[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

Rivester is not a fool, he always knew that An Zeyi would not be happy every day when he was with him, he always knew that every night An Zeyi would open his eyes and be blind until dawn after he thought he was asleep, he I have always known that An Zeyi learned to smoke to commemorate his ex-boyfriend who he cared about, and even the zippo lighter he used was used by that man.

It's not that he doesn't envy that man, but he knows that if he kills him, An Zeyi will never forget that man until his death.

He believes that as long as he works hard, as long as he works hard, An Zeyi's frozen heart will be warmed by him, and An Zeyi will definitely feel his sincerity.

But when he was ignored by An Zeyi for two years, when Rivester couldn't get a smile or a good expression from An Zeyi no matter what he did, he couldn't bear it anymore.

He's blackened.

Rivester did something that Anze could never forgive him until his death: he imprisoned Anze in one of his villas, and killed Anze's grandfather and two uncles and his family. When reporting the news to An Ze Yi, he strangled her to death in front of An Ze Yi.

Hua Erxia's children under the age of 14 were innocent, so the only girl Qiaoweila who couldn't be framed with a crime was caught by Rivest and brought to An Zeyi.

"Aze, I remember, this is your favorite little sister."

"Let her go!" Anze, who was restrained, had a face full of distortion and fear.

"Brother, brother." Qiaoweila's pretty face was also full of panic, and the pupils of her eyes, which were exactly the same as Anze's, were tightly closed.

"Aze's eyes are the most beautiful, how are you qualified to have eyes as beautiful as Aze's?" Rivest knew that he was crazy, from the moment he first saw Anze, from his The first time I touched Anze, there was no cure.

He stabbed the girl's eyes.

"Rivester Yevenler, I hate you!!!"

"I hate you!!!"

"Ah, why don't you die, why!"

"Baby," Riverist kissed An Zeyi's cheek crying bitterly: "You are by my side, how can I be willing to die?"

He was finally willing to look at me, and finally had me in his eyes.Being watched with hatred and hatred by his beloved, Rivester was sad, but also felt a distorted pleasure in his heart.

So be it, since I can't get your love, your care, and your heart, then I will destroy everything you love and care about, and your most important existence.

Aze, you are mine and only mine. Looking at An Zeyi, who was made unconscious, and the tears flowing from his closed eyes, Rivester lowered his head, licked and kissed the tears, golden In the eyes, there is a desperate tenderness in the madness.

However, I don't know when it started, it was probably the third month after Rivester killed An Zeyi's relatives and imprisoned him. An Zeyi fell into a coma during a unilateral search by two people.

This time was different from being tossed into a coma by him as usual. This time, An Ze passed out and didn't wake up for two whole days.

If it is said that the first 10 hours of coma made Rivest careless and even thought he had a problem with his abilities, then Anze's coma of dozens of hours later really scared him.

That day, the doctors and nurses working in the best hospital in the imperial capital all saw a handsome red-haired man rushing into the hospital in panic, looking at the black-haired young man with his arms in his arms, with affectionate eyes.

"It's strange," the doctor who gave An Zeyi a full body examination said to Rivester who had been waiting for a long time: "Your lover's body doesn't know what's going on, the lymphocytes in the body are slowly but constantly decreasing, and it's far away now. Far lower than ordinary people, the body structure......"

"Doctor, can you explain briefly?" He, a soldier who is a soldier, doesn't understand such technical terms.

"Let's put it this way, you know HIV AIDS, right?"

Rivester nodded.

"Your lover's illness is somewhat similar to AIDS, except that AIDS is an infected virus that constantly kills lymphocytes and destroys immunity, while your lover's lymphocytes in the body continue to decrease and immunity decreases. This is unprecedented in the history of cases."

"If he can't control his lymphocytes to stop decreasing and increasing, then a small cold can deprive him of his life. But judging from the current medical level in the world..." The doctor shook his head and patted Rivester's shoulder: "My condolences. Whatever he wants to do, just go with him. His life is probably not many years away."

Rivester was stunned.

An Zeyi's health is not good, he is thin and thin and looks very weak. He gets sick at least three or four times a year. If he eats something wrong, he will suffer from stomach problems. If he touches it lightly, he will turn blue and purple. His body is extremely delicate and weak.

But he has always felt that his Aze's body is so squeamish that no one else can bear it except himself. How good it is, he wishes that he is the only one in the world who knows how good he is, and it's best that no one else thinks about him .

But he never thought that his body would be so bad.

"Aze, how much I want to accompany you until I grow old." Rivester murmured while holding An Zeyi's hand.

People who don't know are very moved by his infatuation, but those who have done An Zeyi's physical examination feel that he is pretending: You love him so much and you like to abuse him?That whole body of sexual abuse makes us blind!

When Anze woke up, he simply felt that he had slept for a long time. When he woke up, he still wondered in his heart that that bastard Rivester didn't torment him. It's really sad to live.

Then, he saw Rivester's extremely haggard face and those golden eyes covered with bloodshot eyes, while he was lying on the hospital bed.

To say a word of conscience, whoever sent himself to the hospital when he was sick, his eyes were red because of taking care of himself, and when he woke up, he would show a more joyful expression than anyone else. At this time, as a patient being taken care of Everyone will be moved.

Especially An Zeyi, who is easy to soften his heart and always likes to treat others with the greatest kindness.

But the premise of everything is that this guy who takes care of the patients is not the bastard Rivester Yevenler who robbed him and killed his grandfather's family.

For this bastard, no matter how good the other party is to him, no matter how much the other party wants to live a good life with him, no matter how hard the other party tries to like him, An Zeyi never minds treating suspicion with the greatest malice, indifference, Tired and disgusted.

Pretending to be such a lover, who is disgusting?

Anze looked at him blankly, as if the person sitting there was not a person, but the cockroach he hated the most.

Not even cockroaches.

After Rivester rang the bell to let the doctor come and take a look, he turned his head and saw An Zeyi turned his back to him with his eyes closed. For a moment, he felt very uncomfortable.

He was really sad.

What else is more uncomfortable than when you hold your heart at the feet of your sweetheart, but he kicks it away and ignores it?

He loves so humble and desperate.

But now, what made him even more uncomfortable was that even so, he still couldn't bear An Zeyi, he would rather An Zeyi continue to step on his heart, he would rather they continue to torture each other like this, and he didn't want An Zeyi to die.

Unable to bear it, he stretched out his hand into the quilt, and gently held An Zeyi's foot.

An Ze frowned slightly, struggled, but did not struggle away, finally opened his eyes and glanced at him, and said, "Let go."

The feet are An Zeyi's sensitive spot, which Rivester knows, but this time he didn't hold An Zeyi's feet while touching up and playing hooligans like usual, but just held An Zeyi's feet quietly. Zeyi's feet didn't move.

This bastard has changed his sex?Anze thought for a moment and closed his eyes.

Too lazy to answer.