you redeemed me

Xiaolan couldn't afford to be sick. Since the kidnapping, she was seriously injured and her body functions were damaged. The explosion on the cruise ship undoubtedly made things worse.After being soaked in the cold sea water in the morning, the body was cold again, and the high fever continued.

Speaking of the explosion, the cause of the accident is unknown, and the police are doing their best to investigate. Officer Megure invited Shinichi Kudo to assist him, but Shinichi Kudo has no time to distract himself from this matter at the moment, and all his attention is on Xiaolan. He blamed himself for not being able to protect Xiaolan and regretted it, and at this time he began to feel more and more serious.

In the ward on the second floor, the lighting is very good, the warm sun is pouring down, driving away the coldness of the room, the smell of disinfectant lingers in the nose, Kudo Shinichi sits in the chair beside the hospital bed, motionless, except for his eyes Eyes can prove that he still has a hint of life.His brows were deeply furrowed under his bangs, his eyes were clouded, his thin lips were pursed, and his face was so stiff that it seemed to be covered with a transparent glass.

This face, at best, is jealous of evil, at worst, it is suffering and deep hatred.

Her pale face was surrounded by a white quilt, her black hair was dry, as if she had lost her nutrients, and her bangs were half-length, covering one of her eyes.

The woman's breathing is steady, but her complexion is extremely bad. Her once bright and charming smile disappeared, and now she seems to be weak and will die in the next second. Kudo's finger keeps rubbing the crystal cuff button on the cuff of his shirt, and his messy mood seems to calm down a little. .

The tactility of the fingertips was extremely smooth, and it was the only birthday present Xiaolan gave him.

The warm blue crystal, which happened to be the color of his pupils, was polished into the shape of a pentagram, inlaid with a silver frame, and the corners were embedded with dark red glass, revealing a bit of weirdness and unpredictability.

He remembered that when he received it, the unbearable excitement almost overwhelmed him. Lan reluctantly accepted his thanks, but she was already shy. Shy.

He seems to be saying: "Lan, in Greek mythology, the pentagram is the symbol of Kore, the goddess of the earth. You actually gave me a goddess!"

When he is irritable, disturbed, in pain, and troubled, he will always touch this cufflink involuntarily, and her smile will drive away his haze in an instant.

Lan has always been very well-behaved, with a kind of irresistible affinity. Apart from becoming more simple and rude to him after practicing karate, she is always kind to others and can get along well with everyone. She is as kind and innocent as Sunny flowers.

You can always see the most real and beautiful existence deep in your heart, embrace everything with an ordinary heart, and give everything the most ordinary and purest love.

Always working very hard to do everything well, trying to make everyone happy, as Conan, he watched her firmly and persistently protect everyone, even though she was very scared.

Weep for other people's affairs, but hide your own sadness in a smile...

Kudo quietly looked at this simple and clean face that constantly exuded a warm and firm charming aura, as if he couldn't get enough of it in his entire life.

She frowned suddenly, gave a slight thud, and said in a hoarse and low voice, "Xinyi...where are you...?"

Kudo Shinichi approached and wiped away the fine sweat that suddenly oozed from her forehead, probably as if she had suddenly dreamed of something bad, her expression became unnaturally sad, his kiss fell quietly, lingering and tactful, gradually Flowing to the cheeks and the back of the neck, the warm breath seemed to warm her cold cheeks.

Suddenly, her eyelids opened without warning, and after a moment of confusion, she turned her head and saw Shinichi before exhaling, "Shinichi, you're fine, that's great." Her body that was about to get up was forcibly pressed down by Kudo, Tucking the quilt tightly, Yu Lan's serious face was drawn back into the cage the moment Yu Lan opened her eyes, the gentleness and tenderness seemed to be comparable to the sunlight shining in.

"Wake up, do you want a drink of water?" His clear and shallow breathing was right next to her ear, and it was only after she let go that she felt her body was so limp and limp, as if it had been run over by dozens of large vehicles.

She shook her head uncomfortably.

Kudo looked away, deliberately not wanting to meet her gentle gaze, and a seriousness began to accumulate on his face again, which was a gesture of avoidance. He gritted his teeth and began to touch his cuffs again.

Xiaolan seemed to see through his scruples at a glance, her eyes darkened, revealing some bitterness. "Xinyi... don't be sad, I'm fine. I'll be discharged from the hospital soon, don't..."

