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At Jiang Yunshu's house, among the stacked bookshelves, she finally let out a long sigh of relief and shouted, "I found it."

The other two people who were sitting in the living room watching a boring TV show slowly raised their heads and looked over.Jiang Yunshu stepped over in three steps and two steps, put the exquisite photo album on the coffee table, opened it, and each page contained the contents of the same dance classroom.She pointed one by one and said: "This is the teacher, this is the fourth and third child, this is the transfer student who came with Sister Seohyun, this is the photo of the youngest when she won the award, and this is the one Seohyun is about to leave." year photo."

Yin Zhihou looked at the last and only group photo quietly. In the photo, Seo Hyun stood in the middle smiling gently, with him on the right, and Zheng Anzhi and Jiang Yunshu on the left.As they said, Zheng Anzhi at that time was much more dazzling, with a slightly taller figure, wearing a simple and generous beige dress, with fair and tender skin, part of her long hair tied up on her shoulders and hanging down from the front , the other part is pulled back, the hair color is lighter than ordinary people, and it looks soft.There was a person standing between her and him, with a similar smile, but he didn't remember it.

"Remember, this is the youngest." Jiang Yunshu pointed at the girl in the photo.

Yin Zhihou nodded absent-mindedly, and said flatly, "Bring me a place to make a call." Then he stood up, walked to the balcony, took out his mobile phone and dialed the familiar number in the phone book.

"Hello." The female voice on the other side sounded a little guilty?

"Zheng Anzhi." Yin Zhihou paused, not knowing how to speak, "Is it you?"

"Mo?" She was stunned for a moment, her hands that were busy packing things were empty, and she put those aside first.

"Seven years ago, you were the youngest in the dance class, right?"

There was a long silence on the other side, as if the machine had crashed, and the brain suddenly went blank, probably even the flow of air became much more difficult.After a long time, there was a "hmm", probably because I haven't realized whether it is a dream or reality.

Then suddenly I didn't know what to say.Seems like just to make sure.Yin Zhihou let out a long sigh of relief, "So, you remember me, right?"

"How could I forget? Just hearing Ruixian and Yunshu talk about you makes my ears tingle. Ruixian came to the dance class 11 years ago and left Korea seven years ago. It has been so many years." Zheng Anzhi had imagined countless times that one day he would be able to talk about the past with him like this, but he never expected it to be in such a calm tone, "And at that time, didn't you often come to the dance class as a partner, we didn't have any in the whole class." Several boys."

"But they all seem to prefer to practice alone, and I spend more time helping with the accompaniment."

"Oh, then you've been tricked." Zheng Anzhi leaned against the window and smiled, "Do you know that girls who study art are very inconsistent, no matter how excited they are, they have to be calm and calm, This is the result of staying on the stage for a long time. Although they all seemed very calm and would not dance with you unless they were pushed by Seo Hyun, after you left, they were all overjoyed. Let's dance and talk together."

Yin Zhihou listened to her carefully, then smiled faintly, "Really."

"Yeah. We basically go to girls' schools, and the dance class is full of girls. It's not easy to meet a handsome guy once. Nympho is the nature of that age."

"Is this a compliment to me?" Yin Zhihou couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, as if he could imagine her expression when she spoke.

"" She lowered her head and lowered her voice, "They said it, not me."

Yin Zhihou lowered his head slightly, touched his nose and smiled, then changed the subject calmly, "But, you should be different from them. Every time you hide in a corner to practice, it seems that you have never spoken to me .”

Zheng Anzhi raised his head slowly and said, "No, actually I am the same as them."

He froze for a while and didn't speak.

"At that time, I also wanted to go over and talk to you. I really wanted you to remember my name like Yunshu's. I really wanted to dance with you." After a century, she was finally able to frankly admit the throbbing at that time, which seemed to be much easier than imagined, and the weight that had been in her heart for a long time suddenly disappeared, and she was much more relaxed.

So is the adverbial of time "at that time"?Yin Zhihou suddenly felt a little confused, closed his eyes, and fell silent.

"By the way, boss, I got into trouble today. When you come back, you will definitely blame me." She murmured, as if talking to herself, and then smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry, I may Can't call you that anymore. Goodbye."

Without waiting for him to say anything, she directly pressed the off button.After staying for a while, I suddenly felt a little cold, so I closed the window.The living room was in a mess, and she had forgotten about everything before she had packed it.

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Zheng Anzhi's liking for Yin Zhihou has nothing to do with pain or sadness. It is the warmest memory in those days of light and dark.

She started to learn dance when she was very young, probably because of her parents' ideas at first, but later she became more and more inseparable.Since that year, the elders have been discussing about the archaeological work. Grandpa and father are both in the archaeological team. The matter has probably been settled, and it is only a matter of time to start.According to their intentions, she should also go, but most of the places to go are remote, and there is no condition for continuing to learn dance, and she has been contradicting this for a long time.

When she came back from the dance class that day, she missed the last bus, so she walked slowly, preparing to take a taxi in the city.After walking for an unknown amount of time, a melodious melody rang out amidst the quiet wind. The tune was a little sad. She closed her eyes and listened attentively, feeling sad herself.

