The ten-year trace of the soul of chess

Holding the courier in his hand, Guang's expression was a little dazed.

On weekdays, although they live together, sleep together, and occasionally... get involved with each other, they all keep their private spaces independent of each other.Now Taya suddenly authorized himself to open and read the letter, and the aura that pulled him into the alley just now became the size of a fingernail in an instant.

"Taya..." Hikaru looked at Ryo in bewilderment.

Seeing Guang's hesitation, he smiled and kissed his hair: "Take it apart, it's okay. You sit on the sofa for a while, and I'll cook first."

Guang stretched out his hand to grab Liang, but it was in vain.

He stared at the courier in his hand for a long while, just like a soldier about to go to the battlefield to clear mines, he sat on the sofa tremblingly, took a deep breath, and finally dismantled the courier.

When taking out the contents inside, Hikari couldn't help but widen his eyes.

In his pupils, the miniature of "Acer's" magazine is reflected.

As if touching a fragile object, Guang's fingertips lightly slid across the slender figure on the cover, paused for a moment when moving to his face, and finally rubbed gently back and forth on his lover's lips reluctantly.

On the cover, Taya's hair has grown to reach her shoulders, and under the soft light, it reveals a silky smooth luster.Holding the window frame with his right hand, he stood leaning against the window.Beside him, the white curtains fluttered in the wind.Outside the window are surrounded by mountains.He nodded slightly, and the sunlight fell on his elegant and handsome side face, outlining his whole body with a quiet, soft and somewhat detached temperament, as if to blend into the scenery behind him.

Even though Taya's face has long been branded in his heart, even though that person is only separated from him by a wall at this moment, it is the first time to meet his lover in this way, it still makes Hikaru feel his heart beating, and his whole chest seems to be covered with an indescribable emotion. Stuffed and soft.

"He is mine", "This person belongs to me", for a while, Guang has been in the vocabulary of lack of language for a long time, only this idea is left clamoring, wishing to rush directly to the kitchen and beat that person to death. Rubbing into her arms fiercely, occupying his lips fiercely.

That would be a little too crazy.

Hikari closed his eyes, trying to make himself "normal".

However, just thinking about Taya, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but want to rise.

After staring at the cover for 10 minutes, Guang wiped his clothes and pants with his slightly sweaty hands awkwardly, and sat upright as if performing some kind of ritual. Then he carefully turned the magazine to the The page of his interview.

Most of the interview questions follow the rules and are related to Go.

Guang didn't know what he was looking forward to, just like a primary school student, he was looking at the lines of words on the coated paper, as if what he was reading at this moment was not an interview, but a treasure map that revealed the answer.

On the fingertips, some tiny beads of sweat ooze again.

When his fingertips swept across the coated paper, he unexpectedly left a mark that was not deep or shallow but enough to be seen clearly. Guang Guang was so nervous that he quickly wiped off the fingerprints on the paper with his sleeve, and then shone nervously at the light. After a long time, after confirming that no fingerprints could be seen on the paper, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Guang smiled self-deprecatingly, and then continued to read contentedly.

This time, he replaced finger reading with silent reading.

While opening and closing his lips, he silently read the words on the page word by word. When he read the last few lines of the article, there was a slight ripple in Guang's eyes.

Where his eyes were focused, the host asked Taya if he would cook by himself in his daily life.Taya said: Yes.His favorite dish is ramen.

——It’s ramen.

Because he often begs Taya and always responds to requests, he said that his best dish is ramen.

Hikaru silently tore apart Taya's answer in his heart, and repeated it over and over again.

He is in Taya's answer.

Guang suddenly discovered that this was the reason why he had been anxious and full of anticipation since just now—even though he thought it was impossible, he still wanted to pick out the traces from the lines of the interview manuscript. Proof that he took it to heart.

Like an idiot, a fool.

Just looking at the inside page, the lover who was kneeling in front of the chess pier, lowered his head and held the chess, bit his lower lip tightly, and pressed the corners of his eyes hard, feeling his heart collapsed and warm again.

