheng had been doing the same stupid things as himself, but he didn't know that Cheng Junni was actually another stupid Zhou Zekai.

"You stand on the bridge and look at the scenery, and the people watching the scenery look at you upstairs. The bright moon adorns your windows, and you adorn other people's dreams."*

Zhou Zekai turned a page lightly, the paper was very brittle, but the slamming sound made him feel nostalgic.He saw the Bronte sisters, Faulkner, Maugham, Flaubert and Kawabata Yasunari, Stendhal and Tolstoy from Cheng Junni’s writing, and he saw them walking together The whole world that I have read and read.

In the article, the experienced Chinese professor praised the heroine for reading a lot, but the heroine just smiled and said nothing.The turbulent waves in her heart floated on the surface, but they were just faint ripples.

"What I read is not the world, but only him."

But, did Cheng Junni really not understand?

What Zhou Zekai was reading was himself again——it was Lin Qing.

The building opposite Zhou Zekai's community was demolished, rebuilt, demolished, and finally, in response to the call of the city government a few years ago, it was completely demolished.Now Zhou Zekai looks out the window, the white land across the street is so clean, who remembers the footprints of the boys and girls left here?

The fishy smell in Cheng Junni's memory may only be found in his memory from now on.

Zhou Zekai tried his best to recall the time when they went home together for two or three years in junior high school, but what he found were only a few fragments.Memories are too ordinary and boring, what was said and happened on the road with Cheng Junni, no matter how thrilling things are to Zhou Zekai, but the two minutes of silence when sitting with Lin Qing .It was indeed so cruel, Zhou Zekai didn't want to admit it, but he didn't intend to deny it either.

Turning another page, there are fewer and fewer pages left.Zhou Zekai suddenly felt some reluctance entangled in his heart, and he couldn't understand himself a little bit.

Cheng Junni wrote about Glory.Zhou Zekai almost forgot who was the one who accompanied him to watch the first Glory finals.Being mentioned by Cheng Junni, I vaguely remembered a few faces - Zheng Xisheng, Cheng Junni, Wang Xinzhang, and Cao Yuxuan.Zheng Xisheng still remembers it, and he also remembers that he likes the Jade Dynasty team unreasonably.Wang Xinzhang or Cao Yuxuan, who supports Excellent Era and who supports Huangfeng?He really can't remember.Cheng Junni didn't like Glory originally, he just thought she liked Excellent Era as much as he did.

Zhou Zekai remembered the agreement with the local team in City S, and it was one of the few memories he shared with Cheng Junni.

Naturally, Cheng Junni never came to the Realm of God to look for him, nor did Zheng Xisheng.Wang Xinzhang and Cao Yuxuan had played against him a few times, but their level was not very good. Later, they became busy with their studies and lost contact with him.Whether Wang Xinzhang supported Samsara, whether Cao Yuxuan attended Samsara's home games - these details, Zhou Zekai will never know.

They, the words they said, and the years they lived, finally turned into dust in the past memories, blown by the wind, and disappeared.

When the book saw that there were only two or three pages left, some team members came to him.Zhou Zekai had no choice but to put aside the book and walked over.This trip took a long time.When Zhou Zekai returned to the lounge, the sun was already setting and it was time to go home.

"Hey, what book is Xiao Zhou reading?" Jiang Botao, who returned to the lounge with him, saw Zhou Zekai's collection of short stories left on the sofa at a glance, and looked up curiously.

Zhou Zekai lowered his eyes and closed the book shyly.

"Well... written by someone I know..."

"Oh, that's it." Jiang Botao didn't pursue it, and laughed, "It's amazing to be able to write a book."

After Jiang Botao left the lounge, Zhou Zekai came back to his senses and reopened the book in his hand in a daze.

——Cheng Junni's ten years and these tens of thousands of words of affection, finally returned to Zhou Zekai's mouth, and only got the evaluation of a "knowledgeable person".

How can I bear it.

Seeing that there were not many pages left, Zhou Zekai decided to leave the Samsara Club after reading this article.Taking advantage of the warm yellow light outside the window, he quietly sank his thoughts into memories again.

That school record.

The song "Farewell".

that tape.

And—a word after it all ended.

