The ten-year trace of the soul of chess

"Light--!!"

Liang's originally indifferent expression suddenly changed, and he quickly supported Guang with his eyes and hands, his voice full of unprecedented panic.

"...I'm fine, it's just that my feet are numb." Guang put a hand on Liang's arm, stood firm, and showed him a smile that was half forced and half guilty.

Bright:"……"

Caring is chaotic, knowing that you have crossed the line, but as if you are afraid that your lover will fall into the abyss if you let go, you are reluctant to move your hand away.

At this time, the chess pier lying between each other seems to have turned into a visible and insurmountable mountain.He clearly could embrace him with one step, clearly could pick him up with one step, but he couldn't.

In this chess room, he can only act as a casual acquaintance, and only do a little work as the opponent of the Jinto chess player.

——As long as the relationship between him and the light is not revealed.

——As long as he and the light are still walking in the white night.

At that moment, a wave of anxiety spread all over Xi Liang's body like a tornado.His pupils looking at the light were almost stained with determination to break through the shackles, but in just a few seconds, the storm calmed down.

He let go of the hand holding Hikaru, and gave the most appropriate smile: "Today's chess game was wonderful, congratulations, Shinto."

To Liang, the thrilling few frames are but a blink in the eyes of others.

They only saw the appearance of "the Jinto chess player staggered and then stood firm", but they never knew the internal cause of "he was having a high fever".

Fortunately and sadly, they never noticed Liang's "speaking without words" that contained too many emotions just now.Those reporters recorded the chess game, but they seemed to have forgotten that under the cloak of "chess players", Toya Ryo and Shinto Hikari were just two 18-year-old boys.

In view of Guang's physical condition, the two left the chess academy without accepting any media interviews after the game.

Walking together for a while, at the corner of a certain street, a taxi happened to pass by and took them away from the Chess Academy.

The street scenes on both sides of the road quickly passed by the car windows, but no one looked up.

Hehe looked through the rearview mirror at the two people in the back seat who had their own concerns, and wanted to say something, but couldn't bear to break the rare tranquility in the car.

Guang and Liang sat side by side in the back seat in silence for a while.

Guang seemed to be asleep, his eyes were closed, and his head was slightly raised against the back of the car seat.

Liang stretched out his hand and gently brought him to his side: "Light, are you still uncomfortable?"

Hikaru still had his eyes closed, leaning against Liang's shoulder.There was an ambiguous nasal sound in the nasal cavity.

"Go to bed when you feel tired. I'll call you when we arrive."

"Okay. Be sure, wake me up..."

The whispers of lovers are like hypnotic charms, suppressing the last sliver of sobriety.The exhaustion after the long game drove straight in, closing Guang Guang's increasingly heavy eyes.

It takes only 15 minutes by taxi from Qiyuan to the apartment.

Parking the car downstairs in the apartment, Kawai looked at the two people in the back seat from the rearview mirror, and met Ryo's eyes unexpectedly.Liang nodded slightly to him, and didn't let go of his arms around Guang's waist, as if he didn't mind being seen through by his intimate relationship with Guang.Looking at the peaceful sleeping face of his lover, Liang suddenly remembered that he was already 18 years old...

The space in the back seat is still too small to hug the lover beside you.

Light didn't sleep soundly, and as soon as Liang moved, he opened his eyes.After Liang's reminder, he realized that he was home.

Despite Kawai's repeated refusals, Ryo paid the fare.

When leaving, Kawai rolled down the car window and called Ryo to stop.

Liang poked his head into the car and said first, "Thank you."

He He was at a loss for words for a while, glanced at Guang who was waiting behind Liang, sighed, and only said: "You guys... Come on."

After a few words, Liang didn't think about it.

When backing away, Ryo bowed to Hehe, and then went upstairs with Guang.

"So it's true..." He He watched the two of them go up the stairs all the way, there seemed to be doubts in his eyes, and there was a bit of worry in his eyes.Withdrawing his gaze, he reached into his pocket and groped for a moment, but only found an empty box.

