[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

But so what?

Even if An Zeyi has such a proud and beautiful soul, his body is too weak and useless, isn't it?

Kuroro thought about killing An Zeyi, he wanted to kill him more than once or twice, to kill this person who can influence him, to kill this person who has been entangled with him for so long, imagining that the blade cut across that porcelain white neck , imagining that I broke his slender neck, imagining that my palm was passing through his chest and crushing that warm heart, imagining that I was cutting open his skin and bones, and seeing that tossing man refused to obey no matter what. From how his heart beats. (The best novel reading experience is in 【】)

But every tyrannical and cruel thought would be wiped out when An Zeyi really stood in front of him.

But every time such dark and crazy thoughts will disappear when An Ze opens his clear and warm black eyes and slightly raises his head to show him a gentle and tolerant smile.

I can not let it go.

I can't bear to kill him.

I hate to see him die.

I can't even bear to see his sad and sad expression on his painful and sad expression.

Reluctant, this kind of emotion that should not and cannot exist in his life was born because of the appearance of An Zeyi.

His life should be just like his original plan, just like what he thought on the night he just walked out of Meteor Street, acting recklessly and recklessly.

People in Meteor Street should live a life of flamboyance, and live seriously every day while obsessing about their strength and striving to survive.

The people on Meteor Street, their feelings are buried too deep and hidden, once it erupts, it will be like a volcano.

Kuroro's feelings are buried deeper. He is the head of the Phantom Brigade. From the day the brigade was established, he has put all his focus on the brigade.

Because the brigade was weak when it was first established, he didn't allow himself to be tempted.Because of the large number of outsiders, he does not believe in love.

Anze was surprised.

An Zeyi was an accident that happened by accident.

Because between two people, the one who moves first is yourself.

A person who walked too much at night finally saw a ghost.

A person who had never touched a single leaf among thousands of flowers was finally smashed by flowers.

An Zeyi is undoubtedly sensible and sensitive, so he sensed the danger of Kuroro while he was aware of his own heartbeat, so he decisively cut off the seedling he liked.Even if he was moved again later, he was cautious and restrained.

Kuroro is undoubtedly a sensible person, but he is too confident in himself because he is used to playing with scumbag emotions. He is so confident that he will not fall into it, so his feelings for An Zeyi have changed from curiosity to interest, from curiosity to interest. From interest to amazement, from amazement to longing, and the previous blow in the city, from unwillingness to not being able to ask for it, from asking but not getting it to the current marathon-like long-term battle.

He is conceited that he can control his feelings, he is conceited that he will not be affected by An Zeyi, but he doesn't realize that since the first time he was met by An Zeyi, a look, a smile, and a gentle and considerate word changed his mind, The moment he gets emotional, he's already lost.

Just like the game of Go they played back then.

Kurolo is a spider, and when catching prey, it will weave a fine and dense web to catch it step by step.

Anzeyi is water, goodness is like water, while Kuroro weaves the web, his gentleness and thoughtfulness, he gives Kuroro all the habits, just like the ubiquitous water, calm and unobtrusive, The moment the spider has woven its web, it will find that it has already been wrapped in water.

No matter how strong a spider web is, it cannot withstand the erosion of water.

Thinking every day, dreaming at night.He also had a dream, about him and An Zeyi.

In the dream, after he rescued An Zeyi from Grottery, the two of them left without saying goodbye after being together for four months. Without saying "like" to him, Anze left their base holding his breath and holding back his temper.

When he met Riverist, An Zeyi still said the same thing, and then because of guilt, he told her to let Kuroro be careful and safe when he met Yingli when he bought a ticket.

When An Zeyi went to Manzhan Huadan to sing and sing, Fei Tan still sent him a photo, but in his dream he didn’t go because he didn’t see the text message in time because he was looking at the jewelry, but saw it immediately Depart at the first time and arrive when An Zeyi is singing.

Seeing Anzeyi and his friend singing duet, Ku Luoluo was naturally not in a good mood, so when Anzeyi went to remove his makeup, he followed and took away forcibly despite Anzeyi's resistance.

Anyway, he was fine after the event.

Anyway, the resistance of the weak is a complete joke.

There is no need for him to worry about whether a weak person like An Zeyi is willing.

Because he is strong and An Zeyi is weak.

Out of the desire to see when he collapsed and when his eyes lost their luster, he possessed, stimulated, and hurt this gentle and restrained person time and time again from the body to the heart, and the pair of eyes that would watch him tenderly His eyes will never look at him so warmly and tolerantly again, and he will never smile at him again, act stupidly at him (cute), say warm or caring or touching words to him, let alone show his freshness to him His expression, brows and eyes are all cold to indifferent, and he even sees him as non-existent like air.

An Zeyi, he will never smile at him again, show any expression to him, and refuse to talk to him.

Totally, indifferently.

Totally cold violence.

It can be said to be the same as Anze's attitude towards him in the memory of Riverist's previous life.

He completely ignored him.

He completely wiped him out of his heart.

When he really lost, he realized that what he wanted was never to imprison An Zeyi, nor to see his changes after living on Meteor Street. With that warm and gentle smile at the beginning, all he wanted was to make An Zeyi fall in love with him.

Because he already liked him.

I like you, how can you not love me?