Turning to the last page, there is only one sentence on the entire page, and the rest is a shocking blank page.After Zhou Zekai finished reading, he raised his head and looked into the distance.As far as the eye can see, there are many tall buildings, and this dusk will be sent away.What followed was the rolling night.

Zhou Zekai returned home, greeted his parents carelessly, and locked himself in the room.He started from the bottom of the cabinet, searched slowly, groped slowly, and finally found the dusty repeater and the tape in it at the bottom of the cabinet.Zhou Zekai carefully brushed off the dust on the repeater, connected it to the power supply, and it still works.He pressed backwards and quickly fell to the bottom.Stop, play, a slight silence, and then the melodious music.

The ends of the sky, the corners of the earth, knowing friends are scattered.

Life is rare to be together, only parting.

The song ended and the silence returned, but Zhou Zekai never pressed the stop button.

He is waiting.

The tape rotated silently, together with Zhou Zekai's heartbeat.

He could obviously press fast-forward, or take out the tape and adjust it manually—but he didn't want to.He is willing to be like Cheng Junni at the beginning, a little bit of silence, a little bit of waiting.

The tape rolls to the bottom, and side A ends.He turned on the repeater, turned it over, and the B side became silent again.

He quietly watched the tape roll.Time seems to stand still, or simply no longer exists.Zhou Zekai's room seemed to be wrapped up, and he came to a different world without time, space, or any dimension.

He was left alone.

There was finally one or two commotions in the repeater, and Zhou Zekai came back to his senses.

A few heavy breaths, a slight laugh.Cheng Junni from many years ago came back to life in the tape.

"Ze Kai."

"Ah."

Knowing that it was just a lifeless recording, Zhou Zekai still responded subconsciously.He lowered his head and couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth to laugh at his stupidity.

"I.

"happiness.

"joyous.

"you."

Take every word seriously, without any pretense.

After the girl said these four words, she seemed to have exhausted all her courage. She covered her mouth, and her smile became brighter and sadder.

With a click, side B turned to the end.

Zhou Zekai raised his head, and through the reflection on the glass of the repeater, he saw his 21-year-old self.The eyes are tired, with some perplexity and perplexity.And more, it is——

Can't bear it.

He lowered his head and took out his phone.Dozens of letters reminded me that half of them were from Lin Qing.Zhou Zekai called Lin Qing.

"... Qingqing."

"Ze Kai?"

Lin Qing's pleasant voice sounded on the other end of the phone.She didn't worry anxiously, and she didn't ask questions in anger.

What answered her was Zhou Zekai's long silence.

"What's wrong? Not happy?"

"……Um."

He lowered his head and clamped the phone tightly—as if he could hold Lin Qing on the other end of the phone tightly through this movement.

"……unhappy.

"...I seem to have done something wrong."

"That's it," Lin Qing smiled on the other end of the phone, she softened her voice, and said to Zhou Zekai, "—then, go and apologize. Say 'I'm sorry' well, and people will definitely forgive you."

Zhou Zekai closed his eyes, his eye sockets were a little hot.

"…………Um."

When I opened my eyes again, the ink had stained the earth.

Later, Zhou Zekai never thought that he would meet Cheng Junni again on Huaihai Middle Road.He actually recognized her the first time he saw her, but the name he blurted out was just "Jun Ni".

The eyes of the young woman in front of her were dimmed, and she reminded with a wry smile: "Cheng Junni."

"Well... Cheng Junni, I remember." He lowered his eyes.

She thought he forgot, but he still remembered.

She thought he didn't know, but he knew everything.

So in the end, when he saw Cheng Junni take out the "Catching the Wind" from his bag, weaving lies with careful eyes and begging himself to sign and leave a message, his heart would be so violently filled with guilt and intolerance.

He bowed his head and finished writing, and handed it to Cheng Junni.Her eyes were sparkling, full of hope, and for a moment, she looked like a young girl.

After bidding farewell to Cheng Junni, he suddenly remembered something - something that happened a long time ago, something that he had almost forgotten.

After the group activities in the winter vacation of the second year of junior high school, everyone clamored to sing KTV together.Zheng Xisheng was there that day, and Cheng Junni was also there.She was wearing a long white down jacket with a pink cashmere sweater and a red duck down vest inside - Zhou Zekai didn't know why, but his memory of Cheng Junni's image that day was so clear.

