[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

Z.Zero (zero)

Destiny is a new beginning.

It's like a circle.

Why did An Zeyi say that?

Because after he was pushed into the ruins by Kuroro, the jade was shattered, and he had a feeling of returning to the mother's body.

Because he is standing in a prison now, except for the darkness, there is only a young man with wide-eyed eyes looking at him.

The long light gray hair hangs down softly on the face, under the hair long enough to cover the eyes, a pair of blood red eyes are staring at him blankly.

It's Brother Xu.

Looking at his dirty and blood-stained clothes, and seeing this prison built in a cave with no light and no one else, Anze was taken aback for a moment, and then his nose was sore.

He remembered that it was in this place, in this dark and dirty place, that brother Xu separated his soul from his heart, and threw An Zeyi, who was still a mess at that time, out.

"You." Xu Shi didn't speak for too long, his voice was very hoarse.

"Nissan." An Ze looked at him, thinking of the man who showed a gentle and relieved smile to him before he died, and felt his heart hurt badly.

Even if you get all the memory, even if you see it all from the perspective of God, it is not as good as the pain and sadness you have witnessed at this moment.

"Brother Xu." He squatted down slowly, stretched out his arms to hug the gray-haired young man, his voice choked: "Brother Xu."

Blinking his eyes, his eyes fell on the boy who was crying while hugging him. The face with the same eyebrows, eyes and facial features as his looked very friendly except for the color.

Yes, it is very kind, hugging together like this now, he can feel the joy and joy in his heart, and at the same time feel the love for this child.

He wanted to say that he was a monster without parents and no brothers, and he wanted to ask if he had identified the wrong person, but......

Looking at the hair whirling close at hand, he couldn't bear to push away this warm hug.

He has lived for so long and so many years, the first time he was hugged by someone, and also the first time someone shed tears for him, and the look in his eyes was not fear or hatred, but distressed.

At this time, the void that has not yet grown into an S has actually become a essence, but none of these different personalities produced to survive the endless darkness and pain is willing to push An Zeyi away.

No one is willing to push away this warmth.

After crying for a long time, An Zeyi, who gradually stopped, rubbed the cloth on the side of his face in embarrassment, it was a bit rough, and he felt sorry for Brother Xu again.

Why do you want to hurt such a gentle brother Xu!

"sorry."

An Zeyi:?

Brother, why are you apologizing to me?

"I think, you may have recognized the wrong person." Xu said with some difficulty, he really wanted to admit it, but he was also afraid that this child would hate him after knowing the truth, and would use the same hateful and fearful words as other human beings. looked at him.if that is the case………………

He might as well never have had it.

Wiping his eyes, Anze pulled his head up: "You are really my brother."

After thinking about it, he pulled Xu down, and the two of them pressed their foreheads together.

As the owner of Altana, as the same origin of the same planet, the power resonance between him and Xu allows them to communicate in memory.This method can make Xu trust him as quickly as possible.

As soon as Anze guessed right, he guessed right at first, but he didn't guess right.because. . .

Because the void of this world is from the original work, he didn't split his soul to create a half body at all.

However, An Zeyi is a part of Xu, his half body, and his brother, even if it is a parallel world, it is still a fact.

The similar looks, the same heartbeat, the intimacy and desire for each other are all telling the relationship between two people.

Anze recalled how he couldn't find Brother Xu after his rebirth, and recalled that he drew a magic circle and tried to summon Brother Xu but failed again and again.

Kurolo Luxilu, he has a brigade, he can live well without knowing himself.But Brother Xu, his elder brother was alone.An Zeyi is not going to get married or fall in love in his life, not only because of Kuroro, but also because he only wants to find Brother Xu, so that he will not be left alone.

Last time, he chose to go home, Kuroro, and the world (referring to the world of Gintama).Although he still reunited with Brother Xu afterwards, and although Brother Xu never complained about him, Anze knew very well in his heart that his choice actually hurt Brother Xu, but Brother Xu loved him, and it was worse than his own injury. I hope that Anze will blame himself for being sad.