Squeezing the empty cigarette case flat and stuffing it back into his pocket, Kawai took a deep breath, rolled up the car window, and finally started the car and drove into the twilight.

As soon as the door of Room 203 was opened, the cold wind swept into the living room.

The room that had been closed all day seemed colder and colder at dusk, and Guang couldn't help shivering.Thoughts that were still chaotic suddenly became clear.As the lights in the hall gradually came on, the body gradually warmed up, and the joy of winning that had been forgotten in a corner just now was only a little bit revived in my heart at this moment.It's like a gust of wind, dispelling all the uncertainties that have been deposited in the chest for a long time.

Finally the day has come.

Sai, did you see that?I finally beat Taya.

Not you, but Hikari as Shinto defeated Taya.

Looking at the slightly thin back of the lover in front of him after taking off his coat, he just moved his throat, and felt as if a huge wave was rising and falling in his heart. "Taya." He called out in a low voice.

Startled, Liang turned around in a hurry, but was hugged by Guang's hands and led to the wall beside him.

With the support of the wall, the light is firmly pressed against the wall, and the eyes are surprisingly bright, as if the lethargy in the car just now is more than just waiting for this moment to recharge your batteries.

Sweeping over the sly smile of his lover, Liang seemed to think of something, his voice lowered a little, his pupils shone like streamers, "Are you here to ask the teacher?"

Guang's fingertips lightly brushed Liang's somewhat cold lips, and carefully kissed the corner of his eyes: "I'm here to make you fulfill your bet."

Guang's voice was dull and hoarse, and the twinkling in his eyes seemed to be no longer the joy of defeating his lover, but more like two faint foxfires, so bright that they were about to jump out of his eyes, wrapping his lover in them.

Liang still had lingering fears, and supported Guang's waist to prevent his center of gravity from becoming unstable.

He slightly raised the corners of his lips, his eyes were devout and doting: "Your body and mind are yours. What do you want me to do, Guang?"

Looking at the smiling lover, Hikaru seemed to be in a daze, just hugged him and called his name in his ear: "Taya..."

"Ok?"

"After chasing for so long, I finally hooked your shoulder."

Hearing this, the body and mind are shocked.The hands on the side of the bare waist couldn't help tightening, and he sighed silently in his heart, this lover who clearly possesses extraordinary talent but doesn't know it...

All of a sudden, he seemed to understand the reasons behind Guang's countless actions.

His voice was still gentle, as if he was afraid of disturbing the gods: "Guang, you were hesitant to say 'Where is Sai' before, because... uneasy?"

Guang's eyes suddenly widened a little, and then he smiled lowly, as if relieved after being seen through: "Yes, I made a mistake at the beginning. In order to make up for this mistake, I can only keep going Chase, keep chasing. Only in this way can I prove to you that I am enough to rival you."

Liang couldn't help flashing the bouquet of white roses that Guang gave him.The flower language is: I am enough to match you.

Before this, he had never thought that such a burden was still in Guang's heart.

"But do you know, Guang. Sometimes, I will be jealous of you." The more I get to know you, the stronger this feeling will be, "I have been learning chess since I was 2 years old. Chess players play chess, and you have only learned chess for seven years, but you have already surpassed me." He touched Guang's cheek, half in love and half in pride, "Guang, how could I not be jealous."

There are seldom such obvious emotions in bright words.Perhaps, making Taya jealous of his own chess ability, even if it is put in the entire Japanese chess world, is the highest praise for a chess player.

Because of this, Taya chess player's words must be more touching than all the love words spoken by his lover.

"But Hikari, I have never regretted meeting you." Ryo looked down at the lover in his arms, and rubbed the tip of his nose, "Thank you for bringing Shinto Hikari to my side."

"Well, I should really thank him." Guang nodded seriously.

