[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

At noon, An Zeyi was surprised to find that the whole family of the two uncles had returned.

"It's not you, an uneasy child, both of your uncles want to see you." Grandma patted his hand and said angrily.

After being told by the two uncles one by one and the two aunts caring about each other, and being hugged and comforted by the younger brother and sister one by one, An Zeyi sighed silently in his heart.

An Ze would never know, it is because he treats every younger brother and sister too gentle, tolerant and good-tempered, so these children who are usually well-behaved in front of their elders like to act like a bear in front of him, acting like a coquettish, naughty and willful child. To coax him to hug him to kiss him to take care of him to promise him various benefits......

The parents appreciate the brothers and sisters very much, and they are still very happy to see Si'er, a precocious child who is more stable than his peers, looks a little childish in front of his younger siblings.

So when grandpa called him "Come to my study, Sier", it is undeniable that Anze breathed a sigh of relief.

No matter how much he likes his younger siblings, he will feel physically tired.

What?Where did you say Kurolo was?

There is a library in Qiao's house, and Kuroro can't get out after falling inside.

"What's going on?" Sitting in the study, the grandfather's voice sounded softly.

As soon as An Ze sat down, he explained the situation truthfully: on a rainy night, he rescued a person who fell at the door of his house, and he was accidentally caught by traffickers after a dinner party at night. Fortunately, he was rescued in time, but it was precisely because of this that Kurolo exposed (He didn't know that Kuroro had been exposed before), Anze was captured by Grottery, and the house was burned.

"After I was imprisoned, Kuroro and his friends rescued me." An Zeyi said honestly.He has no habit of lying, and he believes that grandpa can learn the truth from his uncle.

"I think Lu Xilu, although his conversation is gentle, but no matter how you look at it, he looks like a wolf, and he is definitely not a kind person." With a cup of tea in his hand, the grandfather said slowly: "Sier, the one you saved People, it's not easy."

"Grandpa." An Ze was startled when he heard what Grandpa said.He doesn't know facial features, at most he is idle and bored to browse the website and fill in two strokes of physiognomy for the characters in the novel.He thought of Kuroro's face, the eyebrows were deeper and more refined than others, but the eyebrows were a little loose, the forehead was wide and the bags under the eyes were protruding, the bridge of the nose was sharp and sharp, and he felt that it belonged to a face with a lot of peach blossoms, and it was still the kind of face that was indifferent to seeing things differently, thinking about changing things, loving the new and loathing the old Type.

As for Wolf Gu Zhixiang?Um, this is not a compliment, but can Kurolo turn his head left and right without shouldering his shoulders to reach 180°?The cranky An Zeyi didn't know that there are still people in this world whose heads can turn 360° (Jikuthorn Tower).

"I didn't say it's wrong for you to save people. It's not wrong to help the weak, help the poor, and help others." He raised his head, and quietly looked at his only grandson with wise eyes, who had always made him proud: "Four Son, I have taught you brothers benevolence and righteousness. Benevolence is respected, righteousness is precious, only the heart is benevolent and righteous, and the soul is noble."

"It's just Si'er, I just want to tell you that this Kurolo Luxilu is too fierce, and he looks like a wolf who won't condescend to be inferior to others. It's best to be friends with him. careful."

An Zeyi didn't speak.

say what?His grandfather would not deceive him and hurt him, and he could see clearly what kind of person Kurolo was.

He remembered that when he wanted to refuse, or when the other party stared at him sometimes, the other party's eyes made him shiver, and every nerve screamed to stay away from him, stay away from him, stay away from him.

Greedy and plundering, brutal and ruthless, bloody and dangerous.

It's like a wolf or a snake, the next moment it bites and devours the prey it's aiming at, tearing it apart and eating it into its stomach.

And he was the prey to be targeted.

How terrible.

It’s impossible to say that you’re not afraid. Although An Zeyi’s nature is actually a bit warm-hearted and cold-hearted, he has always been kind to others and likes to cover every aspect so that he won’t offend others. However, facing the gangster Kuroro's robbery, the delicate and frail An Zeyi could only confess his love with tears in his eyes.

He wanted to say that he didn't want to be with Kuroro at all, and didn't want to like such a terrible existence at all. He just wanted An An to live his life in peace and health, but he couldn't say.

This is his own business and cannot be used to bother grandpa.

Kuroro is very dangerous, he cannot implicate his last relative.

So what he can do is to report the good but not the bad, and don't let his most important and most caring relatives worry.

Grandpa glanced at him again at this time: "Si'er, the one you like is a boy, right?"

"Grandpa!" An Ze stood up in fright this time, his face pale.

"Sit down! What kind of words does this panic look like!" Grandpa scolded: "I don't mean to blame you. It is true that our family rejects the wind of broken sleeves, but Si'er, you have always been a reassuring Good boy, you didn't do this on purpose, did you?"

Anze lowered his head, his lips trembling.

"Sier?"

"Grandpa," An Zeyi cried, "I can't change it. When I was 13 years old, I realized that I like men and not women, and I don't want to be like this."

Anze cried.He endured for too long, hid for too long, suffered for too long, and suffered for too long.

His homosexuality was not acquired. From the time boys around him looked at girls, he consciously felt that boys were more attractive than girls.

It's just that he was in junior high school at that time, and after junior high school was high school, he simply and evasively spent all his energy on studying, reading and absorbing a lot of knowledge, and he had no time to take care of those things, and he didn't think about them.

