you redeemed me
Chapter 46
When Kudo Shinichi walked out of Miyano Shiho's house, he looked up at the sky. The sky was clear and clear, and the warmth of early spring was as warm as the autumn wind. It was a good day for marriage, and the long sigh continued until the end of the sky.
This time, he really—run away from marriage.
When I look back, I have walked in here, and it will definitely be too late to go back.
Such a distant vocabulary is so simple for him to practice, and he is a little caught off guard. In any case, this is absolutely impossible to happen through his hands. Detectives are a collection of rationality, but this time, Foreshadows that he is no longer a detective, but a—man.
A man who was kicked out by a woman, still staring at the heavy pressure to go back and explain the matter, he knew how much loss this kind of thing would bring to him if it happened to him.So from the moment he got home, he had only two choices left, two women, who should he choose?
For him, it was no less than a thunderbolt, not to mention all the family members involved in this incident.
Therefore, he can only force himself to make judgments and make choices.
On the one hand is his childhood sweetheart for more than twenty years, and on the other hand is the culprit who accidentally broke into his life and turned it upside down. How could he...
He actually tried to make himself ignore this feeling, but he also knew that it was impossible.
As for feelings, if they change, they will change, and the broken mirror cannot be reunited. He knows that he can't let go of that woman, and that little bit of emotion gradually becomes a prairie fire.
Perhaps, no, it must have been the past fifteen days, allowing this woman, this woman named Miyano Shiho, to erode him out of control.
These three days have been really tormenting. Her past appearance, every detail of her expression, was deeply engraved in his memory at some point. When he wholeheartedly believed that he loved Lan, she had penetrated every cell of him silently. At this moment, she was fully activated, clamoring, screaming, and wanted to swallow that woman skinned and dismantled into his belly, so as to fulfill his whole life. The oath of sharing weal and woe.
How can there be such a woman who always... uses hypocritical evil to cover up the hazy goodness, always uses cold innocence to disturb his calm vision, when he is helpless.She succeeded.
The boundary between good and evil and her seems to have been blurred for a long time, and it doesn't matter what is right and what is wrong.
She used to be a woman whose hands were already covered in blood without having to do anything, but as Hui Yuanai, including her now, the only thing he can watch is her atonement at any cost.
She may understand that sin is not forgiven, but redeemed!
But he has repeatedly emphasized that she no longer owes him anything, and her sins have actually been paid, but why, she still helps him again and again, and saves him at all costs, how can he, Shinichi Kudo? , it is worth her effort!
Every time she thinks like this, her position in his heart deepens time and time again, until it is filled with her sad smile, but it is as clean as the sky in early autumn.
The only thing he wanted to erase from her was that he couldn't stand her showing such an expression in front of him again and again, he thought, he would have a sudden cardiac arrest, suffocating pain...
The phone rang suddenly, but he didn't intend to answer it. The city must have been full of storms, and what kind of face would he face everyone's questions and even doubts?
The ringtone was cheerful, and he couldn't bear it and wanted to press it. When he just picked it up, he accidentally pressed the answer button, so inside, Koizumi's signature laughter resounded sharply: "The price of playing with a witch cannot be settled by a man. , Kudo Shinichi, are you ready to die?"
He gritted his teeth and frowned, mourning his misfortune, how could it be this woman?
According to her tone, he seemed to have done something outrageous, especially to her, but he didn't seem to remember it.
"What did I do?" he replied impatiently.
There was another series of laughter, "Kudo Shinichi, you didn't do anything, but what I want you to do now. The crystal ball told me, you can know some things!" Her secretive and weird tone, Kudo Shinichi could vaguely understand Imagine how the arrogant woman laughed intermittently and twitched.
"Say!"
Mao Lilan had been sitting absent-mindedly holding her mobile phone for too long, Feili and Youxizi looked at this girl who had a beautiful smile on her face not long ago and let them play with her heart full of joy. The happiness in her heart continued to flow in all directions, infecting all the people around her who wished her well.
At this moment, she was so pale that she didn't know whether it was her face or her heart, it seemed to be a blank paper from the inside out, and it seemed that a weak wind in the next second could blow her away together with her soul.
And she just answered a call—a call from Shinichi Kudo.
Because I need to put on makeup, the mobile phone is in the hands-free mode, so everyone heard the low voice on the phone that seemed to be powerless, with shallow stagnation and depressive pain, and said slowly: "I'm sorry... orchid……"
At that moment, everyone seemed to have heard the inexplicable words of the inexplicable groom, and all of them stopped what they were doing at the same time.It seems that it is a well-known bad news!