As if guessing what Light was going to say next, Liang added: "And his strong heart."

"...and his thicker skin."

After finishing speaking, both of them laughed at the same time.

"Taya..." Hikari called out again, his love for Ryo seemed to break through his chest and overflow from his body.

The originally extremely ordinary name, said from the lover's mouth, seems to be repeated a thousand times, and it actually brings out a hint of eroticism.

There was a blush on Guang's face due to the heat, which made Liang's heart flutter and his heart ache.

He bent down to kiss Guang's lips, but he raised his hand to block it back: "No."

Liang was taken aback for a moment, then he understood, and reached out to take Kaiguang's hand: "It's just a cold, it's okay."

Guang turned sideways to hide, but Liang still clamped his right hand and kissed it.

"Liang, uh..." Guang called Liang's name, at first he tried to push him away, but when his teeth were pried open by his lover, his body and mind finally betrayed him in all aspects, and the string of reason "boo" at this moment It collapsed completely.

He calmed down in Liang's arms.As if aware of Hikaru's compromise, Ryo no longer bound his right hand.

Guang put his hands around Liang's tight waist, climbed up his back, and stuck to him tightly, kissing his lover forgetfully, letting him linger from his lips to his neck...

"Liang..." Guang tightly grasped Liang's clothes, looked up at his lover in a black turtleneck, suddenly felt dizzy, and his hands slipped down weakly.

"Light!" Liang's heart clenched suddenly, and he put one hand on Guang's forehead, which was like the scorched ground in summer, even worse than during lunch break.

Liang's whole body was suddenly poured over his head like a basin of cold water.He hugged Light so tightly that his hands almost sank into his clothes.Layers upon layers of regret came rushing in like an overwhelming sea, regretting that I was too anxious and even forgot about my physical condition at this time.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He buried his head in Hikari's neck like a child who was at a loss, "Guang, you have a fever..."

But the culprit, who was recovering slowly, still didn't know how to restrain himself, and put his hands into his lover's clothes, fearing that the world would be chaotic and continue to tease: "Well, I have a fever... and the fever gets worse when I see you...cough cough ..."

Liang heard that his heart was about to burst, he hugged Guang horizontally, and walked to the room.

39 degrees five.

Liang took the thermometer out of the quilt, his elegant face was covered with heavy worry and haze.

At this moment, Guang lying on the bed was extraordinarily quiet, as fragile and flawless as a baby with no strength to restrain him.

Liang took the medicine and water cup from the bedside table, and whispered to Guang's ear, "Hey, take the medicine before going to bed."

Guang was supported by Liang, and half-drowsily took the pills with warm water, and soon after lying down, he fell asleep again.

After the light was settled, for a long time, Liang just remained motionless, staring at his lover obsessively.

It seems that every time after a short separation, you will see a different light; every time you meet again, you wish you could hold him tighter.

Recalling today's chess game, Liang still felt trembling all over his body.Shinto's Go seems to contain infinite power, unconstrained and unconstrained, and will not be swayed by any rules and regulations.You can never predict where the next step will fall.Thinking that he successfully avoided his trap, but almost fell into another trap; thinking that the chess piece was meaningless, he made three rounds of chess, but suddenly realized that it was already ready...

How can a person be so multifaceted.Careless in life, like a child who doesn't know much about the world, people can't help but want to take care of him; but on the chessboard, he is as sophisticated as a deliberate strategist, step by step interlocking and intricate.Every time I play chess with him, I can clearly feel that Guang's chess skills are improving day by day.The more you play against him, the more you look forward to his growth...

What's the point of losing to such an opponent, even if you are unwilling?

In order to take care of the light, Liang did not dare to fall asleep.As soon as he turned over, he would wake up immediately.

In the early hours of the morning, I took my temperature again, and it still hovered around 39 degrees.

Taya hugged Guang, and gently shook him to wake him up: "Hey, change your clothes, you may catch a cold if you go out later."

