you redeemed me

Hearing her slight breathing, he just calmed down from the sudden surge of fear.The eye sockets of the woman in her arms were red, her face was as pale as tissue paper, and the tears were intertwined and wiped out, still wet, as if she could touch her intense sadness.

He never thought that her reaction would be so great, as if he had ruined her life heinously.

Since the case of her sister, he has never seen her cry so sadly, and the screaming of the brink of despair still scares him. At that moment, he felt an inexplicable fear. Fragrance disappears the illusion of death.

He couldn't help blaming himself for pushing her too fast.

He caressed her frowning eyebrows, which seemed to be a knot that would never be untied, and my heart hurt so badly!

Outside the window, the night was full of dew, and the moonlight just happened to flow into the bedroom through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, spreading all over the floor, one bed and one body.Under the blue-black night, on the neat gray bed, there are superimposed figures.

She dried the last lock of her hair and put down the towel.He leaned back slightly, leaning against the wall, his bangs covered his eyebrows, showing no emotion.

Miyano Shiho lay on his side next to his legs, with his face on his waist and his arms around his waist.

This kind of action declares a kind of dependence, which is something she would never do when she was in Huiyuan Ai. Even if she was terrified to death, she would definitely not reveal half of her fear.

Thinking of the past and looking at today, I suddenly felt that the night was too long, and it felt a little lonely for him to wake up alone.

Kudo was wearing a large blue T-shirt, like a casual young boy, and Miyano Shiho put on his black shirt after being cleaned, which made his whole body more and more slender, showing his slender and fair legs, in the moonlight Glowing and bright white.

The dark big bed, a man and a woman sitting and lying down, against the blue night as the background, the transparent moonlight intimately illuminates the hazy outlines of the two people

Kudo Shinichi felt that the night had never been so peaceful, and his heart beat softly, playing a graceful and melodious violin music, which flowed into the air, melted into the spreading silver frost, and fit extremely, just like the moon once An untouched sea of ​​tranquility.

However, he understands too clearly that this tranquility does not belong to him, and he dare not want it.

However, he also developed some selfishness that he had never had before, at least he never dared to develop it towards Hui Yuanai.

It's not bad to be held by her.Her cool skin is like fine silk satin, like the dark chocolate decorated with red roses, which is low-key and luxurious, and extremely flamboyant.

The sky outside the window seemed to have been extinguished overnight, and when it met the rising sparks, it started a prairie fire in an instant.

The eyes were stabbed by the strong light, the eyelashes trembled slightly, but the process of waking up was uncomfortable, the senses gradually caught up with the thinking, and I felt the warmth that I had not seen for a long time, and then I found the iron arm that imprisoned me on my abdomen And the hot heat source on the back, the side of the neck is soothing and shallow breathing, accompanied by the bursts of warmth, there is the sound of his soft snorting.

She was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to react, the room was brightly lit, she could naturally recognize that this was a bedroom, a man's bedroom, and the one who hugged her and leaned against the wall behind him naturally didn't think of him.

She never dared to imagine that she could fit him so intimately like a newly married couple.

During those years when I couldn’t sleep because of the pain in my body, I begged for his embrace and chest more than once, so that I forgot that I was originally a cold and indifferent person, but a person from a dark background longed to be loved and protected. , to be cherished, when she woke up from the dream, she laughed at herself over and over again until she was crazy and exhausted.

Now, she walked out of these extravagant demands and was truly brought into his arms.

Those unreachable dreams were shattered.

When her fingertips touched his lips, she was caught off guard by him, and pulled her hand out of desperation, causing a chain of struggles, losing her balance, and he took the opportunity to turn over and press her down. With a low cry, her lips and teeth entangled The space overflowed, and then, suddenly there was no sound, only the blushing and heartbeating sound of Qi Ye's blending.