It was only when he went to college that he realized that he was different from the boys around him, because what he liked was not girls, but men.

The three views and the long-term education he received from childhood made him think that he is sick, that he is wrong, and that men should like women.But the instinct and will of the body made him unable to accept being with girls.And when he was with Yuan Xu, it made him suffer even more.

On the one hand, he feels very good and happy with the man he likes, on the other hand, he feels that he is sorry for his parents and family, and must let them down, and this is something he would rather die than happen.

He didn't dare to tell any of his family members, and kept torturing himself in his heart.And now, he finally said it.

"I know it's wrong to like men, but I can't like women."

"I didn't mean to blame you." Grandpa finally understood, a little dumbfounded, and a little bit sad.His little grandson has always been so reassuring to the family that the elders didn't notice his depression, didn't notice his confusion and pain, didn't realize that An Zeyi was actually just A minor child under the age of 18.

When he needed the communication and companionship of his family the most in his life, he was alone, and none of his family members was by his side.

"Sier, it's not your fault."

"Si'er, it's not your fault that you like men."

As soon as Anze choked up, he felt that this might be all he needed.

Perhaps what An Zeyi needs is such a sentence.

What An Zeyi wanted was the understanding and comfort from his relatives.Sexual orientation is innate, it's not his fault that he has no feelings for girls.

He cried even harder, but the old man in front of him would not know that what he was crying was from another world, and he was crying from the self who would never have the chance to see his parents and relatives.

His biggest mistake was not being able to be honest.

Is it because thoughtful people always don't like to expose themselves clearly?

Are you used to always hiding a lot of things in your heart and don't want to say it out for fear of being worried, but you are actually the one who makes your parents worry?

Did I tell my parents earlier, tell them my sexual orientation, so that the final misfortune would not happen?

If I said it at the beginning, my parents might be angry, they might not understand, they might beat and scold him, but at least it won’t be like this, white-haired people send black-haired people, leaving behind is full of pain and sadness.

The grandfather patted his head: "Don't cry, a man doesn't flick his tears easily, what does it look like when he cries like this?!" His mouth was reprimanded, but the movement of stroking his grandson's hair was very gentle.

A few minutes later, An Zeyi calmed down, wiped away the tears on his face and raised his head: "Grandpa."

"Now, let's talk about the young man."

"Grandpa is talking about Kurolo Luxilu?"

"What I want to say is, for a man like Kurolo Luxilu, you should guard your heart when you meet him." The old man's eyes were full of vicissitudes: "Si Er, you have been smart since you were a child." Reiki, you always know what to do and what to stop, and you have to be like this emotionally, you have to be clear about who you can't control and who you should choose."

"Although no one can say anything about feelings, you must protect yourself, Si'er."

In the eyes of the old man, there is wisdom and clarity that sees everything. He can see Kurolo Luxilu's thoughts about his beloved little grandson at a glance.

That person is too dangerous. My father-in-law, that is, An Zeyi's grandfather was engaged in intelligence back then. I don't know how many times he went back and forth after the bloody storm. Just like that, the bloody smell on his body is not as good as this gentle and courteous smile. Young people are heavy.Being targeted by this kind of person, I don't know whether it is a blessing or a misfortune for Si'er.

Si'er is a very affectionate person. Just because he still misses his daughter and son-in-law for so many years, and he still hasn't been able to completely get out of the nightmare of the year, he knows how affectionate this child is.

Hot on the outside and cold on the inside, he is gentle and amiable to everyone, and he can't find a fault with everyone, but he really cares about them, except for their relatives, that is, the pair who lived next door to him and took care of him. Brothers and sisters, right?

His affection is very deep, but once he gives it, it is extremely difficult to take it back. Si'er's face is rough and miserable, and he doesn't know who will resolve his sadness and get his deep affection.

"I see, grandpa."

"Hey," he smiled, "write two pages, Sier, let me see if you have made any progress recently."

Writing is something that makes it easy to calm down. When An Zeyi finished writing three pages, he felt that his heart had recovered.

After finishing writing, he calmed down, and he got up to find Kuroro.

Anyway, before they left Grandpa's house, he had to watch Kuroro stay out of trouble.

Well, Kurolo Luxilu has successfully become No.1 in Anze Yixin's "High-Risk Persons Should Be Cautious Ranking", which is comparable to a virus-like existence, making Anze Yixin Worrying that its existence will damage/influence/destroy/pollute the hearts, habits, and three views of his younger brothers and sisters, the degree of danger has already broken the table.

There is no way, leaving aside the advantages of Kuroro that can make Anze have a good impression, it is just the temptation of beautiful men that he unconsciously releases hormones, he is really worried that his younger brothers and sisters who have not grown up will be attracted by him and learn badly .

What if the little girls who have never been in a relationship before are attracted to a handsome man with a complex temperament like Kuroro for the first time, and the early love affects the learning and rebellious period?

What if those boys who don't have long hair are attracted by Kuroro's unisex charm and don't love women and blue women? The Qiao family will have to die!

In case those boys who haven't seen a few people think that Kuroro is cool, handsome and manly, they don't study hard and run to learn how to drink and tease little girls!

Those who are close to Zhu are red, those who are close to ink are black!

Just like every family member who is worried that their child will fall in love early, learn to fight badly and be brought down by bad children, Anze thought worriedly.

So, he went to Zangshu Pavilion.