He always remembered what Taya said before, at the latest in September, I will definitely bring the answer to you.

He thought that when he helped Taya find the medicine that night, he was infinitely close to the answer, but he didn't expect that what Taya actually gave him was much more than he expected.

Guang was so happy that he carried himself away, but the joy was accompanied by a sense of loss that had nowhere to dissipate.

He remembered that Taya always hated socializing the most.Most of the interviews, press conferences, and dinners in the past, Taya can push and push.Due to the face of Qiyuan, it is really impossible to refuse, and often show up in a hurry, and leave early.

But now...

Ryo once said that when they are strong enough to influence the Japanese Go world, things will turn around.

Guang didn't understand at first, but the various clues in the past few months are enough for him to know clearly what Taya is doing, what he wants to do, and what kind of picture he hopes to paint for himself.

A person's status often determines his right to speak in this field.If he is too insignificant, he will be like a moth of a fly. Even if he has struggled so hard, others will not take it too seriously.Even if you pay attention to it occasionally, you forget it after a while.The heart is sore and painful, only self-knowledge.A big tree attracts the wind, but with its intertwined root system, even if the wind and waves really hit, it will not be overturned immediately.

——Everything Taya is doing now is for him step by step, for the two of them to fight for the right to speak in the future.

What about him?What can he do for Taya?

Closing the magazine, repacking it into the transparent packaging bag, Guang gripped the magazine tightly, and quietly returned to his room.

In the second drawer on the left side of the desk, all his secrets are stored.There is the chess manual written by Taya before, and the "Coverup" with the cover deliberately wrapped, and now, there is another magazine that is closely related to him.

Gently returning the drawer to its place, Hikaru took out his mobile phone and called Mitsuko.

He kept his voice extremely low, even though it was no longer necessary in the closed room.

After hearing the answer given by Mitsuko on the other end of the phone, Hikari's eyes dimmed a bit, but soon brightened again.Reluctantly, he asked several more questions, until Mitsuko kicked the ball to Masao Shinto overwhelmed, finally got a general understanding of the question, and finally hung up the phone reluctantly.

Leaving the room and walking to the door of the kitchen, he just seemed to be thinking about something, and seemed to be savoring something carefully. He leaned against the door frame and stared at the back of Taya in the door in a daze for a long time, and then walked slowly behind him .

Hikari wrapped her arms around Taya from behind, resting her chin on his shoulder blades.

"Magazine, I read it." Guang commented with a professional eye, "The photo is a bit foul. I confiscated it, do you have any comments?"

If there is no answer, it will be regarded as someone's acquiescence.

Next question: "The host is quite kind, but he didn't ask you why you grow your hair so long."

Liang soaked the chopped vegetables into the water: "It's okay to ask."

"Hmm..." Guang uttered a nasal voice with many twists and turns, "If you ask me, how do you answer?"

Light turned his face, smiled and kissed light on the lips.

"Because of a word," he said briefly.

Light raised his head, eyes slightly wide open.

— what did you see?

——I see, a beauty~

——Shinto, do you like it?

When the conversations standing in front of the test machine that day were replayed one by one in his mind, Hikari's face flushed red.It turned out that all the small thoughts of his that day were taken into Taya's eyes without any hesitation.

Leaning on Liang's back again, Guang's voice brought out a hint of apologizing.It sounds like it is soft and glutinous, and there seems to be a stuffing called "nostalgia" in the middle.

"Taya, is it fun to shoot magazines?"

"Where did you shoot it?"

"Do you need makeup?"

"When you put on makeup, will the makeup artist be close to you?"

"Is he male or female?"

"Of course, it's that female streamer Honinbo who arranged it again, right?"

Every time Liang tried to speak, he was blocked back by a barrage of questions.

Hearing the jealousy in Guang's words, Liang couldn't help laughing, turned around, pinched Guang's face with his wet hands: "Jealous?"

Guangwen said angrily, "Not at all."

His eyes shifted to other places erratically, but he didn't look at Taya: "I just feel a little uncomfortable."