So this time, let him be willful once, just once, let him choose brother Xu, choose his half body.

Xu Xu blinked, stretched out his hand, and hugged An Zeyi.

Supporting brother Xu, Anze opened the cell door with a bang.He hasn't eaten or drank or walked for decades or hundreds of years, even with Altana's body, he can't walk quickly.

Xu hated and feared humans, so Anze took him with him, and the two lived in the mountains.

It is still hundreds of years before modern times, and there are still many barren mountains and mountains where no human beings have set foot.An Zeyi found a place with mountains and water in a good environment, built a bamboo house, set up sheds and trellises, and planted grapes, strawberries and other fruits.

He also opened up a rice field and medicine field, and raised some chickens and ducks.And after half a month of being recuperated by Anze with various delicacies and fed with various medicines for nourishing the body, Xu also began to help Anze after he felt that there was really nothing wrong with his body except for a circle of fat. We are busy together.

Such a quiet and ordinary life lasted until the person who pursued Xu appeared again, that is, from this time on, An Zeyi and Xu, who had come to this world and had never seen anyone except Xu, discovered a fact.

Except for Xu, no one could see An Zeyi, or even touch An Zeyi.

In other words, except Xu Xu, anyone who saw and touched An Zeyi.This has to be said to be a very sad thing, but An Zeyi still smiled, and in turn comforted Xu.

"I think this is very good." An Ze stretched out his hand and hugged Xu: "I came to this world for Brother Xu, what does it matter if other people can see me?"

"I only care about Brother Xu in this world. Whether other people can see it, what does it matter to me?"

"As long as I can be with Brother Xu all the time, that's enough."

Together, just for, such words are too unfamiliar to Xu, but it really makes his heart feel unprecedented.

He stretched out his hand to touch An Zeyi's head, showing a smile.

Being invisible or untouchable doesn't mean that Anze doesn't need to eat, drink, or scatter, nor does it mean that Anze won't feel tired.Looking at An Zeyi, who found out that the people who chased and killed them left early to avoid them time and time again because others couldn't see them, Xu Ruo said that he didn't feel any distress when facing An Zeyi in his heart, that was impossible, and besides, There are some things in the world that cannot be changed by one's own efforts, nor can they be stopped by a momentary warmth.

The hatred and hostility towards human beings day after day and year after year finally overwhelmed everything.In the end, brother Xu still picked up the knife and turned into Shura to kill people crazily.

Anze opened his eyes wide and opened his mouth. In the end, he didn't say anything, just knelt quietly beside Xu who was sitting, stretched out his hand, and wiped off the splash on his face little by little with his fingers. Then he hooked Xu Xu's neck and pressed his forehead against his face.

"I'm thinking about it." An Zeyi said softly: "You can do whatever you want, no matter what, I will still stay by your side."

"That's what you said, one by one." Xu stretched out his hand and hugged him.

Xu's revenge on human beings finally made him the leader of Tianshaoyuan Naraku.

Looking at Xu wearing the crow mask, An Zeyi sighed inwardly, but a smile appeared on his face.

But what, this time he is by Brother Xu's side, Brother Xu will never repeat that kind of loneliness for hundreds of years.

With him around, the ending will never be as bad as in the previous life.

This time, he will not brazenly enjoy the protection and happiness brought to him by Brother Xu without knowing it, he will bear it together with Brother Xu.

He is no longer Huaxia or Huaerxia's law-abiding Anzeyi, and now he is just Anzeyi who bears all the malice in this world with brother Xu.

If you can't refuse, then face it with courage and calmness.

What kind of experience is 500 years?

That is, An Zeyi, whose body has been completely Altanaized, can finally say with great pride that the old paper is no longer a waste of weak chickens.

If you cheat on me, you can akimbo.

Seeing that Anze, who has been practicing swords and martial arts with him for 500 years, has become stronger, has killed people and plotted, he can entertain himself and get high all by himself. , with a slight smile.