The violent movement of the man standing up suddenly interrupted her unfinished sentence. He looked at the ceiling, turned around irritably, walked to the bed, and immersed himself in the sunlight. He closed his eyes, but his eyelashes trembled uncontrollably. It was like enduring a huge unbearable pain.

For a long time, under Lan's increasingly bitter eyes, he spoke in a low voice, as if trying to suppress his anger: "It's my fault! I'm useless, I'm getting more and more useless, even you I can’t even protect you!.” He took a shallow breath and continued: “I thought that your kidnapping was the last time I hurt you. I thought that after I became Kudo Shinichi and returned to you, you would never have another Dangerous, I thought I was finally able to protect everyone, but in the end, you have such a good body, but I made you like this, it is because I am useless, you are like this..." I punched on the window sill , the person he hates in his furious eyes is himself.

He didn't realize the tingling of his knuckles, leaning on the window sill, watching the colorful life of the people in the garden downstairs, he hated himself for still not being able to give her a perfect home.

"I'm tired of watching you wake up in bed again and again, I'm fucking fed up!" He swears, he never dared to be in front of Lan, but Xiaolan is like this now, he What else is there to worry about!

"Shinichi...it hurts..." Kudo immediately changed color and quickly walked back to the bed, "Where does it hurt, I'll call the doctor."

Xiaolan smiled, although a smile on her thinner face would not look good, but Kudo Shinichi thought it was extremely beautiful.

So he immediately realized that he had been cheated.

Ms. Mao Lilan, who never lied, was very excited, "Xinyi... was cheated."

Kudo Shinichi tapped her forehead lightly with a flick of her finger.

She smiled and said, "Conan-kun, you have really protected me well, really!" In her eyes were his warm blue pupils that suddenly widened, and his shock clearly hung on his face , "You—" she stopped before she shook her head slightly before the word "You—" motioned him to listen to her.

She smiled faintly, and her clean eyes were full of understanding and understanding: "I, at that time, I kept thinking why everything was such a coincidence, a perfect replacement, almost weird. Shinichi suddenly disappeared, and Conan suddenly appeared Yes, although the reasons are reasonable, but I still feel that you let Conan stay by my side instead of you, and that child looks so much like you when you were a child.

But why, why.That kid is as smart, brave, and powerful as Shinichi.For many, many moments, when I looked at him, I was dazzled, and I always felt inexplicably that it was you, and you lived in his small body. "She smiled: "But ah, how is it possible.I denied it again and again, but unconsciously believed it was true and didn't know it.I am stupid and dull, but that sense of familiarity belongs only to you, how could I forget it, how could I not understand it. "

After she finished speaking, she looked at the man who was lost in thought, her fair face turned red.

This is something she has kept in her heart for a long time, her intuition tells her that she must tell Xinyi, but there is always no right opportunity, and now is just right.

When two people are together, there should always be no unspeakable secrets, so that there will be no barriers.

She told him now that she forgave him, and she wouldn't mind that he lied to her once, and obviously stayed with her all the time but didn't tell her anything, and would rather mess around with the children of the Detective Boys.Now that she thought about it, she realized that she had been eating wrong all along, and she was jealous of a bunch of children.

But in those years, she did not have Shinichi, but at least she had Conan. Shinichi at least really cared about her and protected her. Although she always made her sad, compared to him, she had so many friends to accompany her. However, Xinyi was always fighting alone. She didn't know what he was involved in and what serious situation he encountered. What is certain is that it must be a matter of life and death. Xinyi will never put her Getting involved in danger, that's why I didn't tell her anything.

She knows.

"I know, you always don't want me to be in danger, so you don't tell me anything. I didn't understand before and always blamed you, but now I understand, so... I forgive you!" Such a soft smile is Lily with water drops, clean and pure, who can resist the temptation of angels?

Kudo looked at her for a while, until he finally burned her smile at the moment into his heart, before leaning forward.

That is the brightest touch in the crevice of Dongyang, and the slow-motion motion is elegant and charming.The man in the sun slowly dissolved the light, enveloped his aura on the smiling woman on the hospital bed, and buried his head gently into her beautifully curved neck, whispering in a low and blurred voice. "I'm sorry...thank you, Ran"

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The author has something to say:

I feel it is necessary to write about the woman Lan.Although Nu supports Xinzhi, she doesn't dislike Lan. I admire this woman. She can be said to be an angel, everyone's angel.However, Nu does not think that Angel should match Kudo Shinichi.