Zheng Xisheng led five or six people, big and small, into Haoledi opposite Dragon Dream and ordered a middle bag.It was really a simple era, a group of minors swaggered into the KTV, but no one came forward to stop them.

Zheng Xisheng and Wang Xinzhang in the same group are two out-and-out mic masters. The two of them sang songs like Jay Chou and Mayday, while the others just looked down and played with their phones.Zhou Zekai raised his head inadvertently, and met Cheng Junni's gaze.She gave him a rather embarrassed smile.

Probably tired of singing at last, Zheng Xisheng put the microphone into Cheng Junni's hand without hesitation, and sat down beside Zhou Zekai.Cheng Junni gave Zheng Xisheng a helpless look, but did not transfer the microphone.She quietly fiddled with the karaoke table a few times, and then began to sing too.Finally, there is one more song by a singer other than Jay Chou and Mayday.Cheng Junni's singing voice is better than expected, very gentle, not at all as aggressive and aggressive as she was at the desk.

"Zekai, I heard that you rejected that junior high school girl two days ago?" Zheng Xisheng applauded Cheng Junni twice, then suddenly turned to ask Zhou Zekai.

This sudden question made Zhou Zekai stare blankly for a while, and he nodded numbly: "Well... I refused..."

"You are so cruel, you actually refused directly, without showing any sympathy. That senior is pretty kawaii." Zheng Xisheng teased him with a playful smile.

Zhou Zekai lowered his eyelids, and then replied softly: "If you don't like it...don't give it any hope."

——Otherwise, she will be even more sad.

"What did you say? I didn't hear it?" Cheng Junni was singing to the climax, Zheng Xisheng had to raise his voice and asked loudly.In the next second, Cheng Junni got a solid blow on the top of Cheng Junni's head.

"...It's nothing." Zhou Zekai looked away and turned his attention back to Cheng Junni and her song.

It turns out that she likes Wang Leehom - Zhou Zekai thought so at the time.

That's all he thought at the time.

"You don't know why I left you, I insist that I can't let you cry.

"Your teardrops are like torrential rain, shattered all over the ground, clear in my heart.

"You don't know why I made up my mind and hovered in the sky that you can't see.

"A lot of things you do not know."*

In the first interview that Zhou Zekai saw, the host suddenly asked Cheng Junni why he named the leading actor in the new work "Daughter of Time" "Pian Yu".

Cheng Junni's name was followed by the word "laugh" in brackets, and she smiled.

"The name comes from the idiom 'Jiguang Katayu', which is a metaphor for the remaining precious cultural relics, and I extend it to the remaining beautiful and precious memories.

"Although at the end of the story, the male protagonist doesn't know the heroine's heart... But, no matter what, the journey with him, the four years with him, will be the heroine—"I 'The most precious and beautiful memory in my heart. As I wrote at the end of this article——

"No matter what happens in the future, he will always be Yoshimitsu Katawa in my life."

The figure of Cheng Junni, who was between a girl and a young girl, appeared in front of Zhou Zekai's eyes again.She has a simple and youthful smile, neat ponytail, gentle and careful expression, full of affection and hope, she lingers in Zhou Zekai's eyes again and again, as if she wants to find her long-lost truth.

The author has something to say: *Note

1. Quoted from Bian Zhilin's Broken Chapter

2. Lyrics from Leehom Wang's "Things You Don't Know"

☆, Zheng Xisheng Extra Story: Song of Wonderful Ability

Cheng Junni was greedy and bought a round-trip ticket to Japan in the early 1000 yuan. After confirming with the airline, she found out that the return flight was late at night and the landing airport was still in Pudong.When he was at a loss, Zheng Xisheng took over the task of escorting Cheng Junni home.At that time, he had just passed his driver's license test, and he was driving around S city with his father's car while he was still in the heat. Naturally, he was so stupid that he was willing to take on such a thankless job.

When Cheng Junni came out of the arrival gate dragging his luggage and bag on his back, he saw Zheng Xisheng mixed in with the pick-up people at a glance.He was also holding up a sign in a serious manner, on which Cheng Junni's pen name was neatly written with a marker.Cheng Junni dragged the box and walked to him, raising her leg to give him a kick.

