[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god
Chapter 54 Chapter 51
An Zeyi is not just because of catching a cold, if Ku Luoluo comes over with a Chinese medicine doctor, he can hear the doctor tell him what he is depressed about.
He is dreaming now.
In the past and present life, those about my parents, about my growth, about my... future.
I don't know if it was the influence of Kuroro's words. After he experienced the ending of being stabbed and burned to death in his dream again, he saw the situation after his death from the perspective of God.
mortuary.
The scorched skin is the horror of the fire, and the face was fortunately not burned, which facilitates the identification of the corpse, but the distorted expression clearly tells the pain of death, and the wide-open eyes clearly show the despair of death.
It was exactly what he looked like when he died at the age of 23.
Mom was already crying, and Dad was hugging his wife, looking much older, with sadness on his usual cold and serious face, Anze felt guilty, and asked Dad to send his white hair to others, how could it not be painful?
[Ah Ze, that scumbag Yuan Xu has already been arrested and imprisoned. ]
As soon as An Ze heard this sentence, he lowered his head and saw Mu Zheng, a good friend who grew up fighting together, standing in front of his body without saying a word: [How ridiculous, Yuan Xu wants to climb up to Director Liu! , but I don’t know which one of your uncles and uncles is not a high-ranking official in the government? ]
it's wired.
An Zeyi blinked habitually, he found that Mu Zheng really didn't open his mouth, after thinking about it, he felt that he probably heard his inner voice.Because Mu Zheng spoke to him in his heart, so he could hear these words.
Uh, is this the ability of the undead?
"Xiaozheng, tell uncle, Yiyi," Dad said with a hoarse voice, "Why was Yiyi killed?"
"Because A Ze ruined the relationship between Yuan Xu and Director Liu's daughter." People die like lights out, so what are you doing to hide it?It can be said that Mu Zheng knows An Zeyi best. He knows that An Zeyi is unwilling to lie to his parents: "Aze, and Yuan Xu, they, they have been together for three years."
There is nothing to understand, no one is a fool, An Ze felt very sad when he saw his mother's dumbfounded expression.
"I should have seen it a long time ago." Unexpectedly, my father was very calm: "I should have realized it a long time ago. Xiaozheng, the heart disease that has been going on for these years, is it this?"
He should have seen it a long time ago. His son is handsome and elegant, with a noble temperament. He graduated from college with great talents. Duo, why is he unhappy?
Yes, as a father, he can feel that the child is unhappy, and when he sees their husband and wife, his heart is very painful.
But he was busy with work, and the two of them never communicated. As a result, life and death were separated by yin and yang.
"Yes, he has been afraid to tell you about his sexual orientation."
Then An Apiao Zeyi watched his mother cry bitterly, and his father who seldom smoked smoked one after another.What made him suffer was what his mother said to him in his heart.
[Yiyi, come back, mom misses you. ]
[Yiyi, mother doesn't care if you like boys or girls, come back, mother only has you as a child, don't go away. ]
[One by one, my mother is not a good mother, my mother did not see your sadness, one by one, my mother was wrong. ]
No, it was me who was wrong, Mom.
Mom, don't cry, don't feel sorry for me.
What made him cry even more was the common voice from the hearts of his parents.
[If there is an afterlife, I hope that I will still be Yiyi’s mother, and Yiyi will still be my beloved child. I will protect Yiyi and protect Yiyi with my whole life. ]
[If there is an afterlife, I hope that I will still be Yiyi’s father, Yiyi will still be my proud son, and I will use my whole life to protect him. ]
An Ze once again burst into tears and cried like a dog.
Crying, sometimes it is really good to vent your emotions. After crying a lot, An Zeyi can finally cosplay God with a normal heart.
He looked at his parents, and at his good friend Mu Zheng.
So when Mu Zheng went to the prison, he also floated there.
Then, he saw Yuan Xu.
Different from the high-spirited student president when they first met, different from the tenderness and affection when the two were in love, and also different from the hideousness that he saw when he was dying, the current him is so desolate that no one can recognize him.
"Are you here to see my joke?" He said coldly.
"Ah Ze wholeheartedly treated you back then, how could you let him go?" Mu Zheng said.
"That traitor, An Zeyi, ruined my future!" Yuan Xu said with a ferocious expression, "If I marry Director Liu's daughter, I will..."
"Don't you know that Aze's uncle is Governor Qiao?" Mu Zheng said coldly, he knew that Aze kept a low profile and didn't like to make publicity, but in order to make the scum in front of him more painful, he didn't mind saying: "Your Director Liu is just a subordinate of Governor Qiao."
