[Comprehensive Manga] My love is a male god

I. lapsusmemoriae (loss of memory)

An Zeyi has always felt that he has both sons and daughters, his lover likes archeology, and his life is very happy.

But he never thought that his happiness is as fragile as a mirror, fragile and vulnerable.

Chrollo Luxilu, his beloved lover.

The leader of the Phantom Troupe, the bandit he hates.

But he has never realized that the person he loves and the robber he hates are actually the same person.

Kurolo Luxilu is the head of the Phantom Brigade.

And this matter, everyone knew, only he was kept in the dark.

It's ridiculous, what is this, a copycat version that the husband was cheating on and the wife was the last to know about it?

I have been pursuing the truth all my life, but I don't want to. I am living in the biggest lie.

"Yiyi, I think, let's separate first." Seeing An Zeyi whose gaze fell on him in a daze, Ku Luoluo's heart twitched, but he felt a sense of bewilderment and ease.From the moment he chose to be with An Zeyi, he knew that this moment would come sooner or later.He hesitated again and again, and opened his mouth: "I know. My true identity is unacceptable to you. Let's separate, please calm down first, okay?"

They were in love, and neither they nor An Zeyi ever denied it, but there were always some insistences that they couldn't avoid.

Seeing Kuroro getting ready to get up, Anze closed his eyes, his eyes sore.

"Kurolo, there's no need to do this." He said softly: "You can't change your, um, preferences, and I can't change my beliefs, and I can't even pretend that I don't know anything." Bai Lan told him the cry of that Kuruta boy with blood-colored eyes, and he will never forget it.

Every time An Zeyi uttered a word, his heart felt as if a knife had been stabbed: "You manifest your ability to read."

Then An Zeyi used his reading ability "Sheep Technique. Change", and at the same time answered all the possible questions about this reading ability, and then pressed it on the handprint on the cover.

"Since we have decided to break up." Kuroro naturally knew what An Zeyi hadn't said.He also knew An Zeyi's soft heart and stubbornness, so he said it simply: "Why are you doing this?"

"This is what I planned to give you on your birthday this year. The place you explored is dangerous, and I'm afraid you'll get hurt." He looked at him, tears rolled in his eyes unconsciously: "Even if you know you Conceal the other side of me, Kuroro, I still hope you can be safe."

"This me," this me who still loves you even now: "Isn't it too ugly?"

Kuroro left without taking anything.Looking at his back, An Zeyi got up silently, silently took down the wedding photo of the two people in the photo frame, and silently took out a pair of scissors.

He finally understood why when they got married, when Jin sent him the pregnancy stone, he also sent a card, and specified that Kuroro should not know.

In fact, since then, everything has been calculated, right?

The scissors of Duanyuan, use this pair of scissors to cut photos of people you don't want to see again, and you will never meet this person in the future.

Goodbye, Kurolo.

An Zeyi knew very well in his heart, no matter whether he was willing to admit it or deny it, he didn't know people clearly, and he didn't bring Ku Luoluo to justice, all of this was An Zeyi's fault .

I did something wrong, so I will be punished.

Kuroro, never seeing each other until death, this is the punishment I give myself.

Looking at the divorce agreement and the cut photos on the table, Anze lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and finally burst into tears unbearably.

For a long time, the sweet and happy dream woven by all the family members who lived here and knew it was finally shattered.

When Xu Xu, who had been playing around in the Dark Continent, learned that An Zeyi and Ku Luoluo were divorced, it was already three days after An Zeyi divorced.

Then Xu picked up a Yiyi in the house that passed out without eating or drinking for three days.

Xu: "..."

Amin went to boarding school, not at home~

"One by one?" Xu pushed him, and then saw An Zeyi's thin and small body disappearing like foam in the sun.

………………

His beautiful eyebrows and eyes are still as clear as mountains and rivers, but they are so green and immature that he looks like when he was 18 or 19 years old.

Strange, why do I have such a strange idea?Could it be that I have grown inversely?

Click.

"One by one baby?" Mother's gentle voice sounded, and at the door of the bedroom, mother pushed the door and entered, her bright and gentle eyes showed a panic expression after seeing the broken mirror in An Ze's hand.

"Mom, mom?" Anze suddenly turned his head, his eyes filled with tears: "Mom!"

Holding the mother he loves the most in his life, smelling the faint canna fragrance on his mother's body, An Zeyi's tears trickled down.

It's so strange, why does it feel like I haven't seen my mother for many, many years when I see my mother?

His favorite mother......

His mother who is envied by all women......

