you redeemed me

Miyano Shiho seemed to open his eyes on purpose at this moment, brushing the long eyelashes over the palm of Kudou Shinichi who was reaching out to touch her, Kudou Shinichi gritted his teeth, and his face looked ugly for a moment, as if neither I would like to see her but I have to see her contradictions.

He didn't know what happened to him, it was probably—jealousy.

He turned around very quickly, turned his back to the woman on the bed who was looking at him with interest, walked to the balcony, his back was slightly heavy, Miyano Shiho felt a kind of... oppression, his lips moved, the pink ones opened and closed, Shallowly, as if the first word she blurted out was forcibly muted, she didn't say anything in the end, she just felt a little depressed.

She got off the bed with bare feet, and was so irritated that she didn't even want to wear shoes. She landed barefoot and made no sound. No sense of belonging.

The voice behind him had a light smile, intentionally or unintentionally trying to break the silence: "Who beat you?"

What he said was really dumbfounding, Kudo Shinichi gritted his teeth hard, snorted, expressing his disdain, I was not beaten, I was beaten!

It's just that the voice that moved the corners of his mouth in this life also involved the bruises on the corners of his mouth. He closed his eyes suddenly, and tried not to make a sound. He cursed in his heart that that little bitch Bai Ma Tan was so hard on him!

Yes, the current Kudo Shinichi is indeed a bit scary with a self-destructive image. After taking a bath, there are bruises on the corners of Kudo Shinichi's eyes and mouth, and his jaw is slightly swollen.

Seeming to have noticed Kudo Shinichi's subtle awkwardness, Miyano Shiho joked: "You don't hit people in the face, and the white horse came to you just to hit you?"

Kudo Shinichi's complexion became worse and worse, the mountains and rivers were about to come and the wind filled the building, the mountains and rivers were broken and the wind was blowing like clouds and mist, he was very angry, this woman could always make jokes regardless of the occasion, making him forget that he was angry!

Seeing that Kudo Shinichi hadn't spoken yet, it seemed that something was wrong, Miyano Shiho glanced at his clenched fist, "Are you angry, why? Did you hurt from the beating? I'll give you medicine!"

Kudo Shin blinked his eyes, and finally couldn't help turning around. He really wanted to stare at her, but when he looked at his toes and turned around, his eyes were fixed by her pair of bare feet. He hadn't started to pose yet. With a frightening gaze, he has already spontaneously and unconsciously picked her up and carried her back to the inner bed.

Miyano Shiho sat up and was pressed into the man's arms, a fresh scent of soap immediately enveloped her senses, she wanted to struggle, but she heard his cold voice flowing like a clear mountain spring In her heart, she shivered a little from the cold.

"Miyano Shiho, do you self-righteously think that you can stay with me for a few more years?" A faint sarcasm emerged from the corner of Kudo Shinichi's mouth.

Miyano Shiho suddenly lost his voice, he knew it!

Suddenly it occurred to him that the purpose of Baima's visit here was the reason why he came here for her but didn't look for her.

She didn't quite understand, one by one, why the people around her always liked to expose her, be it Koizumi Hongzi, Baima Tan, or even that kid.

This secret thing, this antecedent she thought no one cares about, was he discovered after all?She... what should she do now?

"After you die, what should I do, how can I tell that kid? You tell me!" He raised his voice, as if he couldn't show his anger and trembling fear otherwise.

"For this matter... why do you guys have to fight, don't make me feel proud... I'm a beauty..." She was a little bit bitter, a little helpless and joked as always, "Kudou, I... When I heard you say that you like me... In fact, I was so happy that I was about to die, maybe it was because I was dying, I became a little greedy."

She didn't dare to look at him, she missed his sight with guilt, her tea hair slid down, covering her face: "I'm actually a liar, I didn't even think about what to do next. I couldn't allow myself to be imprisoned by the past, so at first I just don’t expect anything. I actually decided long ago that I would not get involved in your life, but... I’m sorry, I’m a selfish woman, dark, vicious, and I don’t know the color of my conscience for a long time... …Is there any limit to this kind of love, hurt, or be hurt, and where it becomes annoying, just let the scar leave its trace like a burn, so that you can’t forget me, and, I can never leave me." She murmured as if she was talking to herself, and it seemed that she was just comforting herself, but it was more like self-defamation and finding an excuse for her badness.

Kudo Shinichi couldn't speak, maybe he didn't want to speak, because he wanted to hear, he wanted to hear her sincere words so much, even if they were too cruel to him, at least they were her sincerity.He can't figure out what she is thinking day by day, just like he can't understand, since she loves him, why doesn't she say anything, why doesn't she give herself a chance.

The stubborn woman in front of him had been with him for three years during the most desperate years. With the purest appearance and the most intelligent mind, she became his indispensable searchlight. Escort; he is indifferent but naive, loves to play tricks, and his gray original cold humor is the only bright color in the gloomy mood.She has a hazy kindness, but she imprisoned it in an unknown corner, allowing her pretended indifference to cover up her despair of living alone. Every time he recalls these, he can always vividly remember them, like a treasure, for him After so many years of emptiness, thinking about it now, every time he regretted it, it was even more precious when her life became a countdown.

