[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

"What kind of place is Meteor Street?

Ordinary people may say that this is a very dangerous gray area, gangsters may say that this is an extremely vicious and high-risk place, and government personnel may say that this is the place where most evil criminals in the world are born. (The best novel reading experience is in 【】)

Taken together, Meteor Street is a place full of betrayal, cunning, cunning, deceit, lies, etc. in people's hearts.

The above point of view does not include the local residents of Meteor Street.

After walking around Meteor Street for so many days, with the care and protection of Mr. K, a local local resident, I think I have seen more.

However, as a bystander, I feel that no matter what, I have never experienced any hardships since I was a child. It is impossible for me to understand these people who were born and raised on the land of Meteor Street. The content is just my personal opinion.

If there is any Meteor Street resident who disagrees, please forgive me.

After all, only people who have also experienced the same experience, the same joy and pain, are qualified to say, I understand what you say.

And obviously, I'm not qualified.

The law of the jungle, the law of the jungle, this seems to be the way people in Meteor Street live.

Such a way of living makes many people who have never been familiar with this place have a single perception: the people who come out of Meteor Street are dark, cruel, indifferent...or something else.

In response to the opinions of outsiders, Mr. K mentioned a very interesting word to me, "the taste of Meteor Street".

He said that outsiders, or the aborigines who were not born and raised on Meteor Street, no matter how superb their acting skills were, they couldn't express the flavor of Meteor Street residents.

Because it is a smell that will emanate from the bone marrow and even the soul.

What is that smell?I asked him so.

He told me that when I saw more people on Meteor Street, I would understand.

These days, I have indeed met many people. I don’t know what kind of attitude they give to other outsiders, but I feel that they all start with indifference and contempt for me.

Indifference, to an outsider, this attitude is normal.

Contempt, for a good-for-nothing, this is also normal for Meteor Street people who value strength. Seriously, there is no Mr. K, as weak as I am, as early as the first step into Meteor Street, hehe, say Mostly tears.

But after observing slowly and thinking silently, I came to my own conclusion: that taste must be both warm and cruel, indifferent and strong, and it has the strength and pride to come out of suffering step by step.

Outsiders will not have such a contradictory and extreme style of character.

Maybe when I say this, some people will laugh at my naivety, and some people will say that my words are inappropriate, but I really think so.

Let me take the example of 31 deaths as I said before, please look at it calmly from a dialectical point of view.

From birth to now, how many people have we known, how many people have we been familiar with, and among so many people, is there anyone who you are willing to die for each other?What kind of person would willingly die for you?

I believe I had the best parents in the world, I loved my parents dearly and they were the people I loved the most until the moment of my death.No matter how much I love my lover in the future, he will never be as important as my parents in my heart.

They gave me life and chose death for my life.

Yes, anyone who knows me knows that my parents died to protect me.

I don't have a child, but if there is one in the future, I think, I will love him/her like my parents love me, and if he/she is in danger, I will give my life without hesitation.

This is between parents and children, and such sacrifices also exist between lovers, friends, and even above morality.

What about Meteor Street?

The death was too shocking to the world, so I asked Ha Yi, an old man on Meteor Street, who was an insider of this matter.

Hay told me that the dead tramp was a weak, useless piece of shit that would only drag you down.

But I saw a touch of sadness and nostalgia in his eyes.

After such a long time, he still remembers it.

Then from his mouth, I re-understood the story that I thought I knew very well.

The homeless man who was caught was a weak person. He yearned for peace and happiness in the green mountains and green levels of the outside world, so he went out regardless of the persuasion of others.

But he found that the outside world was not as beautiful as he had imagined. Without status, he could not find a job. He could only wander, and most of the time he wanted to get food at the price of his own dignity.

But for a Meteor Street person, dignity is more important than life.

Unfortunately, in the end, he was still unable to return to his hometown of Meteor Street, because he was tortured during the three years of imprisonment. He died on the way back to Meteor Street with bruises on his body and no medical help.

The 31 Meteor Street people who chose to die together to avenge the homeless man, some of them were partners with the homeless man, some just knew each other, but none of them hesitated when his companion told the truth and offered revenge. stood up.

People in Meteor Street value their own lives, strive to survive, and give up everything in order to survive. This is my previous understanding.But now after knowing this story, I feel that my cognition has been subverted.

For the sake of dignity and for the sake of their companions, they will choose to sacrifice their lives.

Dignity and companionship are more important than one's own life.

They are not cold-blooded and heartless people, nor are they numb. Their feelings are even stronger than anyone else's. The relationship between them is more delicate than ordinary people and more tenacious than family members.I don't think I can do this, and neither can more people.

So I think, the souls from Meteor Street must be full of indifference and passion at the same time, they are tenacious, delicate and extremely tenacious......

Somewhere in their hearts, there must be a beautiful humanity shining brightly. I firmly believe that.

