[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

Y.YY (YY) [3]

As a top student, as a top student in the Department of Literature, the result of Anze's crazy endorsement + brushing questions day and night for several months was that he was successfully admitted to the Faculty of Law of the University of Tokyo.

happy~

happy~

Then Fu Jiang came.

He is an orphan in this world, and the time he has known his classmates is too short and he is not close. Except for the graduation dinner, An Zeyi just cooks some delicious food by himself.Seeing Fu Jiang coming, although he knew that the other party would come to tease him with malicious intentions in nine out of ten, but he felt very happy that someone still remembered An Zeyi, who was cared about by others, and he even cooked specially for his own Steak recipe.

"Steak, it looks different from what we usually eat."

"Of course it's different. You won't get this taste in any western food restaurant." An Zeyi has always been extremely proud of his craftsmanship.

Fu Jiang raised his eyebrows, thinking that he hadn't succeeded in making this man fall in love with him, so he decided to wrong his taste buds......

No regrets, no regrets at all!

It's delicious!

What?Hook up with a man?Don't worry about this.

Only when you are full can you have the strength to flirt.

Seeing Fu Jiang's satisfied face while eating, the corners of An Zeyi's mouth twitched slightly.

At night, Fu Jiang didn't say anything about watching a movie together, but hugged a pillow next to An Zeyi and watched An Zeyi write a novel.

Yes, write novels.Now he is preparing to write novels + do translation to earn pocket money.

"In your novel, does the heroine have my beauty?"

I'm writing a novel about danmeixiang, where can there be such a creature as a heroine? . . emmmmm, he seems to have forgotten to tell Fu Jiang about something.

"Fu Jiang."

"Ok?"

"I'm sorry." An Ze looked at Fu Jiang, his clear and gentle eyes were full of shame: "There is one thing that I have been forgetting to tell you."

What's up?Does Zeyi have a fiancée?Jiang Jiang is not afraid, Jiang Jiang is so beautiful, what woman can compare?

"I'm sorry, Fu Jiang, the one I like is a man."

Yes, that's right, I'm gay.

An Zeyi had already prepared himself for being slapped by Fu Jiang.At first, he didn't believe what this girl who only loved himself would do, he just felt that the "like" she said was like a fluffy snow, which could melt away without waiting for it to fall on the ground.

Her liking is too cheap, just a word, that's all.

Therefore, he didn't say that he was gay.In fact, few people would casually talk about things like sexual orientation.

But he really never thought that this girl, Fu Jiang, actually started to study hard in order to be admitted to the same university as him.Maybe it's because she spent her energy on playing with men in the past. Fu Jiang's foundation is not good, and she can even be said to be a scumbag with capital letters, but she still works hard and her academic performance has improved a lot.

Therefore, he felt that no matter whether Fu Jiang was serious or not, he shouldn't delay her like this.

Because, this hurts a girl who has done nothing wrong.

"Do you have someone you like now?" Unexpectedly, there was no angry accusation or tears, no yelling or hysteria, Fu Jiang, who seemed very calm, asked such a question.

Shaking his head, the love affair in his previous life really exhausted him physically and mentally.fall in love?Sorry, he doesn't have such an idea now, and he doesn't have anyone he likes.

"Then have you ever seen a more beautiful woman than me?" Fu Jiang continued.

"...Does my mother count?"

"It doesn't count!" Fu Jiang endured An Zeyi's mother-in-law.The most beautiful woman in the human heart is mother, she endures! "Apart from auntie, have you ever seen a woman more beautiful than me?"

"No." This is a fact. Fu Jiang's beauty can be said to be perfect and impeccable. An Zeyi doesn't like women, but this does not prevent him from admiring Fu Jiang as much as he appreciates beauty.

Fu Jiang was satisfied in her heart. She opened her arms and hugged An Zeyi's arm: "Look, you have never met a woman more beautiful than me. How can you be sure that you won't fall in love with me?"

"Those women are so ugly, it's normal for you to have no interest in them, so it's also normal for you to think you like men. Now that you've met me, how can you be sure," the softness of his chest pressed against his arm, with Fu Jiang's unique body fragrance: "You don't have feelings for me?"

An Zeyi: I suddenly felt that what she said seemed to make sense. . .Damn it, I have a sense of moral crisis, how can I break it?

As if to cover up, but also to suppress the uneasiness and restlessness in his heart, Anze pulled out his arm and stroked her hair: "I don't have a guest room at home, Fu Jiang, you can sleep in my bedroom, I'll go to sleep on the sofa."

"Can't you sleep with me?" Fu Jiang took advantage of the situation to put his arms around his waist, with a charming and seductive expression on his face.