His pale face turned red in a blink of an eye, his shocked eyes gradually glowed with blurred light, and the hands that had resisted and pushed at first clung to his shoulders in vain, seemingly pushing and refusing, but there was no real movement.

I closed my eyes, feeling an indescribable sadness and compromise.

When he opened his eyes again, Kudo Shinichi had got up and put on his clothes, and took off his clothes without hesitation, but Miyano deliberately turned his head away.

She thought that at this moment, she must be lying on this huge bed with disheveled clothes and disheveled hair, like an abandoned doll.

The fingers are clenched tightly, the nails dive into the white tender flesh, the eyes under the bangs are sad and powerless.

She doesn't know what kind of existence she is now, what is she in the eyes of Kudo Shinichi?

Isn't she like an unfinished joke after being robbed of her only precious thing and then abandoned like an open shoe?

She even thought that she must hate Kudo Shinichi very much now, but she has no strength to resist and struggle. After so many years of running around, she has worn away the only persistence left, and she is no longer able to follow Edogawa Conan. Hui Yuan, who ran away, was sad, and now he could only drink coffee late at night, reminding himself over and over again to stay awake, carefully lock up the accumulated fragility, and pretend to live a stable life, but he took away his only hope overnight.

"There will always be someone in our lives telling us what to do and who to be, ever since you dragged me out of that bus and walked me out the window without hesitation, I knew, to me, that person is you!"

Kudo Shinichi froze when he buttoned his cuffs, and heard her continue:

"I was forced to break into your life and disturb you, but I will pay you back what I owe you, and then I will automatically leave your world just like when I came here."

"Most people who have fallen into darkness want to integrate into society to gain a sense of security, but no matter how comfortable I have lived, I always feel that someone will take it all away. Now, it has come true, that person is still you! "

She put her hands on the eyelids and covered her eyes, as if blocking something to prevent it from pouring out.

"I thought, I really don't owe you anymore, I don't owe you anymore...but why, why...you still want to interfere with my life circle. The thrust of your memory should tell you exactly that this can't be your son , why, you still want to rob me, I have nothing but him."

His voice was choked and trembling faintly.

Kudo Shinichi suddenly stopped, looked back at him, it was a sharp gaze, and then he said with a serious face: "My memory?" His weird upturned sound seemed to be sneering, but also seemed to be sarcasm. "You can even develop a drug like ATPX-4869, memory or something, it's in your palm!"

Cold and thin as a knife, she just wanted to escape, she turned her head guiltily, but her lips were trembling.

She propped her chin up and watched him busy in the kitchen, she just felt that even the air was sweet, and that he could wash her hands and make soup was simply an unattainable fantasy in her dreams.

Time was counted slowly in seconds, and before I knew it, I fell asleep lying on the table.

Until the foreign matter between the lips and teeth invaded, he swallowed unconsciously, and the warmth from his throat immediately spread all over his body, and after recollection, he slowly opened his eyes, the morning light blurred his handsome face, but the eyes were gentle but seemed An unfading wave, wave after wave...

But he didn't care about Miyano Shiho, who was already awake, and continued to feed and work. With his licking kiss, a suspicious blush appeared on his pretty face.

Before she could refuse, Kudo Shinichi had put down the bowl and spoon, and said lightly: "Eat!" He walked to the other side of the table, leaned against the end of the table, supported the edge of the table with his left hand, and held a cup of coffee with his right hand. Sipping lightly in the mist, he left his side face to Miyano Shiho, looking a little unfathomable.

The delicious seafood porridge just now was tasteless, and he said again when the bottom of the bowl was empty: "Do you want more?"

Shaking his head subconsciously, he stopped looking at him, "I'm going back."

Walking to the door, under a windbreaker hood, just as she stepped over the threshold, he said leisurely: "You forgot your purpose of coming here."

With a "click", the door behind her happened to be closed by her.

She turned around, inside and outside the door, the two worlds separated the two of them.

However, facing him, she always easily forgets her purpose.

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A little less today, boo one