It's just such precious feelings that they entrust to their companions and refuse to give to others.

They are not afraid of death, they are not afraid of losing their lives.I think it's not because they are used to it that they are not alarmed, but because death is an agreed rest in their cycle of life, which is as natural as breathing.

God is fair, he gave everyone death, no matter whether your life is vigorous or ordinary, you will usher in that day.

It's just that I think that for the Meteor Street people, they will work harder than anyone else before the day of rest comes.

People outside say that Meteor Street is an abandoned place.As for whether the world abandoned Meteor Street, or the people in Meteor Street abandoned the world?Did the gods abandon the people of Meteor Street, or did the people of Meteor Street abandon the gods?Regarding this, I think this is meaningless thinking, because no matter what happens, whoever abandons whoever, the people on Meteor Street will not abandon each other.

Even in the death of their companions, they will inherit each other's wishes and continue walking.

Because a person's life is like traveling a long distance with a heavy load.

Because a truly powerful person is not what he can conquer, but how much he can bear. "

What An Zeyi wrote is true, and the old man Hayi does exist. It is said that when he was young, he was also a rebellious and powerful man, but when he was old, he chose to return to his hometown.Now, he is teaching the children around him how to read.

Kurollo said that he was also taught by Hay to read when he was a child.

Just don't know why, An Zeyi always felt that the old man looked at him strangely.

————Of course it’s strange, before you read the book, Kuroro went over to say hello to Hay in advance to prevent the other party from leaking that the vest has fallen off!

Except for those scumbags exposed in the news who bully young girls with dignified clothes, An Zeyi generally respects the elderly very much, and like Ha Yi, in his later years, he did not find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to live in seclusion, but chose to return to where See how terrible it is to teach and educate people in your hometown. This is as noble as those teachers who choose to go to poor mountainous areas to teach and dedicate their lives after graduating from university. Finding a small town to live comfortably for a lifetime is at least much more comfortable than a place with a harsh environment like Meteor Street.

People who go out are powerful, but they will come back to teach when they go out. This kind of character can really move the top ten figures in the sky.

Thinking this way, seeing Ha Yi's aged and cold face, An Zeyi felt more and more that Ha Yi was actually a kind-hearted and noble-minded person, which was really respectable.

And this, both Hay and Kuroro who came with him can feel it.

And after knowing the reason from side-by-side, Ha Yi really had nothing to say.

There is nothing to say, I just think that when I get old and go back to my hometown, I don't want to see the faces and eyes of outsiders after they know my identity!Teaching people how to read is just passing the time!Why do you become a great person who is willing to sacrifice for the future of Meteor Street and the flowers in your mouth!

When did I feel that way? !

He sort of understood why the old man liked (ing) smelling (zai) happy (le) seeing (u) eyes when he knew that Kuroro was coming with his little lover.

Say you hate this person, the other party is just expressing his praise sincerely and seriously, and he really thinks so, and he can even discover advantages that he didn't realize.

But let’s say I like it, I know what’s going on with me best, although it’s nice to be praised and discovered by others that you don’t even realize, but the truth is obviously not what the other party thinks, but the truth is actually dark and obscure, but the other party thinks that you are your own soul I can't do it on a high level of thinking, this feeling really hurts my stomach.

What's even more painful is that even if they are as inhumane as they are, they can't bear to say cruel words to reject his praise and kindness, and they can't bear to let disappointment and sadness appear in those clear eyes full of hope and optimism about the world.

Kuroro: No, if you say so, this fool will only think that your denial is self-effacing, your bad words are just your arrogance and shyness that you are not good at expressing, and then he will respect you even more.So, cycle stomach aches.

Knowing that An Zeyi's trip was to learn about Meteor Street and what happened back then in order to write an article for publication, Ha Yi remained silent.

Every Meteor Street person, every Meteor Street person who has seen the outside world, is actually eager to change. They reject other people's transformation of their homeland, but they are weak and unable to start, and some people are unwilling to change. Not to mention the outside world, neither the government nor the gang will allow the things on Meteor Street to be exposed in society.

The government thinks they are thugs, and the gangs think they are tools.

This is why the Phantom Troupe actually has a good reputation on Meteor Street, because they are the main provider of military weapons on Meteor Street, and they are always preparing and working hard to get the gang to contain them.

The members of the Phantom Troupe are all from Meteor Street, so what about this boy?

The boy in front of him, named An Zeyi, sat upright, with his well-maintained hands resting on his lap, as if he hadn't done rough work at first glance. Although his face was a little pale after taking off the mask, his face was calm and serene, with a slight smile on his face. The smile on the corner of the mouth is gentle and peaceful, kind and considerate, and a pair of black and white clear eyes are warm and calm.

It is as if, it is the calmness that has never known the sufferings of the world and has not been polluted.