you redeemed me

A free hand kept stroking her body through the clothes, although it was domineering, it couldn't hide the clumsy panic.

The bed was very soft, she was squeezed in the quilt, and she couldn't use any strength. Kudo Shinichi's kiss was too skillless, which made her hurt. The sad thing is that now she has no one at hand to restrain him Perhaps even with his current situation, 7 sedatives would not be enough.

He finally had no patience to let go of the hand that was holding her, and turned to attack her tightly wrapped clothes. She was shocked when the sound of the clothes being torn was heard. The beast Kudou actually tore her sweater with his bare hands. The bra was like two roses in full bloom, the white skin on the belly lit up the man's deep pupils, the fiery eyes burned her like fire, her hands were free again, she pushed him hard The man who didn't move at all completely irritated her, grabbed his hair, and when she gritted her teeth and got close to him, she heard him murmur a name, a woman's name: "Lan... Lan... "

His palm was also hot, but her exposed skin was instantly cold, and even the whole body was trembling slightly. This time he really regarded her as Mao Lilan. He——Kudo Shinichi remembered when he was unconscious The only name is just Lan.There was no self-deception in her self-righteousness, and he kissed her once, but at that time, both he and she knew who the other was.

She naturally knew that this was the effect of the drugs, and he had paranoid hallucinations.

She looked at him, and finally said softly, "I'm not Lan."

However, he sensitively grasped these words. After a pause, he raised his head suddenly, with an inexplicable panic in his tired eyes, and reached out his hand to roughly caress her delicate cheeks, staring at her fixedly, as if he wanted to see through her, "No You are! You are Lan!" After speaking, he eagerly kissed her lips, as if wanting to prove something.

While avoiding his kiss, Miyano Shiho said, "I'm not."

Kudo Shinichi pressed her face forcibly, not allowing her to escape his kiss, "You are! You are! Lan...don't run away from me, don't leave...don't go, I will...I'll be fine, definitely Yes, you wait for me..."

A slight wetness fell on her neck, as if it had rained in her heart.

Kudo, don't cry, it's so troublesome...

In his hallucination, did Mao Lilan leave him?

For three days, isn’t it all about her leaving you in your hallucinations? In that dark place where there seems to be no sun, do you fantasize about being abandoned by Mao Lilan again and again in your own embarrassment?

Miyano Shiho looked out the window, it seemed that it was snowing again, and it seemed that it was just an illusion.

Kudo, why are you so inferior!

No matter what you become, whether it is Mao Lilan or everyone around you, it is impossible to give up on you.

The man who buried his head on her chest was just trembling and did not invade her further.

After a long time, she said in a low voice: "I am. I am Lan, I will never... never leave you, never betray you, and will always be with you..."

Even if it snows, it will eventually melt in the newborn sunshine.

She turned her face back, facing him, and slowly pressed her lips onto Kudo Shinichi's face as if she had survived a catastrophe, bit by bit, gently kissing away the hallucination-like tears at the corners of Kudo's eyes .

Then, she smiled slightly: "Stop crying, I'm not here..." He suddenly leaned over again, and in Miyano Shiho's eyes, what he must gain after regaining his calm... Solemnity.Like declaring her lifelong vows in front of the priest, she was bewitched in such a vortex of tenderness and forgot to struggle.

Kudo Shinichi turned his face and kissed her small earballs, sucking her rich rose fragrance and the light medicinal fragrance, without her struggle, Kudo Shinichi finally let go of her hand deliberately, and grasped her softness wantonly The plumpness of her breasts was inexplicably soft, which made Miyano Shiho tremble all over, and his chest felt cold. He had already opened her bra, and pressed it tightly against the place where her lower abdomen was touching. The hardness made her grit her teeth and blush, the color was as fresh as a peach, Kudo Shin took a hot look, and rudely tore off her clothes...