In the mirror, the embarrassment on Mao Lilan's face receded like a tide, leaving only a ridiculous beauty on the face that lost its color.
"I'm sorry, I... can't marry you, Lan." It's not very relevant, it seems that the people over there are also enduring unspeakable torture.
Probably, it is the sense of guilt that is going to die.
Yukiko yelled out in shock immediately, and when she was quietly waiting for Kudo Shinichi's next words, she moved closer to the phone and almost yelled out.
"Xinyi, what happened to you? You can't say something like that..."
"Mom, listen to me quietly. I'm not telling my last words. I'm fine. Then, this is my truth, Lan, I fell in love with someone else, and... I can't let her go. I think so rationally now. Lan, I actually tried to numb myself, I tried to use these three days to get rid of her shadow, but..." He seemed to be unable to continue, his voice paused, slightly choked, "I failed."
"During the time I was missing, I was with her all the time. That kind of feeling, that kind of feeling that I can hold her! The urge to have nothing more is getting stronger and stronger!"
"If... I hadn't met her again, maybe it wouldn't be like this. However, our fate has long been entangled, so how could we simply cut it off."
"Lan, I've never seriously thought that I fell in love with a woman, never!"
"Lan, I liked you in those years, but we..."
"I can't go back..."
"I'm sorry, Lan, I'm not good enough for you, you deserve someone better than me."
He explained his apology and her ending so simply. Mao Lilan has always been strong, but that is considered in comparison with life, not feelings. She never thought of losing him. The man named Kudo Shin A detective.
However, she didn't cry, she almost asked a question with a calmness she couldn't understand: "It's Xiao Ai, right?"
Yuxiko covered her lips, but she didn't know whether to close or open her eyes.
Fei Mili adjusted her glasses and turned around, her back was so dignified that she rarely appeared.
Her daughter's marriage is going against the grain.
Kudo Shinichi, how dare you!
Suzuki Sonoko already wanted to throw Kudo Shinichi into the river to feed the fish, it would be cheaper for him.
You Xizi looked at the ceiling with grievances, complaining endlessly, wanting to cry, Shinichi, why did you make such a big mess, how can I face Miles.
The phone has been cut off for a long time, Xiaolan finally realized what happened, she wiped her tears in embarrassment: "How can you, how can you, I thought I was going to get married, Shinichi, I thought we would always be together Ah, didn't you say you want me to wait for you, I've been waiting for you for so many years, I've been waiting..."
The author has something to say:
I guess there is one more......
This time, he really—run away from marriage.
When I look back, I have walked in here, and it will definitely be too late to go back.
Such a distant vocabulary is so simple for him to practice, and he is a little caught off guard. In any case, this is absolutely impossible to happen through his hands. Detectives are a collection of rationality, but this time, Foreshadows that he is no longer a detective, but a—man.
A man who was kicked out by a woman, still staring at the heavy pressure to go back and explain the matter, he knew how much loss this kind of thing would bring to him if it happened to him.So from the moment he got home, he had only two choices left, two women, who should he choose?
For him, it was no less than a thunderbolt, not to mention all the family members involved in this incident.
Therefore, he can only force himself to make judgments and make choices.
On the one hand is his childhood sweetheart for more than twenty years, and on the other hand is the culprit who accidentally broke into his life and turned it upside down. How could he...
He actually tried to make himself ignore this feeling, but he also knew that it was impossible.
As for feelings, if they change, they will change, and the broken mirror cannot be reunited. He knows that he can't let go of that woman, and that little bit of emotion gradually becomes a prairie fire.
Perhaps, no, it must have been the past fifteen days, allowing this woman, this woman named Miyano Shiho, to erode him out of control.
These three days have been really tormenting. Her past appearance, every detail of her expression, was deeply engraved in his memory at some point. When he wholeheartedly believed that he loved Lan, she had penetrated every cell of him silently. At this moment, she was fully activated, clamoring, screaming, and wanted to swallow that woman skinned and dismantled into his belly, so as to fulfill his whole life. The oath of sharing weal and woe.
How can there be such a woman who always... uses hypocritical evil to cover up the hazy goodness, always uses cold innocence to disturb his calm vision, when he is helpless.She succeeded.
The boundary between good and evil and her seems to have been blurred for a long time, and it doesn't matter what is right and what is wrong.
She used to be a woman whose hands were already covered in blood without having to do anything, but as Hui Yuanai, including her now, the only thing he can watch is her atonement at any cost.
She may understand that sin is not forgiven, but redeemed!
But he has repeatedly emphasized that she no longer owes him anything, and her sins have actually been paid, but why, she still helps him again and again, and saves him at all costs, how can he, Shinichi Kudo? , it is worth her effort!