The overwhelming pain did not know where it went. He felt the pain and felt it was unbearable, so he hugged her suddenly. His slender body and chilly look seemed to be all because of her lost life.

Rubbing her into his arms fiercely, it seems that letting go at this moment is the eternal parting.

"How can you make me feel like I'm being mean!"

When Miyano Shiho was roughly grabbed into his arms, his eyes suddenly widened, he raised his head, and then looked at the ceiling, his pupils narrowed slowly, and the focus of his gaze was on his pulsating heartbeat.

She said: "There can be no permanent relationship or love in this world. One day, everyone will leave. After losing, find someone similar, and then..."

"You fucking shut up!" Kudo Shinichi was furious, "You will never think that you can be easily replaced. The woman I Kudo Shinichi fell in love with has never been unique. If you despise yourself, you despise your man!"

Kudo Shinichi stood up suddenly and looked down at her condescendingly. Miyano Shiho's eyes were dazed after shock, and his hair became a little stiff: "I once said to myself: I have given her light, and I will never see her again." Return the darkness to him! If you dare to make me break my promise, I... will not let you go!"

His appearance made Miyano Shiho couldn't help laughing, the sunset glow receded, the night was getting thicker, the wind outside the window seemed to be raining again, the balcony door was wide open, the curtains were dancing, and there were waves in the night.

She felt a bit of coolness, subconsciously tightened the quilt, Kudo Shinichi watched her movements, clenched his fists, and didn't move, it wasn't that he didn't want to hug him, he knew that he was angry, and was afraid that he would hurt her if he squeezed too hard.

He walked to the glass door of the balcony, closed it awkwardly, and by the way, drew the curtains. "I have to hear everything about you from others. I admit that I'm jealous of him, which is one of the reasons why I do it."

"I thought..." She leaned on the pillow and smiled helplessly, "If you don't know, at least you are happy now, and then I will feel that I am... happy, didn't I say, I am very selfish, Only care about your own happiness."

Kudo Shin began to take off his clothes, but Miyano Shiho didn't notice his movements and didn't make a sound, she thought he didn't want to talk to her, whatever, the wind outside the window made her chill, and she pressed against a warm chest unexpectedly, He heard him sigh in a low voice: "I don't hate Tan Baima, but I can't forgive him, because he could have told me earlier. And I hate you, but..." He suddenly softened his tone: "I forgive you, as long as This time."

She chuckled lightly: "What kind of logic? Why is it all yours? It's obviously my fault. Why is Baima the only one guilty?"

"Because I don't like him, but I love you. More because, I know what kind of temper you are. What kind of reasons do you have. No matter what it is, I just need to cure you."

"what?"

"Mmm..." His lips were tightly pressed together, he never wanted to let her go, especially at this moment.

The water stains on the ground extended all the way to the bed indoors, reflecting the cold light under the moonlight, gradually drying up...

Deeper, heavy dew, frost on the ground, moonlight reflected on the face, holy and quiet like white porcelain.

Miyano Shiho, sleeping soundly in Kudo Shinichi's arms.

I don't know how many times I begged her, but she was obviously exhausted, but she didn't ask for mercy at all, and finally she was exhausted and fell into a deep sleep.

Such a stubborn person, emotionally sober, so tenacious.I don't know how many times she was hurt in this night's ups and downs, but all the sadness she had hidden was scattered when she finally reached the top of the floating tower.

Even though his obviously weak body was extremely exhausted, he still clung to him, refusing to disarm or beg for mercy. He raised his extremely beautiful neck, allowing the delicate curve to bloom extremely enchanting under the moisture of thin sweat.He always knew that she was beautiful, but when he glanced at her in a hurry that year, it was the scene of her being shot several times but struggling to meet GIN's gaze. The clear and condensed back was like a blooming Udumbum that first touched the sun on the top of a snow mountain. Even in a very simple blue overalls, on the snow-covered rooftop, among the few blood-red roses blooming in the white snow layer, he showed his arrogance to the fullest.

At this moment, the night was thick, and she could no longer sleep soundly. Her delicate facial features were hazy and gorgeous in the moonlight. For Miyano, the purest time was when she was radiant.

The small shoulders are outside the ink-like quilt, and the broken brown hair sticks messily to the sweaty cheeks, touching her brows unconsciously, where there are three shallow wrinkles engraved, and he gently Smooth, but couldn't help lowering his head and imprinting the warm and wet kiss on her forehead, like embedding a treasure into her mind.

She was almost obsessed with her peaceful sleeping face, which was less aggressive and more charming, and the whispered voice still lingered in her ears, lingering, not knowing who bewitched whom.

Miyano Shiho, what should I do with you?you tell me.

With his fingertips, he gently stroked an incision on the woman's belly that had scabbed over... "Kudo... I'm sorry..." Qian Qian whispered in his sleep.

The author has something to say:

Ahhhhhhhh, I forgot to update the text after seeing the good voice, sorry