"Impossible!" Yuan Xu's expression was unbelievable, but he is not a fool. From the time he was caught murdering to being imprisoned, he has hardly been given any chance to resist. If he said that there is no one behind this, he would not believe it. He said: "An Zeyi said that his parents both teach, and his grandfather's family is just a scholarly family."
"Aze's father was a teacher, but only taught officers in the military academy. His uncle was in the army. One of his two uncles was the governor of the province, and the other was a professor who taught many leaders." Mu Zheng suddenly smiled viciously: "You said, you killed Governor Joe's only precious nephew, what will happen to you?"
Yuan Xu's face turned pale. After a long time, he kept accusing: "An Zeyi is indeed a traitor. If he really has me in his heart, why didn't he help me? Why didn't he tell me!"
Looking at Yuan Xu who looked like he was insane, and listening to him insulting him full of swear words, An Ze realized that he really didn't have any feelings for him anymore.
He couldn't even remember how he fell in love with this person in the first place?
He doesn't love him anymore, and he doesn't hate him anymore.
Mu Zheng left, and he floated away with him.
Yuan Xu, I only hope that I will never see you again in this life.
In the following days, An Zeyi was always by his parents' side to see that they did not go away. He knew that he was dreaming, but it was precisely because of this that he gazed at it so greedily and cherishingly, and was reluctant to waste Look away for 1 minute.
Because he knew that he stole every glance from the sky, so he hoped that this dream could last a little longer, and that after waking up from the dream, they would really never see each other again.
He won't hate why he can't return to this world to recover his body. On the contrary, he will only thank God for this opportunity given to him, and will only cherish this rare opportunity at this time.
The young man in the black-and-white photo is free from the pain and distortion of the corpse, with clear, elegant, dignified and quiet eyebrows, slightly upturned mouth corners, clean and clear eyes, and a very gentle and calm expression.
It's like not knowing the misery and despair of the world.
If I participated in my first seven, I am afraid that I am the only one who has this experience.Anze thought to himself, it is also a rare experience to write in novels.
Then, the mother who fainted from crying was found pregnant by the doctor who came to the funeral.
An Zeyi: "..."
Maybe this is the fateful arrangement, Anze thought as he looked at the surprised parents.Death, rebirth, this is fate, the pain and sorrow brought by every death will be soothed by the appearance of a newborn.
An Zeyi knelt down slowly, in front of his parents who were embracing each other, and kowtowed reverently and earnestly.
And An Ze once again burst into tears.Not pain, but relief.
Disrespect to heaven and earth, just for life.
The Buddha said that human beings have eight sufferings: birth, old age, sickness, death, meeting with hatred and hatred, parting from love, flaming of the five shades, and not being able to get what they want.But those struggling and painful emotions have become so small and no longer important in front of the new life.
What An Zeyi doesn't remember is that in his previous life, when he was very young, his grandfather and grandmother took Ozawa, who was not very fluent in speech, to the temple to see his old comrades-in-arms. After the peace of the country, he ran back to the temple resolutely. The old monk surnamed Chen, when he saw Anze, he said at first sight that this child has roots of wisdom, and if he cultivates, he must be far superior to others. There will be a catastrophe, if you can figure it out, then the future of life must be bright and bright.
Why do you encounter robbery?
Because of the deep love, so I don't live long.
At that time, Anzeyi's grandfather laughed and scolded Monk Chen for wanting his apprentice crazy and kidnapping his grandson to become a monk, but his grandmother thought about it, and then she, maybe, seemed to do something, anyway, Anzeyi didn't remember.
But now, An Zeyi has fully realized that he can...
Bah, who said that one can convert to Buddhism and become a young monk?
An Ze woke up.
An Zeyi was startled by the violent explosion.
"What's wrong?" Anze sat up in surprise, and ran out without shoes on.
earthquake?
A burglar broke into the house?
Aliens invaded?
No.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Kuroro turned his head and looked at him blankly and innocently like a lamb, even with a little grievance in his eyes.
only………………
The white porcelain walls of the kitchen, which had always been wiped clean and free from oil stains, were pitch black, and the pot on the stove had a hole in it. Even the electric rice cooker for cooking porridge was emitting black smoke to announce his early layoff.
An Zeyi: "..."
"I want to cook some porridge for you." Maybe it's because he knows the truth of being lenient when confessing and resisting strictness. Maybe it's because An Zeyi's aura is too weird. In short, the honest little comrade Ku Luoluo looked at An Ze innocently. One: "I remember when I was injured you would stir fry light dishes, so..."
Cook porridge, the rice cooker is fried.