"Oh, isn't this Teacher Cheng Junni Cheng!" Zheng Xisheng shrewdly dodged her attack, and waved a sign in front of her with a playful smile, "I'm your number one fan!"

"I know, Oscar winner!" Cheng Junni burst out laughing.

"What good things did you bring me from Japan?" Zheng Xisheng turned to ask Cheng Junni while stepping on the clutch.Cheng Junni was sitting in the back seat and was enthusiastically unpacking the tax-free bag. Hearing this, she took out a pink box from the bulging bag and threw it to Zheng Xisheng.

"What is this?"

"Eye drops, don't be too moved."

"Oh hello, goose feathers are sent from thousands of miles away."

"Yo ho, what do you know about this foreign plate? This is a towering rose, an internet celebrity eye drop, 'Hermes in eye drops'! 84 yuan a bottle, don't give it back to me."

"Oh, Hermes, a good brand. I thank you on behalf of my family. I will definitely drop it three times a day from now on."

"Go, go, this isn't for you, it's for your girlfriend. Just your broken eyes, you can do whatever you want." Cheng Junni then threw a green box at Zheng Xisheng.

"What kind of girlfriend?" Zheng Xisheng firmly grasped the box thrown by Cheng Junni this time, and stuffed it into his pocket after grabbing it, "You were divided when you were in Japan."

Cheng Junni was taken aback.

"...You can help me out, I've only been there for seven days!"

"That's enough, how long will it take to break up?" Zheng Xisheng turned around, turned the steering wheel again to stabilize his position, "It's good now, I can like Lin Qing again."

"It's late," Cheng Junni curled her lips and leaned back, "They are all married women." She suddenly smiled a little meanly.

Zheng Xisheng felt that he could be regarded as a successful person no matter what—after graduating from University T in City S without failing a single subject, he went to University T in City B for a random postgraduate study. City S has been working on the construction site for several years. Although Cheng Junni and others often ridicule him as a bricklayer and mason, he is also a legitimate engineer when he says it out.Just over [-] years old, with a monthly income of more than [-] yuan after tax, he can still be honored as "Zheng Gong" when he meets others on the construction site.Eating sweets and drinking spicy food every day makes him live with much more dignity than Cheng Junni, a young writer who depends on the sky for his food.

Zheng Xisheng is very proud of his parents, old fathers and old mothers will inevitably talk about their precious son and brag when they go out.It's just that although Zheng Xisheng greatly satisfied Zheng's mother's vanity, the unresolved marriage problem has always been Zheng's heart disease.Zheng's mother tried to tempt Zheng Xisheng by beating around the bush, but she was fooled by Zheng Xisheng and perfunctory.

The year before, Zheng Xisheng finally got to know a little girl through the introduction of his university roommate.The little girl is two years younger than Zheng Xisheng. She graduated from H Normal University with a bachelor's degree in pre-university education, and now works as a teacher in a kindergarten in S City.After all, he could be regarded as an elite in the preschool teacher world.What's more, the little girl is still gentle and gentle, and she can speak the S city dialect that is so cute. Mama Zheng likes it very much.

"...And then, how can you break it off?" Cheng Junni leaned into Zheng Xisheng's ear and asked.

"Uh, she said that I don't love her enough. She is still young and still wants to experience the richness of life and love, and she doesn't want to step into the grave of marriage so early."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

Cheng Junni laughed shamelessly, Zheng Xisheng turned around and gave her a hard look: "What are you laughing at? Be careful, I'll just throw you by the side of the road."

"Don't, don't, brother Xiang, I was wrong." Cheng Junni breathed a sigh of relief, "I was just thinking, why your girlfriends always use various reasons to get rid of you fancy."

Zheng Xisheng was silent for a moment, and then said rather vicissitudes: "Maybe, it's better not to meet someone who is too amazing when you are young..."

Cheng Junni froze for a moment, then suddenly took out something from the duty-free bag and threw it at Zheng Xisheng.

"Sexy man!" Cheng Junni scolded with a smile.

"Zheng Xisheng seems to have a wonderful superpower."