Mother An was born in a scholarly family, and she was a spoiled lady since she was a child. After being married by her father, although her father was away all year round when she was young, she was always pampered and cared for by her father. She is sensible, worry-free and has good grades, so although she is now a 40-year-old woman, she still has the cuteness of a little girl who is innocent and ignorant of the world. A baby face as big as a palm with clear and moist almond eyes looks like Very 20 year old girl.

"One by one, baby, don't cry, don't cry." Mother An was obviously a little panicked. Her baby son seldom cried since he could remember. , already cried out.

Missing, guilt, joy, sadness, confusion, mixed joy and sorrow, extremely complicated.

He was joyful, inexplicably joyful.

He was sad, inexplicable pain.

"What's the matter, baby?" the mother whispered softly, stroking her son's back tenderly.

"I don't know mom, I feel like I'm forgetting someone very important."

It is so important that when he thinks about it, he misses it very much and feels very sad.

It was so important that the feeling of loss made him feel heart-piercing pain.

"I'm sorry mom, I scared you." Wiping away his tears, Anze smiled: "I just had a dream, a long, long dream."

A long dream.

It was a dream that was so long that when I saw my mother, I felt nostalgic.

Then, after coaxing his mother out of the bedroom, when he found a white fish jade pendant under the pillow that was familiar to him but did not know where it came from, tears fell again.

He didn't know what kind of memory he had forgotten, but he just tried to think back and felt pain in his heart.

He thought, maybe he fell in love with someone in his dream, and he loved someone very much, but with his always restrained temperament, maybe he didn't talk about it, and he didn't say it himself.

Maybe he fell in love with someone deeply in his dream, but as a result, there was national hatred and family hatred between them, and there was an unyielding bottom line. In short, they separated.

They still love each other and still believe in each other's feelings, but they can't be together.

Do people only regret when they lose?Anze held the half of the yin-yang fish tightly, thinking silently.

Perhaps this is the so-called destiny. From now on, I love you is my business, and you love me is your business. We are like two straight lines that intersect and are not parallel. Far.

If the dream is a peek into another world, if everything in the dream is real.Hey, Mr. Unknown, will you forgive me for forgetting everything, and allow me to dream of loving you forever in a world without you?

Because we will never see each other again.

When they woke up, An's father and An's mother felt that their son had changed.

It felt like nothing had changed, and it felt like he had completely changed from the inside out.If the previous Anzeyi was a clear and pure crystal, clean and pure because it was not stained with the world, then now it is like a piece of jade, as if it has gone through a lot, but in the end it settles down, leaving only clear and clear.

He still smiled warmly and gently, but he has matured a lot.

Overnight, the child grew up.

Feeling that he had already received the admission letter from S University two days ago, An Zeyi was thoughtful.

This summer vacation, An Zeyi registered an online name called "Wu Yeti" and started to write novels. He has clearly imagined in his heart but has never written a novel before, and he writes very smoothly, and he also has a lot of praise.

In September, he obediently went to school, had military training obediently, and then sang a song "The Drunken Concubine" during the departmental performance.

The singing skills are mellow and lingering, and the drunken concubine is infinitely lazy and charming, but the concubine is there, but the person he has forgotten is nowhere.

Then, he categorically rejected Yuan Xu's pursuit.

"I'm sorry senior, I already have a sweetheart."

No hatred, no disgust, no pain, just indifference and alienation in the face of a stranger.

Strange and familiar, but can't startle a wave.

"May I ask, what kind of person did I lose to?" Yuan Xu asked a little unwillingly.

"One." The corner of Anze's mouth rose slightly: "The person who can affect all my emotions just by thinking about it."

Even, I can't remember everything between us.

because………………

What a blessing it is to meet a person who makes me read his sorrows and joys, mourn his sorrows, and worry about his worries.

J.Joke (joke)

Anze woke up in the middle of the night, completely bored.

The curtains in the bedroom were drawn tightly, and there was no light in the whole bedroom, but he didn't care, anyway, he didn't want to take a look at the man who was hugging him tightly to sleep.

After struggling, he didn't break away from the arm that was pressing on his chest, which made him breathless. In addition, his breath was full of the smell of the other party's body, which made him feel disgusted more easily.

Tsk, if it wasn't for the code words of staying up late and working overtime these days, he wouldn't have woken up when this guy crawled into his bed.

After pushing, An Ze, who was still unwilling to wake him up unless he had to, said, "Let go, I'm going to the toilet."

