he is sick [entertainment circle]

Chapter 34

Gu Jingnan didn't stop because of Jin Chao's confusion, his speech speed slowed down, although he couldn't see his face clearly, he should be smiling.His voice was nice, but at this moment, he seemed like a devil from hell, and Li Xiexuan's castle that he thought was solid was shattered.

He seemed to chuckle, "Do you like me now?"

Li Xiexuan froze on the spot.

He opened his mouth to say that he liked it, but he couldn't say the word "liked" no matter what.Does he like the current Gu Jingnan?Do you like this Gu Jingnan who is pushing every step of the way?

He wanted to say "I don't like it", but when he thought of Gu Jingnan's face, he couldn't help feeling happy.

Li Xiexan was silent.

At this time, Gu Jingnan said the second sentence, "If you lose your face, will you like me?"

Li Xiexan looked away.Needless to say, the situation is already clear.

Everything is false.

The pure and beautiful love he thought was nothing but the temptation of beauty and self-indulgence.

After Li Xiexuan left, the ward suddenly became quiet, and not long after, Gu Jingnan spoke again.He looked at Jin Chao in the void, with an unobvious harshness in his tone.He blinked, "It's your turn."

Gu Jingnan subconsciously felt that today's conversation should not have happened.The contact with Li Xiexuan should not end with such a slight move.Subconsciously, it seemed that something deviated from the original plan.Generally speaking, things that are not planned are unstable and are not to be cherished.But now, he intuited that the variable was himself.

Jin Chao didn't know Gu Jingnan's psychological activities, and he didn't seem to feel Gu Jingnan's hidden malice.He looked at Gu Jingnan with his usual expression.

"You know my secret." Gu Jingnan didn't seem to care at all, his secret was known by others.

He paused for a moment and said, "I have two personalities."

Jin Chao froze there, he thought that Gu Jingnan was going to talk about the founder of MQG.

The founder of MQG has always been a mystery to the outside world.Even within MQG, there are only a very small number of high-level officials, only his confidantes have seen him and know his true identity.Who would have thought that this computer genius and business prodigy would come to the entertainment circle without saying a word?Became a traffic star?

Jin Chao thought it was Gu Jingnan's secret, although he didn't know what Gu Jingnan's purpose was.

But he didn't expect that Gu Jingnan was talking about something else - two personalities.

Although Jin Chaohe had some guesses, they were still in the speculative stage.Because the anomalies that Gu Jingnan showed before and after are not only explained by a theory of split personality.However, today, Gu Jingnan personally confirmed to him.

Jin Chao felt something was wrong.

Gu Jingnan didn't know what Jin Chao was thinking, he continued, "I guess, you like Gu Jingnan."

The feeling of something wrong was getting stronger.

Gu Jingnan shouldn't have said "I guess", because he had expressed his heart to Gu Jingnan that day!

"So what about you? Don't tell me, you like both Gu Jingnan?"

mocking lightly.

Temporarily suppressing the feeling of something wrong, Jin Chao said: "Yes, I like them all."

He didn't hesitate at all, because he had already undergone rigorous self-analysis on this issue.

"I like one Gu Jingnan, I like two Gu Jingnans, I like three Gu Jingnans too..."

"You have a good idea." Gu Jingnan smiled half a smile.

Jin Chao didn't care, "I like Gu Jingnan who is beautiful in the city, I like Gu Jingnan who is jade-like and facing the wind, and I like Gu Jingnan who is ugly."

The expression on Gu Jingnan's face changed subtly, Jin Chao's answer was also something beyond his plan.

"I like Gu Jingnan who is innocent and simple, I like Gu Jingnan who is strategizing, and I like Gu Jingnan who is cold and vicious."

Gu Jingnan seemed a little uncomfortable, he opened his mouth to ask, but Jin Chao's unhurried voice was a step faster.

"But if it were someone else, no matter how innocent and brilliant he is, how amazingly talented he is, no matter how beautiful he is, and how he looks better than Pan An, I will not be moved." Jin Chao is not talking about love, and he will not say He's just stating facts.Therefore, his expression was as upright and pure as ever, which made it impossible for people to have any distracting thoughts.

The mood of the second personality, which has always been stable, fluctuated significantly.If it is the main personality that appears at this moment, then he will use these three words to describe the current mood: good, angry, and oh.

"Oh." The second personality is not the master after all, he sneered.