Do you mean sleep or sleep ♂!An Ze took two deep breaths, and tore the girl off his body: "No."

Fu Jiang: Can Jiang Jiang beat him to death?However, he still couldn't resist Jiang Jiang's charm!

the next day.

"I want to eat caviar, I want to eat foie gras!" hugging the pillow, Fu Jiang, who got up late, shouted coquettishly to An Zeyi who was reading a book: "I'm so hungry."

"No caviar and foie gras." Anze said calmly as soon as he put down the book.He's not in the habit of living with other people's bad habits.

"I want to eat." Seeing An Zeyi ignoring himself and going to the kitchen, Fu Jiang, who felt that he had already won An Zeyi's heart, puffed up his cheeks angrily.Bastard Zeyi! Jiang Jiang is so beautiful, can't I find someone who is willing to invite me to eat high-end cuisine, can you... It smells so good!

The scent wafting in from the kitchen teased her senses of smell and taste, and she knew it must be delicious without tasting it.

Looking at the fried rice served by Anze, Fu Jiang curled his lips. Just when he was about to say that Fu Jiang didn't care about eating this kind of cheap food, he saw Anze pull out his chair and sit down by himself, and picked up a spoon to scoop it up smoothly Bring it to your mouth.

It's not for me to eat!

The angry Fu Jiang jumped up and walked over. When he was about to overturn the table, the spoon holding the delicious fried rice was aimed at her lips. The handsome young man looked at her with a smile on his face: "Do you want to try it?" ?”

"Then I'll try it hard, ahhh."

Delicious!

Another bite! Another bite!

In short, when Fu Jiang, who was intoxicated by the delicious food, came back to his senses, the plate of fried rice was gone.

Tomie: That's impossible! How could I love to eat such cheap food that doesn't fit my status?

"Some people, even if they eat dragon liver and phoenix marrow, and wear silk and satin, they still have the same rude and savage nouveau riche taste as a pheasant with phoenix feathers. Similarly, some people wear coarse linen and eat clean Congee and side dishes can still be elegant and noble." An Ze put down the spoon, his eyes were clear, and he looked at Fu Jiang quietly: "It depends on what kind of person you want to be."

"I'm so beautiful, of course I have to wear the most expensive clothes and eat the most expensive food!"

"Does your understanding of being good mean that it is expensive?" An Ze frowned slightly: "Do you think you can get everything just because you are beautiful?"

"Isn't this a matter of course?" Fu Jiang chuckled: "All men are obsessed with me, aren't they?"

"They are obsessed with you, but they don't love you." An Zeyi said with clear and calm eyes.He added a sentence in his heart: If it is really love, how can you be willing to hurt it.

Think back to your own parents, his father, who was reluctant to let his mother get hurt in the slightest all his life.

"Then do you love me?" Fu Jiang looked at An Zeyi with stubborn eyes like a child's.

"I don't love you." An Zeyi said, lowering his eyelashes slightly.He somewhat understood the madness of those men. A woman like Fu Jiang has such magical powers that make people want to possess her and monopolize her.

It's just that Fu Jiang is a sad and contradictory creature. She yearns for attention and love, but despises the love of others. She pursues uniqueness, and can kill other Fu Jiangs. She stirs men's hearts, but... ………

There are only two things she is really interested in: people who don't love her, and herself.

When you don't love her, she leans over to tease you.

When you fell in love with her, she started to despise you.

In the final analysis, Fu Jiang is the embodiment of desire, and a person who falls in love with Fu Jiang is tantamount to becoming a slave of desire.A slave to desire, who would value it?

Once again, An Zeyi is very thankful that he doesn't love Fu Jiang, never has.

At most, I just got used to it a little bit, got used to having such a girl in my life.

Fu Jiang ran away in anger again, and he never saw this girl again until he went to Tokyo University.

Probably bored, Anze thought.That's fine, he can't give her the affection she wants.They are originally two people who have no intersection like parallel lines, so, so be it.

It's just that what An Zeyi didn't expect was that the girl he thought was just a little turmoil in his life, actually left deep and irreparable marks in his life.

When An Ze was on winter vacation as a freshman, when he came home, he heard a piece of news in the town: Fu Jiang had died.

Fu Jiang died. He was killed and dismembered on his way home from field skating before the winter vacation of his senior year.

Fu Jiang, dead, dismembered.

Anze was expressionless. Whoever did this matter, he had some idea in his heart, but it was precisely because he knew that he couldn't accept it.

The Fu Jiang he met and knew was just a human girl, not the demon who would never die no matter what, she was self-willed, arrogant and vain, but she was still a person, a living life.

He knew very well that he didn't love her, but this didn't stop his heart from feeling distressed.