"Aze?" Rivest's voice sounded, and the arms that imprisoned him were slightly loosened. Anze got up quickly, put on a piece of clothing casually, and left the bedroom without a single pause.

Well, the air feels fresh in an instant.

Maybe it was because he washed his hands after going to the toilet, or maybe it was his instinct to resist staying in the same room with the person he hated. An Zeyi didn't go back to the bedroom immediately, but went to the kitchen to take out the food from the refrigerator. Two cans of beer, ran to the balcony to bask in the moon.

The beer that had been chilled in the refrigerator was cold, and it flowed down the throat into the stomach, and there was a slight pain of contraction.Anze knew how to keep healthy, so he knew very well that if he didn't sleep and drank cold beer in the middle of the night, he could easily cause repeated stomach problems, stomach cramps and even stomach flu.

But what does it matter?After taking a sip of beer and lighting a cigarette, Anze stared at the night sky with eyes as deep as water. The only way for him to escape now is death.

"Aze," not long after, the red-haired man came over, the golden Danfeng looked at him, and there was a pleading in his eyes that he might not even realize: "Drinking such cold beer is not good for the stomach."

He approached, hugged An Zeyi from behind, and buried his face in his neck: "Aze, I just dreamed that you left me."

The smoke at the fingertips is slightly clamped.

"I dreamed that you were with other men, and you told him that you loved him." Love, how jealous.

"Aze, why don't you love me? Even a little bit, just a little bit."

"Because you forced me." An Ze, who had hardly spoken a few words since we were together, said, "Because from the very beginning, you forced me to do things I didn't want to do."

He doesn't have masochistic tendencies, he likes sadomasochism.But having said that, would normal people forgive unconditionally just because they were slapped and fed a sweet date?

"I also dreamed that I killed all your relatives." After a moment of silence, Rivester said in a muffled voice. Before he finished speaking, there was a hot and sharp pain in his arm, and then the instigator crushed just now. Burned his cigarette, pinched his neck: "How dare you?!"

Anze was afraid that he would not use enough strength, so he used both hands together: "If you dare to touch my relatives, Rivester, I am not afraid to risk my life and ruin your family."

"I do what I say."

"Then don't you count as living and dying with me?" Ruining the Yewenle family = the best self of this generation is dead = two people die together.

Well, there is nothing wrong with this derivation.

An Ze's expression was instantly as if he had eaten two hundred flies. If he changed to someone who was not well-mannered, he didn't know how to jump up and scold him for being stinky and shameless.

"That's great." He smiled. If someone who knew Hisoka saw Rivester's expression at this moment, he would be more sure of their blood relationship.

It was an almost crazy smile: "If you die before me, I don't have to worry about whether you will be with other men."

"Aze, let's have a good time, shall we?" Ignoring Anze's hand on his neck, Rivester hugged him: "I'll take a few days off from tomorrow, shall we go on a road trip?"

An Zeyi didn't speak, let go of his hand, turned his head and went back to sleep.

Unfortunately, the car did not break down in the middle of driving the next day, nor did it cause a car accident. Instead, an earthquake occurred. On the winding road, the car was smashed by a rock rolling down the mountain.

Anze who was thrown out of the car blinked his eyes, and it took several seconds to finally realize that at the moment the stone fell, Rivester wanted to slam the car door again, and threw Anze away at the very moment. On the way out of the car.

He pursed his lips, tried to stand up, and walked over with weak legs: "Rivester?"

There was no sound, so he called out again: "Rivester?"

"Aze?"

Still alive, Anze breathed a sigh of relief. The earthquake also stopped at this time. He climbed into the car carefully, and saw Rivester, whose forehead was bloody and whose leg was still under pressure, looked up at him. , the golden eyes are shining brightly, with unbelievable surprise and flattered cautiousness, making people feel sad when they look at it: "You didn't leave? You came to save me?"

"I can't do it yet, just stand by and be indifferent to death." Anyway, it's a life, anyway...

It was Rivester who saved him.

He carefully dragged the man out bit by bit, carefully removed the obstacles that were pressing on his calf, and smashed the stones that could not be moved. In short, when he successfully dragged Rivester out , Both of them were sweating on their foreheads.

The bleeding was simply stopped, and Anze supported him, and the two of them walked out little by little.

"Aze." Riverist called him in a low voice, but Anze didn't want to look up at the other's silly smiling face that seemed to be demented: "I like Aze so much."

An Ze didn't pay attention to him, Rivester smiled twice, leaned over and kissed him quickly: "A Ze."

"As soon as I saw you, I liked you so much that I forgot everything."

"I like it so much that even my life is yours."