Infinity Game: I want to live

Qu He Lindong, since childhood, the two names have always been called together.

At that time, there were not so many residential areas. Both the Qu family and the Lin family lived in winding alleys, and the two families were neighbors with a partition wall.It also happened that the two children were the same age, so they had a good relationship since childhood.

Talking, reading, learning to ride a small four-wheeled bicycle... The two children are almost inseparable, like conjoined twins.Elementary school, junior high school, high school... I don't know why, but the two can always be assigned to the same class.

If the parents of the two families only saw their son go home, they would inevitably ask:

"Dongdong, congratulations, why don't you come to our house for dinner?"

"Dahe, where is Dongdong, why don't you come to play?"

……

The friendship of children has become solid and solid under the tempering of time, and gradually sublimated into a friendship different from friendship.

Lin Dong thinks that Qu He is a "best friend" higher than "friend", while Qu He thinks it is love.

The two of them didn't pass the college entrance examination together, but they always travel together during holidays.

On Lin Dong's 20th birthday, the two were hiking.

Qu He confessed.

The golden brilliance of the setting sun sprinkled on the top of the mountain in summer, the wind caressed the sky like a gentle hand, and there were cool "sough" sounds and the constant singing of cicadas in my ears.The two young people lay side by side, looking at the colorful sky colored by red and yellow, feeling as refreshed as a clear spring.

"Is the sky beautiful?" Qu He turned his head, looked at Lin Dong, and asked.

"It's beautiful!" Lin Dong was still looking at the gorgeous and beautiful sky, his eyes were shining like the golden light of the sky.

Qu He was fascinated by watching, and couldn't help but said: "It's not as good as you..."

"Qu He, are you out of your mind?" Lin Dong turned his head to look at him, the smile in his eyes seemed to overflow, "Why, we have known each other for so many years, and suddenly fell in love with your father?"

Qu He didn't speak, but stood up, walked to the mountain bike parked aside, opened the travel bag, and took out a box.

Lin Dong also followed, saw Qu He took a box he had never seen before, and asked, "What is this?"

"Gift," Qu He put the box in Lin Dong's hand with a smile, and said mysteriously, "Aren't you going to open it and have a look?"

"Okay, let me see what gift my son gave my dad... a hair dryer?" Lin Dong opened the box and saw a pink Peppa Pig watch, "Damn it, Qu He you gave me such a coquettish thing , awesome!"

"Society society! It's not too much fun..." Lin Dong also put on his watch with a smile on his face, and congratulated Qu.

Seeing his smile, Qu He was also smiling, his lips moved, and wanted to say something, but he still didn't say it.

"What's the matter?" Seeing that something was wrong with him, Lin Dong stepped forward and asked, showing off the pink Peppa Pig watch he just wore on his wrist, "How is it, social or not?"

Qu He swallowed, but still didn't speak?

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Dong hit Qu He's chest with his fist, then pinched his face, "Why don't you talk?"

Qu He was stunned for a while, then suddenly hugged Lin Dong, clasped his hands tightly around his waist, and never let go.

"What the fuck are you..." Lin Dong was taken aback, but when he was about to say the words, Qu He swallowed them back in fright.

"I like you!" Qu He let go of Lin Dong's waist and looked into his eyes, "Lin Dong, Lin Dong, Lin Dong! I like you, I like Lin Dong!!!"

Lin Dong had never seen Qu He so excited. His eyes were shining with an unknown light, like the golden sun in the sky, full of hope, enthusiasm, apprehension, and deep joy.

Lin Dong didn't speak, and stared at Qu He blankly. After a long time, he spit out a word——

"……what?"

…………

Lin Dong didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Qu He, he only regarded him as his best friend, someone who would be with him for the rest of his life.

But definitely not love - how can a man fall in love with a man?

So Lin Dong rejected Qu He very seriously.The reason for rejection was "I like girls."

When asked if he could continue to be friends, Lin Dong beat Qu He hard.

"You fucking dare not play with me, I will kill you!" By the way, he gave his middle finger.

... Then Lin Dong regretted it, wishing to slap himself.If Qu He really liked him, wouldn't his actions be too beastly?

Lin Dong took this opportunity to apologize.

However, Qu He seemed very happy. Lin Dong couldn't find a chance to speak for a while, and always felt that it would make the atmosphere awkward.

I always think about it next time.

But fate is unpredictable, how can there be so many next times?Just when Lin Dong made up his mind to apologize, Qu He disappeared.

……

After graduating from university, Lin Dong became a traveler, barely surviving by taking pictures and writing articles.But he has never regretted this decision, because this is the dream that he and Qu He agreed upon.

"Dongdong, what do you want to do in the future?"

"do not know……"

"How about we become a traveler? Climb mountains, go to the sea, go skiing, go to see waterfalls, take pictures, write travel notes, and travel around the world!"

"Ah... yes..."

Lin Dong told himself that Qu He is not dead, he is just living strong in a place he doesn't know.Being a traveler is not only for their common dream, but also for Lin Dong to search for the missing Qu He.

Is Qu He dead?Probably indeed dead.Lin Dong knew, but forced himself not to accept this fact.

……

Until entering the death game, Lin Dong saw the painting that proved that Qu He might be alive.

For the first time, Lin Dong, who only wanted to survive the death game, had a bigger hope.

I want to live...

I want to live...

I want to live... Then, find Qu He!

The author has something to say: Thank you for the nutrient solution of kidney beans!