It was snowing outside, and he imagined that the girl who loved beauty but was afraid of the cold was stripped and cut into pieces in such cold weather, and then thrown into the ice, buried in the soil, and thrown into the water in the ice and snow, he At once………………

There was a knock on the door.

As soon as An Ze woke up from his thoughts, he looked at the door with some doubts.

Who could it be on such a cold day?

An answer emerged in his mind, and the facts confirmed this answer.

It's Fu Jiang.

"Zeyi!"

The girl rushed over, carrying the cold air from outside.An Ze quickly closed the door, supported Fu Jiang's shoulder, and looked at her carefully.

"Zeyi?" Fu Jiang tilted his head playfully, and smiled slightly on his more beautiful face than before.

After Anze looked around, his lips trembled slightly, he couldn't help lowering his head, and stretched out his arms to hug her: "I'm sorry."

Tomie: Huh?Shouldn't Zeyi say to Jiang Jiang at this time, "It's good to live" or realize his own heart and feel that he can't lose Jiang Jiang, so he hugs her and says "I love you" or something like that?Aren't all men like this?Why should I apologize?

"I'm sorry that I couldn't be by your side to protect you when you were in the most pain."

"sorry."

Fu Jiang's eyes widened. No one had ever said such a thing to her, never.In an instant, the pain of being killed again and again in the past and present lives all came out.

"Zeyi, it hurts." She repeated over and over, and finally burst into tears: "Yamamoto pushed me off the ice, and it hurt so much when I knocked my head on it. Teacher Takagi and classmates cut me up to save him, The saw hurts so much when it's cut on the body."

"I don't like Yamamoto at all, and I didn't seduce him. He said he likes me, but if I don't, he will kill me."

"Takagi-sensei and the others helped Yamamoto-san to kill me, no one spoke for me, no one."

"Zeyi, I'm in pain."

Anze closed his eyes slightly, hugged the girl in his arms tightly, no, a devil.Pain arose in my heart.He didn't feel if Fu Jiang was lying, and asked if Fu Jiang didn't seduce Yamamoto but seduced other people. No matter what Fu Jiang did and what he did wrong, should Yamamoto kill someone?As the head teacher, Takagi and the other students didn't immediately think about calling an ambulance to save people, but thinking about killing and dismembering the body in order to save Yamamoto. Is it correct?

He felt chills all over his body just listening to it, and just thinking about the classmates who went to school together either watching with cold eyes or holding a knife by himself, his pleading and crying were ignored, and his pain and despair had no one to redeem him, he felt horrified.What about Fu Jiang who has gone through all this?How miserable she is.

When she was lying on the snow, nothing but pain was cold, how did she hate it?

Anze knew very clearly in his heart that what he was doing was wrong now, it was like a boy coaxing the girl he liked, and he obviously didn't have those thoughts about Fu Jiang.However, thinking of the girl's experience, he couldn't let go of his hand after he had also experienced being stabbed to death with a knife.

Admit it, An Zeyi.

You don't love this girl, but you can't let her go.

You don't love this girl, but you pity her and love her dearly.

"It's okay, it's okay, Fu Jiang, I'm here." An Zeyi patted her on the back softly. After a long time, he let go of his hand, held the girl's face in both hands, and gently placed a kiss on the girl's forehead. The slightest lust is full of pity and compassion: "Fu Jiang, I promise you."

"An Zeyi will do his best to protect Fu Jiang and never hurt you. The pain you have experienced will never happen to me."

I will never kill you, never hurt you.

This is my promise to you, a lifetime promise.

Fu Jiang cried again, hugged An Zeyi, and cried.

After the mood stabilized, Fu Jiang sat on the sofa, holding in his arms the electric warmer that An Zeyi insisted on giving her, watching An Zeyi make tea for himself, couldn't help feeling: "It's so strange."

"What's the matter, Fu Jiang?"

"If other men treat Jiang Jiang like this and don't obey Jiang Jiang, Jiang Jiang will definitely lose his temper." Fu Jiang looked at An Zeyi with sparkling eyes: "Ze Yi is really the most special."

That's because I've never eaten your way and I'm used to your stink! Think about this girl shouting foie gras, caviar, red wine and so on when it's time to eat, and occasionally eat those high-fat, high-protein, oily and greasy foods One time is enough. Is it necessary to gain weight by eating every day?

"Because those people want to please you, but I want to make you healthy."

Fu Jiang thought for a while about those men who could easily change their minds under her unhappy attitude even if they wanted to persuade her, and then looked at An Zeyi who was stubborn and stubborn to be good to her in front of him, Fu Jiang suddenly felt that he was reborn from his heart It is not without reason that he chose to come to An Zeyi instead of taking revenge.

He has always been the most special.