Here, I have to talk about an additional topic, that is, ghosts and animals in the world have the same taste.In the dream, Kuroro, who did not suppress his spirit of ghosts and animals, overlapped with Rivester, who had never suppressed his spirit of ghosts and animals in reality.

An Zeyi, who doesn't like ghost animals at all, and Ku Luoluo, who is a ghost animal in his dream, would be damned if he liked to submit.

So in the end, Anze died.

As An Zeyi, who was also good at perceiving people's hearts and using people's hearts but rarely did so, as his last calculation, he deliberately died in front of Kuroro, and deliberately died in Kuroro's hands.

At that time, An Zeyi's body became weaker under his torture, so in the case of the inevitable end, An Zeyi did not try to find a way to live, but died resolutely and in an extremely tragic way In Kurolo's hands as revenge.

Except for him, no one realized that An Zeyi did it on purpose.

Regarding the death of An Zeyi, the people in the brigade did not stop it, because they felt that the existence of An Zeyi had affected their group leader, so even though they regretted the departure of a great writer with excellent writing skills, they did not object .

He was still alive, just like An Zeyi had never appeared in his life, living calmly and rationally, and then one day three years later, when their brigade organized a robbery, after they finished their work and walked out past the garden of the rich businessman, he stopped.

An ornamental firecracker was planted in the garden of the rich businessman, and the flowers bloomed just right, elegant and charming.

Ah, it's June.

He vaguely remembered that year when he was seriously injured and was rescued by An Zeyi, lying on the bed of his house and looking at the tobacco tree planted outside the window through the clean and transparent glass window, pure white and beautiful.

Then there was a fishy sweetness in his throat, and he remembered that this day three years ago was the day An Zeyi died, and it was also the day An Zeyi saved him for the second time.

Ah.

Is it an unconscious coincidence, or is it destined somewhere?

Ah Yi, if people have a chance to live again, you will definitely not save me again, you will not save this man who hurt you, destroys you and kills you, right?

At this moment, Kuroro realized with unprecedented clarity what he should have known long ago.

Hajime, I really lost you.

This is your real revenge, right?

Then, amidst the screams of his companions, he fell to the ground, and a mouthful of blood flowed from his mouth, which he couldn't stop.

Wounds on the body can be stitched and healed.What about the wounds in the heart?

It will only be buried deeply because of his reason, and as time goes by, it will slowly fester, unable to heal, and the final result is death.

Then Kuroro woke up with a start.

After waking up, Kuroro turned his head sideways at the moment he was sober, and when he saw An Zeyi, who had just been rescued from Yewenle for a few days, beside him, obediently and quietly, there was only one thing in his heart. Two thoughts.

Fortunately, this is just a dream.

Fortunately, he never put his inner madness into action.

Fortunately, the relationship between them didn't reach that level even at the worst time.

Fortunately, this sleeping face is calm and well-behaved, so that he feels extremely peaceful just by looking at him like this, and he is still alive.

"Duplicity." An Ze smiled lightly, feeling a soft warmth in his heart. Looking at the imperceptible light scar on Ku Luoluo's brow bone and the mark in his nose, he suddenly had an impulse, and This impulse gave him an idea of ​​wanting to put it into action.

Impulse is the devil, but at this moment, he decided to believe in this impulse.

At least, he should try.

People should look forward, shouldn't they?

The castle is crumbling.

"Kurolo," he heard himself say: "I told you before, I have always wanted to fall in love with the purpose of getting married."

"What do you want to say?" Kuroro said calmly.

"I, I want to say, I like you." Anze pursed his lips, smiled and said, a little shy, a little firm: "I think my previous thoughts were wrong, and I reported the purpose of marriage to fall in love The results are often counterproductive. If you like me too, should we try to date?"

"...Why do you want to try?"

"I still feel that falling in love with the purpose of not getting married is just playing hooligans," An. Thought Tradition. Zeyi said seriously: "So try dating first, and then consider it later if it's appropriate."

An Zeyi's theory, his previous thinking, was to decide whether to get married first, and then fall in love after confirming.

The idea now is to fall in love first, and then get married when the talk is good.

"Or, do you just want to talk and have fun?" An Ze tilted his head and subconsciously acted cute: "That's fine."

Although he wants to fall in love and then get married, but if it's just for fun or a one-night stand, then it's waived.

"No." Kuroro replied unusually quickly, he had never been such a young boy who just fell in love and fell in love like now.

An Zeyi was amused by his reaction, he pursed his lips, and there was a smile on the corners of his eyes and brows.

It's not the kind of expression that is just gentle and gentle, nor the kind of expression that is gentle enough and polite but contains a touch of alienation, but an expression that is genuinely smiling, bright and joyful, satisfied and sweet.

Then, Ku Luoluo watched Anze stand up, lowered his head, leaned over, and kissed him on the face with a shy face, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower with a snowy white face and a red face.

Kuroro touched his face. When he was picking up girls before, the other party wanted to climb on his bed. When kissing, even if he was shy, he still wanted to kiss his lips. Of course, he didn't particularly like to kiss with people.

But this kind of thought that the other party wants to kiss him, but the other party just kissed him on the face shyly, it's really not narcissism.

Ku Luoluo: When you meet a lover who doesn't understand the style and is easy to be shy, swollen and broken, wait online, urgent.