However, before he continued to taunt, Jin Chao seemed to know what he was thinking, and continued, "I have simulated many scenarios in my mind just now, no matter which one, no matter what you become, as long as it is you, I will like."

"Actually, it just so happens that you have a split personality, and I suffer from an affective disorder. In my life, I have been indifferent to everyone, everything, and things, except you."

This time it was Gu Jingnan who froze there.He didn't expect that Jin Shao of the Jin family actually suffered from emotional deficiency.

As Jin Chao himself said, he is not interested in everything around him, even his closest relatives are very indifferent.Even life and death can't arouse much emotion.

if so……

"How do you know that your so-called liking is just because you feel something you have never felt with me?"

Gu Jingnan's words hit the mark.

What Jin Chao said sounds very romantic.But in fact, there is a fatal point.Is he "I need" because of "I like it", or "I like" because of "I need"?

"I don't know." Jin Chao was very frank.

In the end, the conversation ended hastily, and Gu Jingnan failed to crush Jin Chao's feelings like he smashed Li Xiexuan's trivial love before.At the same time, Jin Chao failed to convince Gu Jingnan.

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This place can be said to be the sea of ​​stars in the universe, and it can also be said to be the palace of memory.But there is only one sea of ​​stars, and only one palace.However, there are two masters here—the second personality and the main personality.

Everything here, they own together, they share with each other.Needless to say, the main personality is transparent to the second personality.Similarly, the second personality also actively reveals everything to the main personality.There is no hiding between them, they are naked|naked to each other.

There were three participants in the previous conversation, and in addition, there was an observer.

The observer is of course the protagonist.

In fact, the protagonist doesn't care much about the second personality's few words that pierce Li Xiexuan's emotions, and the protagonist will not be angry because the second personality chased away one of his admirers.What the main personality really cares about is what the second personality says.

why do you like it?

Li Xiexuan was moved because of that face, because of his character.Jin Chao likes "Gu Jingnan" because of its particularity, because "Gu Jingnan" can make him feel the seven emotions and six desires.

The main personality is only simpler than the second personality.He and the second personality share the same brain, and the main personality is certainly not stupid.After listening to the words of the second personality, the main personality felt panic for the first time.

So... what about them?

Although it is not love, not family, not friendship between them.However, it should be more tender than a lover, warmer than a relative, and closer than a close friend.

The relationship is not easy to define, but all in all, it can be said that the main personality and the second personality like and care about each other.

So...why like each other?

Will this liking, like Li Xiexuan's liking, peel off the disguise after a sentence of questioning, revealing the unbearable truth?Will this liking be like Jin Chao's liking, which sounds romantic, but is actually just a joke?

The main character is afraid, he is panicking.

"Hey, why do you like me?" The master put his hands in his pockets, and this gesture seemed a little careless.However, the trembling hand in his pocket, the dry voice, and the face that didn't dare to face the second personality all spoke of the panic in his heart.

The second personality saw it.

"No reason, I am you, and you are me." The voice of the second personality used to be elegant and alienated.But now, there was healing warmth in his voice.He invoked a warm tone, and walked slowly towards the main character with a warm body.

Here the galaxy is bright, and here it is dark and gloomy.Under the feet of the second personality, there seemed to be a gentle light, and every time he took a step, there was a circle of ripples

"I'm selfish. Since you are my greatest selfishness, why don't I like you?" The second personality used a rhetorical question as a sign of zero distance between him and the main personality.

He opened his arms and hugged his fragile self comfortingly.

This is their spiritual world, the space in their brains.Here, they have no flesh, let alone a heart.But when the second personality hugged the main personality from behind and let the main personality lean into his arms, he could clearly feel the beating of their hearts.Bang bang bang, in sync.

The same warmth as the surface of the body, the same beating heart.

They are one.

"No matter what you look like, no matter what kind of character you are, I like you." The second personality whispered in the ear of the master, as if he wanted to send all the words he said into the master the heart of personality. "Whether you are good or bad, to me, these are just sugar coatings that wrap the core. All I care about from the beginning to the end is only the candy."

The air exhaled by the second personality sprayed his ears, and he smiled lightly, "This is different from Jin Chao. My candy, from the moment I appeared, I held it in my hand."

That's right, from the moment the second personality appeared, it was doomed that he liked Gu Jingnan.From then on, there is no possibility of any change.

This is a natural coincidence, this is a natural attitude, this is a blessing from God.