Every time she thinks like this, her position in his heart deepens time and time again, until it is filled with her sad smile, but it is as clean as the sky in early autumn.
The only thing he wanted to erase from her was that he couldn't stand her showing such an expression in front of him again and again, he thought, he would have a sudden cardiac arrest, suffocating pain...
The phone rang suddenly, but he didn't intend to answer it. The city must have been full of storms, and what kind of face would he face everyone's questions and even doubts?
The ringtone was cheerful, and he couldn't bear it and wanted to press it. When he just picked it up, he accidentally pressed the answer button, so inside, Koizumi's signature laughter resounded sharply: "The price of playing with a witch cannot be settled by a man. , Kudo Shinichi, are you ready to die?"
He gritted his teeth and frowned, mourning his misfortune, how could it be this woman?
According to her tone, he seemed to have done something outrageous, especially to her, but he didn't seem to remember it.
"What did I do?" he replied impatiently.
There was another series of laughter, "Kudo Shinichi, you didn't do anything, but what I want you to do now. The crystal ball told me, you can know some things!" Her secretive and weird tone, Kudo Shinichi could vaguely understand Imagine how the arrogant woman laughed intermittently and twitched.
"Say!"
Mao Lilan had been sitting absent-mindedly holding her mobile phone for too long, Feili and Youxizi looked at this girl who had a beautiful smile on her face not long ago and let them play with her heart full of joy. The happiness in her heart continued to flow in all directions, infecting all the people around her who wished her well.
At this moment, she was so pale that she didn't know whether it was her face or her heart, it seemed to be a blank paper from the inside out, and it seemed that a weak wind in the next second could blow her away together with her soul.
And she just answered a call—a call from Shinichi Kudo.
Because I need to put on makeup, the mobile phone is in the hands-free mode, so everyone heard the low voice on the phone that seemed to be powerless, with shallow stagnation and depressive pain, and said slowly: "I'm sorry... orchid……"
At that moment, everyone seemed to have heard the inexplicable words of the inexplicable groom, and all of them stopped what they were doing at the same time.It seems that it is a well-known bad news!
In the mirror, the embarrassment on Mao Lilan's face receded like a tide, leaving only a ridiculous beauty on the face that lost its color.
"I'm sorry, I... can't marry you, Lan." It's not very relevant, it seems that the people over there are also enduring unspeakable torture.
Probably, it is the sense of guilt that is going to die.
Yukiko yelled out in shock immediately, and when she was quietly waiting for Kudo Shinichi's next words, she moved closer to the phone and almost yelled out.
"Xinyi, what happened to you? You can't say something like that..."
"Mom, listen to me quietly. I'm not telling my last words. I'm fine. Then, this is my truth, Lan, I fell in love with someone else, and... I can't let her go. I think so rationally now. Lan, I actually tried to numb myself, I tried to use these three days to get rid of her shadow, but..." He seemed to be unable to continue, his voice paused, slightly choked, "I failed."
"During the time I was missing, I was with her all the time. That kind of feeling, that kind of feeling that I can hold her! The urge to have nothing more is getting stronger and stronger!"
"If... I hadn't met her again, maybe it wouldn't be like this. However, our fate has long been entangled, so how could we simply cut it off."
"Lan, I've never seriously thought that I fell in love with a woman, never!"
"Lan, I liked you in those years, but we..."
"I can't go back..."
"I'm sorry, Lan, I'm not good enough for you, you deserve someone better than me."
He explained his apology and her ending so simply. Mao Lilan has always been strong, but that is considered in comparison with life, not feelings. She never thought of losing him. The man named Kudo Shin A detective.
However, she didn't cry, she almost asked a question with a calmness she couldn't understand: "It's Xiao Ai, right?"
Yuxiko covered her lips, but she didn't know whether to close or open her eyes.
Fei Mili adjusted her glasses and turned around, her back was so dignified that she rarely appeared.
Her daughter's marriage is going against the grain.
Kudo Shinichi, how dare you!
Suzuki Sonoko already wanted to throw Kudo Shinichi into the river to feed the fish, it would be cheaper for him.
You Xizi looked at the ceiling with grievances, complaining endlessly, wanting to cry, Shinichi, why did you make such a big mess, how can I face Miles.
The phone has been cut off for a long time, Xiaolan finally realized what happened, she wiped her tears in embarrassment: "How can you, how can you, I thought I was going to get married, Shinichi, I thought we would always be together Ah, didn't you say you want me to wait for you, I've been waiting for you for so many years, I've been waiting..."
The author has something to say:
I guess there is one more......
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