Guang rubbed against Liang's arms, and asked confusedly, "Where are you going?"

"You have a bad fever, I'll take you to the hospital."

Guang's burning head immediately woke up, and he stretched out his hand to cover it, covering his head completely under the quilt: "Don't go!"

Liang quickly tore off the quilt on his bald head, and gently coaxed him: "Okay, we won't go. But if the fever still doesn't subside after two days, you must go to the hospital with me, okay?"

Guang replied vaguely: "Okay."

The cold was accompanied by a high fever, and the light sleep was extremely restless.

In a daze, he saw Sai standing in front of him, shouting loudly, "Xiao Guang, let me play chess!"

He rushed to look for him, and promised while running: "Okay, I'll let you all down!" But when he was about to get close to Sai, he disappeared.The surroundings returned to darkness.

Suddenly, Sai's voice sounded from behind again, and he turned around, only to see that Sai's whole body was exuding fluorescent green light, and his body was dying away from his feet up.

Two lines of blood and tears slid down his face.He slowly shook his head towards himself, his voice full of pain: "Xiaoguang, it's too late... I'm going to disappear, but why don't you believe me?"

When Sai left, he couldn't see it with his own eyes.The scene in front of him was so real that Guang couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality, and he felt a heart-piercing pain in his chest.

"No, Sai, I believe in you, I believe in you! I was wrong, please don't go!! Sai, I will never play chess again, please come back!! As long as you come back, I will play chess for you-! !"

Ke Sai was like the wind, drifting towards a dazzling light source.With every step forward, Sai took a step back.He had to speed up, but still couldn't catch up with Sai.

At this moment, another voice rang in my ears.

"Shinto, why didn't you let me play chess with Sai? You always knew I was waiting for Sai..."

Hikaru turned around abruptly, only to see Taya in a suit standing not far from him, his face full of indifference and disappointment.

"No, Taya, it's not like that." Hikaru was eager to explain to Taya, just took a step, and then heard Sai say behind him, "Xiaoguang, can you take another look at me, okay? Why are you ignoring me? "

"Sai..."

With Sai on the left and Taya on the right, Hikari was caught in a dilemma.

"Shinto, why did you lie to me? Why didn't you tell me Sai's real identity?"

"Xiaoguang, I don't want to disappear. I'm in so much pain..."

"Shinto, you made Sai disappear. It was you..."

"Xiao Guang, farewell—"

The two voices entered Guang's brain intertwined, like two opposite pulling forces, ruthlessly tearing at Guang's heart, as if to tear it apart completely.

Suddenly, the light source covering Sai's head was infinitely enlarged in front of the eyes of the light like a spider web, swallowing Sai whole.In the next second, the light source disappeared, and the surroundings were once again dark and dead.

"Sai? Taya? Where are you? Sai, Taya..."

Guang knelt on the ground slumped, his body trembling uncontrollably.

In the darkness, a hand was suddenly held in front of him.The faint light became the only light source in the darkness.

Instinctively, he reached out to the light source——

"Light, light."

Hearing Guang's raving, Liang hugged him and called his name softly.But Guang seemed to be seized by a nightmare, with a painful expression on his face, and tears in the corners of his eyes.No matter how much he shouted, he couldn't wake him up.

From Hikari's fragmented words, he vaguely heard Sai's name.He couldn't help being jealous of Sai, although he knew that such jealousy was unnecessary.

But "love" is selfish. Sai's influence on Hikari is too deep, whether he still exists or not, there must be a place in Hikari's heart for Sai.He can never shake his position in Guang's heart.

Liang smiled wryly, sat up and hugged Guang in his arms, holding his hand tightly.Only then did Guang stretch his eyebrows as if he had grasped a life-saving straw.

He leaned against Liang's arms, his whole body was soft, with a hot breath.

"Hi, get better soon..." Taya leaned over and kissed the corner of Hikari's eyes.

Tears melted into the mouth, it was so salty.