When cooking, the iron pan leaked.
wrong.
An Zeyi felt that the explosion sound he heard just now didn't seem like it would be made if these two were broken.His eyes fell on the microwave oven.
Pulling it away, a puff of smoke came out and hit him in the face.
Well, the microwave exploded.
"What is this?"
"...Eggs, I want to give you *custard, I remember you doing that."
"Have you ever seen someone put eggs in an iron bowl and steam them in a microwave oven? And they don't throw away the egg shells?" An Ze was so angry that his heart ached: "Also, why do you cook porridge without water or rice? Do you wake up late and the kitchen will be fried?"
This is really possible.Really. Kitchen killer. Kurolomo.
An Zeyi, who was already sick, turned paler with anger.
The dizziness caused by the high fever appeared, and An Ze, who ran over purely with the support of the strength of the crisis, held the table and slowly waited for himself to return to normal, but the picture in front of him was not completely clear, and he felt dizzy .When he came back to his senses, he had already been hugged by Kuroro.
That's right, it's hugged, and it's the most heart-stirring and stomach-ache male!host!hug!
"What are you doing?" He subconsciously stretched out his hand to hug Kuroro's neck, and when he came back to his senses, An Ze felt that he was too girly, and quickly let go and changed to supporting his shoulder: "Put me down."
"You didn't wear shoes." Kuroro said calmly: "And your illness is still not cured."
"But I..." The illness is just a fever, not a broken leg.
"So energetic, are you ready to do math problems?" Ku Luoluo showed a pure (chao) good (ji) Wu (fu) than (hei) smile: "I have prepared the question bank for you that needs to be done."
An Zeyi: "..." There is no one who hates mathematics the most in my life!
Due to the bleakness in the kitchen, in the next few days before An Zeyi regained his health, the two of them made a living by taking out food.
"The porridge is too watery."
"The food is so salty."
"There is too much sugar in the ribs."
An Zeyi silently put down the bowl in his hand, and silently looked at the picky Kuroro: "Why did I never know that you are so picky?" I have never seen you have so many things before.Moreover, although this takeaway is not very delicious, it is still quite good. The takeaway he found can be said to be the best and most popular and most praised in the vicinity.
Also, before I taught Miss March how to cook, didn't you also eat her cooking?
Tilting his head, Anze felt that Ku Luoluo had so many things and was so picky, he was definitely used to it!
Sure enough, people can't be so used to it!
He is dreaming now.
In the past and present life, those about my parents, about my growth, about my... future.
I don't know if it was the influence of Kuroro's words. After he experienced the ending of being stabbed and burned to death in his dream again, he saw the situation after his death from the perspective of God.
mortuary.
The scorched skin is the horror of the fire, and the face was fortunately not burned, which facilitates the identification of the corpse, but the distorted expression clearly tells the pain of death, and the wide-open eyes clearly show the despair of death.
It was exactly what he looked like when he died at the age of 23.
Mom was already crying, and Dad was hugging his wife, looking much older, with sadness on his usual cold and serious face, Anze felt guilty, and asked Dad to send his white hair to others, how could it not be painful?
[Ah Ze, that scumbag Yuan Xu has already been arrested and imprisoned. ]
As soon as An Ze heard this sentence, he lowered his head and saw Mu Zheng, a good friend who grew up fighting together, standing in front of his body without saying a word: [How ridiculous, Yuan Xu wants to climb up to Director Liu! , but I don’t know which one of your uncles and uncles is not a high-ranking official in the government? ]
it's wired.
An Zeyi blinked habitually, he found that Mu Zheng really didn't open his mouth, after thinking about it, he felt that he probably heard his inner voice.Because Mu Zheng spoke to him in his heart, so he could hear these words.
Uh, is this the ability of the undead?
"Xiaozheng, tell uncle, Yiyi," Dad said with a hoarse voice, "Why was Yiyi killed?"
"Because A Ze ruined the relationship between Yuan Xu and Director Liu's daughter." People die like lights out, so what are you doing to hide it?It can be said that Mu Zheng knows An Zeyi best. He knows that An Zeyi is unwilling to lie to his parents: "Aze, and Yuan Xu, they, they have been together for three years."
There is nothing to understand, no one is a fool, An Ze felt very sad when he saw his mother's dumbfounded expression.
"I should have seen it a long time ago." Unexpectedly, my father was very calm: "I should have realized it a long time ago. Xiaozheng, the heart disease that has been going on for these years, is it this?"
He should have seen it a long time ago. His son is handsome and elegant, with a noble temperament. He graduated from college with great talents. Duo, why is he unhappy?