Hikaru originally didn't intend to tell Taya what was in his heart, but since he opened his mouth, he didn't want to hide it anymore.

"It's just a feeling that I have fallen to the point where I have to rely on my boyfriend to sell my looks. My self-esteem is a little hurt." Guang Chaoliang smiled, "...I just hope that you won't be so tired."

——not only do not want you to be so tired, but also do not want you to force yourself, do not want you to do things against your will, and do not want you to waste your talents and energy on these meaningless things.

Guang chewed these words over and over in his heart for a long time, but when it came to his mouth, he still couldn't say it.

He knew that Taya didn't want him to worry, and he didn't want him to feel sorry for him.Since none of these tayas wanted to hear or see, he shut his mouth and eyes tightly.

But it is inevitable that there are still some uneasy feelings.

"Light?" Liang felt something was wrong.There was a clear smile on the corners of Guang's lips, but his eyes were dim like the night sky without the stars.

Liang's heart seemed to be stabbed suddenly.

"Light." He frowned slightly, his voice was a little harsh, but the hand holding his bare cheek was still soft and gentle.

"Why?" Guang stared at Liang angrily, and the moment he met his lover's eyes, he retracted all his fangs softly.

He tightened the hands around Liang's waist, remained silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "Taya, I really wish I could hide you. In this way, no one will know your existence, no one will know your goodness. Then You are multi-faceted, only I can see it."

Guang raised his eyes and smiled faintly: "However, it seems that this selfishness cannot be achieved."

The setting sun was setting, flickering into the kitchen.In the quiet atmosphere, the aroma of rice has gradually wafted out.Smelling in the breath of light, it is more like ordinary life, ordinary but precious fireworks.

Liang wanted to say something, but Guang's stomach pocket wailed without losing the opportunity.

The two of them looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

Liang turned around, put the vegetables into the colander, and poured an appropriate amount of oil into the preheated pot.

Hikaru wrapped around Liang's back like a koala again: "Taya, are you alright? I'm hungry."

Liang turned his face and kissed him on the forehead: "Hurry up. You go outside and wait first. There will be heavy oily smoke in the kitchen in a while."

Guang remained unmoved, his right hand restlessly penetrated into Liang's clothes, and touched his waist.When sliding down the trend, Liang's body visibly stiffened, he took out Guang's hand, and reminded patiently: "Guang, the oil pan is on, don't make trouble."

While talking, the green vegetables have been put into the pot.When the water droplets on the vegetable leaves touched the hot oil, they immediately made a sizzling beeping sound.There were tiny droplets of oil splashing from the pot onto the cooking counter, and Ryo subconsciously moved the pot away.

Although his actions were restricted to a certain extent, Hikari's mouth was still not idle.

Liang was wearing a thin shirt, and when he lowered his head, the snow-white skin on the back of his neck was exposed.

Taking advantage of the opportunity, Guang sneaked a kiss on the back of Liang's neck, and called softly: "Taya."

After the sound, Guang seemed to be addicted, and teased him in various random ways.

"Bright."

"Little teacher."

"Taya Chess Player."

"Young master of the chess world."

"beauty."

……

Liang was teased by the light so that a thin blush appeared on his face, and he smiled helplessly, but he didn't stop it.

Turning off the fire, just as Liang stretched out his hand, Guang handed him the dinner plate that was put aside with a tacit understanding.

He took it with a smile and said, "Thank you."

Put the fried vegetables into the plate, Liang wiped his hands, and turned to face the light.

Putting his hands on Guang's waist, he said brightly, "Guang, I should have known..."

"I knew what?" Guang interrupted his words, "If I knew it earlier, wouldn't I be allowed to open that courier?"

Ryo pushed back the broken hair that was blocking his eyes, and sighed silently in his heart.

In the past six months of being with Guang day and night, he has faintly felt that under Guang's seemingly carefree appearance, there is an extremely delicate and sensitive mind somewhere.It is not as fragile as glass, but he is also reluctant to let it experience a little bit of wind and rain.

Recently, Ryo has often fallen into some kind of fear.