"Brother Xu," he turned his head when he heard the voice, and seeing Xu who had returned from the mission, Anze's eyes lit up, he jumped up and rushed towards him: "Welcome back."

He caught An Ze in his arms, closed his eyes slightly, and buried his face in the other's neck: "I'm back."

"Everything is going well." After hugging for a while, Xu let go of his hand and said lightly.

"Does it need to be said? Brother Xu is of course the most powerful!" An Zeyi smiled softly, dimples looming on his cheeks, looking at him with clear and bright eyes.

Different from Amaterasu-in Naraku who had been desperate for 500 years in my memory, in this life, Brother Xu was first recruited by the emperor to establish Amaterasu-in Naraku, so from the very beginning, Yasuzawa has been preparing and calculating Then, when the royal family was in decline, Amaterasu-in Naraku was successfully separated from the royal family and split into two departments.

The intelligence department named Tianji Pavilion, and the assassination department named Qianjiyuan.As for why An Zeyi rejected the false plan to let the Assassin Department continue to be called Naraku at the beginning, because An Zeyi felt that calling Naraku was not auspicious and it was easy to be noticed that it had something to do with Amaterasu Institute.And An Zeyi, who was named Fei, was hesitant to call the imitation Xujiabao. After half a day of Tangjiabao's name, he moved the word "Qianji" from "Thousand Machines" in Jisan.

An Zeyi: Why do you always ask me, a name-naming bastard, to come up with a name.

An Zeyi doesn't like killing people, so he is in charge of Tianji Pavilion.Xu likes to kill and take revenge on humans, so he is in charge of Qianjiyuan.

Breaking away from the royal family and relying on self-reliance is different from Brother Xu's experience in his previous life, and the Tianji Pavilion is not just pure information, but on the bright side, it is the Linglong Pavilion known to the world.

Well, that is, the jewelry court for business.

Since ancient times, women and children's money is the best to earn, but in this world, it is obviously easier for women to earn money.

For the past 500 years, Tianji Pavilion and Qianjiyuan have been supporting each other to develop. Brother Xu split himself into a personality many years ago, so whenever a personality dies, the leader of Qianjiyuan will "die" , just like Naraku of Amaterasu in her previous life.The owner of the Tianji Pavilion is a mystery. Except for the leader of the Qianji Academy, no one has ever seen whether the owner of the Tianji Pavilion is a man or a woman, and no one even knows whether the owner of the Tianji Pavilion is really in the Tianji Pavilion.However, the Tianji Pavilion has been operating safely and without any problems, and the documents sent to the pavilion owner will also be printed with the unique Tianji seal in the world that only the pavilion owner owns. If anything happens, the owner of the Tianji Pavilion will also transmit the sound through the pavilion The tube will be notified quickly.This may prove the mystery of the owner of the Tianji Pavilion from another aspect. No one knows who he is, which makes people feel terrified and at the same time feel at ease.

"I'm dying." Sitting next to An Zeyi, Xu Xu said lightly.

With a pause on his fingertips, Anze lowered his head and continued to cook tea. His long black hair flowed from the back of his neck like a waterfall, revealing his snow-white and delicate long neck, and at the same time covered the expression on his face.

"So soon?" For a long time, he whispered, raised his head, his eyes were sad and sad: "How long?"

"Just these few days." Xu closed his eyes, reached out his hand when An Zeyi put the teacup in front of him, grabbed his slender wrist, pulled him into his arms, hugged him tightly, his face Buried in Anze's neck, long light gray hair and long black hair were tangled together.

An Zeyi lowered his eyelashes slightly, stretched out his arms to hug him: "Brother Xu."

He sent away ten brother Xu.Now, in the secret room of Tianji Pavilion, ten longevity lamps are burning quietly, and soon, there will be another lamp.

A few days later, he knelt quietly on Brother Xu's bedside, watching those bloody eyes close and then open again, revealing a new personality.