Yes, as a father, he can feel that the child is unhappy, and when he sees their husband and wife, his heart is very painful.
But he was busy with work, and the two of them never communicated. As a result, life and death were separated by yin and yang.
"Yes, he has been afraid to tell you about his sexual orientation."
Then An Apiao Zeyi watched his mother cry bitterly, and his father who seldom smoked smoked one after another.What made him suffer was what his mother said to him in his heart.
[Yiyi, come back, mom misses you. ]
[Yiyi, mother doesn't care if you like boys or girls, come back, mother only has you as a child, don't go away. ]
[One by one, my mother is not a good mother, my mother did not see your sadness, one by one, my mother was wrong. ]
No, it was me who was wrong, Mom.
Mom, don't cry, don't feel sorry for me.
What made him cry even more was the common voice from the hearts of his parents.
[If there is an afterlife, I hope that I will still be Yiyi’s mother, and Yiyi will still be my beloved child. I will protect Yiyi and protect Yiyi with my whole life. ]
[If there is an afterlife, I hope that I will still be Yiyi’s father, Yiyi will still be my proud son, and I will use my whole life to protect him. ]
An Ze once again burst into tears and cried like a dog.
Crying, sometimes it is really good to vent your emotions. After crying a lot, An Zeyi can finally cosplay God with a normal heart.
He looked at his parents, and at his good friend Mu Zheng.
So when Mu Zheng went to the prison, he also floated there.
Then, he saw Yuan Xu.
Different from the high-spirited student president when they first met, different from the tenderness and affection when the two were in love, and also different from the hideousness that he saw when he was dying, the current him is so desolate that no one can recognize him.
"Are you here to see my joke?" He said coldly.
"Ah Ze wholeheartedly treated you back then, how could you let him go?" Mu Zheng said.
"That traitor, An Zeyi, ruined my future!" Yuan Xu said with a ferocious expression, "If I marry Director Liu's daughter, I will..."
"Don't you know that Aze's uncle is Governor Qiao?" Mu Zheng said coldly, he knew that Aze kept a low profile and didn't like to make publicity, but in order to make the scum in front of him more painful, he didn't mind saying: "Your Director Liu is just a subordinate of Governor Qiao."
"Impossible!" Yuan Xu's expression was unbelievable, but he is not a fool. From the time he was caught murdering to being imprisoned, he has hardly been given any chance to resist. If he said that there is no one behind this, he would not believe it. He said: "An Zeyi said that his parents both teach, and his grandfather's family is just a scholarly family."
"Aze's father was a teacher, but only taught officers in the military academy. His uncle was in the army. One of his two uncles was the governor of the province, and the other was a professor who taught many leaders." Mu Zheng suddenly smiled viciously: "You said, you killed Governor Joe's only precious nephew, what will happen to you?"
Yuan Xu's face turned pale. After a long time, he kept accusing: "An Zeyi is indeed a traitor. If he really has me in his heart, why didn't he help me? Why didn't he tell me!"
Looking at Yuan Xu who looked like he was insane, and listening to him insulting him full of swear words, An Ze realized that he really didn't have any feelings for him anymore.
He couldn't even remember how he fell in love with this person in the first place?
He doesn't love him anymore, and he doesn't hate him anymore.
Mu Zheng left, and he floated away with him.
Yuan Xu, I only hope that I will never see you again in this life.
In the following days, An Zeyi was always by his parents' side to see that they did not go away. He knew that he was dreaming, but it was precisely because of this that he gazed at it so greedily and cherishingly, and was reluctant to waste Look away for 1 minute.
Because he knew that he stole every glance from the sky, so he hoped that this dream could last a little longer, and that after waking up from the dream, they would really never see each other again.
He won't hate why he can't return to this world to recover his body. On the contrary, he will only thank God for this opportunity given to him, and will only cherish this rare opportunity at this time.
The young man in the black-and-white photo is free from the pain and distortion of the corpse, with clear, elegant, dignified and quiet eyebrows, slightly upturned mouth corners, clean and clear eyes, and a very gentle and calm expression.
It's like not knowing the misery and despair of the world.
If I participated in my first seven, I am afraid that I am the only one who has this experience.Anze thought to himself, it is also a rare experience to write in novels.
Then, the mother who fainted from crying was found pregnant by the doctor who came to the funeral.
An Zeyi: "..."
Maybe this is the fateful arrangement, Anze thought as he looked at the surprised parents.Death, rebirth, this is fate, the pain and sorrow brought by every death will be soothed by the appearance of a newborn.
An Zeyi knelt down slowly, in front of his parents who were embracing each other, and kowtowed reverently and earnestly.