Then, she saw someone playing the violin not far away, and the setting sun dyed the sky behind him red.She hid aside and listened to the whole song quietly, forgot to leave, and was so intoxicated in the song, until she saw him packing his things, she didn't want to ask the name of the song.

However, she hesitated.Because another older girl walked up and spoke to him softly.

This hesitation lasted for 11 years.

Later, she stubbornly decided to stay in Seoul and started a life alone.Unexpectedly, she saw them again: Min Seo-hyun, who came to the dance class, and Yoon Ji-hoo, who was always silent.

Zheng Anzhi thought about it carefully, she knew Yin Jihou, knew Min Shiyuan, knew Song Yubin, Min Zhihao, everything, but started when Seohyun came to the dance class, she didn't have much fate with him, only because of Seohyun that he had a child small intersection.

She didn't believe in love at first sight.Take listening to songs as an example. If you like it the first time you listen to it, you will soon get tired of it; while some songs sound indifferent at first, but the more you listen to them, the more interesting they become.However, just like she fell in love with the sad song for the first time, she may have fallen in love with him from the very first sight.Then, I began to pay attention to his every detail, and fell in love with his every expression and every little action.In the first four years, this secret was buried in her heart only for her own joy.

It was the first time he came to help in the dance class and distributed bottled water to everyone. It was autumn and everyone was wearing sweaters. When he sent it to her, his fingers got a little electric shock.

She was sitting on the bench by the door when he came looking for Seo-hyun, so he asked her where Seo-hyun was.

On Ruixian's birthday that year, he sang a song, and amidst the booing of the crowd, she saw him smile for the first time.

She remembered everything clearly.These, he will not know.

She has always been able to see that the relationship between Yin Zhihou and Ruixian should be unusual.Otherwise, he would not come to the dance class to help out because of his taciturnity.But seeing him smile later, she also felt happier.Later, Ruixian started to escape.The relationship between Ruixian, Yunshu and her has always been good. Ruixian has always said that she just treats him as a younger brother, but Zheng Anzhi understands that Ruixian has too many worries, and her dream does not allow her to have too many entanglements .

Many things have changed since then.

Knowing about Yun Shu's confession to him, she was a little surprised, but she also expected the ending.In the end, Yun Shu pulled her to eat and drink and cry, tried her best to fight, and finally gave up without any regrets, but her heart was so painful that she was numb. It probably took such a life to have her later rebirth.Zheng Anzhi thought, Yun Shu, this stupid girl, how could Yin Zhihou see anyone other than Ruixian. —so she never wanted to say it.It's not that I'm afraid of getting hurt, but I'm afraid that after doing a lot of useless work, I still have to give up.

This is the warmth and joy that belongs to her alone, how can she give up?

Later, the dance class was preparing to rehearse for an important performance. Zheng Anzhi patted Jiang Yunshu on the shoulder and said, it is said that if you are frustrated in love, you will be proud of your career. This time you can do it.In the end, Yun Shu was the protagonist of the musical, and Seo Hyun was the second female lead, helping out with errands backstage.

All members of F4 went to see that performance.Jung Anji also ran in and out of the backstage and met Song Yubin with an unbelievable expression.

Later, Song Yubin said that every person who does not want to fall in love has an impossible person living in his heart.What annoyed her the most was why she met Song Yubin at that time, he was so smart that he could see through her thoughts at a glance

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In the last year before Seo Hyun left, Yun Shu failed in her confession, and met Song Woo Bin who was the first to see through her thoughts. Maybe it was not a big deal, but the arrival of the two siblings, Min Ji Ho and Min Shi Won, was the beginning of her unlucky life. Foreshadowing was laid.

The two were studying painting in the upstairs classroom, and they would come down to look for Ruixian from time to time.Shiyuan is not close to this sister, probably because she feels unbalanced under her aura.Compared to now, Min Shiyuan at that time seemed more introverted when there were many people, and Min Zhihao was not as ambitious as he is now.

Ruixian always said that she wanted to live according to her own ideas, and later she chose to study law in Paris. Zheng Anzhi was not too surprised, but Jiang Yunshu was in a hurry, saying what to do if you left Zhihou.

Yes, it was hard for him to smile, and it was hard for him to get out of the haze.

That morning, she came to the dance classroom early, and the sunshine came in gently. Yin Zhihou played the accompaniment piece by the window, which was as delicate and melodious as usual, echoing leisurely in the quiet morning, but his mood probably It was a mess.Seohyun is leaving in a few days.

Ruixian said that he would wait for them on another bigger stage, but he didn't say how long it would be.However, Zheng Anzhi feels that even if she comes back, she still has to leave. Seoul is too small, and she should belong to the whole world.One day, she will leave Korea like Seohyun. The teacher said that she will take her abroad to continue her studies. At that time, will you feel that everything now is just a beautiful dream?

She looked at Yin Zhihou who was sitting in front of the piano, and smiled slightly.There will no longer be such a gentle and indifferent person in the world. Such a person will definitely be happy.