The memory of hundreds of years ago has been forgotten. When An Zeyi realized that his memory was beginning to blur, he engraved his most important memory on the wall in the secret room of Tianji Pavilion, about his parents, about Brother Ying Lingxu in his previous life, Kuroro, who loved him deeply but had his feelings deleted and only memories remained.

but………………

Looking at Brother Xu's pale green eyes this time, An Zeyi was a little confused: "Brother Xu?"

"Songyang, Yoshida Shoyang." Xu, no, Yoshida Shoyang sat up and looked at An Zeyi: "I remember, in your memory at that time, my name should be Yoshida Shoyang."

"Eh?"

Looking at An Zeyi who still has a pair of clear and gentle eyes for hundreds of years, Yoshida Matsuyo suppressed the anger and dissatisfaction of other personalities in his heart, and told the truth suppressed by every tacit choice: "One One, I am not Brother Xu in your memory."

"I have never divided myself." Yoshida Matsuyo looked at An Zeyi and told the truth that had been hidden for hundreds of years.There has never been a divided good side and evil side, there has never been a so-called half body, everything is just a concealment in the false hope that An Zeyi will stay by his side.

"Do you think..." An Ze looked at him with strange eyes and was speechless. After a while, he said slowly, "Did you feel nothing for hundreds of years?"

Does he look dull?

If there is a butterfly effect, it should be different after you appear, and it should be the same before you appear.But what about differences before?

As the mother planet, the earth has never concealed Anzeyi, neither in his previous life nor in this life, so Anzeyi learned the truth through Altana's main acupoint a long time ago.

Brother Xu in this world has never divided himself.Of course, it is also possible that brother Xu came here by himself before he had time to split up.

[Will you leave? 】The will of the planet asked him after telling the truth.

【Won't. 】An Zeyi didn't hesitate at all:【I will always be by Brother Xu's side until the planet is destroyed and we die. 】

always.

Maybe it is Yoshida Shoyo who is tired of killing people and longs to be a human being. Yoshida Shoyo wants to leave.

"Leave if you want to leave." An Zeyi stood on the road that Yoshida Shoyang must pass when he was about to leave. He looked at him and smiled softly: "It's enough for you to be happy."

"What about you?" Yoshida Shoyang looked at him, from the time he first met An Zeyi, every Xu's feelings for An Zeyi were full of secret joy and crazy feelings.Only belong to oneself, only one can see him, only one can touch him.And since the predecessor Xu, this kind of relationship has changed.

Did he die because he saw two people embracing each other while performing a mission, or did he see the love between two men from Huajie?What is that desire from the heart?

When companionship and brother hugging and support are no longer enough, he wants more, what is it?

"I will take up the responsibility of Qianjiyuan and elect a new leader." In fact, An Zeyi himself couldn't figure out whether what he missed and was obsessed with was the brother Xu in his memory, or the one who had been with him for hundreds of years. He couldn't tell the brother Xu beside him.He didn't even know if he was expecting something or waiting for something.

Yoshida Matsuyo blinked: "Hey, do you want to come with me?"

An Ze was silent for a while, and finally nodded.

Yoshida Matsuyo smiled.

The two of them traveled all the way, looked at the world all the way, and took in a few students in this era of the invasion of heaven and man, and then after the war, when the students grew up, Songyang leaned on An Zeyi: "Yiyi, actually , you have been waiting for him."

Waiting for the personality who meets you, intersects with you, and goes to hell with you?

"Songyang," An Zeyi said softly, but was interrupted by him: "Yiyi, Tianji Pavilion's longevity lamp, will you light one for me?"

"meeting."

Song Yang smiled, he finally realized that the last Xu tried hard to suppress his feelings when he left, and wanted to be with him, and wanted to spend more time with him.

"very nice."

Watching the pair of pale green eyes close, An Zeyi waited quietly, when the pair of blood-colored eyes opened again and looked at him, they bent slightly.

"Yiyi, it's me."

Anze burst into tears and fell down.

This time, there is no family, no country, no relatives and friends, only each other.

enough.