And An Ze once again burst into tears.Not pain, but relief.
Disrespect to heaven and earth, just for life.
The Buddha said that human beings have eight sufferings: birth, old age, sickness, death, meeting with hatred and hatred, parting from love, flaming of the five shades, and not being able to get what they want.But those struggling and painful emotions have become so small and no longer important in front of the new life.
What An Zeyi doesn't remember is that in his previous life, when he was very young, his grandfather and grandmother took Ozawa, who was not very fluent in speech, to the temple to see his old comrades-in-arms. After the peace of the country, he ran back to the temple resolutely. The old monk surnamed Chen, when he saw Anze, he said at first sight that this child has roots of wisdom, and if he cultivates, he must be far superior to others. There will be a catastrophe, if you can figure it out, then the future of life must be bright and bright.
Why do you encounter robbery?
Because of the deep love, so I don't live long.
At that time, Anzeyi's grandfather laughed and scolded Monk Chen for wanting his apprentice crazy and kidnapping his grandson to become a monk, but his grandmother thought about it, and then she, maybe, seemed to do something, anyway, Anzeyi didn't remember.
But now, An Zeyi has fully realized that he can...
Bah, who said that one can convert to Buddhism and become a young monk?
An Ze woke up.
An Zeyi was startled by the violent explosion.
"What's wrong?" Anze sat up in surprise, and ran out without shoes on.
earthquake?
A burglar broke into the house?
Aliens invaded?
No.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Kuroro turned his head and looked at him blankly and innocently like a lamb, even with a little grievance in his eyes.
only………………
The white porcelain walls of the kitchen, which had always been wiped clean and free from oil stains, were pitch black, and the pot on the stove had a hole in it. Even the electric rice cooker for cooking porridge was emitting black smoke to announce his early layoff.
An Zeyi: "..."
"I want to cook some porridge for you." Maybe it's because he knows the truth of being lenient when confessing and resisting strictness. Maybe it's because An Zeyi's aura is too weird. In short, the honest little comrade Ku Luoluo looked at An Ze innocently. One: "I remember when I was injured you would stir fry light dishes, so..."
Cook porridge, the rice cooker is fried.
When cooking, the iron pan leaked.
wrong.
An Zeyi felt that the explosion sound he heard just now didn't seem like it would be made if these two were broken.His eyes fell on the microwave oven.
Pulling it away, a puff of smoke came out and hit him in the face.
Well, the microwave exploded.
"What is this?"
"...Eggs, I want to give you *custard, I remember you doing that."
"Have you ever seen someone put eggs in an iron bowl and steam them in a microwave oven? And they don't throw away the egg shells?" An Ze was so angry that his heart ached: "Also, why do you cook porridge without water or rice? Do you wake up late and the kitchen will be fried?"
This is really possible.Really. Kitchen killer. Kurolomo.
An Zeyi, who was already sick, turned paler with anger.
The dizziness caused by the high fever appeared, and An Ze, who ran over purely with the support of the strength of the crisis, held the table and slowly waited for himself to return to normal, but the picture in front of him was not completely clear, and he felt dizzy .When he came back to his senses, he had already been hugged by Kuroro.
That's right, it's hugged, and it's the most heart-stirring and stomach-ache male!host!hug!
"What are you doing?" He subconsciously stretched out his hand to hug Kuroro's neck, and when he came back to his senses, An Ze felt that he was too girly, and quickly let go and changed to supporting his shoulder: "Put me down."
"You didn't wear shoes." Kuroro said calmly: "And your illness is still not cured."
"But I..." The illness is just a fever, not a broken leg.
"So energetic, are you ready to do math problems?" Ku Luoluo showed a pure (chao) good (ji) Wu (fu) than (hei) smile: "I have prepared the question bank for you that needs to be done."
An Zeyi: "..." There is no one who hates mathematics the most in my life!
Due to the bleakness in the kitchen, in the next few days before An Zeyi regained his health, the two of them made a living by taking out food.
"The porridge is too watery."
"The food is so salty."
"There is too much sugar in the ribs."
An Zeyi silently put down the bowl in his hand, and silently looked at the picky Kuroro: "Why did I never know that you are so picky?" I have never seen you have so many things before.Moreover, although this takeaway is not very delicious, it is still quite good. The takeaway he found can be said to be the best and most popular and most praised in the vicinity.
Also, before I taught Miss March how to cook, didn't you also eat her cooking?
Tilting his head, Anze felt that Ku Luoluo had so many things and was so picky, he was definitely used to it!
Sure enough, people can't be so used to it!
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