Guangming stood in front of him, but he always felt that the light would leave him at any time and go to a place that he couldn't reach.He had to touch the warm body temperature and familiar breath of the light to be sure that the light was really by his side.

Liang finally couldn't hold it back, and pressed Guang into his arms hard, as if in this way, the anxiety and fear in his heart would be slightly relieved.

"I knew you would have this reaction..." Liang smiled, "When you unpack the package, I will definitely be by your side."

His chin lightly rubbed against Guang's cheek: "In this way, I can clearly see all your expressions when you read the magazine."

He let go of the light, and then placed a delicate kiss on his lover's lips.

As soon as "Qi's" with Liang as the cover character was published, it immediately aroused great repercussions among chess fans.

All the Go magazines seemed to regard Taya's departure as a breakthrough, and offered him an olive branch one after another.

Among them, an old Go magazine called "The Dao of Chess", Xu heard that Liang and Guang had a good relationship, and even got in touch with Liang, hoping to do a special report on the theme of "Double Chess Stars", and invited the two to participate Cover shoot and interview.

Liang originally intended to decline, but when it came to Guang's attitude, he still reserved his opinion.

Unexpectedly, Hikari did not immediately refuse, but only replied: "Recently, I am preparing for the Honinbo round-robin competition, and I will contact you later."

Seeing Liang's puzzlement, Guang said vaguely: "Taya, we haven't even taken a group photo."

When Taya conveyed the intention of the magazine to him, he was indeed moved.

Guang does not deny that he has his own selfishness in it.

While chatting, I once heard He Gu mention that he traveled to Toyama with Sachiko Kobayashi some time ago.He was envious in his heart, but he never mentioned it.

But if he doesn't say anything, it doesn't mean he doesn't care.There is always an inexhaustible flame in his heart, burning stubbornly and willfully, looking forward to the day when he and Taya can appear in the public eye as lovers, and can be like lovers all over the world, without any scruples. hold hands, together.

He knows his temper, impatience, and recklessness, but he is willing to spare 120 million points of his patience, care and confidence when dealing with Taya.

Since the buds have sprouted, as long as they are carefully cared for, they will one day grow enough to withstand any sun, rain, and stormy waves.

He can wait.

But since he can work with Taya and even travel under the guise of work, he doesn't want to miss this opportunity.

The speaker had no intention, although Liang didn't know the twists and turns in Guang's heart, but Guang's sentence "never took a group photo" was like a needle on his stagnant nerves.Only then did he belatedly realize that apart from the one he got by chance at the Go Club, they really had no other photo together.

"Light, look at the camera."

On the sofa, his face was suddenly turned away by Liang, and he froze for a moment.The picture freezes, the light in the photo, the eyes are wide open, the eyes are innocent and cute.

In the first few photos, I was still a little cautious.

Let go of the back, and start to make all kinds of unscrupulous jokes.

A piece of messy hair.

The head knocked on Liang's chin.

Open your mouth wide, as if you want to eat a piece of light.

……

"Let me see?"

Guang leaned relaxedly on Liang's shoulder, flipping through the photos the two of them took just now.When he turned to the last one, his hand paused slightly.

In the photo, he closed his eyes, put his arms around Liang's neck, and kissed Liang's side face.Liang hooked his arm with his backhand, looked at the camera and smiled, as gentle as if it could urge open the unbloomed buds in spring.

Because the eyes were closed at the time, until then, the light was able to see this "finished product".As if even the camera lens recognizes its owner, Liang is so eccentric that he shoots Liang so tenderly, making people's hearts flutter just by looking at it.However, Guang is not jealous at all, people belong to him anyway.

Guang selected a few of them and sent them to his mobile phone with Liang's mailbox.

Halfway through the third photo, Liang's phone vibrated suddenly.

"Taya, your phone number."

Guang returned the phone to Liang, Liang did not avoid him, put his arm around him, and picked up the phone with the other.

Through the microphone, I could only hear Mrs. Mingzi's voice on the phone.

Guang couldn't hear what they said, but the moment he put down the phone, Guang saw a slight change in Liang's expression.

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