This sentence was said by Lin Qing when she was about ten years old, and Zheng Xisheng always remembered it.

Zheng Xisheng never took himself seriously.Zheng’s parents, Zheng’s mother, who wanted their son to become a dragon, sent Zheng Xisheng to the children’s English class when he was just able to speak, but he learned four different things. In elementary school, his Chinese and English were terrible, but he could do well in mathematics. Full marks or something, the final score is about the same as Zhou Zekai, and much worse than Lin Qing.

Unexpectedly, Zheng Xisheng seemed to have a sudden enlightenment when he was in the fourth grade of elementary school, and his Chinese and English suddenly reached the upper-middle level of the class.This time, the position is close to that of Lin Qing, who is firmly in the first place.

Lin Qing was very puzzled by this sudden competitor. She stared at Zheng Xisheng for a while, and finally said out of nowhere: "Zheng Xisheng seems to have a wonderful superpower."

"...Mmm." Zhou Zekai, who was standing beside Lin Qing at the time, echoed softly, his face flushed slightly, and Zheng Xisheng didn't understand how shy he was as a big man.

"That's right, I just have superpowers." Zheng Xisheng declared confidently, feeling like his nose was going to grow into the sky.

Zheng Xisheng remembered that he liked Lin Qing a little bit at that time—just a little, a little bit, not as... deep as later.He was sitting next to Lin Qing at that time, and he always liked to mess with this arrogant team leader—tearing her braids, and scaring her with worms, but in his heart he was very fond of this pretty and good grader. A good girl is still respected.Although Zheng Xisheng always felt that Lin Qing hated him a little at that time...

After what Lin Qing said, Zheng Xisheng always felt that he had superpowers and that he was different.No squad leader, squadron member, or Zhou Zekai in the class can compare to him.He always felt that he should be the protagonist—the protagonist of his own life, the protagonist of the whole world.He also gave himself a famous name, "Meteor Superman".At that time, the English word he used the most was "super". He always felt that he was "super" in everything he did, and even he himself could be a "superman".

If he is the protagonist, he should have a supporting actor, and he should also have a confidante heroine, so Zhou Zekai, who sits closest to him, and Lin Qing, who is the prettiest in the class, deservedly become the two candidates.In Zheng Xisheng's imagination at that time, he was a majestic superhero who traveled countless mountains and seas with Zhou Zekai and Lin Qing.

——When Zheng Xisheng grows up, he always thinks that when he gets married and has a child, he must have a second child, and he has to tell his two bastards: the only child is very boring, and he always plays with himself , Accidentally got delusional disorder at home.

The plot he likes to imagine most is the climax of the whole story. He, the famous hero Meteor Superman, spreads the invisible wings on his back, and brings Lin Qing into mid-air. Confess to Lin Qing.

"Only the wind dances, and I'm with you!"*

Gradually, imagination ceases to be imagination, and reality ceases to resemble reality.They became one.Sometimes Zheng Xisheng seemed to be drunk, and the way he looked at Lin Qing was a bit drunk.She is his heroine - there is a voice in the bottom of my heart telling Zheng Xisheng.Zheng Xisheng's eyes on Lin Qing have changed, and he often stares at the little girl so hairy.

During that time, Zheng Xisheng was very happy—really, very happy.Everything seemed to have a spirit suddenly, and everything related to Lin Qing seemed so vibrant.He loves this world with the heart of a hero who saves the world.

"I really don't understand why you have been so infatuated with Lin Qing for so many years." Cheng Junni opened a bag of white lovers, stuffed a piece into her mouth, and then thoughtfully opened the bag and fed it to Zheng Xisheng. mouth.

Zheng Xisheng held the steering wheel in his hand, but honestly tilted his mouth to the side and swallowed the white lover: "You don't understand a fart, ask your conscience, does it still remember who Zhou Zekai is?"

"I don't remember! I'm dead!" It was a terrifying answer.Zheng Xisheng didn't know whether it was Zhou Zekai's conscience or Cheng Junni's who died.

Zheng Xisheng pursed his mouth into a line, passed through a tunnel in silence, and suddenly said, "She's beautiful."

"It's much prettier than her, your last girlfriend is better than Lin