Her eyes inadvertently bumped into the man's strong chest and abdomen. No matter how cold she was, she felt very irritable. Beginning to lose control, she finally became slightly frightened belatedly, unfamiliar emotions, long-lost impulses, and indistinguishable throbbing swept up in groups, she couldn't help reaching out to touch Kudo Shinichi's face, as if She is also afraid that it's not him at this moment, it's just an illusion, being close to each other, it's just an illusion, being honest with each other, it's just an illusion, his attachment, tenderness, and sympathetic kisses are all illusions...

His fiery fingers pinched her waist, Kudo Shinichi's only sober cognition was turned into cannon fodder, the pain in the lower abdomen, and the ever-expanding desire screamed like scorching magma. Wanting to devour the woman under him, finally, he lowered his waist and penetrated deeply. Such tight friction stimulated his sensitive facial features. With a low growl, he went deeper.

Miyano Shiho was startled by the sudden blow, subconsciously let out a soft cry, curled up her fingers, clenched the soft corner of the quilt tightly, and bit her lower lip due to the pain, the lip was already oozing blood, but she didn't Ken loosened her lips and let out a groan squeezed in her mouth. The sharp pain made her frown together, and her body arched slightly.

This body has not been used for five years, and it is sick and thin, and the pain is more obvious. It is not suitable for doing such a thing. However, the nerve drug has eroded Kudo's mentality. If Ran in his fantasy rejects him , will definitely make him collapse.

Therefore, she can no longer stimulate him!

Kudo Shinichi noticed the pain she was forcibly enduring, bowed his head, and kissed her frowning brow lightly, a kiss full of heartache, Miyano Shiho subconsciously wanted to avoid it, because she was not the right person he Xinyi loved, she was in Deceiving him is also deceiving herself. Even if she is emotional, she has a vague sense of guilt tormenting her.

Kudo seemed to be aware of her evasion, and a trace of injury flashed across his eyes, but then he intensified his movements, like revenge, like punishment, like the embarrassment of a child after being robbed of candy.

In short, regardless of her silent refusal, he stuck his five fingers together, entangled her hand and her lips, and twitched fiercely. His black hair was wet with warm sweat. He shook his head and raised his crystal clear lips Water drops, following his movements, Miyano Shiho involuntarily raised his white and graceful neckline, that smooth and flawless arc was like the rainbow after the rain, or like a leaf of green grass riding the morning dew, Kudo Shin Kissing her throat uncontrollably, the light flooded in instantly, recording the scene at this moment into Chen Guang's notepad...

She didn't respond well, only her legs were trembling slightly, a little embarrassed by this horrible posture, naked men and women, so early in the morning...

But Kudo Shinichi spontaneously wrapped her legs around his waist, hugged her and sat up, wrapped her waist with one hand, stroked her neck with the other, and suddenly rose and fell.

"You are not allowed...not to leave me, promise me, you are not allowed! Never...not allowed!" He kept repeating and emphasizing, as if taking such warnings as oaths and threats, he needed to be affirmed, need to be accepted...

Miyano Shiho's hands wrapped around his neck indiscriminately, tightly wrapped, but slipped down loosely after a while, wrapped around again, her consciousness was smashed to pieces by him, she looked up, as if unable to support, let His head was buried between her breasts, sucking and gnawing, a vaguely strange or long-lost pleasure rushed to her mind, she murmured weakly: "As long as you want... as long as——I can! "She was incoherent and didn't know what to say. She couldn't suppress the voice that pierced her throat anymore, and couldn't care how hard to look at the current posture. She just felt flustered and helpless, desperately hugging Kudo Shinichi's "I really want to tell...you when you woke up, what crazy things you did to me..."

Miyano Shiho was so tired that he didn't want to move a single finger, but he didn't pass out after all, but the embarrassing place hurt so badly, the pain after the scalding and tearing, Kudo Shinichi still couldn't get enough of it like a dog just The wild beast entangled her again...

She closed her eyes in despair...

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