"Well, can you teach me this song?" Finally, she spoke the first sentence to him.

His eyes stayed on her, a little cold and puzzled, she suddenly lost the courage just now, and explained embarrassingly, "Well, Ruixian is leaving, you won't come in the future, I think, in the future, I can too If it’s not enough to help with the accompaniment, then forget it.”

"Bring another stool over here." In a faint tone.

"Eh?"

"Didn't you say you want to learn? Are you going to play standing up?"

She quickly ran to move a stool, put it next to him, sat and watched him play it slowly and completely, and then moved his fingers clumsily on the keys, he couldn't help laughing while watching , and then patiently taught her section by section until the hands could finally eject the full version smoothly.

Then what?Everything seems to be condensed in this corner, except for them, there is no one else in the classroom on the weekend morning, only the intermittent sound of the piano floats out of the window.

Zheng Anzhi was quietly distracted while he was demonstrating again and again, and finally looked at him seriously like this, maybe it was the last time.That's enough.

In the next few years, he didn't appear in the dance class again. She began to like to walk around with nothing to do. Seoul is actually not that big. won't recognize her.

Just wondering if he's doing well.

The accompaniment she learned really came into use, because there was no way to practice dancing with them anymore.In fact, the day before Ruixian left, she happened to be hit by a car while crossing the road. Fortunately, Mrs. Min sent her to the hospital in time, so she did not go to send Ruixian the next day.At that time, the doctor only said that she could not do strenuous exercise for the time being, and did not tell her that she could no longer dance. So she listened to the doctor's advice and took a good rest. At the request of Mrs. Min, she began to study with Min Shiyuan at Min's house.

The so-called recuperation went like this for one year, two years, three years. It wasn't until Ruixian came back that she learned from the doctor that she could no longer dance.

At Ruixian's birthday party, there were many strangers. She hid in the corner and watched, not daring to approach.Probably there is no way to complete what I promised Ruixian at the beginning, how can she stand on the radiant stage like her now?

It was already late at night when she came out of the meeting place, she walked along the side of the road for an unknown amount of time, and when she reached the riverside, the sky turned pale, she was too tired to walk, and the injury on her leg began to ache again , She knelt down and hugged her knees and finally couldn't help crying, crying loudly like a child with all her strength.

She spent more than ten years pouring everything into dancing, and finally it was empty-she could neither dance nor spend time with her family.It seems to have been abandoned by the whole world.Min Zhihao said that she is extremely embarrassed now.They all said that he liked her, but he never treated her well from the beginning to the end.Zheng Anzhi felt that she didn't feel sorry for him, but since her accident, he never said a word of comfort. Instead, he was a little happy and even mocked, so much so that she always thought that he had asked someone to do it.

When all her strength was exhausted, she wiped her face clean, stood up, and climbed onto the railing by the river without hesitation.Turning on the phone, he sent a text message to Min Zhihao: I hope I won't meet you in my next life.

"Hey, that's dangerous."

When a familiar voice sounded, she turned her head suddenly in shock, and saw Yin Zhihou whose mouth was slightly raised.

"Ah, are you Seohyun's friend at the birthday party just now?"

Zheng Anzhi felt that it was really not the right time to say this, so he could only bite the bullet and nod, his movements froze and he didn't know what to do.

"You'd better come down, it won't be good if you fall later." He sighed and looked down, "The water here doesn't seem to be very clean. I heard that nearby fishermen often catch dead fish."

He should be in a good mood now, is it because Seohyun is back?

She actually obediently climbed down from the railing, staggered a little, said casually at a loss: "Thank you for teaching me how to play the piano last time."

He hesitated for a moment, then remembered to say: "You are from the dance class, right?"

"Well, but I can't continue dancing now." She lowered her head, feeling extremely sad.

"Are you injured?" Yin Zhihou looked at her, "It should be fine to rest for a while. Wasn't it possible to dance in the meeting just now?"

"But there is no way to stand on the stage again."

"Do you like dancing more, or do you just like the feeling of standing on the stage?" He smiled, "If that's the case, you can go to practice the piano, your hands are very beautiful."

Zheng Anzhi was stunned.

By the way, she just likes to dance, and those feelings of wanting to be noticed are just vanity.How could she be so stupid as to give up her life just for this.From this moment on, she really wanted to understand this matter.

What would have happened if Yin Zhihou hadn't appeared at that time?She dared not even think about it.Sometimes people have a moment when they can't think about it, but later thinking about it is just a ridiculous move. Fortunately, someone stopped her at that time.

Therefore, during the years when she liked Yin Zhihou, everything about him was beautiful, without sadness and entanglement.In her mind, liking someone is a happy thing in itself.

In the end, she saw his photo at the door of a certain bridal shop on the small road, wearing a white dress, leaning against an ordinary but warm girl, with an unconcealable smile on her lips.

She stopped in front of the poster, put her hands in her pockets, tilted her head and smiled.

In the end, back to the origin of the story, Song Yubin who was sprinkled with water said with a smile: Zheng Anzhi finally appeared.

In his story, she is a spectator from beginning to end.

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